Itna tumhe chahana hai…Tum soch na sakogi!! (krpkeb) Episode 36

Ritwick took Sona somewhere!!
S: where r u taking me?

After few moments he opened her eyes…
S: ahhh….U took me here!! A music class?
R: look there…There is a piano…And I know that u like to play piano nd sing whenever u r upset….So here it is…Start playing…
Let me enjoy too
Sona gave him ” unbelievable ” look…Nd smiled turning towards the piano.

She started playing piano, while all her past memories with dev came in front of her eyes with a flash, nd tears slipping down her eyes. Ritwick didn’t stop her coz it was the only way to open her up.
Sona started singing ( “WORDS I NEVER SAID” – by Skylar grey)
Always in a rush
Never stay on the phone long enough
Why am I so self-important?
Said I’d see you soon
But that was, oh, maybe a year ago
Didn’t know time was of the essence

So many questions
But I’m talking to myself
I know that you can’t hear me any more
Not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can’t hear me any more

It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

Always talking shit
Took your advice and did the opposite
Just being young and stupid
I haven’t been all that you could’ve hoped for
But if you’d held on a little longer
You’d have had more reasons to be proud

So many questions
But I’m talking to myself
I know that you can’t hear me any more
Not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can’t hear me any more

It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words

The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that you’re gone but sometimes I swear that I hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
Hoping you might be listening ‘cos I want you to know

It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said
Never said
I can’t take back the words I never said
Ended the song….Nd cried bitterly.

Ritwick came over to support her. She hugged him, nd cried her heart out.
S: ritwick….I…I…Gave him my heart….Her broke it nd left it….Now…Now he doesn’t want to see my face!!
R: shhhh Sona….It’s alright!
S: how could he? Wat did I do wrong with him…I …Supported him through thick and thin, nd wat he gave back…..A big betrayal!
This past year was not easy for me….With media nd ppl talking about me…My love….
R: ppl say wat they r happy with…
S: but my…My love was not at all a lie….I loved him truely….??…Why did he do this with me?
If he didn’t want to marry me…Why did he gave me false hopes….Why did he break all those promises?
But( wiping her tears) I won’t give up easily….I will not leave him easily!! He will have to answer me…He refused me today…But won’t be able to do so tomorrow!

Sona got up…. Ritwick supported her nd left her at Elena’s home.
All night she thought about all this… Starring out in sky, with tears rolling down, nd coffee mug in her hand nd resting her torso beside the window frame.

After a while she noticed a black car….But when she looked towards it…Car went.
She thought that the driver was weird….Nd slept.

Devs apartment
Dev was sitting in a corner…With his shades on …
It can be made out that he had recently came back from his office.
He removed his shades, which revealed, teary eyes.
He cried bitterly….Reminding himself of that has happened in that year, and all his memories with Sona.
He stared on a wooden frame….A big one, covering all of the wall…With sona’s pic.

Devs POV
I…I…Am sorry Sona!!
I…Am really sorry ( shouted)
I know that u r very Angry with me….Nd u hate me too but at that time ….Wat I did I feel it was correct.
When all was sorted out….I did came back…. Firstly to ur home.
But I…I…Saw u with a cute kid nd…Nd ritwick….
It is okay that u moved on with him….Nd so I left.
I know u have many questions…Still, bit I don’t know how to answer u.
I just wish u live happily, with ritwick. I …I…saw how ritwick took care of u today, while u were alone on the road. Nd how he gave u space nd left u at Elena’s home for sometime.

I…I…Can’t see tears in ur eyes….I know that today…This night…The reason for ur tears is only me….
I will leave from here as soon as possible….I won’t disturb ur happy family more.
I just came to check whether or not u r fine….But I guess u have better ppl than me, who can take care of u…..
But I will always love u….I will love u the same.

He broke down…. Thinking about the reason of his sudden departure….Nd how his life was affected by that decision of his.

Episode ends*******

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