Swasan a path hate to love Episode 12

Swara looks him while working(he has full concentration on his work so he doesn’t notice that she’s awakening) but pretend to be sleep. A deep silence is breathing between them, she can feel his expression to her heart. He feels exhausted when sun rays comes out from the shawl of night. He can’t sleep properly, so she goes to her and closes his laptop. He lays down on couch with his same signature posture. She gets her shawl and comes out from room. He gets up after a half hour because his sleep isn’t stable. He unintentionally looks to bed and doesn’t find Swara. He goes to bathroom, check terrace but she’s not in the room. A bad memory comes in his mind like a current. He goes to downstairs and asks Lavanya about swara. She also doesn’t know about swara that where is she?. A bad memory is gripping his mind:”she also leave me….no she cant.. She cant” he deep pain kills his heart. He scolds Lavanya very badly:”where’s she? What’s the use of you? How dont you get when she leaved the house” an obedient Lavanya is standing silently to listen his harsh words.

Suddenly he heard the voice of swara:”sanskar! What happened?” He turns to her and rushes to her:”where were you?” He hugs her tight in front of everyone. Swara is surprised to see his concern. He hugs her tight that he has fear that maybe he lost her. Swara:”what happened sanskar? I was on terrace” Sanskar suddenly realised his condition and break the hug:”I told you naa dont go away from my sight whenever I am at home, you’ve no care about my orders” Swara:”actually…” She doesn’t understand what to say and hugs him tight:”I’m sorry sanskar!” Sanskar is surprised to see her concern. He breaks the hug and holds her from shoulders.:”it’s ok! But don’t do it again” she can see the request in his eyes clearly. She gets confused to see him in this attire. She doesn’t know why but she feels fear in his eyes, when he hugs her. He holds her and brings her to their room. She sits on bed while he’s taking out his dress for changing. Swara:”sanskar!” Sanskar turns to him:”hmm?” Swara thinks for a while and says:”are you scared from something?” Sanskar gives her strong look and doesn’t reply her.

He silently takes his dress and goes to bathroom while swara is still sitting in confuse stare, he’s a man of mystery and swara isn’t so intelligent to solve it. She has neither the supernatural powers nor the blessing to encounter him from his state. She’s human being with ordinary attire and ordinary dreams. Everything was fine in her life, her family loves her. She and ragini share great bond but she’s such a miserable who doesn’t share her problem with her. Sanskar comes out from bathroom and finds her in deep thought. He doesn’t want to talk with her because he’s scared in his heart whether she gets know the fear of his heart. He was silently getting ready for work, when swara boggles suddenly and comes to him. Her fear is decreasing day by day because of his attachment.

Swara:”sanskar! Why did you marry me?” Sanskar looks her with strange look and does his activity without gives her concentration:”you know very well why I married to you” Swara:”you told me, you didn’t marry for the sake of revenge, as a most eligible bachelor, many girls were falling for you, I’m not the only girl in the city, I wasn’t love you and like you also, is this your stubborn nature who dragged you to marry me?” Sanskar takes a deep breath and looks her, she’s not so intelligent but as a wife, she can recognise every shade of his eyes and this time his eyes show a deep pain. Sanskar:”I decided to marry you because of your character” he says and goes towards the room but stop for a while:”im waiting for you at dining table” She smiles to listen his words.:”he wait for me it means he has some importance of me”

He’s just about to leave, when she rushes to him:”sanskar! Stop…” Sanskar stop for a while and looks her questionably. Swara gives him a list:”these are books list, please bring all these” sanskar glares on the list and a minor pain wakes up in his chest and a voice echo in his ears. A voice:”sanky! Why do you read these boring books, sometimes look me also naa” Sanskar:”katty! I always look you, and these books are your sotan dear because I’ve library in my house. My bade papa arranged it specially for me” he has a proud in his voice. A voice:”no way… I dont want library in my house please, we will watch movies instead of books…” Sanskar:”books…” Swara shakes his shoulder:”what happened Sanskar?” Sanskar composed himself and says:”I told you naa that give this list to driver” Swara says with her style which she possessed before marriage:”you’re my husband, so this is your responsibility” His fear is vanishing in her heart day by day, but something is making a place in her heart in the place of fear but she’s unaware of it. So now she tells him with all her rights.

Sanskar:”do you have interest in books reading?” Swara is happy to listen his question, this is her favourite topc so she gets start to say:”sooo much! You know I had lots of books in my meka, I always dream to have a big library for me, where I will have lots of books which never ends” Sanskar smiles to listen her words and nods:”ok ill bring these books” he leaves without saying her goodbye. ********** She doesn’t understand what to do so she’s making dinner in kitchen when he arrives, she doesn’t expect his arrival early. But she surprise to see him with bundles of books. Sanskar opens the room where lots of empty book shelf built. She follows him and a big smile comes on her face too see a room fill with books. Sanskar sees the smile on her face but doesn’t respnse her. He’s still busy with servant to setting the books in shelves. Swara comes to him and holds his hand:”thank you sanskar! Thank you soo much” her voice is witness of her happiness.

Sanskar jerks his head:”actually this room was designed as study room, but no one is here to study, but now you’ve interest in reading, so I thought that I should set this room.” He says fast like that he explained her that this isn’t for her, Like she’ll catch him if he doesn’t say that this isn’t for her. Swara is amazed to see him working, he’s managing the books, according to the category, he even doesn’t feel shame to work with his servants and as he lifts the book which shows his concern for books or maybe his wife who loves books. Who does know what is inside in the heart of this mystery man? Swara goes to him and tries to help him to arranging books. But Sanskar stops her:”you’re not well, go and take a rest”

Swara:”I’m fed up to take a rest, let me do this, (she reminds her deed of today in which she prepared food specially for him) and I also prepared food for you today…” Her voice is replete with proud that she wanna say:”see Sanskar! I worked for you today as a wife and it’ll not tired me” A tiny star shine in his eyes to listen her words but next moment he just smiles and pats his face:”you dont need to do this, go and take a rest” Swara fumes to listen his words and walks out from there angrily because she wanna listen praise from him. He smiles to see her red face but there’s inside his heart a satisfaction makes place that she’s accepting him and their alliance.


Credit to: Saba


  1. khushi

    Supppppebbb…saba..how u Did ur exams….
    If completed plz Plz …..yaar post nxt episode soonnn….totally addicted to ur story….

  2. mahi

    Plz plz continue writing. ……..
    Why u r taking so much time………..
    I love to read this ff love it dear……..

  3. Harshita

    Thank u saba for updating it….i was waiting for it so eager…nd finally it came…..btw it ws a wonderful episode…pls write it regularly…nd pls update the next part soon

  4. [email protected]

    Awesome saba

  5. Kiara

    U killed it saba once again.
    Thank you so much for a wonderful update. U made my day. Loved it when swara hugged him. And last paragraph was awesome.

  6. bhuvi

    Wow… Yo back … With rocking episode… Amazing… I read it again n again.. ‘coz I was missing yor ff v badly… Thanq for ff…

  7. sethooty

    OMG..u came back ..How is ur exam Dr..can’t express my feelings through words after reading dis episode…am very happy yaar.awesome…love u lot Dr..actually didn’t expect ur ff, I thought may be u r bcy wid exams and studies…again super super super..

  8. sindhuja

    such a cute update… lovely husband and wife…. i could imagine and feel his satisfaction… i could imagine the whole scenario…

  9. Harani

    Grt yaar…slowly the opposite poles are being attracted…nice yaar…i am waiting for your next post ? swasan rockzzz

  10. praise

    wow saba wat n amazing surprise…i jst bcm so happy when i see ur ff πŸ™‚
    As usual u rock πŸ™‚
    Nyc epi πŸ™‚
    Lots of swasan scene πŸ™‚
    Atleast we cn enjoy swasan scene in ff πŸ™‚
    Btw hwz ur exam gng? πŸ™‚
    I lyk c way swara is showing her rights on sanky πŸ™‚
    N sanky smile wow awsm πŸ™‚
    I luv ol d moments of swasan πŸ™‚

  11. meghs

    wow saba as always rocking… swara concern for sanskar.. swara talking like she has rights on sanskar wow finally she started falling for sanskar..
    now its clear that sanskar has bad past which makes him to be possive for swara… may be his first wife leave him or any other reason

    sanskar also somewhere has feelings for swara…am so happy

    wt about ur xm .. is it finished.. if not best of luck for xm & am sure u will do well

    • Saba

      Hey meghs! Thanks alot dear, yea dear you’re guessing right that he has bad past and this is reason of his possessiveness and my exams aren’t start yet and you’re talking to finishing but thanks dear

  12. meghs

    the way sanskar fear of losing swara means he lost his first wife or lover may be leave him….
    he had fear of loosing swara

  13. Angela

    Its too gud Saba. Though its contentful, I feel the situations happening are less. I mean as in today’s part, there was Swara asking Sanskar to bring books, he brings n arranging, he getting tensed on not finding her. So only 3 scenes. I request u to include more situations to make it more indulging. Its just a thought from my view.
    And atlast “Keep Rocking girl” πŸ™‚

    • Saba

      Hey Angela! Thanks alot dear, yeah I know its so short, I also feel that next tme, ill try my best to upload a lengthy part! Thanks dear

  14. savita

    wonderfully written ,Saba i think you should mordernise your swara , and make sanskar to see swara’s jealous toward shanaya which he enjoying. Very nice ff

  15. kaly

    awsum i love reading ur ff i usually dnt cmmnt anyone bt i really enjy ur writings n plz update soon n u rock saba i dont hv words to exprss bt i must say u should write a novel coz its awsum i love reading it .i must say u r my fav writer ff ..keep it up dear loads of love n luck fr u .

  16. Soooo good i have been waiting for days saba good u updated and all d very best for ur exams what are u studying btw ?and pls update tmrw also love u

  17. khan

    I was eagerly waited for this episode but I felt I was short plz try to update daily and best of luck for your exams I’m a silent reader plz update soon yaar tomorrow is Sunday one more part plz Saba it’s a request and reply is must to me.in sha Allah u will score good marks

  18. Tara

    Seriously saba. I loveeeeee this story. I can never tell how much I love this story. I read twice a day all ur previous 11 ff. I am just addicted. I have never been addicted to a story like this b4. Loveeeee it to the core

  19. kashis

    for the first time I have seen their alliance.. sanskar’s genuine care to bring books and over the above when she asked him to bring books, he didn’t shout on her.. liked that part.. sanskar’s fear was considerable for his approach towards her to stay in front of him always. but swara’s acceptance all on a sudden because he is his husband, a bit over for me to accept… over all a good one sweety!! keep writing, keep rocking with ur writing magic… way to go girl… god bless u for that….

    • Saba

      Hey finally! You’re not the last, I think books matter isn’t big that he’ll scold her and he always scold her if she disobey her.
      Well swara acceptance is not a big matter dear because I know he degraded her but more than that he’s controlling himself because of her many time, even he has options of other girls but he did not do that but well I also planned swara acceptance because of that as a traditional girl(specially who didn’t love someone initially) is easily fall on his man, well there is big argument on it between us, dont dear we’ll argue on it, and yeah im not saying you thanks

  20. needhi

    Hi.i was a silent reader without commenting anything on your ff but now i couldnot control myself from writing this comment.this ff is very unique and i have fallen for your ff.i hope this ff never comes to an end.u r just superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrv.

    • Saba

      Thanks needhi for breaking your silent, this ff never come to an end? I dont know about dear because I believe, everything should meet it’s end on time, otherwise it’ll lose its charm!
      Well thanks again dear and stay blessed

  21. mira

    hi Saba! It’s nice at last I come to the conclusion sanskar not only like swaras beauty but also her and her liking but he is stubborn when he going to tell he love her. swara also feel for him but when she love him I think both r same boat

    • Saba

      Hey Mira! Thanks dear, you’re going right track, but beauty isn’t matter for it because he’s the one, many girls fall for him, as I said, this is matter of character, something still behind the mist, wait for it and yeah they’re on the same boat

    • Saba

      Hey Mira! You dont need to say thanks, well dear there isn’t any bug fight in next episode, but a small dhamaka

  22. May

    I av read all ur ff…..but my first ever comments to any ff…I must say…ur indeed good….am literally addicted to these fanfiction. As I do not waste time watching the real series. …..ur really good. ..Plz post next part sunday…is 1:11am here in UK.. and am still reading them..

  23. Saba

    Hey Sam and priya! Thanks alot dear, yeah may! Im trying to upload next part but dont know why isn’t it uploading on page,
    Sorry guys! I didn’t reply to your comments but that doesn’t mean I forgot you, I remember you all and missed you, but sorry I didn’t reply

  24. Saba

    Thanks Borra satyapujitha! You’ll know his past soon dear,
    Thanks aayath, I like your name and is it ayat or aayath?
    Thanks noor dear!
    Thanks taniya! Yeah I’ve written next update

    Thanks sristi dear, sorry dear it’s not possible nowadays, after 6 Jan In Shaa Allah ill update daily, but I’m trying dear

    Thanks esha!
    Thanks akku dear! Dear I also feel it short actually I write a much lengthy episode, which created problem to upload so I’ve uploaded half and half is remaining as episode 13 and I don’t know why isn’t it uploading
    Thanks alot Tara! I also know about your addiction of my ff. Thanks dear! For be a great supporter

    Thanks alot Khan for beautiful pray for me and you broke out your silent for my ff, yeah I In Shaa Allah must upload next part

    Thanks devi, fransi, Anjali and cuti, yup dear ill try my best to upload daily but im not promising it

  25. Saba

    Thanks sravya sree, thanks sravya and khushi dear thanks but no it’ll start from 28 dear

    Thanks shraya, love you too dear and im studying English literature dear,
    Tara dear ill try my best to upload next part soon

    Thanks kaly for breaking your silent, you’re talking about novel, you know dear this ff derive from my incomplete novel, which I was writing in Urdu, but didn’t complete it, well if you know Urdu then you must read it completely soon

    Thanks appu, thanks savita for your suggestion
    Thanks ira! I dont get your question dear, either you’re asking from me or telling me

    Thanks riya. Jiya, piya and angel!

    Thanks arshi and manisha!
    Thanks praise! You’re my great supporter and yeah I also like that scene and my exams aren’t start yet dear it’ll be on 28 December

    Thanks harani, nishu and archana dear!

    Thanks sindhuja, you imagine it? It means I nailed it
    Thanks Sethooty, you’re with me from im yours, thanks to be a great supporter and yeah dear I also didn’t expect it, my exams aren’t start yet dear

    Thanks surbhi, Fatima and anu
    Thanks hayathi, yeah who doesn’t want husband like this but he’s so strict dear and also psycho you should think again about it!

    Thanks shabrin, next time you’ll find it long,
    Thanks rabia and bhuvi for your support
    thanks jaya, sakshi nidhi Nd sonia

  26. Saba

    Thanks sasha! If It gave you smile then It means, my effort isn’t going in vain,
    Thanks manisha and nivi, sorry dear I take time to upload next part, yeah ill try my best to upload soon, well I think you’re not on a group, that’s why you’re not aware of my taking beak decision, ok ill give you link again, If you wanna know the update, without searching on page, then join it must, you got the notification whenever I’ll upload it
    Thanks cherry dear

  27. varshney

    saba…you are soogood at writing that i want to make you my GURU…???
    no ,siriously. your thoughts are out of the world.good going.
    saba ,i am curious to know that which subject you are interested most??
    if you would be comfortable to answer this question then please do it in next part of your ff which i hope you would update soon.it’s a request…..and if you do not like to answer the question then please give a denial message.i would be most oblized.thanks for reciting such a beautiful story.

    • Saba

      Hey varshney! Thanks alot dear for your sincere concern! Well dont consider me your guru, dear consider me as your Friend dear! There are many subjects, in which ive interest but dear I love literature (Urdu literature), psychology and human behavior! This is all but there’s long list of my interest! Mat chedo is bat ko warna pura din lag jae ga
      And sorry I couldn’t answer you in my next episode because of some problem, it didn’t uploaded by me, So Kashis posted next episode on behalf of me!
      If you see my comment then reply me must
      Thanks dear and stay blessed

  28. Saba

    Thanks mahi, harshita and navi dear
    Thanks kiara That you like last para most, I also like that
    Thanks malu and shanaya
    Thanks sreelekshmishobi dear!

  29. Oh my dear!! How r u ?? What to happened about exam date???
    I do no why while reading ur story I feel like in heaven man!!! I missed it for so many days!!! But im busy with my classes I cant check updates frequently during break hours just checking!!! Thank u so much for updating in weekend!!!
    Coming to episode Go yaar no words as usual u nailed it!!! Sanskar fear and concern amazing!!!! Swara behaviour towards sanskar ? feeling secured !! Last 3 para convo superb Saba!!! Really missed u and ur ff!!!!!
    Even kashis how r u!!!!

  30. Jwala

    superb saba ……………..luv it loadz ……………….u r really superb in writing ……….. πŸ™‚

  31. kj

    finally u uploaded it …..Thank you so much …… good ff….upload daily though it is small its good so please upload it……saba

  32. Saba

    Thanks kj! Yeah dear ill try my best to upload next part soon and sorry for denying your request, its not possible nowadays because im damn busy, but ill try my best dear
    Thanks anum, chinni and jawala dear!

  33. Chahak

    Hi Saba I am a silent reader but after reading your ff I couldnot stop my self I mast say u are a wonderful writer I really love your ff

  34. Samina Mulla

    nyc ff saba yaar…..muje 1st ff he jo itna pasand aaya…plz update next part sooon….
    muje ye ff itna pasand aaya ki mai roj check krti hu…next part aaya ya nh…so plz roj ek part upload kiya kro na..plz plZ

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