Absolute darkness (37)

Absolute darkness….

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Sanskar shout: y u keep blabring about that swara????

Swara: only for ur sake Sanskar. Please try to get me

Sanskar angrliy: get what swara? I lost u for years and now u say so???!!!!

Swara just lost control to her heart and speak all of it: what r u Sanskar ah? Gang master na!! so u know better anyone that pr*stitutes are the lower in our world ( sanskar got shocked of the word she used). Do u wanna hear it ah?, what happen to me in that orphanage?, hw many try to bed me?. Do u have any idea what lady lalika do with girls like me?.

Let me tell u, making them perfect b*t*hes, put then in rooms to watch other girls and women being f**ked in bed, even her and girls there try to force themselves upon me, I refused to be like that…. so I spend my time in the cold room do u know what’s is that?, hm…. To b wet and prisoned in very cold room…. and each time u think ur life came to an end they just don’t let u

Sanskar moved his face away, don’t wanna hear what bad happened with her coz he ll only hate himself more, she don’t know that he was in same as her pain but just now he let her to let all out of her heart

Swara: U don’t wanna hear na, feeling disgusted already!!! Ask ragini hw many wounds I have, I have a distorted body and shattered soul, and u want me to give U that?!, U Sanskar. Nahi, I would never do that to u, that’s y I never told u my truth, u people kept that image of pure sweet swara, that swara is gone long ago and all what left is shatters.

Ragini: but swara hum….

Swara: u what ragini? U what? The sis who always protect u, hw can u see her now, a sold b*t*h!!. Is that what u wanted me to tell ragini? U ll never feel the filth of being nude in room full of men, that can never b moved ragini, just like laksh tattoo. So pls don’t speak of me coming back to u, coz I cant hurt u all that way.

Sanskar: ragini lets leave her alone now, pls.

Swara: what ever u say that wont change my mind sanskar…..

Sanskar just moved out followed by raglak leaving swara sopping her bad luck and her black past

Ragini tapped Sanskar shoulder: Sanskar, don’t b angry she…

Sansakr: I’m not ragini, I’m.. frustrated….. about myself, that I wasn’t strong enough to save her.

Laksh: Sanskar, I can feel that, but for now we ll set cool ok, give her time. Ragini, we r all hungry, specially her, can u fix that pls?

Ragini: considering that I’m the phillipni maid u buy ah? Challo come to help me, that maid u brought is not usfull at all

Laksh smiled: achha accha baba I ll do phone call and come.

Ragini moved and sanlak look to each other, laksh made the phone: haan? Hw is the situation? Hmm hmm hmm ok, keep there for more longer, and b carful.

Sansakr: tooh?!.

Laksh: most guards died and couple of partners and women, Shivrani is dead, raj in hospital but he is ok and he ll move to kolkata in 2 days, Shanaya still alife and she lead gangsters against us.

Sanskar: Shanaya, but y?

Laksh: don is dead.

Sanskar: I wanna say he really deserve it, but damn, now all ganges ll come after us for revenge.

Laksh: hmm. Hw do u think much time we have here?

Sanskar: week maybe. Swara ll b recovered by that time, then we have to move back to Kolkata.

Laksh: I ll start preparations, u focus on swara now.

Sanskar enter swara room with food, she was sleeping peacefully, he caressed her hair and slowly she open her eyes

Sanskar: food.

He sit with her on bed and start feed her with himself . ragini cooked chatipathi and curry (my fav that i have never eaten??,), Sanskar nerved for the touch of her lips on his fingers, then the wet of her tongue, after all he is a man. But he must think first hw to keep her with him

Sanskar cut the silent but didn’t stop feed her

Sanskar: randeep

Swara; haan!! Who is tat?

Sanskar: the man who took me that day his name is randeep

Swara nervous; tooh……

Sanskar: He took me to house of pain, and if u dnt know what is that, it a house of prostitution ( Sanskar offer his hand to feed her but from shock she didn’t open, he looked at her he put food down and didn rise his eye to her again) I cant tell u hw many times he rape me, or my shock when I find laksh was a toy over there. U asked me once about the wounds in my body, it was because of them, I fight them, I never wanted to b atoy, but whenever im forced I fight, I became druger, I saw my bhai as toy between men and women hands and cant defend him, ragini was a maid in that place. that was our life for about 7 years. We got free when they offer ragini for sale, it was laksh who started it to save what we thought ur last piece, he never allow any man to touch her, we ran away, and we r gangsters since then, I can tell u much more further details if u want but… ( he got interrupt by swara hug, he hug her tight back, he can feel the tears flow to his neck) swara, pls don’t, I don’t tell u this to cry….

Swara; hw much suffer u went through, sanskar…..

Sanskar: That’s my point swara, ( he broke hug and cup her face) both of us pain a lot swara, a lot, more than normal human can bare, god did this for some reason and I don’t care to know, I know that he kept u alive for me. When I though u died I sale myself, I was on edge of death, and only what make me alive was ur promise, survive …… Just…. Swara please, me, u, ragini and laksh…. We pain a lot, so let’s end our pain… pls don’t go… b with me…. Only u can cure my wounds and sadness….

Swara: and only u can cure mine…….. ( swara hugged him tight, crying bitterly) I love u sanskaaar

Sanskar was over cloud now: I love u toooo hmmmmmmmmm

Swara broke the hug looking lovely to him, she took piece of chatipathi and put in curry then feed to him, he took it slowly to his lips sensing the softness of swara fingers, he couldn’t not to lick her fingers softly… swara felt that and blush, shiverd like a wetty paper to the touch of his wet lips on her fingers…. Then sankar took piece and give her to eat… and kept that for a while

Sanskar: no more, im full now. leave… ( Sanskar put plates on table)

Swara found some curry at Sanskar lips so just get closer and took that in soft kiss that make Sanskar numb and suddenly his body temp reach 100… swara broke the soft kiss weeping the tear flow from Sanskar eye…..

Sanskar set couch beside swara bed and used to sleep by her side looking at her all night till he fall sleep, ragini start to have pregnant vomit times and laksh was with her all the time.

First 2 days pass peacefully, and as usual Sanskar brought lunch to swara but she wasn’t in bed, he heard water running in shower, he sit there await but then swara shouted calling ragini

Sanskar: swara I’m here…. r u ok?? do u need anything???

Swara: Sanskar pls call ragini,

Sanskar: Y? tell me what u want??

Swara: Sanskar do as I say

Sanskar: Swara… ragini is tired and resting…

Swara: Then Sanskar pls go out I wanna b alone

Sanskar: Swara u have 3 seconds to b out … or…or I ll come in…

Swara: No… no pls tek hai… tek hai

Then Sanskar heard door unlock and slowly swara open door: pls Sanskar go out……

Sanskar complete door opening slowly and just again body temp rise to explode…. Swara in her pajamas and full drenched in water and her hairs sure all up but messy and tat bandage still there

Sanskar: Swara what happen? ( swara couldn’t answer) shonnyyyy ( damn she get week calling her that)

Swara: I …. I was… b … bit smelly and… needed .. shower.. but.. but not wetting head, i… I … the back wound hurt, I thought I can..

Sanskar got the whole Idea: u finished? ( swara node as yes)

Sanskar took her hand softly, swara was just hot for him, water made her cloth curving her and that drive Sanskar mad to the max, he make her stand in front of mirror, he out new cloth for her…. Swara blushed as Sanskar stand behind her looking to her reflection….. he fought his up growing desire madly, then move to door and got outside… after mints a maid came in and helped swara changing.

Sanskar went outside and was painting heavily fighting that urge for swara…. But not for long… he head back again and knock door, then hear swara voice to com in, but he curse himself for that now but no time to regret. Swara was giving her back to door …. she was in black wide pant and bra only, she turn around and the moment she meet Sanskar gaze she turn again and didn’t know what to do, but then cries flow slowly to her cheek

Sanskar looked away and wanted to leave but swara two words stopped him

Swara: Awful na!!