i hurt her…. i am sorry swara 25

sanskar pov

we are waiting outside the hospital … till now swara didnt speak much and she is thinking she is at the fault… ye ladki bhi naa… she didnt eating anything..aise bimaar na ho jaaye…

swara… have this… you didnt have anything till now…. sanskar passed the brrakfast where as swara didnt even budge from her position..he sighed

sanskar … how is karan now… i yurned and look at sharmista aunty and shekhar uncle standing … i sighned them at icu…

i will check with doctor and come…he said before looking swara where as swara didnt even move from her place…

aunty sit beside her and keep her hand in swara s shoulder

swara…

swara looked at her and instantly hugged her tightly… ma…bhai..he..he..its all..b.co..z of ..me..

shh..naa mere baccha…its not your fault…aunty tried to calm her…but she is still crying… 

i moved from there to give them some time together… i went to check shekar uncle… he was standing near a window.. looking outside

i kept a hand on his shoulder .. and he instantly turn

what does doctor says… i asked him

chances are 50 50… so.much blood had been gone ..

did police  come to know how this accodent happened …he asked him

yeah..a drunkard took the opposite route and smash the car with him…i tell him

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like this one nyt i lose my brother and bhabhi.. they are travelling with karan and sharmista… sharmista was going to give birth to our second child..

a truck came from opposite side and..

he stopped .. with them i lost my child too….

before dying he ( karan father ) told me to look after a baby… he said her life is in danger… he told me her name is swara..

how come karan father know abt swara..from where did he get her…i asked him…

swarendr sing (swara s father) was his school friend… he told him to take her waya from there…he dnt kno the reason but karan was already too attached to her..and for her safety…he took her with them…

when sharmista miised her second child… swara and karan is the one who bring happiness in her life…. her life become busy with ragini swara and karan..

i looked at the him..who is having a smile in his face..may be cherishing the moment…

suddenly he turned to me..swara was always our child sanskar..we didnt show any partialty btw ragini and swara..but.. we were afraid..we were afraid to lose her… 

everyday sharmista gets a bad dream that someone is taking swara away from her… little we too know that she is not safe…she is a princess after all….

we always want her near our eyesight… when ragini went to differ state to study..we didnt allow swara…inside we have the fear to lose…

when ragini said she loves laksh and this create a problem in society.i used this to keep her with me.. society ki naam par i kept her in house..

it doesnt mean i am not angry.i  was angry as ragini didnt said al ths to us…but itna bhi nahi ki.ek beti ghalthi ke saza doosron ko de… 

she was different from ragini… she never said no to us ..and always listen each and everything… some time i feel kahi mein uski ki saath na insaafi tho nahi kar rahi… but u kno ryt maa baap tho selfish hotha hain jab baath bachon ke baare mein hain tho

he said looking at me and i just nodded…

wo naaraz ho ga na humse.. he said after a while …before o could answer more we here a sobbing sound from back…

we turned and see swara and aunty was behind… she ran and hugged him tightly like her life depend on it..

papa..w..hy..u didnt..s..a..y …me this

be.fore…. she speaks…shelhar uncle patted her back..

bass kar..abb kitna royega thuu.. uncle said and she looked at him ..her eyeas and nose are red due to crying .. i saw aunty was also crying from back…

did u guys eat anything shekhar uncle asked..for which we stamd silently..he sighed …

go and have some..we will be here itself…

he said

no..i wont go untill bhai wake up… swara said

swara zidd mat kar… look bcoz of u sanskar too had anything…she looked at me and i just shrugged

mr shekhar he is fine now..u can meet him once we shift to the room..doctor said

now.. can u giys go and have something..uncle said looking at me then at swara for which swara nodded..

sanskar..aunty called me..if u dnt mind can i feed her… aunty said looking at her..and i smiled and nodded..

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aunty feed with her own hands..and swara eats without saying anything..

sanskar u too have some..tum bhi tho mere bete hoo..she said keeping a morsel near to my mouth …and i had it…

kisi ne teekh hi kaha tha..ma ki hathon khana me kuch alag hi baath hain…