so with some good memories and some More good memories because i never felt something bad or sour with this story of mine, here (See more)sharing with you guys the feeling of completing one of my stories/fanfiction(which i know is a very amateur attempt of mine) and it happened only because you all kriyyam fans who were always the sweetest and patient with me and with this ff.
this story was never meant for 29 chapters long ff cause i myself am a very impatient person and i believe in telling my words in the shortest possible way but the words just kept going;Also it was all your love which made me greedy to come back with something new every time cause like everyone i too love the notification bell showing the RED sign 😊
this ff never had something negative as in the storyline because i started writing it to cope up with my negative phases so even an ounce of negativity was banned when i was typing it and I filled it with all kind of positivity everytime i sat to type it.
Now finally typing the last chapter which is meant to come this night and though it is tough, lets just do it....
Thank You you all lovely readers of BREAKING THE SILENCE, lets meet them one more time.
with love Morusya❤.
i just remembered it is 3rd of DEC,i have been here for the past 1 year..though most of the times inactive but still i was (See more)here..
hoping the years to keep coming and my joy to write keep flourishing...
with love Morusya.
have you ever felt too vulnerable to even hold on to that someone you have no hopes to meet?
well. it is not easy (See more)to live with this feeling, a lot of thoughts come to your mind and a lot of speculations.. love is beautiful even waiting for someone has its own good moments but what if you don't know where are you going... that thought is not something life is normal with...
here presenting one of those moments who many of you would feel quite familiar with.
with love Morusya.
have you ever felt you are clueless about your life, you are just wandering aimlessly, there are so many ways for you to make (See more)a choice and you are confused?
it happened with me too... i chased a big dream for years and when gradually i found that i could never achieve it how much i try ,i was clueless cause somewhere i had exhausted whole of me in it and i wasn't ready to just MOVE ON.
People get broken hearts in LOVE and FRIENDSHIP but i got the SEVERE HEARTBREAK of not achieving my DREAM common now a days due to neck high Competition.
all said and done;once the STAR was now the meteor who was meant to shine for once and then disappear..it took me two years to finally come back to life, finally look towards books and finally stand straight to the scrutinizing eyes of people.
these few months i wasn't active here cause i was going through the transition of my one phase to another and telling you though it still hurts sometime i am alright now.
i laugh more often, crack jokes and do all those things i used to love before my HEARTBREAK.
so now why i am writing this, I am writing this because i want to say to you all "Dont worry if life didnt turn how you wanted..dont worry if you couldnt achieve all that you wanted.
Its okay to sometimes fail, to loose sometimes cause in the end it is all the experience, the different colors of life.
just never loose the hope and never stop believing in someone over there and his plans... cause i dont know if someone exists or not who we say GOD but this thought of someone is with us and will be watching us when we fall to help us stand is very much of a HOPE.
with Love Morusya...
p.s.- i had thought once how it was if i ended my life, every suffering of mine was meant to end that day but thankfully this thought was dumped cause today i am in love with my career choice.