However far you fly…… I will always be there for you !!
He tried pulling me in his arms. “No. Go away. I dont want this right now.” I yelled pushing him away. My heart was shattered as I denied him the thing I wanted the most at that time.
“Give me one good reason for this. This heartbreak.”he demanded. Anger and betrayal was clearly evident in his voice.
“No. I can’t.”
“You have to. You can’t just break my heart like this and walk away. And if you have forgotten you can’t break this precious friendship.You are not only my girlfriend but also my best friend. It hurts me and you have no idea, how much. I want a good reason Naira.”
“I have got no reason. Just think I betrayed you karthik, just go and leave me alone please !” I cried. With puffy eyes, tear-stained face and swollen red lips I looked the most ugliest creature right now.
He clenched his fists in anger and hit it on the adjacent wall. He was very angry but more than that he was hurt. Like someone had robbed him of everything. That’s when I fell weak and kneeled down on the floor and started crying my heart out.
That very moment he wrapped me in his strong arms, rocking me back and forth. He stroke my hair and caresses my cheeks. “Hey. Its okay. Dont cry jaan. Please.” he whispered in my ear. I could see his eyes full of love for me.
How could he do this ?!! Here I was breaking his heart and leaving him and still his eyes were looking at me like I was the most precious thing to him. I was making him cry and he still being the sweetest couldn’t see tears in my eyes.
I felt loved and protected in his embrace. I wished I could stay there forever. But I pushed those thoughts aside and gently untangled myself from his arms.
“I m sorry I cant do this anymore. Please understand.” I said getting back on my feet.
He was in the same position on his knees holding my hands, stopping me from leaving.
“I can’t understand why you are punishing us ?!! But all I know is I love you and I cant live without you. Therefore I m begging, you stay, please for my sake.” He said in a cracking voice. I could see him falling apart in front of my eyes, but I couldn’t do anything. I never felt so helpless and heartless before.
“I can’t.” I said and forcefully pulled my hand away from his. He got up trying to put himself together.As I was about to leave, he held my wrist tight and spun me around.
Before I could react, he had pinned me against the wall. “I have had enough of this Naira. I want to know why are you doing this to me ?!! To us ?!!” I couldn’t answer his question. I tried to get out of his hold but all my efforts went in vain.
That’s when for the first time I saw tears welling up in his eyes. He was so close to crying. And the worst part was I was the reason behind those tears. I made the ever-happy Karthik cry. The boy who brought smile on everyone’s face was crying today because of me !!
There was silence in the surrounding which was killing us. I was too ashamed to look into his eyes. Finally he decided to speak up. “Fine if that’s what you want. I won’t stop you, love. Just look into my eyes and say that you don’t love me.” He said.
That was something I didn’t want to do ever, for I was madly in love with him. But I had to, for the sake of HIS LIFE. “I dont love you Sanskar.” I said looking at the floor beneath. He lifted my face up to make me look into his eyes. “Now say that looking into my eyes jaan.” He made it sound like a challenge. The most difficult challenge as I could see the pain his black eyes.
“I dont love you ” I said aloud looking straight into his eyes for I was as stubborn as he was.
He took a huge step back and loosened his grip on me. His hands fell on his sides and he told me “Go.”
I wanted him not to broke so I tried consoling him once.I took a step towards him and touched his shoulder But he didn’t let me do that. He was fuming in anger.
“Just go Naira. Get lost.” He yelled at me and I was surprised.
With a heavy heart I took my Handbag and walked away with a heavy heart and an empty soul. I was barely anything without him. A mere body.
That was it. This was the end of our life long friendship and three years of beautiful relationship. I had lost the person I admired and loved the most. I walked like a lifeless body on the way to my house. The people who crossed me looked at me with pity in my eyes. My face was fully strained with tears and it looked like I had been in a tragedy. Well it was true I was going through a tragedy and the funny thing was I myself had created the tragedy.
As I walked into my house, bhai came running to me seeing me in such an awful condition. He didn’t ask me anything but just crushed me in a hug. He knew I didn’t want to talk to anyone now. He took me to my room and brought two cups of coffee for us. He then went to his own room and brought his dairy. He always used to write the things that he liked in his special dairy. He sat down next to me and started reading.
“I sigh, I think, I dream of being with you but the woe is me , that I know our time had ended a long while back and us being together is never to be a reality anymore !! ”
As soon as I heard bhai saying the quote a new barrier of my tears broke down and I started sobbing again leaning against bhai. How perfectly did the quote fit my situation……
Precap :Naira moving to london. Two years later. Karthik’s POV. Naksh throwing a homecoming party for naira. Karthik going to singhania sadan. Naira with some other guy !!
Soo people this is my second ff. I want to thank everyone for suggesting the title for this ff. I also want to thank you all for showering so much love on my first ff. Please grace this ff with your love and comments as well.
I would also like to tell you all that the plot of this story is some what similar to one of my favourite movies. I don’t want to spoil the suspense and therefore not telling the name of the movie.
Love you all. Keep smiling. Do watch YRKKH. We need good TRP’s