An ishkara OS (an author’s special note .do read)

Life usually takes a lot from us,no doubt it in return also gives something but will that return always compensate of what we’ve lost! ..
the answer might not be very clear to him!
HE married again and with God’s grace he got Such a lovely and understanding wife better than anyone could get but there’s something still apart! there’s something still left which is yet to be filled. that gap is still there between the couple. The love of devotion of her wife,the new one! is still not able to compensate of his love for his beloved,late wife!
Might be God too wasn’t able to estimate the depth of their love and so he snatched her from HIM. didn’t he had even a small bit of pity for them that HE took away Her just the day after their marriage . She unfortunately met her unfortunate fate.
With all of the above thoughts dwelling in his minds ,HE was there sitting beside the window looking at the sky crying with him. It was raining (ohh….how much she loved rains and he even more loved to see her dancing in rains)heavily,the reason no one knew and it rained in a similar manner that day as well..when she left him . He just cannot blame anyone but GOD! .
With in his reverie of thoughts which were filled with thier instances . we could see small bits of curles at the end of his lips. HOW COME EVEN HER THOUGHTS MADE HIM SMILE .
he reminced … the song she Sang at that time and how he wasn’t able to understand it’s depth then .
She was hiding her internal fatal disease ,BRAIN HEMORRHAGE. How could she hide such a big thing from him, from her OM.
She usually used to sing the worldwide acceptable song by the nightingale of our country,

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Lag Ja Gale Ki Phir Ye Hasin Raat Ho Na Ho
Shaayad Phir Is Janam Men Mulaaqaat Ho Na Ho
Lag Jaa Gale …

Ham Ko Mili Hain Aaj, Ye Ghadiyaan Nasib Se
Ji Bhar Ke Dekh Lijiye Ham Ko Karib Se
Phir Aap Ke Nasib Men Ye Baat Ho Na Ho
Shaayad Phir Is Janam Men Mulaaqaat Ho Na Ho
Lag Jaa Gale …

Paas Aaiye Ki Ham Nahin Aaenge Baar-Baar
Baahen Gale Men Daal Ke Ham Ro Le Zaar-Zaar
Aankhon Se Phir Ye Pyaar Ki Barasaat Ho Na Ho
Shaayad Phir Is Janam Men Mulaaqaat Ho Na Ho

Lag Ja Gale Ki Phir Ye Hassin Raat Ho Na Ho
Shaayad Phir Is Janam Men Mulaaqaat Ho Na Ho
Lag Jaa Gale …

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well…the most regrettable fact of his life was and will always be that he then didn’t understood the in-depth of these lyrics. Thogh the wetness that she had in her eyes while singing the melancholy strain always bothered him but he now had to admit this that she was very good at changing the topics.
all…he could do is to just try and try and try a bit more harder to forget her. HIS ISHANA!
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IF HAVE TIME THEN DO READ IT !

hello peeps! ..sairish after a very long time indeed but can’t help I’m very disheartened from a very long time and I’m continuing to be ..dunno why but my innerself is not allowing me to do anything. CAN’T HELP!
but God knows how and what the hell I have written as it’s a sad one shot and I’ve never ever written something sad! the end is always happy! maybe my mood affected this ..
this was my first try on ishkara separately (In an OS) as usually in my TS or OS if there’s OM and the opposite one is gauri so..this was for ..FENIL BHAIYYA! swear bhaiyyu this was not what I’ve thought for ishkara just a mere CRAP! and also for AASHI26 ,babes it’s your birthday 2moro so HAPPY WALA BIRTH DAY IN ADVANCE if have time then do read it aashi dear!
if it was worth a read then do comment everyone ..silent readers too..
With all my love,
Sairish
(A special thanks to FATI AAPI , VHM DI, FENIL BHAIYYA AND LAUREN DI for supporting me when I was inactive on TU.. and a hell big sorry to all my lovely writers whose works I missed reading ..sorry, NINAKU DI, VHM DI, ANNIE DI, {FENIL BHAIYYA AND FATI AAPI…if you guys have posted some stuffs that I’ven’t read}..)