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One hour past, doctor still with swara, gurad finishd laksh shoulder injury and gone, ragini sit by laksh and supported him with his head on her shoulder…..
Laksh: hw it happen ragini? Shonna…. All these years belived she is gone..
Ragini: I wish I know laksh my mind is not working now…. All I want not to loose her again…
Laksh: is it true ragini… ur …
Ragini raised his head and bow hers: haan laksh, I’m sorry, I don’t know hw this happen, may be u…..
Laksh: what u say ragini, I have been waiting for this moment years ago, to make u a mother, y u didn’t tell me earlier…..
Ragini: I knew only this morning and was afraid of ur reaction, see what happen today, we almost died, u got hit, do u want our son or daughter live in such world laksh? U said it urself we waited that long time, then hw can we punish our bless with such hell world….
Laksh couldn’t replay coz he knew she is right in each and every word and just hugged her to his arms, she lay head to his chest and he print kiss on her hairs, Sanskar came out of room and was still in his cloth full of blood
Sanskar: so Ragini our family ll b plus one na!!
She stand to him and hugged him quitly, it was sweet moment for them but same time painfull,
Sanskar: doctor not out yet??… (ragini nodded as no)…. laksh I have many questions, and now no reason to remain sielent…. so pls answer me or my head ll blow (laksh nodded as yes)
Ragini: first change Sanskar.
Sanskar; no way, not until swara is awake…. what did lalika told u laksh?
Laksh: I asked lalika as u said, she told me she don’t know swara full name or if its her real name, but she bought her 8 years ago from Chandra orphanage, swara aged 13 that time, she train to b…..wat u know…. for 5 years, but she was tough so she sold her age 17 to black mafia in delhi, raj bought her from there and brought her back here again and since then she is with him.
Sanskar and ragini thought of each word they hear
Laksh: I doubted her coz I never thought shonna ll b alife, I though by somehow they knew about shonna and sent her to us to deceive us, especially after u told me about Shivrani.
Ragini: what about Shivrani?
Laksh: she knew Sanskar from house of pain.
Ragini: hmmm but the orphanage…..
Sanskar head back that moment when he start search of swara
#Flashback (Sanskar POV)
We have been hiding since months ago, house of pain r looking for revenge, huh let them try, we have nothing to lose more than our pride.
Laksh: I have solution Sanskar, but it wont b good.
Sanskar: bolo
Laksh: u know we r weak now and we cant run forever, we need protection, so there is … this …man, aaa.. client of mine, I ll ask him protection in change of..
I shouted him: laksh had u lost ur mind? We run from this hell to still doing it.
Laksh: we have no option now Sanskar, i wont chance ragini safe..i need to protect her…. also we ll keep her away, that ll b our secret….
I asked him: u ll cheat her???
Laksh: n….nahi… we wont marry yet coz she is not 18 yet… so…so techniqly…
LAKSH…r u convenced with what u saying??!…… (i sighted) fine
And really both of us went to that man and deal him to protect us support us and in exchange we ll work for him, but i interfere the deal and offered myself instead of laksh.
Man didn’t see any differ actually it was good for him to taste new goods, laksh was hell angry with me, but i stopped laksh coz its enough of him, now he have ragini in his life even if they r not married yet, just its enough. And after couple of months I start searching for swara.
It wasn’t easy to find swara Gadodia but I did, we found her in the records of Chandra orphanage, she was caught by police and moved there, she lived there for 2 years but then a fire was set in the place and she was among the victims, I refused to belive that, no way my shonna ll die, never. Shonny wont leave me alone.
I followed clues till I got my confirm, swara is dead, she left me. I broke for that, I back to drugs, smoking, drinking and s*x everyday, I throw myself to that client even without he ask me, i give up to him and anyone wants to share him …..
I stopped my fight for everything, and took anything make my mind out of this world….. nothing matters if shonna is not in this world.
Laksh and ragini hardly saved me reminding of shonna promise all the time, they used her words to clean my blood from drugs and all…. till we got free from that man and started our own job.
#FlashBack Over
This was our life since then but now I knew swara as woman I loved her, I felt her, and now she is going, no I ll never let it happen or else I ll follow her
Lakh took me out of my thoughts (Sanskar) he walk toward me,
Laksh: slap me
I numbed at his request as so ragini
Ragini: what u say laksh?
Laksh: what u heard, ( he kneel at my feet) slap me hardest u can.
I try to stand him up: what u doing laksh?
Laksh shouted: I deserve it Sanskar, i…I slapped swara, I was bad with her, I hurt her to the max, I didn’t even give her one chance to explain anything, but she … called me jiju.
The relationship I always envy u and ragini for having it, I destroy it even before start
Ragini; laksh, u had no choice, even us having problem believing it now, but the things she know, only swara would know it, dnt hold urself so much
Laksh stand and shout: but still ragini, if I wasn’t so blind… (through his fingers in his hairs angrily) I deserve worst punishment
Sanskar: but laksh…..
Laksh shaked me by shoulders: DON’T U HEAR ME?. I CALL HER b*t*h….. I SLAPED HER…. I WAS CRULE TO HER DO U HEAR THAT????
I raised my hand to slap him and he closed eyes to get it, but I just pull his ear softly and he open his eyes wide surprised
Sanskar: let her wake and slap u herself, it her right. ( i hugged hum tight… same old laksh…. like parod… easy to fire easier to put down and easy in guilt, but have the most tender heart ever)
Ragini took him to coach again while I went to room again
I was never a believer in god, coz I always thought he is unfair to us, all that torture, separation, and dark we live in, but now here I am, I kneel for u pls ( folding his and closing his eyes and tears flow from there) pls save her for me, u have been merci enough to keep her a life for me, u saw that even when I didn’t know what love means, when she was the pure part in my life I shatter for her lose, now u make her back to my life, I loved her, pls dnt yake her pls, be merciful to me please.
Sanskar POV over
Sanskar was praying till ragini came in
Ragini: doctor is out
Sanskar ran outside and three of them were around doctor hunger for news, finally doctor smile ( she ll b fine) , Sanskar fall on floor and raglak hugged, ( but we need blood please coz she lost many)
Sanskar: what blood type she need?
Doctor: anyone, she is an AB
Sanskar: then take mine … (then he paused) nahi… im smoker and drug dumper I may….
Doctor; since when u dump drugs?
Sanskar: about 2 years
Doctor: Then no problem. Come with me
Raglak head to room to change and Sanskar enter with doctor, he saw swara, attached to devices, he sit by her and assistant start prepare him for direct blood transport, Sanskar keep look at swara praying inside him for her safty.
After while raglak came with doctor
Doctor: we need new person for transport
Sanskar: nahi keep mine
Doctor: we cant mr.sanky, u reached ur limits for donate if u keep u ll faint
Ragini: Sanky pls.. move aside
Sanskar: i said no…. never even f it means to dry me out…..,?? stop for a while, I ll take vitamins and juice so I make up then give again ok
Three knew hw Sanskar is stubborn, so they just follow him. He stopped transfer change his cloth and head again to swara, start donate again, this time ragini sit coach beside swara bed so Sanskar can b rest.
Full night with pain, death, memories, and truths… till sun rise for next day brushing all that and bringing a full new day.
Swara eye disturbed by sun rays, but unlike the other time, here eyes weren’t heavy …….