Sanam Teri Kasam-Keesh OS

Hi everyone !!!Today I am with a Keesh OS..I really like kessh and I was waiting to write an OS for them..Nowadays even yrkkh has become a crap..They are focusing only on Naira or Kaira..So I am missing keesh badly..There is another reason for my OS…Rufi this is for you..You came to our yrkkh page…so welcome you and belated happy birthday !!!I know that even you have liked keesh..so this is for you ..So lets start..

“Why am I always being punished for something I havent ever done ??why god..its always me..so is it true that I bring bad luck to everyone ..is it true that those who come close to me will have to face problem ..why am I like this? First it was mom who left me when I needed her most..Mom..where are you Mom?if you had stayed with me I wouldnt have to faced this kind of tantrums …I am missing you lot mom..I had only papa and karthik..even Karthik left home after your demise Mom..papa was busy with business ..Suwarna mom became like my mom..she gave me all the love and comfort which a girl should get from her parents….Papa never understood my emotions ..thats when he arranged my marriage with Aditya and i had no chance to deny papa ..what could I have to do than marrying him?after all it was not a marriage but a business deal..

Still I remember the day how much I cried with suwarna mom..even she couldnt do anything as everything was dominated by papa..I have always heard in stories that fathers always consider their daughters as princesses ..but here my papa..I was just something whom he could use for his business purposes ..still I was happy in my home as Suwarna mom was always there to comfort me whenever I sad..she was exactly like my mom..I really love her..Its said that blood is thicker than water..but it was not true in my situation ..my papa was never concerned about my happiness ..on the other hand suwarna mom who was considered as my step mom used to love me like a real mom..but Karthik never could understand this..thats the main reason of his separation from home ..still he tried his best to give me all brotherly love..Suwarna mom and Karthik were the two pillars of my life..they were the reason of my happiness ..everything changed after my marriage …I was like an object to Aditya ji..he never considered me as his wife…

I have nver got the love and care from my husband ..he did give me pain and torture only….There was no one whom I could share my pain..how to tell Suwarna mom or Karthik? How to make them worry because of me? Whenever they asked about my well being I always became numb…this life was destined to me..I didnt want to change it..I forgot my smile..I spent all the time reminiscing my memories with mom karthik and suwarna mom..I never thought that I will be able to smile again..but destiny had another plans for me..Everything changed when Naira came to my brother’s life..I was really happy that my brother could succeed in his love making Naira as his life partner unlike me who was suffering from an arranged marriage..no correction ..it was a business deal..Naira and her family …I really loved her family ..her family members were really understandable ..I have never seen such a family where every family members were connected through unity and mutual understanding ..I wondered how lucky Naira to have such a family..even she has lost her mom..but her father was the greatest strength of her life unlike mine ..

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I really liked her family specially her brother Naksh..He was such a great human eing I have ever seen..That love and care which can be seen through his eyes not only for his family but for everyone those who are around with him…I used to smile again after his arrival in my life..That smile which was faded away after my marriage.we became friends more than in laws..but Aditya fdidnt like our friendship ..he suspected me and used to torture me for having an affair ..I had no courage to tell anyone the pain I was suffering from him..it was Naira and Naksh who understood my hidden fpin instantly ..I always wondered how could they realize it so soon..Although I told them nothing would change if I inform it to my family..I was so sure that Papa would ask me to go to him despite everything ..but Naksh and Naira were so determined to free me from Adiya’s torture …The results was that everyone got to know about Aditya’s true nature..I could do was crying holding karthik’s shoulder ..Naksh and Naira were the one who gave me a hope again to live my life again… And papa..

I never thought that he would change..he understood my pain..he ousted Aditya ..that was the day I was waiting eagerly..Finaly I hugged papa and cried a lot..that was when I felt that even I can be a princess for my papa..I could see happy tears in his eyes too..I got my life again..but still I could feel some loneliness in my life ..that was none other than Naksh’s company..I really enjoyed talking and spending time with him..I have never felt such a happiness ..he was there to help me console me and blame me for my carelessness ..Slowly I realized that our friendship has converted into love..yes..it was love..I was in love with him….I screamed out of happiness ..There was only question in my mind..Was he in love with me too?I didnt know what to do again..I didnt want to share this news with anyone..but Suwarna mom could understand my inner feeling which surprised me lot..She gave me only advice that I should confess him..I instantly hugged her..She was not a step mom for me..She was like my mom..

Next day I went to meet Naksh..He was looking so handsome and that eyes which were a reflection of love and kindness ..I was only glaring at him..I couldnt muster the courage to tell him about my feelings…”kya hua Kirti?are you fine?”Finally he asked me ..That word were soothing my ears..I didnt know what to tell hi..I was really afraid..what if he rejme? Finally I got the courage to tell him “I dont know how did this start Naksh..you were someone special in my life since we met .more than a friend..you were the one who gave me a new hope to live…you were the one who gave me my lost happiness ..I would like to spend my whole life with you..I love you Naksh “Finally I confessed my inner feeling and looked at Naksh who was gazing at me ..he didnt say anything and went away..I had no courage to cry..I never thought something like that would have ever happened ..Naksh had not loved me..I have lost my friendship due to my confession ..he didnt call me or message me..he avoided me since then..I cried lonely ..I did my best to be happy in front my family specially naira and karthik..all in vain..When Suwarna mom asked me about Naksh I had no other option than crying..she tried her best to console me..It was she asked me to go and meet Naksh ..Now I am in his office waiting for his arrival..I was disturbed by a voice

“Mam..Sir will be here after few minutes”he told me ..”ok..Thanks..”I was in a such a deep thought and I weeped my tears ..It has been a long time since he hasnt talked with me ..

Just then Naksh entered to the office..He was looking so pale ..I couldnt see happiness in his mood which i could see earlier ..He saw me and stopped ..I smiled “Naksh” He just looked away “I am not feeling well..I am going home again”he said and went away..I was so disappointed ..tears started rolling down..I ran to him calling Naksh..He didnt look at me and went away “why Naksh?even you are doing this to me?why?why are you avoiding me?it hurts me lot”Kirti cried a lot….Her phone started ringing ..She answered “what?” She went to the hospital instantly and all she could see was Naksh in ICU ..”oh god??why are you doing this to me?whenever I love someone he leaves me ? Dont do this please..my Naksh should be safe”Kirti started crying and all the family members came there..Naira and Suwarna were consoling Kirti who was deeply hurt about Naksh
Just then doctor came “doctor how is Naksh?he will be fine na..

“Karthik asked and all were waiting for his answer “I am sorry..we cant do anything..after all it is a leukamia…it cant be cured..I have informed him already..I am sorry “Doctor said making everyone shocked ..”what? It means bhai has hidden it from ourselves ..why did you do so bhai?why?I cant live without you”Naira screamed ..everyone is crying ..”what?he was suffering from leukamia?it is all because of me”Kirti murmered to herself

“You are a bad omen..you bring bad luck to those who are around with you..so get lost”Aditya’s rowdy word were echoing in her body ..”Patient is asking someone named Kirti”Nurse asked .Kirti was in a state where she neither could see or hear anything..”beta..Naksh is asking you..go and meet him”Suwarna said

Keerti came to Naksh who was laying on the bed still with a smile “I am sorry Naksh..everything happened because of me..I shouldnt havecome closer to you..otherwise this wouldnt have happened ..I always bring bad luck..I am sorry Naksh”Keerti started crying “shut up!!who told you so? I was suffering from this earlier ..I could live more because of your love and company ..you are my lucky charm..dare you say anything like that again…In fact I am sorry keerti..I didnt intend to hurt you..but I wanted you to forget me..I didnt want to suffer you more..thats why I was avoiding you..I am sorry “Naksh said and tears were rolling down from his eyes

“No sorry Naksh..I couldnt see your situation ..you have never shared this with anyone and was bearing it alone..I couldnt become a strength for you when it is needed..”Keerti cried..Naksh weeped her tears “dont cry please ..I can tolerate anything but not your tears..you wanted to know my answer na…yeah keerti..I have always loved you..I love you lot..I will love you forever …Destiny wont let us to be together thisbirth..but I will love you every birth..I wont leave you again..Sanam teri kasam”Naksh said holding her hand
“I love you too Naksh..I will wait you forever “They both hugged each other

The End..