FEAR OF LOSING YOU !! (Riddhima)

Another Day passed without you. As it is said it’s easy to die for your love but it’s very very difficult to live without you. With each passing second having a thought how happy the life would have been with you pierces my heart. Your smile, your fregnance, your silly talks and most importantly you, never get out of me and my heart. Sometimes it feels why am I living, but then I see you closing my eyes saying For Me. I miss you is nothing I just can’t elaborate my feelings for you. Losing you is worst feeling of my life. I don’t know where are you but I hope you are also missing me. How can I forget all those memories I spent with you! Now I have fear of losing my special ones. But

Ek Pal Humse Sab Cheen Leta Hai

TERI YAAD MEIN KYA KAHU
TU MERI AADAT TU HI MERI IBADAT HAI

AADAT CHOOT SAKTI HAI IBADAT NAHI
TUM DUR CHALE GAYE TUMHARI YAADEIN NAHI

KAISE BHUL ZAU TUMHE EK PAL MEIN
JAB MERI ZINDAGI HI TUM THE

SOCHA THA PURI ZINDAGI TUM SAATH RAHOGE
KYA PATA EK PAL MEIN TUM MITTI MEIN MIL JAOGE

TUM MUGHE KITNE PYARE HO YEH KABHI BATAYA NHI
PAR KYA KRU MUGHE BHI KHA PTA THA KI TU MUGHE PHIR KABHI MILEGA NAHI

KAISE KHU TUM MUGHE KITNA YAAD AATE HO BAS ITNA JAAN LO TUMHARE BINA PAL PAL MRNE KE BARABAR HAI

KAISE KHU MEIN TUMSE NAARAZ HU
KYUKI PTA HAI NA
AB MANANE WALA HAI NA HI RULANE WALA HAI

TERI YAAD MEIN KYA KHU
TU MERI AADAT TU HI MERI IBADAT HAI
( Sorry for bakwass it’s just my feelings)

Riddhima closed her diary wiped tears and smiled looking at the moon sliding in her lane of memories with her love.

Sorry guys if you didn’t like it. I know it was boring. But some feeling you can’t share. The biggest fear is losing your closed ones which I had experienced. Listening to any news you just roll down in flashback of last sight of that close person. My Nana Nani were my heart and soul. It’s been 10 years but some wounds never heal. Sometimes you just wish for once you could say “I love you. You are the best’ but a single moment snatches everything from you…

And you can just wipe your tears..