Ishq Par Jor Nahin (How do i stop these feelings)

Ishq par jor nahin

This is the serial I have started watching recently, and I like the chemistry between Ahaan and Ishqi. I used to wonder what kind of name it is, but yeah after all its ishq 😊 My OS is about the 30^th April continuation, when Ishqi maasi gets admitted in hospital. The serial had a different take on it which was shown in 3 and 4^th may.  Maasi is maternal aunt, and maasa is maternal aunt husband.

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Tears were rolling continuously from her Ishqi eyes, her maasi was the only person she had in this world, and she was so badly injured. She was wiping the tears, but they were not stopping, she couldn’t become an orphan again. After her parents died, it was only her maasi who took care of her. Though Ishqi did many things independently, but she was always there to guide and teach her good values.

Her maasi was undergoing surgery and she was outside the OT. For a min her insides were burning with anger, how could her maasa do like that, hit his wife so badly and that too just for money. And more anger on her maasi, for tolerating all that.

Just then her phone started ringing, she thought it must be Mayank, after all he was her fiancé, and they way she had ran from Ahaan’s home, he must have been worried for her. But when she looked at the caller id it was AVM.

“Why is he calling me, what am I going to tell him” she got tensed and cut the call

“What the fudge, she cut my call” Ahaan got angry. He dialed her numerous times, but she didn’t pick up his call. Now he was worried.

At the hospital, the doctor came out of OT.

“She is still very serious, we may have to keep her under observation for tonight, if she awakens by morning, she should be fine” the doctor said.

Ishqi didn’t miss the “if” in the sentence, what if she doesn’t wake up. She folded her hands and begged the doctor to do something. He assured her that they have tried their best.

She sat outside the room of her maasi and was praying and crying at the same time. Suddenly she felt someone watching her and opened her eyes.

There stood Ahaan, looking her in a way she couldn’t decipher. She didn’t understand what happened at that moment, she just got up from her seat and ran to him and hugged him. Maybe she was just glad, that he was there, at least someone was there for her in this big big world. She cried on his shirt, completely wetting it.

Ahaan stood transfixed, he didn’t understand for a moment what happened, but his heart was paining, seeing her like this. He was so angry the moment the nurse who had picked up Ishqi phone told him she was in hospital. But the moment he saw her all that anger evaporated to be replaced with concern and something else but he couldn’t name it.

He wanted to stop those tears, but also wanted her to cry so that all her pains get washed with that. He held her head from behind and moved his hand over her hair consoling her. Not a word was spoken between them, but they were content being where they were.

After what felt like eternity, she moved away from his arms and looked at him. She saw so much concern there and was overwhelmed by it.

“What are you doing here” she asked angrily. She didn’t want him to know anything about her maasi. Also, she was scared of the feeling Ahaan invoked in her.

“Your phone was answered by a nurse and she told me you were here” he answered softly

She then remembered when she was folding hands Infront of the doc, her phone had slipped and fallen, and after some time a nurse had returned it. Why didn’t she tell her that Ahaan had called and she had answered?

“What happened to maasi” he asked again

“She is fine, our house roof fell over her” she said not looking at him

“Let’s go to your home and repair it” he said and started moving

“No wait, everything is fine now. You can leave”

Ahaan thought is this girl crazy, he knew she was

“I am not going anywhere, I called you so many times, but you didn’t think even once of taking the call and telling me you were here” he sounded angry.

When she didn’t look at him, he just pulled her by the elbow towards him. They stared at each other

“Why should I answer you, who are you to me after all. The one who is related never bothered, so why are you bothered” she said angrily.

Listening to this Ahaan released her hand, she was right, who was he to her after all. They had no relation. She noticed he was hurt by her accusation, but this the only way.

“Why do you keep helping me all the time, I am not getting married to you Mr.AVM. So please leave me alone. I am very much capable to look after myself and my family. I don’t need anyone” And she turned her back, a tear rolled down her eye, she was hurting because she was hurting him. But this was the only way to keep her feeling for Ahaan at bay. She can’t like him, they were poles apart in thinking and in status. It will never happen.

“Now will you leave please… “she turned again but saw no one there. He had left. She started crying again this time not for maasi but for Ahaan and for herself.

Ahaan who was hiding behind the wall just saw her from there, and he knew she was just putting a façade “ I wish you were getting married to me Ishqi” he said as a tear rolled down his eyes too.

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I really liked the episode wherein she did not call him and handled everything independent and perfectly. But this was just my version. Hope you enjoy it, please let me know if you liked it..