Hii. This is DevSona and I’m here with an introduction of my first ever five-shot. This idea came to my mind after reading one quote somewhere in Google and then I immediately took a decision to write it down…As you know that I’ve too much of pending ff’s here and I couldn’t trouble myself by adding one more to the list. So, I came to a conclusion of not making it a ff, but a five shot. Hope you like the intro.
(In the way of) Life and Death: Introduction
I am lost.
And it hurts.
I am addicted to the pain.
Suicide is all I seem to think about.
I don’t know who you are and you don’t know who am I. Trust me, you don’t even have to. I’m writing this because I’m bored. I’m bored with my life and now I want to end it. Sorry. I know how you would feel while reading this, but please don’t take it seriously. Nobody in real life takes me seriously. You should have been thinking how I got your address, right? Guess what? I came up with that all by myself. And I don’t even know if this is even a valid one or not? If it is, and if you are reading this, please don’t feel bad about me. I am a loser. And the proof of that is the letter in your hand. I don’t even have a courage to say all this to someone I know. I’ve lost all my hope. I want someone to need me. Is that so bad? I want someone to love me, but maybe I’m just too f***ing complicated for anyone to love. Oh God! I’m too bad in explaining things. I have been hiding what I was feeling, but now I’m tired of holding this inside my head. I spent all my life, saying to myself that all was fine, but now I’m realizing that it isn’t the truth. And I don’t think I can handle this anymore.
Here are the reasons why I want to suicide –
-My parents hate me.
-My boyfriend cheated on me last night.
-My best friend thinks that I’ve broken her trust.
-My sister believes that I am the one to destroy her life.
And here is the reason why I don’t want to suicide-
-I want to live.
How is it? Don’t worry if you can’t get the plot accurately, because it’s just a filler. You’ll understand it after the first chapter, right now you just have to comment and let me know if you want me to continue this FS or not. I’ll only continue it if I get a sufficient number of supporters, or else I’ll drop this idea right here. Thank you so much to all the readers/silent readers of Ishq F(o)re(ver) and Living A Lie for encouraging me through your great response to write it. I’m truly grateful to all of you for doing that.
You can check my other known works here :
Ishq F(o)re(ver)- A DevAkshi/Shraman FF : http://www.tellyupdates.com/?s=ishq+f%28o%29re%28ver%29
Living A Lie – A DevAkshi FF : http://www.tellyupdates.com/?s=Living+A+Lie
Competion @Janmashtami – A DevAkshi/Shraman OS : http://www.tellyupdates.com/competitionjanmashtami-os-kuch-rang-pyar-ke-aise-bhi-ek-duje-ke-vaaste/