To the girl who took my abhi,(TANU)
I have some serious questions for you. Do you actually know him? Knowing him not only includes all his favourites. Because even social media knows all his favourites. Can you find it out if hes sad just by looking at him while he still smiles? Do you know how many hours he sleeps a day or his timing for sleep? Do you know wat he takes for breakfast and on which days he skips dinner?
Have you ever heard his voice at 3 in the morning or had he ever woke u up just because he couldn’t get sleep? Has he given you a weird nick name coz he calls his loved ones with names. Have you ever seen his tears? Has he ever tasted something that he doesnt like only coz you liked it? Did he discuss something about his future with you? Did he tell you the story of him and his dad hitting a snake with a slipper? Have you seen that smile on his face when he talked about his parents? Has he ever talked about his parents? Do you even know how much he loves his dadi?
Do you even know his hand sweats a lot that he uses handkerchief to write? Has he ever asked you how much should he shave his beard? Had he ever talked about me to you? Coz he had said me once that he hated you. But still hes with you now. I still don’t understand wat this universe is trying to teach me. We fought badly before we broke up yet he still checks on me. I act like I didnt see only to hide my tears. I try to move on like he just did with you but I still cant. He has never told me that you are his girl. It is from your side I get that fact that you two r dating.
Whom should I trust now?
At times I wonder was I blindfolded before or you are blindfolded now? Was I being played or were you being played now? I still doubt his love for you. Or is it just my faith in him that he can’t betray me like that?
I still never knew the reason why he left me. He wouldn’t tell me even if I ask. If you are behind that then please let me know. Because I am not gonna fight for that but I will be happy that finally I had a reason to cry upon instead of crying to know the reason.
If he ever mentions me tell him that I loved him and not anymore. Tell him to lead a happy life. If he is happy with you I will let him be with you. If thats wat he always wanted.
Tell him I disappeared just for him. Tell him I am not a coward. Ask him not to stalk me in social medias.
And ask him if he truly loved me….
Above all ask him if he loves you….
With love,
The girl who is trying her best to move on…. (PRAGYA ARORA)
Hey guys tess is back with her one shots..how have you been everyone??? Thanks for reading..#spreadlove