Sense of belonging to love (KKB) Chapter 15

Let me first clarify Nirvana’s doubt, Abhi do have parents in this story and I have mentioned that in the first chapter of this story where Abhi will be asking himself why was he feeling very lost nowadays…Is it because my parents are living abroad? Hope it clarifies your doubt.

Now back to the story…..
Abhi, It means is she following me from the time when I checked in the hotel? Let me call and check the hotel when she checked in! Yes that would be better!
He called and got to know that she checked in the same day as him. Abhi, Damn it! She checked as the same day as me and that too half an hour before me! I won’t leave her now for messing up with my feelings! What is she thinking? She is not even my friend and she wants to get married to me!
Abhi went out of his room with full of anger and knocked vigorously on the door of Pragya’s room. Abhi “Open the door now Pragya! Come out!” Pragya “I am down here!” Abhi looked around and realised her voice is coming from the living area. He quickly walked down the steps and Pragya was trying to hide her fear. Abhi “Stand up! This is my house and how dare are u sitting on my sofa?” Pragya “What’s your problem?” Abhi “You! You are my problem!” Pragya with a smile said “Like Problem and Solution ah?” Abhi “No! And u don’t smile like that!” Pragya “Speak softer! Your parents are sleeping after the tiring trip….I hope you don’t want to disturb them!” Abhi “I am shouting like this so that they also can hear!” Pragya shook her head in disbelief and now was silent. Abhi “So you were following me the day I reached Mumbai right?” Pragya “Why do u think so?” Abhi “You checked in to the hotel as the same date as me. And that too half an hour before me!” Pragya “Does it mean I followed u?” Abhi “Yes! Then what? And u purposely took my luggage and bags with u! And then the rest u know!” Pragya “That was a mistake by the staff working there who placed your bags and luggage in my room….” Abhi “Then following me was not a mistake?” Pragya “I never followed you!” Abhi grabbed her shoulder firmly and asked “ You are sure that u didn’t followed me?” Pragya “I am damn sure that I never followed u but……” Abhi loosed his grip sensing that his grip was painful to her. Pragya “But….I know you…..” Abhi “I don’t want to listen anything else! I know u will try to convince me to marry you! Listen carefully! I will not be a friend, lover or husband to you! I am very sure about that and I will see how long my parents and you will try to play this drama of making me married to you!” Pragya “It’s not a drama….getting married can never be a drama…” Abhi “Yes it can never be but with u it can be!” Abhi turned away from her and was heading to leave the house. Pragya with tears “No! Just listen to me once before you leave…..” Abhi just ignored her and walked out of the house…..

Pragya, why is he not understanding me? I am trying to tell him everything but he is not even listening to me…..I know he would do like this but why now? He have to listen what I have to say! How can I tell him everything? Shall I ask Aunty for help? Maybe she can help me….Ya I would ask her once they are in the dining area for dinner…….
Abhi driving his car in a rashing speed was thinking, All are making me fools! Firstly it was that Pragya and then it was Purab! I will never leave this 2 Ps for making me fools! How can Purab do like this to me! He knows right that how much I loved Tanya and a second love is possible but I can’t and won’t…..That too I told him before and still he also joined hands with my parents to make Pragya follow me! And this Pragya was still telling straight at my face that she was not following me! What a liar! (Horn sound!) Damn these cars in front of me is so irritating! How long am I pressing the horn and they are still moving like a snail……All are irritating!
Pragya looking at his photo, I know you are angry at me but please understand that you are my everything and I will help you to clear all your worries, frustration and everything that affects you….Even if u never love me it’s ok but at least let me live with u……
Abhi in frustration with his eyes closed, shouted “Pragya!!!” He opened his eyes and was surprised to see the road was clear without any cars that was previously blocking his way……Abhi, Now I know hearing her name even the cars had vanished! Even they can’t stand her!
He then continued to drove the car even more in a fast speed.
Pragya, I am not saying you belong to me but what can I do when my heart have the courage to say u can belong to me…..I am not saying that my love will reach you but why do I feel that u also love me? Why do I feel that something is stopping you from accepting your love towards me? I felt your every touch on me…..your sudden hug or when you were placing hands around my shoulder…..all expressed love….Love that made me lost in you again…….

Precap
Whenever I have thoughts of you, then I will ask my heart…. are u the one giving me this thoughts or is it my mind? Then my heart replies I am only giving you the feeling to remind you the thoughts again and again but your mind is already fully filled with those thoughts.
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Thank u all for the great and amazing comments! Some comments made me smiled widely and some made me think of something in depth….Ya maybe it will make me have something else in this ff….let’s see! It’s nice that u all find the previous update as a twist when I myself never thought that as a twist…Once again my heartfelt Thanks for the support and understanding guys! Thanks to all silent and non-silent readers too! Advance Diwali wishes again to all friends and their families!  Wishing a rocking weekend to all my rocking friends here! I can’t rock haha as I still have anaconda assignments!
See u all on Sunday or Monday if I am done with my assignments! No guarantee guys! But I will try to give a short update if possible as I somehow sense all your interest in this ff which makes my senses to be lost……