SOMETHING YET TO BE CONFESSED (OS BY~SAIRISH)

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SHIVAAY POV
it took me a lot of time to get rid of my nkk ideology . Honestly, i had already kept it aside quite long back but what happened 3 months before ,again made my thinking go wrong. Annika,donn know why ,whenever I take her name or think about her, curves are always there at the end of my lips ,I proposed her today in front of the whole media arranged there by that nagini oops ragini malhotra . “Well…I wasn’t much surprised to know that nagini (not again it’s ragini but nagini suits her..)loves me or I should say is obsessed with me as I knew it from the very first day of my school or college life that girls drool over me . I can’t help if I’m so handsome ..that’s not my problem” is what I said to annika to see that feeling called jealousy on her face which surely was clearly visible when I saw her struggling to control her moves .

she was continuesly moving her head here and there to loose eye contact with me as she knew once she looked into my eyes I would definitely caught hold of her and tease her stating that she’s jealous and surely she didn’t wanted this to happen . this TADIBAAZ girl . urfff i wonder how many times i think about her in just a nanosecond. well.. we returned oberoi mansion after bearing and knowing the harsh and inhumane nature of my so called mother. Mrs.pinky Singh oberoi. it definitely hurted me but I was ready to bear that as well if she’s with me . it didn’t took much time omru,dadi,dad,bhavya and gauri to start their teasing session . There i again saw her cheeks struggling for the shade they need to adapt either be Scarlett or rose. she was blushing. my blushing queen. Aww She’s so cute.
we were really very embarrassed and they didn’t leave even a single chance to tease and make us feel embarrassed but then I signed a treaty with my heart and brain. if I have to with annika,I need to be a bit bold as this tadibaaz girl is otherwise very intelligent or I can say CHANTOMAI but when it comes to romance ..goddd she’s just a dumbo.How come god gifted me her,I wish he would have made her a bit romantic just like me .

we cut the cake brought by gauri to enjoy our re-union but the real celebration is still left . I too blushed underneath on this thought of mine .
while feeding each other with the cake we had a small yet cute and romantic eye lock,A thing which almost every time describes all the emotions we have in store for each other. I really love this lovely thing called eyelock *with annika* infact i love everything related to annika. In response she just moved her head away and again i’m struck with staring at her. Her dangling hairs . Perfectly shaped body and few of the tresses moving with the flow of breeze,a very gentle one . Common shivaay!stop it. you’re again checking her out ,where are your etiquettes . wait…!! what’s wrong in that..she’s my wife,MY ANNIKA .Everything is fine now . we’re together again , are going to marry each .

I even proposed her but something is missing yet . something is left. SOMETHING IS YET TO BE CONFESSED . Though i put forward my marriage proposal for her but I haven’t confessed my LOVE yet . those three magical words are yet to be told to annika. I’m very weak at that may be that’s the reason. Donn know why I’m not able to confess my love to her .

I slept in the night accompanied by the glistening moon and it’s moonlight with the innumerable tiny appearing huge hot balls of gases . Even the moon is with his partner and look at me . “Annika”..i muttered her name with a sigh of relief while getting onto my oops our would be bed . I miss the lady who was always there by my side even at this bed . I never touched or slept at that corner annika where you used to be . How can I …you’re so close to me yet so far and that too just because of Dadi. This might be the first time I’m feeling that dadi’s decision is wrong. It’s so had to live without you for a moment annika . my day begin with and is ending with you only.
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I wake up early in the morning as my usual habit ruffling the empty side of bed and got ready for a new day looking for a chance to have a glance of my beautiful,chirpy,KHIDKITOD annika and Of course to confess my love to her . “Whattttt”…. was my first reaction when gauri told me that she’s quite awake rather is getting ready for the day . She changed a lot . Well…it was a good chance for me to have some quality time with her . I entered tip-toed in the room escaping from dadi and her “zaalim paltan” who don’t allow we love birds to chirp around with each other . She’s in a Saree ,A net one . well…it was really a difficult task to move my eyes from her but who wanted that to happen. On moving my gaze a bit i saw her struggling to tie the dori of her blouse and that was my chance . I moved forward and held her waist . She knew it was me and so didn’t reacted . had there been any other person I’m sure he would have tasted Chameli from her . I tied the dori looking into her eyes through the mirror but that wasn’t enough for me . it was my time to nuzzle into the crook of her neck .

it’s always a pleasure seeing her blush . unfortunately DADI again came in between to spoil our romance. I came there to CONFESS MY LOVE but they took her with them.

the afternoon that followed was the most unbearable. Seeing her all the day in front of me but still I’m not able to get close to her and confess what’s there in my heart .
there she was with the whole family discussing about our marriage and roaming throughout the hall doing nothing but making me go crazy . and I had nothing to do exept for staring at her which mostly lead to the coughing of omru or any other family member to take me out of my dream world . There she was giving instructions to the staff …how come she’s working on her own wedding Mann ??.

Her netted Saree revealing her perfect curves and well defined shape of her body was killing me every nano second

how I wished to just go and confess my love to her in a go and pull her into my embrace. ammm…..i remember a song whose lyrics go by….

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Kaise batayein
Kyun tujhko chahe
Yaara batha na paayein
Baatein dil o ki
Dekho jo baki
Aake tujhe samjhaein
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na

Hmm milke bhi, hum na mile
Tumse na jaane kyun, milo ke,
Hai phasle tumse na jaane kyun
Anjaane, hai silsile
Tum se na jaane kyun, sapne hai
Palko tale tum se na jaane kyunnnnnn…

Kaise batayein
Kyun tujhko chahe
Yaara batha na paayein
(aaa…aaa…(indicine.com))
Baatein dil o ki
Dekho jo baki
Aake tujhe samjhaein
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na..

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rest of the lyrics i myself donn know. I have heard Rudy learning this song to impress one of her thousand girlfriends and thanks to my quick adapting brain I remember the lyrics of this song which now perfectly suits my situation .

it’s night by now. No doubt there were lots of moments when I tried to get close to her and got caught by dadi as well . and a day too slipped from my hands. I still have not confessed my love.

just waiting for tomorrow morning to confess SOMETHING which is YET TO BE CONFESSED ….

“I love you annika” I told my heart went into a drift…
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hii…guys Sairish here! well I know whatever I have written might be very boring but God knows from where did this idea came into my mind and I just wrote it . well…to be very honest ..I’m not satisfied with what I have written . I feel it didn’t came out in the way I wanted it to be but still do tell me how was it . I know I can’t write well like our extremely talented writers over here but I’ve tried my best
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