“That Unknown Feeling”- Chapter 32: Broken Apart

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(Recap: Suhani discovers that Yuvraaj was poisoned and finds out that Sayyam is responsible for his condition. She pleads with Sayyam to save Yuvraaj’s life, and Sayyam agrees to do so- on one condition.)

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Sayyam felt his head turn to the side as Suhani’s palm struck his face. It stung, but more than the physical pain, the emotional guilt was eating at him. He felt tears spring to his eyes, but immediately blinked them away, making sure to hold the vial out of Suhani’s reach. ‘What a stupid, stupid plan’, he inwardly cursed himself, ‘but he’d had no other idea’.

“Sayyam!” Suhani was furious, “Stay in your limits! Krishna is not a toy! Under no condition will I blindly give her to you.”

Sayyam blanched, ‘Would Suhani really reject his conditions? No, no,’ he convinced himself. ‘Suhani would do anything for Yuvraaj’. The poison would wear off in three hours, and after that, he wouldn’t be able to convince Suhani.

“Listen, marriages can always be broken; divorce papers can be signed,” he looked at Suhani meaningfully, then continued, “but I doubt life can be returned once it is taken – I mean, death certificates can’t be annulled, can they?”

Suhani was on the verge of breaking down as she understood what he was implying- Yuvraaj would die unless she got Krishna married to him.
She glared up at Sayyam, disgusted with his behavior. “I can’t believe this is who you really are, Sayyam Shrishtav,” her voice cracked. “From now on, you are not my son; you are dead to me.”

Sayyam closed his eyes from the sudden overload of emotions, he had finally done it today- he had become just like his father in Suhani’s eyes and ruined his relationship with the person who meant the most to him. He opened his eyes and smirked, ignoring the shreds of his heart that now lay scattered at his mother’s feet.

“Good,” he nodded, “I’ll give you the cure after Krishna and I get married,” he spun on his heel and walked out, leaving an utterly shattered Suhani alone in her room, to wonder what devil there was in this son of hers.


Krishna looked at herself in the mirror; she was almost unrecognizable. Yuvani had curled her hair and pinned a few of the loose strands back, leaving the rest to frame her face. Her lips had a shade of cherry red lipstick, while her eye shadow was glittering in the light. Her red blouse had golden embroidery work on it, and her skirts pooled around her feet.

As Yuvani walked into the room, Krishna held her hands up to finally examine them for Yuvaan’s initials. What she saw though, was a deep red ‘S’ in the middle of her palm. Her eyes furrowed in confusion. “Yuvani,” she called out, “I can’t find Yuvaan’s initials on my palm”.

Yuvani, froze, remembering that the mehndi artist had drawn an ‘S’ on Krishna’s hand. She quickly walked over to Krishna and pointed at the same space on her palm, tracing a ‘Y’ exactly where Krishna had spotted the ‘S’.

“But Yuvani,” Krishna asked innocently, “Why is there an ‘S’ here?”

“No Krishna,” Yuvani shook her head, “that’s part of the design; there’s only a ‘Y’ on your hand’.”

“Oh, okay,” Krishna nodded, still not convinced, when Suhani walked into the room, holding a nose ring with an intricate design.

“Krishna,” Suhani sighed, putting the nose ring on Krishna, “you have to come and sit at the mandap now.” Suhani was worried as to where Yuvaan was, he had been missing all this time. Sayyam had told her that he didn’t know when she confronted him, but she had the feeling that he knew where her son was.

“Ok aunty,” Krishna smiled, unaware of how long the night ahead of her was going to be.

Hey guys!! I got a constructive pm regarding my current plot arc, and I really do hope you all are finding this section of the story interesting and accurate. I just want to portray everyone’s emotions as best as I can: especially Sayyam, Krishna and Suhani’s. Please feel free to message me if you have any advice or tips 😉
Thanks again guys, the next chapter will be coming out next Friday.

(I don’t usually leave a precap, but I’ll give you all something to look forward to 😉 )

Krishna was in tears at this point. She struggled against Sayyam’s strong grasp as he told the priest to start.

“Sayyam, where is Yuvaan? Don’t do this,” she pleaded.

Sayyam faced her for a second, tightening his grip on her hand,

“Yuvaan isn’t coming.”


Until next time,
Shreya <3

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  1. Mind blowing update next part asap

    1. Fanficwriter

      Thank you!! I’ll be updating next on Friday??

  2. Amazing epi and next chap u r posting on friday . Friday bohut door hai I can’t wait for too long I m dead pleazzz try to update early plzzzzzzzzzzz

    1. Fanficwriter

      I’m so sorry Mahi, the thing is, I won’t even be at my house from Tuesday to Friday every week – I return on Friday evening, and that’s the earliest I can post…sorry again??
      I’m glad you like my writing though, enough to crave it, means a lot???

  3. Superb epi and finally kriyam get married ughhh I cant wait till friday thoda sa jaldi update kar do chhota sa epi bhi chalega
    And haa if u want to post on friday then i want long epi not small one ur choice

    1. Fanficwriter

      Thank you so much, I’ll try to make Friday arrive sooner??
      I’ll definitely try to make it a longer one, for you??

  4. Prethiga

    Hey Shreya,

    Loved it… As always it was awesome… The ff matches the storyline of ssel but still you make it different from the serial… Sayyam is damn strong and Suhani knows Sayyam is lying about Yuvaan… Wish she soon realises about Yuvaan’s betrayal and Kriyam atleast become friends… And yeah I find this marriage section awesome… And the portrayal of everyone’s feelings is awesome… LOVED it… And waiting for the next part…

    1. Fanficwriter

      Hi Prethiga! Your comment is such a big compliment for me, it truly means so much that you think that way?
      I’ve got a lot planned, hope you like it?
      See ya soon girl??

  5. Muniya

    Hey Shreya…
    Just perfect… Can’t believe this is going to happen…so excited for Kriyyam wedding…
    Sayyam is mindblowing in every role…Loved him.
    Deep red ‘S’ on Krishna’s palm…
    Loved every bit……Impatiently waiting for the upcoming part…and also for Friday to come soon..

    1. Fanficwriter

      I’m so happy to know you’re enjoying the story so far, glad you’re noticing the tiny details in the chapters…Sayyam is amazing, I totally agree with you ??
      I hope Friday comes soon enough too, there’s so much work to get done??

  6. Next Friday ?

    1. Fanficwriter

      I know ??
      The problem is, I won’t be at my house from Tuesday to Friday every week…I return on Friday evening, so that’s the earliest I can post…my schedule’s pretty hectic?
      Glad you like the story so far though ??

  7. Fidato

    Shreya….No words…Just perfect…. Every words … Portrait a thousand expressions.. Emotions…. It’s really feel like I was waiting for ssel after.. the episode when he put a condition before Suhani… Just perfect… Every bit….
    Precap is awesome… Felt like jumping with happiness…After reading “Yuvaan isn’t coming….”

  8. This is how SSEL was supposed to be. So glad you are writing this story and not them.

  9. I love how u twist the story around. Amazing! ❤️

  10. Wow? Shreya….. Update was awesome. The way you are writing thz just perfect dear. So much potential in thz track which the cvs ruined…. But u really dng the perfect job???. Eagerly waiting for the next unknown feeling……

  11. Aarti32

    Rilli amazinggg..I liked dat S n Y part a lot..

  12. Riaa

    Hip Hip Hurray, Hip Hip Hurray!
    Three cheers for Shreya!
    Oh My God, I’m already fangirling over your plot. Upset – Nah. Come on man, how can you even suspect us to be upset over your fiction?
    It broke my heart to see Sayyam breaking Suhani’s and his own heart. He has a valid reason to do so, but it’s just so heartbreaking. ? I hope everything is sorted out soon and everyone gets to know what Yuvaan actually is. ?
    Waiting for Friday. ?

    Love, Love! ❤

  13. Jhanvi14

    Shreya… You r just awesome!!! I m bigger fan of you!!! I love the way you’ve taking the plot… Love you tons!!!

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