If all I got is your hand in my hand, baby I would die a happy man….
Why don’t I call him ?!!
How was I supposed to call him ?!! I was sure that he wasn’t going to answer any of my calls. Yet my worries made me pick up my phone. My finger hovered over his name in the contact list. I had to know whether he was fine or not.
What do I do ?!! Call ?!! Text ?!! Or just do nothing ?!!
After a lot of debates with myself, I decided to call him. f**k the consequences. I had to know whether he was doing okay. But just as I was about to hit the green button my phone started ringing in my hands.
Heartbeat calling . . . . Yeah, he is my heartbeat !!
Now I was confused again, whether to answer or just reject. Finally, before he could end the call, I swiped the green button and answered the call.
I pressed the phone against my ear waiting for him to say something. But the other end of the line was blank. All I could hear were unsteady breaths. He was there, listening to me.even though I hadn’t said a word.
Unknowingly a tear slipped down my eye and soon I was crying a river. I’m sure, my terrible sobs weren’t unheard by him. I didn’t know why but I just felt like crying.
“Are you okay ?!!” He asked softly. I nodded vigorously even though he couldn’t see me. And who was I kidding ?!! I wasn’t even a bit okay.
“I’m sorry.” He said. Why is he sorry ?!! I broke up with him. I played with his heart.
“No.please don’t. I’m already drowning in a pool of guilt. Don’t add to it by apologising.” I said. My voice broke with every word I spoke. He sighed deeply.
“I’m sorry for whatever I said to you yesterday. I didn’t mean it. Sometimes I just lose control over things when I’m angry. But you should know that I still love you.” He said.
“Why ?!! How could you still love me, Karthik ?!! Even after what I did to you.” My cries were cut off by him.
“I don’t know.This is how it is, I guess. I mean I tried, Naira. But I cannot stop loving you.never. And no matter how much you deny, you are the one who’s made for me. No one has the right to come in between us. Not even this shitty destiny.” He said.
My heart ached after hearing that. Yes, he was right. I was made for him. I was born to be his. But I couldn’t agree to it after nearly losing him twice. What kind of love was it ?!! We had nothing, but pains and cries.
“Anyway. You shouldn’t be shedding those tears. You have to smile. For me, okay ?!! Cause things are going to go your way.I’ll not force you into anything. No one will.” I could make out that he was saying all this with a heavy heart.
“You are leaving tomorrow, right ?!!” His voice shivered. He was keeping himself from breaking down. I only hummed in response. I was too broken to say anything.
“So whatever time is left with you,with us.I want to spend it with you. I want to take you out for the last time.” He breathed out.
Why is he making it more and more difficult for me ?
I was sure to cross all my limits, if I had accepted his proposal. My mind was battling with my heart. I wanted to be with him for whatever time that was left in our hands.
Screw it. Last day and I’m spending it with the man I love !!
I don’t know what came over me but I just made up my mind in a couple of seconds.
“Okay as you wish.” I said.
After that one statement of mine, I pictured him smiling from the other end. The visual melted my heart in an instant. His smile.I wish I could see him.
“That’s awesome. I promise that you won’t regret the day.” He said. I smiled. “So anyway you’re not well. You should get some sleep. And no more chocolates for you, young lady.” He added the past part sternly. I chuckled.
“Good night.” I rolled my eyes.
“Good night.” He said and hung up.
That day I slept peacefully looking forward to the last yet probably my best day with Karthik
Precap : The competition !!
Sorry people for short update. I had some assignments to complete. But I will post the next Chapter in about next two hours. Almost done writting it just some touches are left.
Spoiler : kaira millan in 17 th Chapter !!
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