Kriyam : kyun karte ho muhjse itna pyar (Chapter 21)

Krishna is thinking about all the happenings.. She realizes that saiyyam was telling the truth…She feels guilty..
Krishna : maine saiyyam ko ghalat kaise samajh liya.. woh sach mein mera vrat khulvaane aa raha tha.. iska matlab kal mere pyar ki haar nahi huwi thi… par..jeet bhi toh nahi huwi.. maine uss par vishwas jo nahi kiya…har rishte ki buniyaat vishwaas hi toh hoti hain.. aur hamara rishta to pehele hi itna ulja huwa hain. Muhje saiyyam se maafi maangni hogi..( how can I misunderstand saiyyam.. he really was coming to break my fast..that means my love didn’t lose last night..but..it didn’t win either..as I didn’t trust him.. every relationship is build on trust and our relationship is already so complicated… I have to apologize to saiyyam )

Krishna went to her room. There saiyyam was playing with tiger.. Saiyyam saw Krishna enter but didn’t say anything.. Krishna went near saiyyam and rested her hand on his shoulder..
Krishna : im sorry saiyyam.. please muhje maaf kardo.. muhje kal tum ar ilzaam nahi laga na chahiye ta..yeh sab karke maine humare beech ki dosti ke rishte ko khokla bana diya.. she folds her hands.. muhje maaf kardo.. ( please forgive me I shouldn’t have accused you.. by doing all this I have weakened our friendhip.. she fold her hands.. please forgive me .)

Krishna was crying.. she wiped her tears and started to walk away when saiyyam grabbed her arm..He pulled her close to him. He had also gotten teary eyed..
Saiyyam : tumhe maafi maang ne ki zaroorat nahi hain..muhje aaj tak koi samajh hi nahi paaya…sab mujhe chod ke chale jaatein hai… aur kyun nahi jaaega… main…. Main kisike pyar ke laayak nahi hoon Krishna…. Infact main toh tumari dosti ki bhi layaak nahin hoon…. Humari beech cheezen teek karne koshish tum karti ho.. mera khayaal tum rakti ho aur main..…. Main tumhe apni dosti ke alaava kuch aur nahi de sakta Krishna.. tum muhjse kahin zyada better husband deserve karti ho… ( you don’t need to apologize.. no one has ever understood me.. everyone always abandons me..and why would they…I don’t deserve anyone’s love Krishna.. infact I don’t even deserve your friendship, you’re the one trying to mend our relationship, you take care of me and I, I can’t give you anything else except for my friendship Krishna…. You deserve a better husband than me..)

Both saiyyam and Krishna were crying.. saiyyam held her even tighter and continued..
Saiyyam : par ab…. Ab tumhari stupid harkaton ki aadat ho gayi hai Krishna…. Aur agar tum bhi muhje ghalat samajh thi..aur tum bhi muhje chod ke chali jaati toh main….. maine aaj tak tumhare saath bohot ghlat kiya hai Krishna… maafi toh muhje tumse maangni chahiye… im sorry.. im really sorry… ( but now..i’ve gotten used to your stupid antics krishna and if you also had misunderstood me and you also decided to leave then I.. I’ve done wrong to you all these days Krishna.. I should be apologizing to you… im sorry..im really sorry )

Saiyyam let go of Krishna and left the room in a hurry….
Krishna : kyun saiyyam … tumhe kyun lagta hai ki tum mere pyar ke layaak nahi ho….. agar humare beech ki woh saari purani baatein bhulaakar main tumse pyar kar sakti hoon toh tum woh sab kyun nahi bhulaa sakte… aur tum kaun hote yeh decide karne wale ki muhje tumse acha pati mil sakta hain…. Muhje aur koi nahi chahiye saiyyam..sirf tum chahiye..sirf tum…. ( why saiyyam..why do you think you are not worthy of my love.. if I can forget all the past happenings and fall in love with you then why cant you forget everything as well.. and who are you to decide that I can get a better husband than you..i don’t want anybody else..i just want you…. Only you… )
Suhani was at the door…. She had heard everything..

Precap : Suhani questions yuvaani about Kriyam.

Hello guys I know it’s a short chapter.. im so sorry..i’m quite busy today..I just wrote this one coz I didn’t want to leave my regular readers with nothing… I’ll hopefully be back with a longer episode tomorrow.. Love you all