Swasan love or punishment

Before starring the episode let me clear few thing this ff is only based on swasan I won’t give anyone importance more than swasan…in my ff even mm people will blame sanskar for laksh missing and they will stop talking with him and also sanskar took his company back this is unknown to swara he is only working in his company and also paying rent to dp for staying at mm he is staying there till he find laksh…

After 6 months:

At night Sanskar calls Swara on landline hearing phone ringing swara went to hall and picked the call….

Sw: hello hello (no one replied than she realizes that he is Sanskar she closed her eyes to control herself) go to sleep

Instead of replaying her back Sanskar start laughing and puts wine in the glass…

San: kya baat hai aaj bhi meri saans lete samajh jati ho ke yeh saans leta murda insaan me hi hun (took long breath) 6 mahine pehle tumne mujhe dhamki di thi laksh nahi to humara rishta nahi rishte ke saath saath need bhi nahi chain bhi nahi (with pain and anger) bas ek hi baat sochta hun laksh ko doondh kar lane ke baad tumhe kaisi saaza doon
(6 months  have passed, you had threatened me that if Laksh is not here, then our relation is also over I have no sleep since then. I was thinking how to punish you once I find Laksh)

Sw: (teary eyes) tum mujhe jo saaza do ge mujhe manzoor hogi laksh ko lekar to ao..

San: to samjho intezaar ki ghariyan khatam hui (pause for a minute) saaza ke liye kal ka din kaisa rehe ga

Sw: raat ke 2 baj rehe hain pee na band karo or sojao 

San: (angry) maine kaha saaza ke liye  kal ka din kaisa rehega swara Sanskar mehashwari

Sw: (confuse) tum kehna kya chahte ho

San: laksh ka pata chal geya hai

Sw: (happy tears start fowling down from her eyes) k..ky..kya kya (can’t belive duet happiness) tum Sach keh rehe ho na woh theek to hai na use kuch hua intrupped by Sanskar 

San: (angry) use kuch hua ho yan na hua ho lekin tumhare saath bohut bura hone wala hai OK (hearing him she is shocked he  controlled  himself) sweet dreams swara chain ki need sona kyon ke kal ke baad main tumhari need udrane wala hun if u know what I really mean…

Sw: (crying) hello sans.. (but he cuts the call)

Swara was trying to call but his phone was now switched off she was really happy hearing that he found laksh but also sad hearing him…she wiped her tear everyone were sleeping she went towards her room…

Swara room…

While entering in the room Swara switched the light on and closed the door tears were fowling down from her eyes she walked towards her bed and took her and sanskar picture out remembering him she caressed his picture lovingly while still crying…

Background song…

Pyar hain ya saza,
Aye mere dil bataa,
Tutta kyun nahi,
Dard ka silsila,

She was crying remembering their beautiful moment while caressing his face few drops of her tear fell on his face like he was also crying with her…closed her eyes and lean her head back tears still fowling down from her eyes….

Is pyar mein ho kaise kaise imtihaan,
Yeh pyar likhe kaisi kaisi dastaan…

On the other side sanskar start drinking full bottle of wine the pain being separated from swara was clearly visible on his face but still he was angry on her when he heard her care for laksh that made him more angry…he remembered swara word for laksh instead of him she was more worried for him..

Sw: kya tum Sach keh rehe ho na woh theek to hai na use kuch hua

Rembering her word he threw the wine bottle on mirror which broke into hundred pieces seeing the broken pieces he imagined his heart instead of mirror which was broken on that day when swara left him for raglak…

Ya rabba, de de koi jaan bhi agar,
Dilbar pe ho na dilbar pe ho na koi asar,
Ho ho
Ya rabba, de de koi jaan bhi agar,
Dilbar pe ho na dilbar pe ho na koi asar.

Swara stood up from bed went near window still holding his picture in her hand she looked at his picture than gave a light kiss on his lips after kissing at his pic she placed his pic near her heart and remember his word which he said recently to him…

San: use kuch hua ho yan na hua ho lekin tumhare saath bohut bura hone wala hai OK sweet dreams swara chain ki need sona kyon ke kal ke baad main tumhari need udrane wala hun if u know what I really mean…

A sad smile apeared on her lips remembering this word of him he wanted to give her punishment….

Pyar hain ya saza,
Aye mere dil bataa,
Tutta kyun nahi,
Dard ka silsila…

He touch his lips felt like she kissed him but than jerk hand away from lips walk on broke glasses took her picture left towards balcony looking outside a lone tear escaped from his eyes remembering her and mostly hearing her voice after 6 months he know how much he longed for her how much he is missing her these 6 months are like hell for him each day he was losing himself…

Kaisa hain safar,
Wafa ki manzil ka,
Na hain koi hal,
Dilon ki mushkil ka,

She took a long breath while hugging his picture she was crying but was happy after 6 months she heard his voice finally how much she is missing him carving for him to be in his embrace to be loved by him how much she is longing for him…she put fake mask on her that why nobody is able to see her pain nobody knows how she is feeling being away from her sanskar…

Dhadkan dhadkan bikhari ranjishe,
Saanse saanse tuti bandishe…

Yeah her sanskar whom she left for ragini and blamed him for laksh missing but what can she do she couldn’t see her sister crying and mostly carving for her love she know how much crazy she is for laksh that she couldn’t leave her alone to handle herself she wanted to support her but by supporting her she herself made distance from sanskar but still she feel sanskar always around for her this distance med her realize the meaning of sanskar in her life and her love for grew more deep inside her heart…

Kahin to har lamha, hothon pe fariyad hain,
Kisi ki duniya, chahat mein barbad hain…

But this distance for sanskar made himself to hate her his love grew for her more and more but with love there was little hatred for her which also grew with his love for her…he is angry on her not only angry also mad for her how can she leave him when she know how much she meant to him but still she left him…

Ya rabba, de de koi jaan bhi agar,
Dilbar pe ho na dilbar pe ho na koi asar
Ho ho
Ya rabba, de de koi jaan bhi agar,
Dilbar pe ho na dilbar pe ho na koi asar

He tried to stop her but she didn’t turned back he know it was his mistake he started all this but he was angry in that moment she broke his promise by uniting his family again which he hated most…

Pyar hain ya saza,
Aye mere dil bataa,
Tutta kyun nahi,
Dard ka silsila…

What does she think she had united him with his family he laugh little on the thought huh his family who didn’t even care for him like her they also punished him by not talking him blaming for laksh missing….

Koi na sune,
Sisakti aahon ko,
Koi na dhare,
Tadapti baahon ko,

Does anybody love him or not tears start fowling from his eyes on the thought does anybody love him like he do than answer is no nobody lobe him he is a unwanted person in the world nobody want to have him nobody want to love him but the question is why ??????

Aadhi aadhi, poori khwahishen,
Tuti futi sab farmaishe…

Swara walk in her room to her desk and took her mangelsutre and sindoor out she looked at her most lovely jewellery which is more important to her than gold or diamond her mangelsutre which sanskar had made her wear and her sindoor which he filled making her as his…

Kahi shaq hain, kahi nafarat ki deewar hain,
Kahi jeet me bhi, shamil pal pal har hain…

She took her ss pendant out and remember their union after their fight than remember how sanskar punish himself for hurting….
She laugh at the thought if he hurt her than he will hurt himself also because she know her sanskar won’t hurt her in his dreams also and if he also hurt he will punish himself more than her…but she had little fear her heart she know somewhere in those 6 months he made himself so strong and also put fake mask on himself not to show anyone his emotion and also had built hatred little in his heart which filled with his love for her 6 months ago…

Ya rabba, de de koi jaan bhi agar,
Dilbar pe ho na dilbar pe ho na koi asar
Ho ho
Ya rabba, de de koi jaan bhi agar,
Dilbar pe ho na dilbar pe ho na koi asar

While looking at sindoor and mangelsutre swara try to be his wife again she was about to fulfill her maang with sindoor but than she remember her promise which she made herself that she won’t be his wife laksh came back…

Pyar hain ya saza,
Aye mere dil bataa,
Tutta kyun nahi,
Dard ka silsila…

San: (crying) u did a big mistake by leaving me swara (looked at her picture with hatred love anger) a big mistake u will pay for this swara sanskar maheshwari I won’t leave u so easily I will make u mine once again than your punishment will start till now u saw my REVENGE LOVE  now I will show u my HATRED yes u heard right I will show u my hatred I will make u suffer each and every moment u left me for those people who never cared for u Han I was the only who was beside u but still I left me na for this family for ragini huh I will show u what this family is in true meaning I will show u ur sister true color if she can do shradh for laksh na and also push u in river for laksh na so just imagine what else she can do for laksh (smirked) get ready now SANSKAR MAHESHWARI is back once again to destroy u all get ready being destroyed by me once again (caressing her pic and also kissed on her lips) after this I don’t think I need to give u any punishment just wait and watch jaan u will see soon the true color of these people and will regret for leaving me…

Na pucho dard bando se,
Hasin kaisi Khusi kaisi,
Musibat sar par reheti hain,
Kabhi kaisi kabhi kaisi.

Swara took her mangelsutre and kissed lightly and was happy after all its time be his again when laksh come back…

Sw: (happy talking to sanskar pic) I can’t wait sanskar more to be with u these 6 months were like hell for me after hearing your voice I felt so happy that finally I could hear u it’s been long since I have seen u touched u sanskar I can’t wait to be in your arms I need u sanskar beside like before in each every phase of our life (suddenly she remembered about his punishment) u can punish me like u want sanskar I want say even ufff as long I am with u once I am with u after laksh coming back I will make u mine once again I will fill ur heart with my LOVE again I will remove HATRED once again like I did when u wanted your REVENGE I will make u mine like I did before there won’t be any hatred between us I will make everything like before (looking at his pic) please bring laksh back soon as possible I can’t wait…

Ohhh Rabba Ohh
Raabaaaa Ohh oo ooo
Rabbaaaa ho o o
Ho o o o o o Rabba

After talking with each other picture both slept while hugging each other picture tightly to feel each other near her and his heart….
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