SWASAN SS BY ANU 03- WE ARE DESTINED TO BE TOGETHER “kisses, love, rain, hate and mystery”

Hello.. So how are you pretty souls.. Hope good.. No long bak bak today.. Aisa NAHI kah sakti because I have added some reforms and I want you all to read so that you don’t get confused while reading the chapter so Directly don’t scroll to the chapter.. And sorry for the last epi.. It was too bad.. I know.. Kya karun was not in a mood.. But somewhere it was essential for the story.. Getting back, hope this chapter mends your mood..
With lots of love


I have made some changes guys.. They are mentioned below

1. As you all know for past, I use the name varun but my bhai’s name is also varun so I am kinda feeling wierd while writing.. Thus, I may prefer using the name sanky over varun at times..

2. Now I’ll be adding themes for every chapter.. Like today’s chapter’s theme is ” kisses, love , rain, hate and mystery”.. If you wish you can give me a theme and I’ll try to mould my a chapter according it.. I won’t assure you that the next chapter will be based on your theme , but definitely one of the chapters will be in your selected theme..

3. I am not sure for how many days more I will be so irregular.. As today is Sunday .. I am free due to weekend .. I have only weekend holidays that is Saturday and Sunday.. Like you have jayanti holidays or festival holidays in India,My next holiday will be at the end of August when there will be summer bank holiday here in London and again after that no holiday.. The holidays will be at the end of December for Christmas and new year.. For 1 more week the pressure will go on.. These assignments are something like what in India we see in sort of viva.. It’s too difficult.. I am trying to manage .. Please forgive me because I am not regular.. I am sorry

4. In between, with reference to the story or any word in it , I may quote some of my thoughts on that topic.. If you wish quote your thoughts on the topic too..

5. KNOW YOU AND ANU BETTER- thinking .. What’s dis .. then I’ll tell you .. At the end of each chapters , I’ll tell my likes and dislikes .. U need to tell yours too.. Well .. I got this idea .. When I was actually talking about my fav books and characters to my some friends here on tu…

6. Thank you everyone for your comments.. Goldie.. Convey my thanks to everyone on fb too.. Tell them I am a Tu writer and not fb writer.. And tell special thanks to harshita loomba.. She is a darling sweetheart.. Angel, Love you loads .. Had you not posted my shots on fb, I wouldn’t have received so much of love .. Tq..

8. For swasan moments , the story demands some more time but I hope you will compromise with shova… I’ll show shova moments and here also I have shown their moments along with swasan


[readers … If you have not read the note above then you may get confused in this chapter.. So please go and read.. Just point 1&2 if not all]


THEME – KISSES , LOVE, RAIN, HATE AND MYSTERY.. It’s little like not very interesting in the start but as you would read further, your interest could gain for sure..

It was two week since college had started.. Sanskaar fighted with SWARA over little petty issues, ending mostly by insulting her.. Swara was always hurt by his words but never showed it.. Whenever he argued with her, she just looked at his eyes.. Deep, hollow eyes.. It is said that eyes are passage to the soul but His was different .. There were layers and layers of hidden facts covered in his eyes.. One of it was his love and care towards her which he concealed by his rude behavior..

[ question 1.. Only for girls … Eyes reflects our beauty.. A girl has magic stored in her eyes.. Aren’t she.. What do you do to adorn your eyes.. Do you apply liner or kaajal?? I don’t apply kohl but I love eyeliners… Colorbar’s jet black eyeliner’s are awesome.. I do apply lakme’s coloured liners too.. ]

Swara was packing her stuffs in the bag.. She took a file and neatly placed her project report in it which had to be submitted today.. She took another file and kept it at the back seat of the car.. A lot of her efforts had been put up in making in that project.. Waking till midnight, she had prepared a report and made sure that everything was done perfectly.. Ms. Perfectionist.. You know..

She reached her classroom, kept her bag and went out along with ragini.. RAGINI, her best friend.. They had met each other just few days before in the college campus.. They weren’t even in the same class but they acted inseparable.. Just like soul sisters..

As Swara moved out, someone sneaked into the class and quietly took out all her sheets.. The person smirked.. It was sanskar….

SANSKAAR – I will not let you stay in this college Swara.. You have to go from here..

After sometime when Swara came back to her class, she decided to take a final glance at her project.. She took out her file but it was empty .. All her reports were missing.. She was shocked.. She tried to find it and then she noticed a bit of paper.. It was torn from her project.. She moved further and there were more bits of paper all along the way till the pool of the college compound.. Her sheets were blading in the pool with the inks smudged.. [ Swara agali baar se waterproof pen use karna .. πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰πŸ˜œ] she gave a sad smile as if she knew it was to happen..

[ question 2.. what would you do if your manuals went missing and it is someone’s prank???… I will make the life of the person black and blue]

Sanskaar appeared from back..

SANSKAAR- so miss Swara.. What will you do now?? I have destroyed all your hardwork and efforts .. Now you will not be able to submit your project and would fail in the units .. Eventually, going out from this college and me getting rid from you..

Swara (with angiush filled in her voice)- why do you hate me so much?? Did I do anything you?? No na.. Then why do you always tend to hurt me …

SANSKAAR- I don’t feel to answer you..

SWARA- you don’t feel to answer me (shouting).. You are hell bent on removing me from this college.. You are playing up with my life… You hate me for no reason and then you don’t feel to answer me.. But I am not letting you go today.. Tell me who are you and why are you doing all this ..

SANSKAAR- keep your tongue under control..

SWARA- I can’t do so.. Now answer……………… Answer me dammit…

Sanskaar tried to move from there but Swara held his wrist.. She was continuously venting all her frustrations from the first day.. Furious, he pushed her.. The ground was wet and Swara, not able to maintain her balance fell in the pool.. The water splashed loud.. Thush

Swara didn’t even knew the basics of swimming.. Her nostrils flared, heart pounded fast.. She tried to float herself on water but she was drowning.. And slowly, slowly , her whole body immersed inside the pool.. She closed her eyes, feeling her last breaths.. But nothing as such happened .. She opened her eyes and she could see inside the water.. Moreover , she was able to breathe .. Just like ,normally, a person breathes in land.. Her head shown with light as if someone placed a crown or tiara of light on her head.. She was confused but soon after, drowsiness took over and she let her body fall in the stiffened, cool water. What left unnoticed by her was a mark which was left at the back of her head after this incident..

On the other side, When sanskaar heard the loud splash of water , he looked back and saw Swara drowning in water.. His body constrained as if someone snatched his life out of him.. He panicked and jumped into the water to save her.. He frantically called for her but she laid down deep.. He took her in his arms and came out of the icy water.. She was unconscious.. He pumped water from her stomach, rubbed her fingers, tried all possible ways but she didn’t react.. He took her to the medical room and placed her there.. He took his palm and made circular motions and patterns in her head while speaking something continuously.. SWARA was slowly opening her eyes.. SANSKAAR didn’t want to do so but He gently kissed her forehead and left from there before she woke up..

When Swara gained conscious, she found herself on the cosy bed.. The windows were opened and she could feel little droplets surrounding her.. It was drizzling.. But not long, it started pouring heavy showers..
She suddenly felt very fresh, energetic and happy.. Her body didn’t pain anymore.. Rain was like a blissful medicine for her.. A sudden urge of feeling this rain controlled her and she rushed out…

Swara stood in the middle of the field , allowing showers to go through her.. To allow rain to swarm away all her pains with it.. Many group of girls joined her and someone played music..

Cham Cham plays in bg…

Song played.. Swara couldn’t resist This pure , selfless ecstasy.. RAIN.. The soother of all the pains.. The relief of life.. Something extremely arrant.. A blessing of God to wash away all the sins.. She expanded her arms and whirled around.. Water sent chill down her body but she didn’t care.. She swayed her arms and let her hairs bounced high.. She smiled and her laughter created another great piece of music.. Splashing and giggling, they danced on the tunes.. Dancing madly on the tunes..

[question 3- college girls and school girls.. Did you ever dance madly in rain that also at your school or college campus ???.. Seriously I did , along with my bestie , trisha… We studied in a convent school along with all the hefty sisters.. Discipline was buried in our nails and we did this.. Thankfully the princi didn’t come to know about it as thee school had ended.. Par pata NAHI ho sakta hai camera se dekh liya ho..]

Suddenly Swara stopped, she could see some flashes .. She held her head and focused… A girl and a boy were fighting on a topic..


SHONA – varun.. I am going out… See it’s raining..

VARUN- (keeps a pout) I’ll also go.. Achoo ( he sneezes)..

SHONA- itni sardi hui hai and you want to go out in rain.. No you stay here..

VARUN – no .. I also want to go. Achoo ( he again sneezes)

SHONA- no varun.. You are not going out … Neither I am going out… Stay here and I am bringing soup for you..

VARUN – achaa Shona .. I am sorry.. You please go out .. I won’t come …

SHONA- sachhi

VARUN- mucchi

She smiled and exited out while varun moved towards the window to see her love… Her happiness has always been his happiness… Her pain also his.. And when she smiled, it took his breath away.. And that was what she would do definitely now and he didn’t want to miss that precious curve so he landed on the window..

He smiled, of course because she was smiling.. Rain drops were gently beating her body.. Her eyes were glittering with joy.. Her hairs which was in a bun, was now opened making a cascadeous curtain of he hairs at her back.. Her anklets were making dubious sound.. Personally, he never liked anklets but when she is without anklets, it felt incomplete to him.. Effect of Love’s magic.. Kya kare… The rain was pouring at its peak .. It’s steady drops were falling on her lips just like few drops on a majestically bloomed rose.. Her whole body was drenched and the anarkali she wore hugged her.. That’s when it stuck him.. Some boys were staring at her lustly.. Anger bottled up in him and he rushed down..

SHONA- VARUN.. You came down.. You told Na that you won’t come down..

VARUN- Shona .. Chalo … Let’s go in..

SHONA- VARUN.. You go.. I’ll come in a few minutes.. Please… (she made a puppy face)

VARUN- I said , let’s go in Shona..

SHONA- VARUN .. Just few minutes , please.. I’ll pucca come..

VARUN- so you won’t come..

Shona signalled no.. VARUN looked back and saw the men were still staring ΓƒT here. He got more angry and scooped her in his arms and went in the home..

SHONA- keep me down varun.. What are you doing??


VARUN- (calm) Shona .. Please stop.. Didn’t you see taht there were some men down .. They were staring at you in a wrong way.. (Cupping her face) I just couldn’t hold the sight of that .. That why I behaved rudely with you and brought you in.. Shona , you are very special for me .. I will die if you go away for me.. You are mine.. Only mine..

Tears rolled down Varun’s eyes.. Shona didn’t allow him to speak further and smashed her lips on his with unguarded passion.. Varun was taken aback but he melted by her touch and responded back with equal intensity.. Both were devouring each other’s mouth with tear stained faces.. Varun wanted more of her and he bit her lips.. She gasped out and he immediately left her..

VARUN- I am sorry…

Shona didn’t want to make him guilty of his actions and again held his lips and bit him , telling him that she enjoyed the pleasure he gave him.. He moaned and smiled.. They departed..

VARUN – what was that… Achanak se you became a complete wild cat..

SHONA- that was a proof VARUN.. Proof that I am only yours and you are only mine.. And.. Why are you getting angry on me?? You should have beaten those idiots Na ..idiot VARUN ..

VARUN – ok Boss

And both laughed…

Flash ends


Swara opened her eyes.. She wished for the same type of profound love and her eyes struggled to find Sanskaar .. And there, he was standing at the corner.. He had also been wet in the rain unwilling and his physiques were looking more adorable… The same feeling of wandering her hands over his hair aroused again and she blushed at her thoughts.. But he was staring at her angrily, very angrily.. Not only her , he was shooting daggers at someone back of her too and she knew who it was … Sunny.. He was smirking at her lecherously.. He also tried to touch her when she was busy in her thoughts and sanskaar had most probably seen it.. Oh god!! What did she had to do with this boy.. Was the ripping of the pant not enough or he wanted to get his whole body ripped.. She laughed thinking it.. While her man, sanskaar ,was still a mystery.. He could do anything for her .. Example – what he is doing now.. But he would show her as if he has just malice filled in his heart for her.. She again called God.. Oh god!! What she had to do this boy .. Full mystery man.. Phew … She jerked and then approached him…

SWARA- Sanskaar, give me your jacket..


SWARA- are you deaf?? I told you to give your jacket..

SANSKAAR- “told you”.. You are ordering me..

SWARA- no… Sort of taking your help..

SANSKAAR- and why do you think I would do so…

SWARA- then I would go and ask someone else.. May be sunny…

SANSKAAR – what the…

SWARA- (stopping him by placing her hand on mouth).. O… Don’t abuse.. I hate abusers.. (And then removed her hand)

SANSKAAR- then hate me..

SWARA- I’ll think about it later … First give me your jacket.. I am feeling cold..

SANSKAAR with a wierd expression gave her the jacket … She wrapped her jacket around the sleeveless fountain top she was wearing …

[ Question 4- it is said that rain is the season of love.. But according to me winter is the season of love.. Even Valentine’s Day is in winter then why rain?? Give me the answer and tell me which is your season of love??]

SWARA- don’t stare at me like that.. And next time don’t get angry at me … Go and beat that idiot na.. Idiot SANSKAAR.. [these were the same words Shona spoke.. Scroll upwards of you forgot] And neither try to make me hate you because you will never be able to..

She placed her lips on his cheeks and kissed him tight.. SANSKAAR stood there in shock… He pinched himself..

SANSKAAR (monologue)- how can she speak the same thing.?? Does taht means that she remembers everything.?? No .. No ways.. It cannot possible.. It must be a coincidence.. Only a coincidence.. I will never let her know about our past life.. I know what she will do after that and I can’t allow her to do so… (His throat became dry and unstable).. She has to hate me.. She has to hate me .. She has to hate me .. She just has to hate me …


It was evening but the rain didn’t stop.. SANSKAAR was at a house in a middle of a dark forest.. He was waiting for someone.. Only then, a girl came from behind and placed her hand on his shoulder..

THE GIRL- sanskaar bhai…

Sanskaar turned and gave her a smile..

SANSKAAR- ragini..

RAGINI hugged sanskaar…

RAGINI- are you ok bhai??

SANSKAAR- I am ok ragini … How is swara??

RAGINI- She is also fine bhai… But bhai.. U r not able to make her hate you.. She loves you.. She loves you as sanskaar, bhai.. She is hurt by your words but she doesn’t hates you bhai.. She thinks you are doing this because of a reason … Because of some pressure and she thinks you also like her.. Bhai what to say… I don’t believe that someone’s love could be so strong.. May be you both are destined to meet.. See your love is so strong .. Not in past life so may be in this life , you would unite..

SANSKAAR – no RAGINI.. This can’t be possible … If she stays with me, her life will be in danger.. I will never let it happen.. I can see her hating me but I can’t see her pains..

RAGINI- bhai.. At least give a chance to your love.. May be she can heal you..


RAGINI- what are you going to do with sunny??

SANSKAAR- he will be out of college soon.. How dare he keep his dirty eyes on my SWARA..

RAGINI- bhai… Not now .. But after that , not you but SWARA has to marry someone .. What will you do then ?? When she’ll be getting married.?? When she will love someone?? When someone else will touch her?? What will you do??

SANSKAAR (tears filed in her eyes)- if she is happy then my pain doesn’t matters at all…

RAGINI- bhai .. But her happiness is from you.. She won’t be able to love someone else … Neither in this birth nor in some other … She is the chosen one for you.. Why are you not understanding??? .. She will die without you..

SANSKAAR- for God sake., stop it RAGINI.. U know my hands are tied … After loving her so much, I have to act as if she is my hatred pawn.. Do you know , how much difficult it is for me to hurt her?? But I have to do so.. She shouldn’t be there in that college and she shouldn’t be near to me too.. Her life is in danger near me … Every bit thing of this universe makes me remind her but I am controlling my emotions… Because I am destined to do this.. And this rain.. You saw how much she was happy dancing it in it.. Playing and enjoying… But I hate this rain because I met her on the rainy day…. And I lost her when It was raining..

RAGINI (hugging sanskaar)- I am sorry bhai.. I am really sorry.. (Leaving him and trying to cheer his mood) .. You never told me how VARUN and Shona met.. Tell me their first meet,, what was the reaction and all

SANSKAAR- shova’ first meet was completely unplanned.. In our first meet also she was dancing in rain.. She always loved rain.. Rain… The lucky rain.. U know that Shekhar uncle and dad were best buddies… Shekhar uncle had two kids- LAKSH and Shona .. During shona’s delivery, aunty died… She was much pampered and both laksh and uncle used to take extra care of her so that she never misses a motherly figure in her life., Shona had become 20 by then.. A pretty, college going student but uncle and laksh held the same care for her.. That day…………

[Question 5 – who are you SWARA or RAGINI ?? I mean to say modern cutie or traditional beauty… Well I am both… Modern cutie at home and parties… Traditional beauty at festive occasions and weddings.. But casually, I follow a modern lifestyle with some restrictions]




[ question 1.. Only for girls … Eyes reflects our beauty.. A girl has magic stored in her eyes.. Aren’t she.. What do you do to adorn your eyes.. Do you apply liner or kaajal?? I don’t apply kohl but I love eyeliners… Colorbar’s jet black eyeliner’s are awesome.. I do apply lakme’s coloured liners too.. ]

[ question 2.. what would you do if your manuals went missing and it is someone’s prank???… I will make the life of the person black and blue]

[question 3- college girls and school girls.. Did you ever dance madly in rain that also at your school or college campus ???.. Seriously I did , along with my bestie , trisha… We studied in a convent school along with all the hefty sisters.. Discipline was buried in our nails and we did this.. Thankfully the princi didn’t come to know about it as thee school had ended.. Par pata NAHI ho sakta hai camera se dekh liya ho..]

[ Question 4- it is said that rain is the season of love.. But according to me winter is the season of love.. Even Valentine’s Day is in winter then why rain?? Give me the answer and tell me which is your season of love??]

[Question 5 – who are you SWARA or RAGINI ?? I mean to say modern cutie or traditional beauty… Well I am both… Modern cutie at home and parties… Traditional beauty at festive occasions and weddings.. But casually, I follow a modern lifestyle with some restrictions]


On a serious note, a reader told me that she loved the little bit mother – daughter bonding , I showed in the first chapter and wanted to see more of it in the next… Also wants me to publish an os on it.. I am sorry I can’t do so… I can’t show much of these things because I haven’t experienced a mother’s love and affection in my life.. My mother died during my delivery… Due to some wrong doses of medicine, my mom’s liver and kidney failed to work … And I was born by normal delivery.. My mother faced so much labour pain that she forced me out her body.. I was just 6 and a half months .. A premature baby.. I was kept on ventilator .. Even my mom was kept .. There was no chance of our living but I survived but my mom left me … And I am telling you all this , not because I want to gain sympathy.. I had enough of this sympathy and curses in my childhood and I no more want it… I just told it so that none of my readers are disheartened … And , I am a strong girl but when it comes to these things , I breakdown.. So no one will post emotional messages and make me cry… Done Na .. No one would do otherwise you will face my angry avatar.. Ask to Ansa, she will tell u … And to that reader.. Don’t take it to your heart dear.. I hadn’t written the message to criticise or hurt you .. It’s not that I hate you or don’t like you so I am not doing it .. Every person , he or she has issues… We are not ardent fans of romance as you said.. I crave for the bliss which you have fortunately got… My message didn’t make you understand . That’s why I am telling in publically.. Hope you understand.. Stay happy .. And my dear friends, she is an immature girl so she did so but I am mature to differentiate between right and wrong.. Bashing is not allowed here on this page.. Though i didn’t experience but I randomly opened a page and was shocked to see the number of basher comments there .. All writing absurd words.. In one sentence, abusing five times.. Such words which I haven’t even pronounced one.. And I also read that the author is a 15 year old kid.. I so wanted to write a message for them but what would happen the haters will abuse me and then same would be the case of supporters.. They would ask me not to poke my nose in their work .. What next ..? So a special request if someone feels that I have hurt their sentiments then Pls don’t bash me or others .. There’s a polite way of criticism and you are most welcome to do it… I have never used abusive words or hurtful words for anyone and I expect the same for others.. This is what One expects from the other… I have my own limits.. Same should be with everyone .. If you have read my works then you must have seen that I haven’t even used the word ‘s**y’ in my works then how I am I supposed to use abusive words.. PLS guys.. I am not appreciating myself but trying to degrade someone is also not good.. After reading the reader’s reply and the basher comments on a page here , I wrote this .. Nothing more to say.. Waise bhi.. Jitni story nahi likhi.. Usse jyada toh bhashan bhar diya.. Shollu.. Sorry..


  1. Tamanna

    |Registered Member

    Hey it’s awesome… I am first time reading this ff n only in this episode… It’s really interesting.. I am going to read all episode of the ff….
    As u said you didn’t like abusive words and all…you I also don’t like abusive words and bashers…
    And coming to your questions-
    I apply kajal only not liner….I can’t even tell you what I’ll do with that person who destroyed my manual….I didn’t dance in school and college in rain:(
    I think it is said so bcoz most of the time when people drenched in rain they feel to romance with their partners infact in most of the movies and TV serial after rain most of the couple make love. .that’s why it is said so….
    I am traditional beauty with modern thinking….

    • Anu_M


      Tysm tamanna… Feel happy that U like the chapter… Yaar koi liner lagata hi nahi ha.. Sirf mai hi lagati hu.. What’s this.. Uhh.. Traditional beauty.. Thanks sweety

  2. sarika

    it ws awsm dear…bt dis stry line have sm resemblance with duaz a cuse or paheli stry..like swasan death den dey rebirth nd have some powers..sanky act like hate swara in dis time to maintain sm distanace byw swasan bcz if dey unite again lucifer will cm again nd kill dem..atlst swasan unite nd kill lucifer..soo smthng like dat..

    bt i like ur way of writng..nd i lovr fairy tales..plz continue dear…

    • Anu_M


      Actual sarika, I don’t know about the story you are mentioning.. I hardly read any story here on tu… But in the story you mentioned the villian is lucifer and sanskaar is keeping distances because lucifer will hurt them but my storyline is different from it..

      • Anu_M


        Ua sanskaa is keeping distance from her but thats a completely different reason which will take story to a new level… I’ll disclose it in my next chapter .. Hope you will like it too

      • Anu_M


        Ya sanskaar is keeping distance from her but thats a completely different reason which will take story to a new level… I’ll disclose it in my next chapter .. Hope you will like it too

    • Sharlene

      Coming to the questions
      Sometimes I apply kajal
      I can even strangle the person responsible for my missing manuals
      I never dance in rain.Sinus problem
      According to me the season of love is winter
      Yeah and I prefer modern clothes but in limitations.Rarely I wear traditional

      • Anu_M


        Sinus problem,. I don’t face any problem like it… Thankfully… Hehh.. Same here even I will strangulate the number

      • Anu_M


        Sinus problem,. I don’t face any problem like it… Thankfully… Hehh.. Same here even I will strangulate the person

  3. Talkative

    Uff u r like a bullet train n yeah i love u n ur writing skills beyond words to describe

  4. Sarah

    Anu di it was awesome…mind blowing.. I loved it…and I’m like swara…i think..and i feel rain is the season of love… I love it very much..i never danced in rain at school but i did at my terrace… I like to apply kajol and I’ll also punch on his face who will do such pranks…
    I’m a silent reader

    • Anu_M


      You are not a silent dear, kiddie… You were a silent dear…glad that you commented.. Terrace rain danc.. That’s not possible with me … my family won’t every allow me to do so.. I’ll get cold na.. I Am extremely sensitive to touch and smell…

  5. JANVI

    hey anu…
    well i too luv to use eyeliners….bt the truth is tht i dont know how to use it…this is the most imbarassing truth….so i hav to wait or my sisters n frnds to finish their makeup nd help me..
    nd fr the 2nd question i would firstly go for the tit for tat policy… well i would do the same with him or her….
    3-well i have not exactly danced bt i hav enjoyed a lot in the school campus… i just luv rain..
    4-well i agree wid u… i too luv rain.. bt winters r just amazing…
    even my birthday comes in winter…in january…
    5-well i am a proper modern cutie wid some ristrictions….
    u knw what i too play this game wid my new neighbours or frnds..
    i call it lets know eeach other better…
    nd i found ur idea super cute….
    phewwww…. ye comment kuch zada lamba nh hogaya…..
    aap ko nend to nh ayi….
    agar aa gayi to sry….
    nd love u…

    • Anu_M


      No way.. How can I fell sleepy while reading such a sweet lovely comment from a more sweet lovely person… Ohhh… You love eyeliner but you can’t put … Now what to do.. Come to me I’ll teach you perfectly.. 😊😊

  6. Neha_priya

    |Registered Member

    Hii…. Anu well as you said no sympathy but yeah you’re a strong girl and only one thing never judge yourself with others judgement….. Regarding ur questions well I too use eyeliner bcoz my eyes are small and kajal will make it look more smaller so I prefer liners mostly lakme
    Second if anyone ever destroyed my assignment I’ll make sure theirs isn’t left either undestroyed….. N can hit them too But till date it didn’t happen 😜
    Third I prefer winter as love season u know all cozy cozy 😳😜 rain umm to some extent it also becomes…. Emerging intensity but winter is something different

    Regarding getting wet in rain…..Co-ed school and then now college no…. have gotten wet due to sudden rainfall but never enjoyed πŸ˜’…..

    N how I’m oh I prefer being traditional at festive occasions and family functions otherwise modern clothing and modern thinking

    Coming to the story…. Too nice to read so ragini is San’s sister and shova were sweet… San’s is being rude and arrogant to her but deep inside craving for her love but what’s the mystery of her being in danger…. N sunny oh he’s gonna face hell…. Cool 😎 I like this possession n protection but yeah surely not obsession

    • Anu_M


      Never.. I am what I am and other than ME, noone has right to judge me thats what my sister says.. My life she is.. Your words are just like her.. Oh how I miss her.. And Her teasings… I’ll reveal the mystery soon.. 😘😘😘 wait and love you… Take care…

  7. ansa

    Answer 1: u apply eyeliner only bcoz I loved that. Answer 2: I will make that guy’s life hell how can anybody mess with me πŸ™‚ . Answer 3: I didn’t dance in school and colleges but on my terrace I usually dance with my bro. Answer 4: yup rainy season indicate the sign Of love and spring season also Answer 5: I m traditional and simple girl but I hv some rules .. well ur this epi was mindblowing like always. And my birthay is on 26 Oct I know its far but I m waiting

    • Anu_M


      Aww thank u sweetheart.. Don’t know if I’ll be there till october or not so wishing you today.. Happy birthday .. Happy birthday.. May Allah bless you with whatever you need and happiness stays always with you.. I think I am a special special person.. Lol.. I think I am the first one to wish you and for months , I’ll be the only one.. πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Š

      • ansa

        Owww mela bacha thnks and yeah u r 1st one who is wishing me but u hv to be in contact by tellyupdate Okh .. I m ordering u understand .. well anu u know I love ur os :*

      • Anu_M


        Sure sweetu… I’ll keep contact with u.. Will post small small os just for you all… I will try my best to be here

  8. RUPA

    |Registered Member

    Anu β™₯

    This is perfect.

    This couldn’t be more better than this.

    How u get these ideas???

    seriously girl ur imagination power.

    we will wait for update take ur own time afterall study comes first.

    BDW what are you studying???

    Love ya!❀️

    • Anu_M


      Rupa… You are perfect

      You are so sweet yaar.. How is it possible for you to make us smile and talk such lovingly… U are amazing.. U are fantabulous, stupendous and amazing toh you are..

      I am doing graduation in natural sciences at imperial college, London .. Abhi bhi I am at college only.. Have a free period so all are at canteen

  9. shiksha

    This chapter is awesome. Though I missed the previous once. But loved it n love u.
    Some questions from my side for u

    1. Are u Anu Modi?
    2. If yes/no then,Did u recently, in particular last week posted any OS series?
    3.if yes/no, can u give me links to ur previous writings,if any n no force?
    Answer the above questions only if u wish,k.
    Answers for some of ur questions
    1. I do believe that every soul has natural beauty,I casually don’t use those,but I prefer kajal n eye liner at the same time,but kohl wats dat?no idea.
    2.well no idea what would I do
    I think either vent out all d anger n frustration on them or cold treatment or thinking what next or making d person do d work which he/she had ruined.
    3.I don’t do so but I like to enjoy d rain
    4.I haven’t thought about it,I just do love every season.
    5.I like both n both in certain limits.
    N ya ur speech is continuous,even I thought of calling u bullet train. Haha. Don’t mind these rants of mine please

    If in anyway I hurt u or requested more from u please don’t mind it n just ignore those stupidities (if any).

  10. navi

    Hey anu it ws superb part…. sanskar forehead kiss dhn swara asking his jacket nd her kiss on his cheek.. dhn how dare he can throw d project manual paper??? Both shova nd swasan wr awesome… they hav rebirth to cimplete their luv ah??? And sunny is d dark world ruler ah??? So much is gonna in my mind….
    and coming to my part i like to apply kajal whn going out.. then i wil kill d person who had played with my project manual.. yup i hav played with my friends in rain in my college… finally i love rain nd winter… and last im traditionl cum modern…
    Actually strday nite i read ur ss nd whole nite i did nt sleep yaar.. ws thinking agn agn to comment in ur ss..
    hahehe tc bye anu..

    • Anu_M


      Did you read my message on last episode.. If not then jaldi se jaake padho.. Shova and swasan are same.. But sunny is not the dark world ruler.. Insaan hai woh lekin negative.. Koi nahi yaar.. But why didn’t you sleep.. Don’t be so restless.. Message me anytime, I’ll be there to reply.. Aur bas is time to college me break time Hota hai

      • navi

        Oh kk anu…… both are same ah.. so wts ur clge tymng???
        I ws sleeping bt evrytym my dream ws abt to reply u in ur ss…

      • navi

        Omg jst nw read ur msg in part 2.. im astonished… wt a surprise… frm wr did u learn anu!!!!!! πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€ im laughing like a idiot seeing ur msg…. hahehe awsm try…. i hav completed my college so im vry sad abt dat.. nd i hav applied for upsc exam.. so gonna try dat… and assngmnts seminars projct all wil drive us crazy as mad…. i cn undrstnd ur situation… bt whn u complete it.. u wil feel awsm bt gt bored.. so try enjying it…

      • Anu_M


        U dreamt about commenting in my os.. O my god.. I am blushing blushing.. Gawd.. I am still blushing blushing…

        My college timings for Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday is from 9:30 to 5 and for Wednesday is 10 to 5 pm.. And when in India it will be 9:30 then we leave our college.. Bad na…

        Yes you are completely right.. Will surely gonna miss all this.. Specially all the fun.. First time in my life I bunked a class.. In all these years of my school , I never missed any class and now my friends made me do so.. But it was an amazing experience.. And in October the commemoration day is also there.. I am so excited.. But I get hell tired with this packed schedule..

        All the best.. Upsc is so hard.. Heheh.. About learning Tamil.. Frankly speaking I don’t know it properly.. It’s just that I have a craze for learning different languages and so I learned it.. If someone says Tamil, I can understand easily but during writing or speaking, I often make mistakes… I know many other languages, mainly Bengali, Arabic, Gujarati (of course.. That toh I have to know) French and Italian english.. Gotta go now.. Have to leave.. Will message later more

      • navi

        Oh oh becoz of ur frnds… i got a chance to my frnd anu pic.. credit to their dare…. nd we cnt give proxy dr.. becoz indian system in our clge digital while taking attendance they see face nd mark as present.. so ur aethist…. in school ved we wil study abt moral.. here in clge its abt women studies nd human rights…. so dnt change ur dp… ur looking grt.. beautiful eyes…. luv u too anu.. tc….

  11. navi

    By reading ur msg im so hapieee.. dp is dat u anu??? Nd yeah its vry hard upsc.. first tym gonna try.. yup i hav i too never bunked my school becoz it strict.. but college in my class im one who have bunked d class along with my bestie.. usually in my clge attendance wil b taken evry 1 hr.. so i cnt escape major one… bt allied nd electives nd v.ed class if i feel bored i wil bunk.. thought of jst sharing u diz.. so congratz for first day bunk anu..

    • navi

      And thnk u for ur tamil lines.. ur interested in learning languages.. so nice to hear… so its evening for u nw..
      so gud eve anu…. tc bye…
      im gonna sleep bye..

      • Anu_M


        Tu posted the message.. I read now.. I am replying.. Yup, it’s me in the dp.. Bahut buri lag rahi hoo na.. Lagana nahi tha par kya karu.. Friends gave me a dare ki jo bhi sabse pic just now I have in my cell, I need to put it as my dp.. Aaj Phir SE raat me change bhi karna.. These crazy people have given me a crazy dare but I am not backing out .. ..

        Upsc is hard but I am sure that you are very hardworking and you will make it out.. Your is quite a lot strict .. In our class, toh usually someone gives proxy attendance.. We have a Turkish girl in our class, azra.. She has a very flexible voice .. She can change her voice easily.. All ask her to give proxy.. Par didn’t I mention ki maine kal nahi bunk maara tha.. I did bunk once but before the vacations., not now.. Even I hate the moral education class but normally, we study and only the Christians go to the inhouse chapel.. Aadhe se zyada to class me atheist hai..

        And love you so much.. I felt bad for sir when he was hurt par you know na devil inside us .. It’s happy because we are free.. Pheww

  12. Prakriti

    I am soo sorry Di for not commenting in your previous chapters and for late comment…
    About First Question Di..I don’t use make up..I rarely us make up…BTW I like to apply eye liner… Second Answer- He/She will face the hell…How dare he/she mess with me…Third Answer- Yup I have enjoyed rain in school that too with my best…Actually not in the school…Chhuti ho gayi thi na to hum log school bahar the…Suddenly rain started we started to fun in rain…But my bad luck Di…None of my other freinds have enjoyed…Saying that they will catch cold…Ghar jake ek ghante tak lecture sunna pada…
    Fourth Answer- According to me Rain is the season of friendship and Winter is the season of love…But rainy season is my favorite one..I just love to see rain…But I didn’t allow to play in the rain as I catch cold easily…Fifth Answer- I am a modern cutie but love tradition also…Don’t like pooja and all that…Have you watched the movie OMG Oh my God and Pk…If yes then you have understand it…These two movies are my inspiration…
    ABOUT CHAPTER – Awesome Di …Oh God Sanku is mysterious…Waiting to know thee truth of Sanku soon…Di You are a strong girl I think…Don’t be sad …Just Enjoy yourself because this life only lucky people get….Soory for long comment …Again Soory for boating you my bullet train Di…And Di..If you have free time then read my ff swasan pyar to hona hi tha…Intro, Episode 1,2,3 only…And give me feedback so that I can improve my ff…Ok Di Bye Take care…
    Love u choo oooo much

    • Anu_M


      Ale mera baccha., I missed you so much.. Koi baat nahi.. Comment nahi kar pai that’s ok par you never bored me aur aaj bhi nahi hui.. And love you so much and I am lucky to get this life with each and every thing I need..

      My cutie loves eyeliner.. Good.. Mere ko bhi daat padi thi.. Par di ne bacha liya tha.. My cutie also likes rain.. Same like me you are modern.. Waah.. We have many many things in common.. Fantastic..

      You will get to know about sanku too.. I had posted a promo.. Do read it .. May be you understand something.. Some hints.. And next chapter I have posted .. It will get published soon

      Oh my baccha is writing a ff.. I’ll read and comment.. Love you too too too too too too too too too too so muchhhhh…

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