We came down n Jatin left.. I rested my body on the sofa. I kept on thinking n crying. I don’t know when I slept. Next morning I found myself in bedroom..In warm embrace of Dev. I used be in his arms 7 years ago. I didn’t get up. The old Sona in me forced me to hug him back. As I hugged him, he tightened his grip on my waist. I was feeling sleepy but I didn’t sleep.. I just want to live this moment.. I don’t know when destiny will snatch him from me and a tear rolled from my eyes. And within no second, he planted a kiss on my forehead.. and… I lost my control.. I started crying..n I just kept on weeping..He held me near his chest. He didn’t say a word. He kept his hand on my head for consoling me. I just wanted to tell him..”I never cried this much. I missed you each second I lived after our separation. I always wanted you..To be with you. Tumhe pata hai jab mai pregnant thi, jab Soha hui, jab vo chalne lagi.. Maine har baar tumhe miss kiya. Tum kyu nahi aaye Dev. Tumhari Sona tut rahi thi.. bikhar rahi thi..Tum mujhe sambhalne kyu nahi aaye..” I don’t know for how long time I cried.. I was very weak.. I slept like that.
I got up.. I heard voices of Dev n Soha. Soha was ready to go to school. N Dev was going to drop her.
Dev: Sonakshi I am going to drop Soha to her school n mai vahi se office chala jaunga. Tumhara breakfast table pe rakha hai.. have it..
Soha: Papa chalo we are getting late…
And Soha dragged him out.
Sona’s POV ends here*****
One fine Sunday Ishwari came to meet Dev n Soha.
I came to meet Dev n Soha. The door of house was open. I entered.. And I felt so good after looking at them..Soha was sitting on Dev’s lap. Sonakshi was feeding soha with her hands.
Sona:Soha open your mouth..
Soha: Mumma pehle ye toh khane do.. Tabtak ek bite papa ko do…Do na..
N Sonakshi fed Dev..And my Dev smiled happily. I saw him happy after almost 7 years. It’s all because of Soha.
Soha: Mumma ab bas..Mera pet bhar gaya..
Soha said so and ran into the room..
Sonakshi was about to leave but Dev held her hand.
Dev: pr mera pet to abhitak nahi bhara..
Sona: Dev..Khud Ko aur mujhe hopes mat do..Aise sapne mat dekho jo sapne kabhi pure nahi hone wale.
And Dev felt sad. He left her hand. The reason behind his smile was not Soha..It was Sonakshi. It’s all because of me n my insecurities. Mere bete ki Khushi uske samne hai pr vo use pa bhi nahi skta. Bhagwan ne mujhe fir usi mod pr lake khada kiya hai.. pr ab mai sikh gayi hu.. Bhagvan ne Dev n Sona Ko isliye vapas ek dusre ke samne lake khada kiya hai kyoki vo bane hi ek dusre ke liye hai. Is Baar mai unke bich nahi aaungi.. pr Dev tumhe apni Khushi ke liye ladna hoga. U have to take decision for Sonakshi n you. Vo bechari 7 saal se halat se ladti rahi tumhari beti ke liye. Don’t ask me for my opinion. Take your decision n tell me that ma I will be with Sonakshi for my rest of my life.
I didn’t step inside.. I returned home with a hope that Dev n Sonakshi will reunite.
Ishwari’s POV ends here****
It’s been 2 months now.. we are happy in our own world. In these two months I used to sleep with Dev like a baby monkey sticks to his mother..That was the only stupid thing I did everyday. And I know he is absolutely OK with this.
It’s a Sunday..Ma n Baba came to our place to spend a day with Soha. Maa was helping me in the kitchen. I was about to give breakfast to Soha..But I stopped at the door of kitchen..
Asha: kya hua Sona..Ruk kyu gayi? Kya dekh rahi ho..
Sona: Sapna… Aapko pata hai.. It’s the sweetest dream of mine. Dev, Soha n me..Dekh na Soha uske sath kitni khush hai. Aur shayad mai bhi.. pr dar lagta hai.. pata nahi ye sapna kab tut jaye…
Before I could say further Soha called me..
We enjoyed the whole day..In the evening
Asha: Sona ab hame chalna chahiye..
Sona: ma please thoda der aur ruko na..
Asha:ok half hour..
Dev: Soha bedroom me jao..hum log das minutes me aate hai.
And Soha said ok n went to bedroom.
Dev: Sonakshi, I want to talk to you
Sona: Dev we will talk later..
Dev: nahi Sonakshi.. Mujhe uncle and aunty ke samne hi baat karni hai..
Now I am worried.. It’s going to be a blunder..What he is up to..
Sona: ok.. kaho..
Dev: tumhe pata hai maine pichhale 7 saal me sirf tumhara intejar kiya hai.. I was so stupid that I didn’t come to you. Ye 2 mahine, Maine sapne me bhi nahi socha tha ki mai meri family ke sath ji paunga. Kya hum humari aage ki puri jindagi aise bita sakte hain? Kya tum firse Mujhe maaf krke mera saath dogi?
I was shocked.
Sona: ye sab tum Soha ke liye..
Dev: nahi.. humare liye..Mai Soha ke liye tumhare saath nahi rehna chahta.. kya hum humare liye is rishtey Ko aur ek chance nahi de skte? Kya firse hum husband and wife nahi ho skte?
I have no answer to this question. Baba must be angry on me. He never wanted me to marry Dev.. I didn’t listen to him n you know the consequences.. now I am facing the same situation.. Should I say no? I don’t know..The daughter of Bejoy Bose will never agree to be with Dev but the stupid girl who is mad in love with Dev is dying to say yes.. I don’t know what to do..
Dev turned to talk to Baba..Shit Dev don’t do this.. Baba will kill you this time. Don’t say anything to him please..
Dev: Mai janta hu ki mai Aapki beti ko khush nahi rakh paya. Mai meri priority decide nahi kr paya. Maine aap sabko bahot taklif di hai. I don’t want you to forgive me pr agr Sona ka answer ha hai to please use mat rokiye. Mai jitna meri beti se pyar karta hu usase kahi jyada pyar mai aapki beti se krta hu.. Soha to vo jariya hai jo humare kismat ne hume ek krne ke liye is duniya me bheja hai..
Dev came to me.
Dev: I don’t want you to fight for us. Pichhale 7 saal tumne vahi Kiya hai.. I just want you to be there. Mai hr ek se lad lunga.. kya tum mera saath dogi? Ek last chance.. Mr and Mrs Dixit Ko? 7 saal ke tumhare struggle ko, 7 saal ke mere intejar ka? Kya tum ek chance dogi?
With teary eyes, I looked at Ma Baba.. Ma was also crying. Baba kabhi nahi manege..And I felt bad for us..Mai chahke bhi tumhe chance nahi de skti Dev..And a drop of tear made its way.
Baba came towards us. I know Baba will scold Dev n me. He had already told me that don’t move into this house.
Bijoy: Kya tum Abhi bhi Dev se pyar krti ho? Uske saath jindagi bitana chahati ho?
I kept quiet.. I can’t lie also I can disappoint my Baba. I was stuck between two people who are very close to my heart ..
Episode ends here******
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