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Bakhuda Tumhi Ho-
Twinkle was aimlessly walking outside the hospital. She was broken, frustrated, shattered but above all she was feeling helpless. Kunj’s words were hammering on her head like anything.
‘Not my birthday only! But your birthday! And then soon it’ll be our kid’s birthday! Oh I’m so excited.’
How she’ll give him this happiness when she has no life to live when all she has to do was to count her remaining days.
‘Why? Why THIS? Why ME?’ I cried out loud on my fate! What a sick joke life has played on me! What’ll I tell Kunj? That I taught him the value of love and family so that I could leave him stranded more deeper into the horrid pit of lonliness! What should I do now! What if he comes to know?
No! No! No! I can’t do this! He’ll just… Break down and stop believing in everything and everyone. I can’t let this happen. No I just can’t tell him about this!
After knowing my cancer, what if he drinks… Or worse… What if he goes for drugs again? Oh no! It’ll just make a waste of everything I’ve done till today! He says drugs give him an escape from his pain… So… To keep him away from drugs, I should keep him away from pain… And for that, I should keep him away from ME! Yes… That’s the only way out of this now! I won’t let anything break you again Kunj! Not today! Not ever! I still remember the pain in your eyes when you told me about your past… About Kalpana’s death. I won’t let it all repeat again. Even if you hate me for this, it doesn’t matter. I can accept your hatred but not your suffering!
That’s it! I’ve decided! I’m leaving you Kunj! Forever! For your own good!
Wiping my tears, I headed towards home!
Twinkle’s POV ends-
Kunj was just lazing around in his T-shirt and night pant when Twinkle walked in. She didn’t know what to say! How to react! She was numb.
Taking a deep breath, she called out. “Kunj!”
He turned around and after seeing Twinkle, his face brightened and broke in to a smile. “I knew you couldn’t stay away from me. And see you came back.” He exclaimed proudly.
“No! Kunj but…”
“No more ifs and buts!” He moved towards Twinkle and made her sit on couch beside him. “You know I’ve planned whole day! Come we’ll watch a romantic movie along with popcorn. Emmm… How about Titanic? Well if you want we can do something else.” He said all in one breath excitedly.
He was sharing his future plans with her but for Twinkle it wasn’t less than heartbreaking!
“Kunj! I’ve to… Tell you something.”
“Even I’ve to tell you something.”
Twinkle thinking that it might be unimportant said, “Ok go on. Mine can wait.”
He smiled taking Twinkle’s hand in his. “Twinkle, I know I’ve never been a good husband and…”
“Shhh! What’re you saying Kunj! Don’t…”
“No Twinkle! Let me… I know I’ve never been a good husband but we’re here because of you. You’ve always done so much for me but I never valued your sacrifices, your compromises, your pain, anything and now I want to set that right. Now my work is no more my first priority. You are! So… I’ve decided that tomorrow itself we’re going on a two and a half months world tour. We’ll go AROUND THE WORLD IN 80 DAYS! I’ve already booked the tickets and about packing…”
“Kunj! I can’t!” She said jerking his hand off and getting up from the couch. “Why didn’t you ask me?” She asked shockingly.
“Twinkle relax! I had to surprise you that’s why! Why are you so worried? What’s wrong?” He worriedly held her from shoulders to comfort her.
Twinkle realized that if she continues this kind of behavior, Kunj will easily doubt that something’s fishy and as much as she knew him, he would somehow get to the truth!
“Kunj! Actually…” She couldn’t even lie properly. “I… I’ve a seminar… In US. So… I’ll have to go there. And I don’t know till when the sessions will end. It can even take a month. So… I’ve to leave tomorrow morning. I know you don’t value my career and dreams but I do.” She added bitterly deliberately to hurt him!
Kunj felt really bad hearing those words but á part of him knew she was correct. He has never valued her dreams. “Twinkle! You’re right! But you know… I can’t stay away from you! That too for a complete month!”
“Kunj! It’s important. I don’t want to miss this opportunity.” She spoke looking down.
“Ok so… Let’s do one thing… I’ll also come with you. This way you won’t miss this opportunity and I won’t miss you!”
“What?” She asked in shock. “But Kunj how can you leave office behind like this! And what’ll you do there? My seminar sessions will start in the morning and will continue till evening.”
“Twinkle! As I told you office isn’t my first priority. You are. And office isn’t going anywhere. Dad can handle it for a month. And so what if you’ll come in the evening. We’ll have all the evening to enjoy the beauty of US and spend time with each other. And you know what, from a long time, I was thinking to check all my branches in US.”
“Now go and do your… Oops OUR packing!” He said gently pushing her to the wardrobe. “I’ll inform dad that we’re leaving tomorrow morning for US.” He exclaimed happily before leaving Twinkle alone in the room.
Twinkle leaned her head on the cupboard helplessly. How plainly her plan backfired! She was supposed to go alone and from there… Call him, make some excuse that would break his heart, make him hate her and never return! But what now. She couldn’t concentrate. She unwillingly packed the luggages of both while trying to think of some better plan.
Every moment spent with him seemed like a step towards his destruction, his breaking! She felt suffocated with him thinking about his condition after her death.
At night, she was just lying on her side of bed when she felt Kunj’s warm hands pulling her closer to him. She turned around to see him admiring her beauty with love. His hands wanting to hold her forever, his breaths waiting for her consent.
Twinkle closed her eyes inhaling a deep breath to feel his closeness. ‘He has probably forgotten that I’m HIS!’ She thought knowing that it was the last time she was so close to him and she wanted to live her whole life in this moment.
Tonight… It was HER who set a-side her shame and shyness crashing her lips with his. Kunj was shocked at the suddenness of the moment but his need, his desire ruled him. He wanted her as much as she wanted him. Like Twinkle was afraid, indeed, he WAS completely addicted to her.
Both love birds got completely drenched in the shower of each other’s desires and filled the night with passions oblivious to what tomorrow would bring to them.
Love is a fire. But whether it’s going to warm your heart or burn down your life, you can never tell!
After Kunj had fallen asleep, Twinkle put her head on his chest and said, ‘I’m sorry Kunj that I’ll have to leave you tomorrow but trust me… Just because I’m not forever by your side doesn’t mean it’s NOT where I want to be! You’ll be better without me! I’ll make sure that you hate me so much that moving on will become much much easier for you!’
“Kunj wake up! It’s sunrise. We’ve to leave.” Twinkle said umpteenth time shaking Kunj vigorously.
“Oh man Twinkle! Let me sleep some more.” He grumbled turning to other side making Twinkle frown.
“Kunj! I said get up this very instant.” She ordered sternly.
Kunj huffed in annoyance. “No man on earth must’ve ever hated sunrise as I do!” He said grumpily rubbing his eyes.
Twinkle was amused at his childish behavior. “Kunj! We’ve to leave. Remember!” Twinkle said with a week smile feeling really tensed inside.
Kunj quickly got up excitedly. “Oh yes! I truly forgot… So everything done?”
“Yes.” She answered in barely audible voice.
“Great… So let’s go then!” He exclaimed pulling Twinkle in his embrace feeling so contented.
At the Airport:
With every passing moment, Twinkle was starting to get more and more nervous. She just couldn’t take Kunj with her to US! It would waste her trip and within hours of reaching there Kunj would come to know that there was no seminar and it was all an act.
Kunj saw her lost in deep thoughts. He was noticing her absence of mind since yesterday but he assumed it to be workload. He was about to ask her when his phone rang. “Twinkle! It’s Rishab. I’ll just tell him about our trip and will be back in a minute.” He said on which Twinkle nodded absent-mindedly.
After making sure Kunj was out of her sight, she thinking of something quickly opened the luggage and took out his passport to hide it in her hand bag. She was so guilty but she consoled her heart that it was for his own good. ‘I’m sorry Kunj. But I can’t let you come with me and see your love and trust getting insulted. It’s my problem, my pain and I’ve no right to make you a part of it.’ She wiping her tears waited for Kunj to return.
Once after Kunj came back, he cupped Twinkle’s face and the first thing he asked was… “Twinkle! Are you Ok? I mean… Did anyone do anything at the hospital? Tell me! I’ve been observing your behavior since you came back and honestly, it’s making me hell worried.”
She stared him for few seconds before hugging him tightly with full emotions. Maybe this was the last time she was feeling the warmth and comfort of his love and care. “It’s nothing Kunj! I’m… I’m Ok. Completely fine! You actually worry too much.”
He sighed in relief kissing her head. “Ya that I do! Especially when it comes to you.”
Twinkle feigned a smile freeing herself from his grip.
“Come let’s leave. Our flight has been announced.” He said intertwining his fingers with hers.
At the checking, the security officer greeted Kunj and Twinkle and asked for their passports and tickets. Twinkle presented hers while Kunj kept searching for his passport but couldn’t find it. “Twinkle! Where did you keep my passport?” He asked fumbling through the bag leaving Twinkle at the loss of words.
Thank you very much for reading.
Hey everyone. Really sorry for not coming on time but actually I wasn’t feeling to write that’s why… And then this is also the reason of short update. Kindly bear with it. Also response on previous one was really low which somewhat disappointed me but it’s Ok! I can understand some of you’re busy in exams or something. However thank you to all those who had commented on previous episode. Special thanks to Twinj2000 because your words were so beautiful that it made me cry with joy. Seriously! Then Ramya thank you dear for back to back comments. I was like she is reading all episodes together. And a huge thank you to all my lovely readers who shared their views.
Coming to today’s one, Okay I know it’s a sad thing that Twinkle isn’t sharing anything with Kunj but she has a strong fear that her disease will make things worse for Kunj. The fear of pushing Kunj to drugs once again! But she isn’t thinking that making him hate her will make the things more complicate. Anyways let’s see what’ll happen in next episode. If Twinkle will leave or if she would stay due to unknown circumstance! To know that stay tuned for 26th episode which I’ll post by Thursday In’shaAllah. Do share your views before leaving this page.
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