Price of love~ RiAnsh Os by Aishu

Riddima’s POV :-
I am in a tough state , I am stucked between two pillars , who will not let me go off , I am sinked in their love , I deeply and madly loved them , but what they did is to only ask the PRICE OF LOVE , nothing much , I trusted them , thought them as my life , but what they gave to me ?? , One used me as a pawn for his desires , and the other , thought me as a deceiver , a betrayer , a cheater ,
What is the crime I did ?? , That I am trapped like this , I wanted a simple life , a simple and gentleman as my life partner , but fate always does magics in everyone’s lives , it will always do UNEXPECTED , If we think one , there happens other , destiny played it’s card , I met the person , with whom I am presently in love !!
I always wanted a fairy tale love story , but you see , I got a thrilling and suspense love story , which is related and mixed with ,BETRAYALS & BETRAYERS , LIES AND LIARS , REVENGE & MIND GAMES , BLIND TRUST AND MAD LOVE , CRIMES AND CRIMINALS , UNDERWORLD MAFIA AND A POLICE OFFICER , A ROYAL BUSSINESS MAN AND A LOYAL COP , CONFUSION AND DEPRESSION , GUNS AND ROSES!!
What else ?? , No one ever cared for me , all played their own games , and I am a BABY DOLL here , I am the toy , who will dance for her lover’s tunes !! , I don’t know why I entered this Pre-Planned Trap , I doesn’t have a single way to get rescued , whom I thought as my saviours and rescuers in difficult situations , they only became the trappers and hunters .
I became a helpless person , I became the prey here !! , I can’t go from this CHAKRAVYUH , they planned a BRAHMA ASTR , I am stucked in this PADMAVYUH , they checkmate me in this chess , correction , life game !! , Before they stalemate me , I have to surrender and accept the defeat , because I can’t bear anymore of this torture and taunts , to whom I should say my pain ?? , All , whom I thought as my everything , stole every thing from me , who consoled me once , gave me huge pain at present , am I that cruel and unlucky girl ?? , That I am the one who will always suffer ?? , What did I did ?? , what the crime I did ?? , That I am here to tolerate all the pain , I craved for love since childhood , I only wanted love , nothing much , but , indeed , when I thought I got the thing , which I craved for and which is the only miness point in me , when I got , everything , and I am happy , there you go , god gave me a bumper offer , one plus one free offer , with love , I got pain and suffering too , I knew there is no love without pain and suffering , but not to this extent , that for someone else’s wrongdoings I should suffer , and the utmost important thing in love , which is TRUST , is lacked in my so-called love , each and every person is against me , no one is able to listen to me , and my present love and husband , MR VANSH RAISINGHANIA
is determined to ask me the price of my love , huh!!, This is what called love is ?? , No problem , I have my own ways , I will fight myself , I fighted for everyone , can’t I fight for myself and my self-respect . There you go , the door of my , oops , my husband’s room got open and here entered my husband , with his assistant cum brother ANGRE , he entered with dangerous aura , evil smile , and scarier smirk , which scared me more , indeed to the core .
He then saw me and came towards me with different and unexpected desires and thoughts , he stood in front of me , and bowed down his head to see me , I am not even able to share an eye contact with him , fine , you have to be strong riddima , you have to , I saw him , with my pale face and red-shot eyes , they are not of anger , but of pain and my endless cries , he once again smirked , and then he spoke with his most scariest voice and anger tone ,
” ARE YOU READY TO ACCEPT MY DEAL ?? , ARE YOU READY TO PAY THE PRICE IN LOVE ?? ”
Which he spoke , and then I just nodded with no option , as I have my own plans in my brain , then not even taking a glance , I left silently . He gave a evil smile .
POV ENDS ……
AUTHOR’ POV
Here , after she left , he looked at her retreating figure , she is not even  stable in walking , she is walking with fear in her eyes and heart , no expression , just a body present mind absent girl , she is alive , but a lifeless body inside .
” BOSS DO YOU THINK , SHE WILL DO THIS , I DOESN’T THINK SO , THAT SHE WILL KILL HER PARTNER ”
Angre spoke with a doubtful look
Author : look mister angre , you shut your mouth ok , not enough with the present doubts on riddima for vansh , you are adding a few more , do you want to separate them ?? , You are hanuman in there love story , you have to make the sita and ram one , indeed doing your duty , you are trying to make them more far stupid .
” I DOESN’T THINK SO , SHE WILL DEFINITELY DO , AND SHE HAS TO , YOU SEE , SHE BETRAYED ME , WHEN SHE BETAYED HER OWN LOVE ,  CAN’T SHE BETRAY HER PARTNER FOR HER LOVE , I TRUST THAT SHE WILL SURELY KILL KABIR ”
Author : waah vansh waah !! , Kya baaat hain !! , You doesn’t trust her in necessary situations , and now you trust her soo much , too great , such a stupid , I have never seen 😒😒😒
Here , riddima entered the room , taking baby steps . She doesn’t even gave a single glance , and gazing the floor , while playing with her fingers , trying the best and taking over the left over confidence to speak , she spoke with much difficulty , with a lump in her throat .
” NOW ITS 10:00 , EVENING AT SHARP 6:00 , COME TO THE CLIFF , YOU COULD BE ABLE TO WATCH  THE SCENARIO , FOR WHICH YOU ARE AWAITING AND LONGING FOR , THE SCENE OF MURDERING INSPECTOR KABIR SHARMA , BRUTALLY WITH GUNSHOT , ENJOY IT HOW MUCH YOU WANT , BECAUSE YOUR HAPPINESS DOESN’T LONG FOR MUCH TIME , AFTER SEEING YOUR POINT OF VIEWED ENEMY CUM BETRAYER’s DEATH ” she spoke while stressing the word POINT OF VIEWED ENEMY CUM BETRAYER’S DEATH . There you go , our hanuman cum angre spoke ,
” WHICH CLIFF IS IT ?? ”
” THE SAME PLACE MY REAL VANSH DIED , WHO TRUSTED ME , CARED FOR ME , WHO IS THE SAVIOUR OF MY LIFE , WHO PROTECTED ME , WHO ALWAYS BELIEVED ME ,AND MY LOVABLE HUSBAND’S DEATH SPOT , WHERE NOT HIS BODY AND PHYSICAL DEATH OCCURED , BUT HIS SOUL AND CARE AND LOVE AND MENTAL DEATH TOOK PLACE , THE SAME PLACE WHERE HE ACTED AS IF DIEING AND SUICIDING HIMSELF ,
BUT INFACT , HE ISN’T DEAD AND TOOK HIS LIFE , BUT I AM DEAD AND
HE TOOK MY LIFE ” She spoke trying hard to stop her flowing tears , her tears are in the verge to burst out , she collapsed at the place , and her tears flow off like a waterfall , she with much difficulty , stood on her feet and ran to the washroom , she cried bitterly , reminiscing her moments with him , his love and care for her , she saw her past and present love ‘ s  care and affection , finally , her mind played PRICE OF LOVE , She washed her face , and came out of her room , she sat on the bed caressering her and vansh’s wedding photo , she then fired a photo of her’s , she took a gun and a knife with her , and taking the car , went off to the cliff , she called her first love too , even VANGRE followed her ,
At the Cliff ~
Here vangre are in a far away place , watching and listening their talks keenly
Author : indeed you both are spy cameras , better jasoos and spy than riddu darling , my masoom chhorri .
Riddima without speaking anything and to clarify kabir’s doubts that why she called him that to for a cliff , pointed the gun at him , he then sarcastically laughed , and spoke ,
” OH MY GOD , YOU SEE , THE ONE WHOM I PREPARED TO DESTROY MY ENEMY , NOW WANTING TO DESTROY ME FOR THE SAKE OF MY ENEMY , ISN’T IT WEIRD ”
” HMM OF COURSE , BUT YOU SEE , THE ONE WHOM I LOVED ENDLESSLY WITH MY WHOLE HEART AND THOUGHT AS MY LIFE , FOR WHOM I BREAKED ALL THE BOUNDARIES AND CROSSED ALL THE LIMITS , THEY ONLY ASKED ME PRICE OF LOVE , KINDA WEIRD ISN’T IT ?? ” She spoke and laughed a sarcastic laugh and continued ,
” YOU SEE , MY TWO LOVER’S CHARACTER AND LOVE STORY IS SAME , I LOVED YOU , I LOVED VANSH TOO , I TRUSTED BOTH OF YOU TO THE CORE OF MY HEART , I CROSSED ALL BARRIERS , EVEN SACRIFICED EVERYTHING FOR YOU BOTH , BUT YOU BOTH , JUST USED ME AS A PAWN TO DESTROY EACH OTHER’S ENEMIES , AND THE MOST IMPORTANT AND SIMILAR POINT IN BOTH , THAT YOU BOTH ASKED ME
PRICE OF LOVE , DON’T I HAVE ANY FEELINGS AND VALUES ?? , NO ONE CARES FOR ME ?? , I JUST BECAME A TOY HERE , THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE IS TO FALL IN LOVE FOR YOU BOTH , I THOUGHT THAT , BY LOVING SOMEONE IMMENSELY , IT WILL BE LIKE A BEAUTIFUL DREAM COME TRUE , BUT I NEVER THOUGHT THAT BY LOVING YOU , I AM GOING MYSELF STUPIDLY INTO A DANGEROUS AND PRE-PLANNED TRAP , I LOVED YOU SOO MUCH KABIR , BUT YOU JUST THOUGHT TO USE ME FOR YOUR DESIRES , THE DAY I PROPOSED YOU , YOU BROKE MY HEART INTO BILLIONS OF PIECES BY ASKING ME TO SACRIFICE MY LOVE , BY SAYING TO BECOME YOUR ENEMY’S LOVE , AND SHARE MY LOVE TO HIM , YOU DID A GRAVE MISTAKE , I AM JUST USED HERE , BUT EVERYONE HAVE THEIR OWN POINT OF VIEWS FOR THEMSELVES , THEY THOUGHT ME TO BE A blo*dy CRUEL STUPID AND IDIOTIC DECEIVER , THAT’S IT !!
I JUST WANTED A SIMPLE LOVE LIFE , WHEN I GOT YOU , I THOUGHT I GOT EVERYTHING IN MY LOVE , NOTHING IS IMPORTANT TO ME RATHER THAN YOU , I THOUGHT YOU AS MY LIFE , BUT YOU JUST CAME TO DESTROY MY LIFE , I AM STUCKED IN THIS WEB OF LIES AND MASTER PLANS , WHOM I THOUGHT WILL GIVE HAPPINESS TO ME ,  THE SAME PERSON GAVE HATRED PAIN AND SUFFERINGS AND CRIES TO ME
I HATE YOU , I AM REGRETTING FOR COMING INTO YOUR LIFE , NEVER MIND , THERE IS NO USE FOR REGRETTING , NOW I WANNA SIMPLY SAY A GOOD BYE TO YOU , DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND , LET ME GIVE YOU A BRIEF DESCRIPTION , ”
She said and stabbed herself with the knife , and collapsed on the ground in pain , but this pain is not much and bigger than what she suffered till now ,
” RIDDIMA I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING , PLEASE GET UP , ” Kabir said trying to touch her , while vangre came with shocked faces , on the other hand , kabir continued ,
” RIDDIMA , I KNOW , I JUST USED YOU AS A PAWN , BUT I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH , I KNOW THAT I ONLY SENT YOU TO VR MANSION , CREATING FAKE REFERENCES THAT VANSH IS WRONG AND CRUEL SMUGGLER , …… ” Kabir spilled the truth in a flow , while Vangre are shocked to listen this , meanwhile , they got a call , and heard a familiar voice , it’s of siya , she too said the same that riddima is innocent , but it’s too late , riddima was unable to breath , vansh has pain , guilt and sorrow in his eyes for her , he tried to touch her , but , the answer he got from the other side is ,
” DON’T TOUCH ME ”
She with much difficulty and pain in her voice , spoke ,
” KABIR , HOW COULD YOU THINK THAT I WILL KILL YOU , I CAN’T , HOW MANY MISDEEDS YOU DID ALSO , I CAN’T KILL YOU , BECAUSE I LOVE YOU , AND THE PERSON WHOM I LOVE , I CAN’T KILL , EVEN THEY GAVE ME HATRED PAIN AND SUFFERING ALSO , EVEN THEY BETRAYED ME , BUT STILL THEY ARE MY LOVED ONES , ISN’T IT ??  , RATHER THAN LIVING IN PAIN AND LIKE A LIFELESS BODY , DEATH IS THE BEST OPTION ” she tried her best to breath , and somehow she spoke ,
“Ishq mein jaan gawaana dastoor hai
Ishq mein hue jo qurbaan mashoor hai
Par jo meri ishq mein keemat maangi hai har tahleez laankhi hai ”
( Translation : losing heart in love is a custom , the sacrifices which happen in love are famous , but the one who asked me the price of love , every step is endless ) (I don’t know the meaning well , so asked google mama )
Author : pata nahi kyun ?? , Jab recently immj2 first promo dekha , iss shayari suna riddu ki muh se , phir iss OS likhne ki mann kar liya
her eyes are not supporting her , they are trying their best to close , vansh then remembered her words , ” POINT OF VIEWED ENEMY CUM BETRAYER’S DEATH ” , he now understood that the words are representing her instead , vansh somehow took her in his arms and patted her cheeks , but of no use , finally , she smiled whole-heartedly after bearing all this pain , she spoke the last words , obviously , every one knew them ,
” TERE ISHQ MEIN MARJAWAN “
He always regretted and was in guilt in his whole life , for misunderstanding his lady love , his life is equal to hell without her , and always the last words of her echoed in his ears ,
” TERE ISHQ MEIN MARJAWAN ”
Author : now don’t say that I too became a serial killer like aayu di a.k.a. #1234AAYU
   EVERY STORY WILL DOESN’T HAVE A HAPPY ENDING LIKE FICTIONAL AND FAIRY TALES , SOME SHOULD END LIKE “Hamari Adhuri Kahaani ” , DO YOU REMEMBER THIS SONG ?? , ANYHOW , NOW STOP CRYING AND GETTING EMOTIONAL , MY SISSY IS ALWAYS CHECKING MY SCREEN TIME , SO I AM NOT REGULAR , BUT WILL TRY MY BEST TO SHARE MY THOUGHTS , THIS IS SOME HOW SPECIAL TO ME , HOPE ALL LIKE IT ,
JUST WANTED A OUTBURST OF RIDDIMA ON KaVa , FOR USING HER AMD MOSTLY ASKING FOR
Price of love !!!…………………
Don’t be sad that the show ended , we never thought it ends , just await for immj3 , and do twitter tweets for immj3 with same cast , and write many os , ss , ts , ff , with your thoughts , silent readers , please , give a try in writing , our support is always with you all , a small poetry from my side ,
Na khabar deke aaya
Dil mein jaga le hi liya
Vaise hi , naa batake chala gaya
Ham ne taqleef mein hai , par vishwas toh aap par bilkul hai
Maanta nahi yeh dil tere siwa , maangta hai phir ishq mein marjawan
Aur hame yakeen hai , aap waapas aayegi , aur yakeen hai ki aap hamari yeh vishwas nahi todegi
Hame aapki intezaar hai , waapas chali aana ……….
Miss you #immj2 & riansh very much , hope you come with one more season
Phir se iss serial pe marjaawan……..

          The End , Hope you all like it
Take care ,
Stay Home , Stay Safe ,
Yours Lovingly ,
Your Author ,
Aishu~