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Swasan emo convo and heartbreak!!

Swara woke up suddenly and rubbed her eyes unfocusedly as she adjusted her eyes to the dim light in the room. As she sat up and leaned against the counter, she could see the stars through the window as the curtains were not drawn. Swara smiled. She had alway loved the stars.
Her Papa used to take Ragini and her to watch them every night when they were small. She still could remember his words.

Papa (in memory) : Swara, Ragini! Do you know why I show these stars to you everyday?
Young Swara : No Papa! Why?
Papa : Beta! Just picture at this sky without the stars or the moon. How does it look?
Young Ragini : Black! Completely dark and empty..
Papa (smiling) : Good! Now, Both of you, Listen to me! You both may be a bit young for this lesson. But it is a very important one, so I will teach you now..
The two girls looked at him with wide eyes.
Papa : Though I pray it never does, There may come a time in your lives when your heart may feel empty and black… Just like that sky! (pointing above) At that time, you may feel that you will never succeed or that all is lost! But I want you to remember the stars at that time.
Swara (confused) : Stars, Papa?
Papa : Haan, Meri bacchi! Stars…. Just as they light up this black sky now by twinkling and making us happy, We too should remember the little things which make us happy.
Ragini : Papa! I don’t understand!
Papa (taking Ragini on his lap) : Suno! These stars offer us hope Ragini! They light our way and make us feel that there is some beauty in this world. In the same manner, Even in our hearts, we should learn to build hope so that they twinkle like tiny stars. Take the things that give you happiness and turn them into giant balls of hope and keep them in your hearts.
Swara and Ragini nodded, finallly understanding.
Papa : Swara! Ragini! Promise me you will always remember this! Never ever suffer in despair!
Both : We promise Papa!

Swara smiled nostalgically remembering his words.
Swara (thinking) : Papa is right! I can’t wallow in self-pity and despair!
She got up to go look at the stars, but then saw her mother sleeping beside her.
Swara (whispering) : I can’t open the window now. The AC is switched on. I’ll go to the drawing room balcony and stand!
She adjusted her mom’s blankets, smiled and went out of the room into the balcony! She gazed at the stars as she recalled the conversation last night. She thought she might cry again, but it seemed she had exhausted them.
Swara : Sanskaar doesn’t love me. But he does care for me. A lot! That does mean something Swara! That is your star! Maybe, with time, He will love me. It is your mistake anyways. You pushed him too far too soon.
She turned to look inside the hall, where the room was entirely in disarray, with half done preparations for today’s function.
Swara (stunned) : Today is my mehendi!!! Today my wedding celebrations begin!
Suddenly, She felt like she had to talk to Sanskaar. Not face to face, not even talk over the phone, but just have a conversation with him. She sat for a while, then took her phone out and sent a message on Whatsapp, knowing instinctively that he would be there.
She saw the time (4:00) but she could feel him awake!
So she sent a message : HI!

Sanskaar woke up with a start. He got up slowly and straightened himself. He saw Mom leaning against the counter sleeping and snoring slightly. He smiled and gently made her lie on the pillow. He softly kissed her cheek and went out the room. He decided to go to the balcony and sit on the sofa there.
He slowly walked to the balcony and sat down. He kept one hand behind his head and leaned back, still thinking about yesterday.
Sanskaar : I never expected it to hurt so much. Not having someone’s love. What a cruel emotion this is. When we have it, it hurts. When we don’t have, it hurts. Swara doesn’t love me. She made that very clear. But what do I do now? Mom already thinks I am broken inside. She thinks I am hiding something. What answer do I give her?
He stared at the moon. Contrary to other people who usually liked stars, He loved the moon. It was so plain and dull. Yet, When the sun’s rays reached it, It shone! Just like how his life shone when Swara was with him.
He groaned. He was growing too sappy and emotional nowadays. HE tried to remember two months ago when he was SANSKAAR MAHESHWARI, A man who didn’t know Swara existed. A man who was not in love and sighed.
Sanskaar : Life was way less complicated then.
Suddenly, his phone pinged and he took it surprised. Who was chatting with him at this hour? Then he smiled. It had to be her, Who else?

He opened Whatsapp!
Swara (msg) : Hi!
Sanskaar (msg) : Hi! Why are you up?
Swara(msg) : couldn’t sleep! You?
Sanskaar (msg) : Same. Neend khul gayi..
Swara (msg) : Hmm…
Sanskaar frowned. They sounded so formal. And frankly, he didn’t like it! Gone was their easy banter and playfulness. The words may have been simple but underneath, They held a world of meaning.
Sanskaar closed his eyes. He had hurt Swara! He had shouted at her without any reason. She had a right to question him and because he had not been brave enough to tell the truth, she had suffered.
Sanskaar didn’t realise the true reason Swara was hurt was because he told he didn’t love her. It didn’t occur to him.
Sanskaar : How do I tell her sorry? I have to do something.
Just as he was about to type a message to Swara, He got another ping.
Swara (msg) : I am going to go to the temple today at 6. Will you join me?
Sanskaar (msg) : Of Course. I will come pick you up at 5:45?
Swara (msg) : Nahi Sanskaar! I’ll meet you there itself. Want to think for a while.
Sanskaar sighed.
Sanskaar : This is all your fault, Sanskaar! If you could at least tell Swara what you are hiding, None of this would have ever happened. But how do I tell her that I’m going to die? Out loud, It sounds silly even to me. But it is the ultimate truth for me and I will die if she laughed at me. No, I am not brave enough to stand that. In a way, I suppose I should be thankful that Swara doesn’t love me.
He replied to Swara saying he will meet her there, then sighed one last time and closed his eyes.
Sanskaar : Yes… I am grateful that Swara doesn’t love me because if she did, That would have been my greatest joy. And my greatest sorrow. And that would break me. It would.

Sanskaar ascended the stairs to reach the temple.
Sanskaar : Has Swara come yet? I can’t see her.
He took out his phone to call her when he saw a girl in an orange salwar already there and praying.
Sanskaar : Swara!
Sanskaar smiled. He didn’t realise just how much it hurt not to see her. He needed her 24*7.
He stepped inside and stood beside her to see Swara with her eyes closed, praying intently. He tried to turn away from her and pray, but she had him hooked like a magnet.
He stared at her like a man starved for food. With his eyes showing intense longing, He drank in the sight of her beautiful features. Again he wondered how people could compare Ragini’s beauty over his Swara’s. They both were beautiful in their own way. But for him, Swara outshone everyone….
Her eyelashes, long and curved, her kajal outlining her eyes accentuating her look. Her lips, full and kissable.
Sanskaar sighed and Swara opened her eyes.
Swara : Sanskaar!
Sanskaar started and looked at her. Swara, feeling uncomfortable with his intense stare gestured towards the Lord, asking him to pray. He complied and folded his hands and prayed.

Swara watched Sanskaar as he prayed. There was something so calm about him as he closed his eyes and his features softened. She frowned. Till now, She thought that only his actions made him seem worried about something. But now, she could see it on his face. Whatever was bothering him was eating him up day by day.
She continued to stare at him. Sanskaar was such a handsome guy. The Maheshwaris had seriously been blessed by the Gods of beauty. Each and everyone of them were drop dead gorgeous.
Sanskaar opened his eyes and turned towards her, looking at her in some surprise.
Sanskaar : What?
Swara (shaking her head) : Kuch nahi! What did you pray for?
Sanskaar : What did YOU pray for?
Swara : Strength.
Sanskaar (puzzled) : Strength?
Swara (nodding, softly) : Strength. I prayed to God to give you strength to fight your demons and lessen your pain. I asked him to give you the strength to be able to succeed in life. I asked him to shower my share of blessings on you so that you can finally be happy…..
Sanskaar’s breath caught!
All of Swara’s prayers were for him. How did one not love a girl like that?
Swara : Now tell me, What did you pray for?
Sanskaar : You.
Swara froze. She had not been expecting that.
Swara (stammering) : Whaa…aat? …. Me?
Sanskaar : You. I asked him to forgive me for hurting you. I thanked him for bringing you in my life. I thanked him for the wonderful bahu my mothers are going to get. And I prayed to God asking him to fulfil all your wishes and desires in life or, At least give me the power to do so. I asked him to allow me to bring you happiness.
Swara stared at him, speechless. Sanskaar had once more proved just how much he cared for her.
Swara : I…… I… um…. I
Suddenly her face grew hot and she found that she was about to cry. Why, She didn’t know? Were they tears of joy? Were they tears of sadness? She didn’t know. But she felt like crying. And she didn’t want to do it in front of him.
So she ran…..

Sanskaar was completely bewildered. One minute Swara was telling something. And the next, She ran away?
Sanskaar stood still for a minute completely confused. Then he began running in the direction Swara had gone. She had not gone out. Of this, he was certain. So she was somewhere in the temple.
Sanskaar : SWARA! Where are you? WHAT HAPPENED?
He ran through the temple courtyard. There was no one other than them at that time. It should have been easy to spot Swara! But she was nowhere to be seen.
His heart began to pound now. Swara was a strong and brave girl. But he still couldn’t stop the fear that was clawing through his mind. Where was Swara?
It suddenly struck him that he could call her. Like all typical TV serial people, He had completely forgotten about the technology they now had. He took his phone to call Swara when he noticed it.
A small piece of cloth on the ground, Orange in colour.
Sanskaar : Swara!
He walked up to the cloth, which was near a pillar. As he went around the pillar, He saw Swara sitting and sobbing. She wasn’t crying or silently weeping. She was sobbing, leaning back against the pillar.
Sanskaar (worried and scared) : SWARA! What happened? Is there something wrong? Why are you crying?
Swara (looking at him, trying to stop her tears) : I don’t know. I don’t know… I don’t…..
Sanskaar knelt down and took her in his arms.
Sanskaar (soothingly) : Shhh…. No need to say anything. Let it all out!
Sanskaar (thinking, guilt-ridden) : Did I do this? Did I cause my strong girl to cry? Sanskaar, You had made a vow that you would never hurt her, but now, it seems like you’re always hurting her. Why can’t you do anything right?
He hugged her tightly so that he could reduce the guilt and pain in his heart.

She cried and cried.
For what, She didn’t know. But she did know that she needed this. She needed Sanskaar to comfort her.
After a while, she stopped and they just sat holding each other. Swara finally let go of him, And they both got up. As she walked away from him, he caught her hand and pulled her back in a tight embrace.
Sanskaar (murmuring in her ear) : Why did you run like that? I almost lost my life not knowing where you were.
Swara closed her eyes and leaned back against him.

Saawariya..saawariya – 2
Raske bhare tore nain saawariya
Raske bhare tore naina
Raske bhare tore nain saawariya
Raske bhare tore naina

(Tadpat hoon din rain saawariya
Tadpat hoon din rain) – 2
Bin dekhe nahi chain saawariya
Bin dekhe naahi chain
Hoo raske bhare tore nain saawariya
Raske bhare tohre nain
Tirkit dha dha dha tirkit dha

Sanskaar made Swara face him and wiped her eyes which were still wet. He kissed each eye and her forehead. Swara cupped his face, which was filled with pain and shook her head no! He wasn’t supposed to worry. She took his hand in hers and kissed them.
Dard jiya ka kaase kahoon main – 2
Tees main kaise boloon
Piyaa binaa main jogan jogan – 2
Ban ke baanwariyaa doloon
Aur na kar bechain saawariya saawariya
Hoo raske bhare tore nain saawariya
Rass ke bhare tore nain
Sanskaar (finally letting go off Swara) : Sorry!
Swara (surprised) : Sorry?
Sanskaar : For yesterday… I’m so sorry Swara….
Swara (before Sanskaar could say anything else) : Stop Sanskaar! First of all, You don’t have to ask sorry. I am the one who needs to ask forgiveness from you. And next, We will have a deal.
Sanskaar : Deal?
Swara : Yes. From today, Our wedding celebrations are going to start. It is a time of joy and fun for both our families and us. I don’t want to let anything spoil that. So, We will not discuss yesterday at all. At least not for the next few days.
Sanskaar smiled and nodded.
Sanskaar : As you wish!
Swara (smiling back) : So Mr Maheshwari, Ready for the next stage in your life?
Sanskaar (winking) : How can I be ready to go to prison, Miss Gadodia?
Swara (scowling) : Prison? Sanskaar Maheshwari! I hate you… Marrying me is like prison? Wait till I get you…
She started chasing Sanskaar who had already begun running, laughing.
Sanskaar : Like always, You can’t catch me.
Swara : Sanskaar Maheshwari! Just you wait… Ganda aadmi!
She ran after him until the car after which they both paused for breath, laughing at each other.
Swara (panting) : Bas bas! I can’t run anymore. I will take my revenge some other way.
Just then, Someone called out to Swara.
Voice : Swara!
Swara and Sanskaar turned to look at the person.
Swara (cheerfully) : Sakshi! What are you doing here? I thought you were supposed to be in Mumbai?
Sakshi ( a forced smile on her lips) : Well… That didn’t work out. Actually, It is nothing. Forget it.
Swara (frowning) : Sakshi, Is something wrong?
Sanskaar ( also looking at her with concern) : What happened Sakshi? Please tell us.
Sakshi took a deep breath and replied.
Sakshi : The man who I love the most left me. No, Not for another woman. He’s not like that. He was going to introduce me to his family. It’s his brother’s wedding. And he was going to introduce me to his family. But yesterday, When we met in Mumbai, He told he couldn’t see me anymore. I don’t know what the problem is.
Swara : Are you sure there’s no other girl?
Sakshi : Yes Swara! He’s not like that… And his family don’t mind love marriages as well. Sure, I’m not a Marwadi like they are but his Bhabhi is a Bengali and they didn’t care. He has just converted his thoughts into some twisted logic and now doesn’t want to see me. I tried putting sense into him, but maybe he needed a few days off.
Swara hugged her and Sanskaar tousled her hair.
Swara : Don’t worry. I have complete confidence that you will get him back. If he truly loves you, He will come back to you. Go inside and pray. You’ll feel much better.
Sakshi nodded gratefully and smiled.
Sakshi : Anyways, You know what this means? It means I can attend all the functions in your wedding after all!
Swara (smiling) : That’s great! Today is the Mehendi… I’ll text you the address. You have to come. I’m so sorry to leave like this, Par bahut saari tayariyan karni hai.
She hugged her once more and Sanskaar gave their good-byes and they left.
Swara (In the car) : I hope that man, whoever he is, realises his mistake and goes back to Sakshi.
Sanskaar : Haan Swara. Even I hope he does. Chalo… Now I’ll drop you home. We have a lot of things to do today.

Sanskaar parked in front of Swara’s house and looked at her.
Sanskaar : The process of Miss Gadodia to Mrs Maheshwari starts today. Are you ready?
Swara (smiling) : I was born ready, My dear! But I am, If you are.
They chuckled and Swara got down.
As Sanskaar was about to leave, Swara tapped the window and he stopped.
Swara : Isn’t that Laksh’s car?
Sanskaar (surprised) : It is. And Adarsh’s as well. When did he return from Mumbai… He wasn’t due until this evening. Hmmm… Looks like everyone is here. But for what?
Swara( puzzled) : Pata nahi! Let’s go and see.
They entered the drawing room to see two different world wars happening. Well, perhaps civil war… World was a bit of an exaggeration.

Annapurna : Sharmishta Ji! If I tell that we are going to help with today’s preparations, it means we are. That’s all.
Sharmishta : Par… Why do you want to take so much tension. I’ll do na..
Sujata : No Sharmishta ji! We like doing this.
Swara rolled her eyes and looked at Sanskaar amused who was looking at the other side where their siblings were arguing like little children.
Ragini : My sister will win.
Laksh (agreeing with her) : Yes, Swara will win. My bestie!
Uttara (indignantly) : Laksh bhai! You are going against your brother?
Adarsh : Chhod na Uttara! We both can defeat them anyday. We don’t need him.
Laksh : Oye hello…..
They continued bickering and Swara and Sanskaar shook their heads looking at them. They looked at each other, smiling, nodded and shouted.
Both : STOP!
The rest of them turned and looked at the two surprised.
Swara : Oh hello! What is happening here? This is a wedding, not a boxing match.
Sumi : Beta voh…
Sanskaar : Ma! We heard everything. And the solution is so simple.
Sujata : It is?
Swara : Haan! See, Now Badi Ma and Mom want to help. Toh let them help. Ma, That way you can help them during the Sangeet there tomorrow and they can’t tell anything.
The three elderly ladies looked at each other stunned and then chuckled.

AP : Best solution ever. We needn’t have argued needlessly.
Sumi : Achcha! Ab chaliye… I will show you the completed preparations for today.
The three left the room leaving the youngsters alone.
Sanskaar : And why were you fighting?
Ragini : These two (pointing to Adarsh and Uttara) are in Sanskaar’s team and Laksh and I are in Swara’s.
Swara : Yes, I got that. But why?
Uttara (incredulously) : Swara bhabhi? What do you mean why? Sangeet me competition toh hoga na… And who will stop the girls’ side from taking my bhai’s slippers? We need to be prepared for everything. Which is why we are forming teams. Except Laksh (shooting him a dirty look) has decided to turn traitor…
Laksh : Arre! I am no traitor! I am going to support my best friend, That’s all.
He went and gave Swara a side hug as she chuckled.
Swara : Haan! My draamebaaz will support me only.
Sanskaar (fake shock) : Bhai ho tum? Itna bada dhoka!!!
Adarsh (patting Sanskaar’s back ) : Chhod na bhai! I am there for you na… Aur hamari Uttara bhi! Laksh nahi chahiye!
Laksh : Yeah yeah… Even I don’t want to be part of the losing team. Aur haan… Karan is also in our team.
Adarsh : Arre… Yeh cheating hai! Three there and two here.
Laksh : Toh, Even you find a girl na.. Then she will be in your team.
Everyone burst out laughing and didn’t notice Adarsh’s smile disappearing.
Sanskaar : Vaise Adarsh! You were in Mumbai na? And you were supposed to come only in the evening. Then what happened?
Adarsh (fake smile) : Well, My meeting with the museum director got postponed to next month… So I took an earlier flight, that’s all…
Sanskaar : Accha!
Laksh : Ok.. We will continue this fight later. Abhi, We have lots of work to do.
Uttara and Ragini : Haan chalo!
The four of them left the room leaving a laughing Swara and Sanskaar behind.
Swara : Sab log kitne khush hai na Sanskaar!
Sanskaar : Haan… And it’s all because of you.
Swara : No.. It’s all because of us…..
Sanskaar (smiling) : Mr Maheshwari and Miss Gadodia…
Swara : Mr Maheshwari and I!!!
So… This is the chapter… What did you think? Too emotional? Or balanced between fun and sadness??
I guess I spoiled the meaning of the stars and all… I just wanted to include it bcos I too love stars.. ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›
Soo…. Sakshi’s back…. And you all can probably guess why she’s here… What’s gonna happen in her life?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
Btw… Suggest people to act as karan and sakshi.. It’s very annoying having a blurred face…
SO give ur opinions.. .and remember Adarsh and Ragini while doing so…
And last but not the least…

When I told about myself in the last chapter, I was thinking maybe I had made a mistake, Maybe it would sound like I was seeking sympathy…
But you guys were soo sweet.. I really don’t know what to tell you guys…
And the fact that you decided to share something about ur lives as well…. Thank you soo much for trusting me.
I now feel like I’ve become really close with you all and am immensely thankful to have friends and sisters.
Ohh… I also wrote the prologue for my next one, It’s still untitled so read it and give suggestions for an apt title…


I will start this after I finish MMAI or as soon as hols start and I get some time…

And do read this analysis.. It has some unmentioned stories from before… So please read it once and try reading them.. A girl called Akira has written it!

Swasan fanfictions analysis


Credit to: Anjali


  1. arohi

    hey anju as usual awesome!!!!!!
    i guess adarsh is the one sakshi was talking about right??
    umm… about sakshiโ€˜s role make it anyone else than parineeta (from the serial . even adarsh is cute na he should get someone better than her ๐Ÿ™‚ )
    nd karan can be karan tacker or jay soni their pair was good in sanskar darohar apnon ki serial

    well it can be anyone else u like dear

    • Anjali

      Heyyy Arohi!!!

      Lol… Adarsh is the one….
      I’ll think about ur suggestions..

      And anyone else like me… Aww…. Soo sweet of you :* :*


  2. Sree harini

    Finally you did it ….but seems like a lenghty episode and I can’t strain my eyes before sleeping. So I will book mark and read it tomorrow

    So you may think why am I here..just greedy to be first but I am not sure about it. Have a good sleep dear.

    Keep smiling, idk why I said that but do keep smiling…lol.

    • Anjali


      I am soo glad you decided to listen to Dr Anjali and are taking lots of rest…

      Health comes before anything else….

      Lol.. You were not first.. But don’t worry… Each and every comment is close to my heart.. First or last, Farak nahi padhta mijhe ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      And yes, UR comment made me smile after such a bad day.. And now I can’t stop!!! ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

  3. Hi Anjali.. missed u dear ๐Ÿ™‚
    mixed emotions.. joy n sorrow.. n about stars it’s too positive n d way described d moon also mean to us in some or other way.. it’s too good episode n come soon with next update.. ๐Ÿ™‚
    love u 2 dear ๐Ÿ™‚

    • Anjali

      Thanxxx Falguni!!!!

      Missed u too!!!! :* :*

      Am soo glad you liked my stars theory… I was feeling a bit weird thinking it wasn’t nice… But seeing the response here… Made me sooo happy….

      LOVE YOU!!!

      Will upload only tom…. As I have phy uni pracs tom!! ๐Ÿ™

  4. Too gud, was waiting for ur ff.

    My suggestions:
    Karan- jai from sankar daroar apanon ki(hero from thejus previous series. Ithink he is good as a teacher)
    Sakshi- I don’t know sorry

    • Anjali

      Thnxxx sooo much jane!!!

      I think a new name??
      Sorry!! Can’t recall!!! ๐Ÿ™

      Hmm… Will def think about ur suggestions… Thnxx again… ๐Ÿ˜€

  5. Sakshi

    Anju,the episode was just awsm.It totally contains all types of feelings wether it us emotions,love,family bonding,friendship.
    Oh my god what a twist dear.
    AADRSH AND SAKSHI sounds intetesting.
    Very excited for the twist.
    Plzz upload nxt part asap
    Keep smiling dear

    • Anjali

      Aww… Thnxxx Sakshi!!!

      Glad you liked it!!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Sakshi and Adarsh!! Yupp….
      Don’t worry… Won’t be that huge a twist and all…

      But this is a family story.. And I wanted to focus on something different as well… ๐Ÿ™‚

      Will upload next tom most probably.. ๐Ÿ™‚

  6. unab

    Hi anjali . I think this is the first time I am commenting on your ff. Firstly thanks a lot for the soothing words. I’m referring the words which shekar told his daughters about life . I was in a deep dismay and it helped me relieve a bit. Once again a big thank you. Yours is one of the ffs I would love to read. It is so awesome as always. I am yet to read your other ffs. But I will try reading and will comment too. I hv to mention that your words now adorn my WhatsApp status.

    • unab

      I feel Karan Tacker can be imagined to be playing the role of Karan opposite ragini and about Sakshi I don’t have any idea as I hardly watch Hindi serials being a Tamilian.

    • Anjali

      Hii unab!!!1
      First of all… Thank you soo much for coming forward and commenting..
      ANOTHER NEW NAME!! Am sooo happy!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      And I’m sooo sorry to hear that you were sad… I hope everything is alright… And will pray it becomes fine soon…. Please don’t be sooo sad… Life isn’t worth this much sadness!!!
      You can always talk to me if ur in trouble… ๐Ÿ™‚

      Am soo glad my words calmed you down!!! Don’t tell thank you and all….

      I have completed one more ff…. This is only my second.. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ But i have written the prologue for my third!! ๐Ÿ˜€

      Wow… Whatsapp status… My words?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      Will think about ur suggestion thnxx…

      HEY, I’m A TAMILIAN TOO!!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      *High five*

  7. Neha

    Ah so emotional epi is over n swasan are back… Their hug was so deep n intense for me I think a much needed one to let go off of both their friends…..

    World War like seriously haha two groups formed elders youngsters n swasan controllers…. I think sakshi is for adarsh n if she is not gonna negative then let parineeta to be her n for karan well I don’t know if u know him or not I would suggest pearl v puri #abeer from badtameez dil… He is too one of my fav but not more than vk….. U know it na??

    One more thing anju now no more emotional epis till swasan wedding didn’t get a proper wedding of their in SR but here I want OK so u better do that ?…..love u a lot sissy tc ?

    • Neha

      N anju really dk about stars n moon u know not so philosophical…. Umm I’m a greedy sleeper whenever gets time just hug my bed so sorry for here so don’t know aur ek baar so jaun toh subah hi neend khule….. N u know my mom just praises me for that ?? so much of praising u know….. ?

    • Anjali

      Lol… I’ve always been philosophical..
      Ur so lucky u can sleep as soon as ur head touches the pillow… I lay awake for hours or at least some time before I finally sleep!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      And yupp Neha!!

      Swasan are back…. Their hug was one I liked writing a lot…No words needed.. just staying with each other!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€


      And yeah, I do know pearl… ๐Ÿ™‚

      Will think about ur suggestions.. ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      About nomore emotional epis, That I really can’t say anything.. Bcos as you know… I don’t plan it all beforehand ๐Ÿ™‚
      I write what comes to my mind… But I will promise you that if there are emotional epis, I will balance it out with fun and frolic…

      Swasan will get a Dhamaka wedding here..

      Well hopefully… Depends if I can write that well.. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      LOVE YOU TOO SIS!!! :* :*

      • Neha

        U know pearl wow but babes so late comment u know I was waiting n got scoldings in return from mom aaj bahot sunaya mumma ne….. Ur exams weren’t good physicssss oh it’s irritating do well in semesters yaar but mood off mat rakh doesn’t suits u actually doesn’t suits to anyone… Always smiling faces I love smiling faces…

        I hope sree bahot hase Mera comment padhke ???

  8. angel

    Superb as usual sweety….loved it….the care of swasan for each other is breath taking….sakshi re entered.. Guy might be adarsh or Karan I guess…but as u said begali bhabhi so guess adarsh…..keep writing….wt abt ur exams?post asap

    • Anjali

      Thank you sooo much Angel!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Glad you loved it sooo much!!

      Yes, Sakshi has come back and Guy is Adarsh!!! not karan….

      My models have got over.. But my uni pracs have begun and will on until monday…

      Will post tom!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

  9. Shraddha

    Ok so lucky me?
    Tomo I ve Data structures Lab n these progs are turning out to be pain in the ass n that’s wen I decided to check this out n look whom I found?
    Anjaliii………… This was soooo good I can’t tell u!!!!
    Every bit of it … stars n moon n their convo n temple scene specially wish wala wasssss fabbbb?
    It wasn’t like the normal wish that they do it really resembled the current situation n dat really impressed me…..
    Den the fun part was great too totally balanced episode ….
    N sanskaar s bhai hai tu?? Wala dialogue lol I cud imagine his face??
    Hahahah n den Adarsh n Sakshi the new Jodi eh??
    Den suggestion oh God I literally am googli g tejaswis face n seeing who cud match better
    Ehh… It’s very difficult u decide sm 1
    Now have a nyc day sweety….
    Ur soo cute saw ur dp
    N my nick name is pending sorry I cudnt check the previous episode wala comment box…..
    Ur very cute like my Golu molu sister??????

    • Anjali

      Ur nick name…. VAISHUU KI BACCHI ( ijust love saying that ๐Ÿ˜› ) confused me and now Idk what to give you…. So will continue thinking….

      *thinks hard*

      Thnxx Shraddha!!! Aww… Golu molu ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Lol… U actually googled?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      Fine… Will def think of someone….. And yupp…. Adashi is the new jodi!!!

      How did it go??

      Thnxx…. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      Glad you felt it was balanced…

      And ppl actually liked the stars scene… ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
      I didn’t actually expect that… I was a bit unhappy when i re-read it after submitting … But the response here makes me haapy!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Lol… <3 <3 VK

      • Shraddha

        Think think n let me know??
        Waise Shraddha is quite a nyc name so just dekhna it shud be like dat OK??
        N yea lab went well…..
        So how is this new Jodi gonna afffect my SwaSan huh???

  10. Dhara

    Finally writer’s block defeated ๐Ÿ™‚ happy to see you back. It was emotional rather funny.

    • Anjali

      Yep, Writer’s block failed today!!!!

      Thnxx Dhara di!!!!

      Glad u liked it ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ And the star theory…

      This really relieves me a lot!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      And will def think of ur suggestions…

      DRASHTI <3 <3

  11. sweety

    Hey anjali….this episode was extremely awesome yaar…….was a bit emotional too but fabulous dear……..must say yaar u really inspired me even by this update……and yes I really liked that stars part yaar it was really inspiring that what ever circumstances may be we should never lose hope……..and I do agree like how stars lits dark sky,a little hope can lit our heart……
    Anyways it was awesome dear……

    And I feel the person whom sakshi loves is adarsh……
    Waiting for next update…….

    • Anjali

      Heyyy Sweety!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Glad you loved the star theory and what a beautiful summary of it!!! <3 <3 <3

      Yess…. Sakshi loves adarsh!!!!

      Will upload tom!!!

    • Anjali

      Kill Sanskaar ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      How can I kill my love???

      Don’t worry jjjjjj (6 j’s …. Sorry if i made a mistake) ๐Ÿ˜›

      Sanskaar won’t die…

  12. Anu

    Okay starting with the start. The moon and stars concept was superb. So deep. Even I heard about the stars thing but all such philosophical talks are by my friend Divya. So that was something I really liked.

    And again, Swasan hiding their emotions.

    When u wrote she could feel the heat I thought she would blush. Sanskar praising a girl like that if that would have been me I swear I would have died blushing. God!!!

    He’s so cute <3<3

    Love you sis! And read the prologue and commented too. I guess.

    Anyways. Waiting for that story too. But please don't end this soon. I wanna read more and more and more!

    • Anjali

      Heyy sis!!!!

      Now, Why does everyone think I’m going to end this soon??? I have no intentions of finishing this story quickly… I will write this until I feel yes, this has to be the end…
      So don’t worry… MMAI isn’t going to disappear just bcos I have started thinking about my next one ๐Ÿ™‚

      Pagal ladki!!! ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      Arre… Nazar mat lagvao meri Sanskaar ko!!! ;/ ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      Anyways, Am sooo glad you liked the epi Anu!!!
      I am very philosophical and I absolutely love similies and analogies… <3 ๐Ÿ™‚

      Yupp.. So irritating na, them hiding their emotions… ;/
      Pagal log!!! Par kya karein??

    • Anu

      I’m jhalli. And Sanskar is mine! Only mine! Kidding lol. We have to share every cell of his cause he has gotta huge set of admirers. But anyway! Happy to read that u r not ending this so even after I stop writing I can enjoy reading ur and Sree’s ff. Love you ! โค

      • Anjali

        Awww…. Love you too…. Am realy gonna miss ur writing… But it’s 12th.. So won’t tell anything…

        But u HAVE to come and chat with me… OK??

        Sanskaar kaash meri hota!!! I would be in the seventh heaven ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

  13. sujata

    Hey anjie babe’s I am back…
    Episode was truely emotional… previousep was also the same sorry dr for nt commenting on the previous one… exams u know. ..
    I just wish jald se jald swara should propose sanskar n I wanna c sanskar’s reaction…
    True it will b his happiest as well as saddest day as a whole….
    N ovio sakshi was talking about adarsh… let’s see wat new twist sakshi will bringin swasan life….
    Missed you as hell anjie….?
    Actually missed whole TU. ..
    Love ya ?
    Waiting for the next ?

    • Anjali

      MY SU is baaaaack!!!!!

      Glad you liked it… No prob!! I understand….

      So ur exams are over now??

      Lol… Will try to fulfil ur wish asap!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      Sakshi <3 Adarsh!!!

      Not that much of a twist and all… But let's see!!!

      MISSED YOU TOO!!!! LOVE YOU <3 <3 <3

      Will post next tom!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      • Yup over for just now..
        Nxt Monday also exam…
        Huh… I m tired of it…??…

        Waiting for the next anjie…
        Love you loads ?

  14. Natasha

    Hey Anju Darling!!! its awesome…loved star & moon concept…I also like stars..same pinch..And it was lil bit emotional…BT again fab..

    and Sakshi is talking about adarsh..lts c wat will hppn next…

    plz don’t end this so soon…I wanna read this more and more..

    love u loads anju baby..??????

    • Anjali

      Heyyy Nats!!!! :* :* :*

      Glad you liked it a lot!!!!! <3 <3 <3

      And don't worry baby… Not going to end this soon….So chill!!!

      LOVE YOU TOO BABY!!!! <3 <3

  15. stoneheart

    amazing anjali ji… and I love ur dp always.. I hope he tells her everything soon…

    • Anjali

      Thanksss Ji!!!
      aww… so sweet of you…
      Glad u loved it ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

    • Anjali

      Heyy pavani!! Another new name….

      Well, sanskaar considers DP to be his role model… And when DP died at the age of 42 and Sanskaar was just 20 at that time, It affected him so much that he thought that how can he live beyond 42, when the greatest man he knew died so early…

      He just feels like he can never be old and live happily as his bade papa didn’t get the chance to do so!!

  16. jaf

    It was amazing anjali….
    I think its Adarsh who is Sakshi’s bf.
    Lets see….
    Thnk u for the wonderful episode…

    • Anjali

      Thnxxx Jaf!!! :* :* :*

      Glad u liked it!!! <3 <3 <3

      And yup, It's Adarsh and Sakshi!!!

  17. Tvisha

    awesome.. today was awesome sorry I couldn’t comment last time…

    I really love SwaSan bondings specially the morning scene when they woke up ๐Ÿ™‚

    please upload next part soon I am waiting for mehendi functions and please keep the secret really suspensive!!!!!

    It was really emotional too………..

    your new ff is really awesome please continue and waitng for SWASAN!!!!!

    • Anjali

      Pls don’t tell sorry Tvisha!!! I don’t like it… ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      Thnxxx… Glad u liked it a lot!!!!

      Secret… Will let’s see… How long I can keep it now….

      Will upload tomorrow!!! <3 <3

      Glad u loved the new ff as well… ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

  18. From nepal

    Awww i just loved it….. waise there is not a single chapter that i have not loved….. hehe…

    N stars are my favourite i dnt knw why but i just love the sparks in them…..

    I read the prologue it was awesome….. do it mean that mr maheshwari and i is coming to the end……. oh no i love ur mr maheshwari anjali….. i will miss him like hell…… ๐Ÿ™‚

    By the way i also read all the chapter of path to happiness and i must say what a growth from there to here….

    Frankly speaking that ff was just ok but u improved so much after chapter 18 in path to happiness….. hope u dnt mind……

    And mr maheshwari and i is my favorite now….. i hope i did not offend any one….. ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰

    Are your exams over or still the tourchure is in ur head….. lol…
    Coz i m going through the same tourchure…too much to study but i cant ignore tu u know i cant miss few of the ff they are just awesome…. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
    Reading them makes my day….

    Anyway tekcare my lil angel….and of course ur dp u are cute bubbly girl…love u loads… :* :*

    • Anjali

      Sooo sweet of you dii!!!!!

      I have always loved stars… Ever since I was a young girl!!! <3 <3

      Glad u liked the prologue… But don't worry… MMAI is not going to end right now… ๐Ÿ™‚ Chill!!!!

      And you read Path to happiness as well.. Aww… Am soo glad you did…

      YEah… Ik that was not good at all…. I wrote that just to prove to myself that I can finish what I start… Have a very bad habit of leaving things in between… ๐Ÿ™
      Also I wanted to practice my vocab and way of presenting… So a warm up act you could say…

      But I will always love that story… It's my first ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ I wrote it for me more than anyone else… And MMAI, I'm writing it for myself again… But I do want to share this with the world… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      Well, I don't know how to describe what I feel for these two stories… But I guess you get it??

      And thnxx soo much for noticing the growth…

      Ur fave?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      This is such an honour!!!

      LOVE YOU DI!!!!! <3 <3 <3

      Well, Model exams are over… But have my uni practical exams until monday!!!!

      Ik how u feel…. *happy tears for reading books*

      Aww… Cutee and bubbly?? ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜› Thnxxx

      • From Nepal

        yes anji your growth is tremendous…….. and its a relief that MMAI is not going to end soon….. How can i explain you he is just my favorite….. i read many novels but never have i ever loved any fictional character like i do with this MR maheshwari…..

        All the best for the exams…… Love u my angel…. :* :*

  19. Eva

    That star thingi was awesome…star lit the sky..and I believe that stars can only shine when there is darkness…Anjali..another awesome episode….star means hope here…nice thought and swasan bonding…I loved it…??

  20. Sueรฑo

    Hy my dea……. It ws soo touched……. I don knw y?? Frm past two epi’s I can feel d pain of both of thm….. It ws in deed intense n emotional….. Bt thn d way swara handled d situ ws awesme…….. Need a lot of guts to do so…….. I’m waiting to see wn sanky vl realise tht evrybody hd to die one day……. N swara vl nvr laugh on him….. Pagal ladka……??
    Latr part ws so much fun to read………??

    U knw wt I don’t want ths ff to stop atal…….. I jus lov it d most……. ” No offence fr othr authors bt ths s my frst fav ff n thn comes Anu’s ” these two I die to read……..

    Love u to universe……. Ummahh…….???? My dearest TE…….. Update as soon as possible…… Missing ur ff terribly…….. PlZzzzzzzzzz………..

    • Anu

      And that’s so sweet <3<3
      And yeah Anju again!!! Please don't end this yaar ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

    • Anjali

      MY SUENO!!!!! <3 <3 <3

      Well… They had to show their pain now… Have held it for too long… ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      Am glad you loved it though!!!! <3 <3

      I m not gonna stop it sweetie…..


      Missing my ff?? But you just read a chapter ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜›

      Will ulpoad only tom!!1 Have phy uni pracs tom!! ๐Ÿ™

  21. Dharsha

    Yaar only u could make this I guess……
    A lot of philosophy that too in a very simple yet understandable very easily…..?
    The stars and the moon signifying hope in a dark night always connects us with the hope in our heart to lead a happy life…?

    Then swara crying for no reason ( I thought it resembles me…..though not that situation but mostly I cry for no reason maybe the reason is unknown to myself )is just so very much natural I guess….

    And both of them hiding their love and emotions…..awhhhh I must say it’s perfect for now….???coZ we need wedding joy now….right???

    And I think sakshi is adarsh’s girlfriend (just a guess but seems like that is right)….

    It’s a request please don’t end this ff for that new ff…..I know it may sound stupid but I really want to read this more and more than that but will read that also..???coz u r my fav. Writer….

    Love u loads???

    • Anjali

      Thnxx Dharsha!!! <3 <3 <3

      Soo sweet of you to telll that!!

      Lol…. Even I cry rarely for no reason at times… That's y i decided to include it….

      Perfect?? Aww….. <3 <3

      Adarsh <3 Sakshi!!!

      And am not gonna end this for the new one… Don't worry…. Will write both… or will finish this completely!!! And then start….

      Fav writer ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      What an honour!!!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ :* :*
      Thank u sooo much!!!!

      • Dharsha

        A request to u from me (my side)….. Please accept the request if u r free???please please please visit the prologue of ur new ff if u can…..
        I mean u visit if u r free (coZ u r having xams right….all the best for it)

  22. Shreya

    Oh Anjali..! So you are back again, huh..? N yeah thank you so much for the link.. It really helped e a lot to read all your episodes.. N I read them all at a go..!
    I must say dea uh are a gifted writer.. And I was all the time cursing myself for missing a beautiful love story..! Uh know what I couldn’t sleep at night as I was all the time thinking about your ff..
    How old are you..? And where you from?
    And of course I luv uh so very much..! Stay blessed.. And keep us engages with stories..! โ™ฅ

    • Shreya

      Dea… Will you help with o e more thing..? Please yell me how to change the pic that appears when I comment.. The Grey one here..! It’s really annoying..! Pleas help me out love..โ™ฅ

    • Anjali

      Heyy Shreya!!!!
      I don’t know what to tell u after the wonderful surprise u gave me,,, ๐Ÿ™‚ :* :* :*
      All at a go??

      How long did that take?? ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      Lol… Cursing urself… Don’t do that and all…. My story doesnt deserve soo much and all….

      Arre… Not sleeping?? Boo… Promise youll sleep from now on… As I said, It may be good but not worthy enough to lose ur sleep….

      I am 18 baby, And am in Chennai!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      What about u???

      LOVE YOU TOO!!!!

      Btw, U told ur writing a ff?? About swasan?? Post the link… I will try to read it asap….

      As for the changing ur dp, I have posted a link in the prev epi where I’ve explained in detail… So go check it out there… Sorry for not being able to tell now…

      Am studying for pracs exam tom!!!

      • Shreya

        Anjali..! Your ff is worth every praise and love that uh are getting..!
        N chennai.. Ohh.. I love that city.. That’s the place where from where I got the idea of learning bharatnatyam.. N see I’ve been learning it for 8 years now.. N I love dancing now.. ! I even represented my institute in Singapore.. N got many prizes..
        Oh god where I went.. ! I really get carried away when it comes to dance..!
        Anyway I am turned 18 a few days back.. N I am from Udaipur , Rajasthan..!
        N yeah the ff link.. http://www.tellyupdates.com/lets-fall-love-chapter-5/#comment-1177774
        Hope you like it..!
        Love uh too..! โ™ฅ?
        And dear thank you for the info.. Hope I will soon update my pic..!
        Hugs and kisses.. ! ?โ™ฅ

      • Shreya

        And dea I ended up finding nothing.. Please it would be a great thing if you tell me how RO change the dp.. Its really getting difficult to fins one comment among thousands of them..! Please please please..! ?

      • Anjali

        Lol… Love chennai??

        Ur the first person to say that… I like chennai!! But I’m a blore girl at heart!!! <3 <3

        And sooo sorry for not explaining the dp thing… But I can see that u managed to change it!!!! <3 <3 <3

        HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

        So, I'm older than u… hmm….

        And dance for 8 years… wooow…. ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ


        And i will read ur ff… Surely.. Tommm!!!!! Will be free for a day tom…. ๐Ÿ™‚

      • Shreya

        The one in the peach colored top..! Left one..! Will post a single dp after a few days..Probably.!

  23. Meghs

    Its fabulous … Stars n moon part too awsome.. I do love stars.. The darkness of sky is avoid in stars shine..

    Sad n funny today part..
    Swasan hide their emotions ..n the family fight for arrangement n hlbro sis gight being team for sangeet was nice…

    Sakshi is adarsh gf i feel by this progress …

    Pls don’t end this asap … Its my one of favourite one yaar..

    • Anjali

      Aww…. Thnxxx MEghs!!!!
      I love stars soooo much!!! <3 <3 <3

      Yupp It is adashi!!!!

      And no, Am not gonna end this soon…. Fave one?? So sweet :* :*

  24. We all love u too anjali.. It’s always a treat to read ur ff .. Sorry won’t write much in detail… I am damn busy.. Last exam on head???

    • Anjali

      LOVE YOU RIYA!!!!


      And All the best!!
      Don’t worry… Finish ur exams… Then we can talk peacefully!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

  25. Vinita

    Anjali it is superb!! supar se bhi upar!!!! Awesome!!!! Even i like stars!!!!!!!!!!
    You are really a talented girl!!

  26. Juan

    Hi anju
    The epi was fabulous. I think my reply to our last conversation is not been posted by telly updates.

    I want say to say that from nowards no sorries ?
    I am glad that u r helping me by suggesting books.
    The genres i like the most is romance, fiction, horror, drama and mystery.

    I must say that the way u said about moon and star was fab!! Even i luv stars a lot?

    U r really a true frnd dear. I’m very happy that i got a frnd or a sis like u. Can i consider u as sis ? ?

    Luv u…. ??

    • Anjali

      OFC… You can consider me as asis… :* :*

      Glad you loved it juan!!! <3 <3 <3

      And yupp… No more sorries….

      I will give u suggestions for books asap… Actually have uni pracs!!! ๐Ÿ™

      LOVE YOU TOO!!!!

      And yeah, My name on fb is Anjali Ramprasad… My dp is the same one as this emblem pic!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      • Juan

        Thanku dear 4 accepting me as ur sis and helping me in suggesting books

        I tried my best but couldn’t find u in fb

        Luv u ???

  27. Rai

    Anjali..how are u?? u wanted to talk to me..nats told me..sorry for late..I was not in a mood of talking..I lost everything anjali..U all plzzz always kp smiling..I lost my smile..my happiness.. so want to c ur smile…am alone in this big world..

    • Anjali


      You don’t know… You have no idea how happy I am to finally see you here….

      I completely understand… I understand exactly how u feel right now….
      Well…. maybe not exactly… But almost!!!

      You know when Nats told me, I thought of so many things to tell that would or could comfort you… But now that you’re finally here…. I remember just how hard it is…… How alone you feel even while everyone’s there, whenever you see the smile that used to be on ur face on someone else’s…

      I will definitely smile for you… I will…. But whatever you have lost, I’m very sure that you will get it back dugni or triply….

      I am always here for you Rai…. Doesn’t matter if we don’t know each other very well…. Doesn’t matter that I don’t know what ur suffering…. Doesn’t matter that I have no idea where ur studying…

      Whatever the case, If u want to talk to me, I will be here… And though u feel alone right now, U will soon realise that he is there with you, ur parents are there with you and all ur friends….
      nats, Mouli everyone!!!

      And don’t worry… I never expected you to read now… Concentrate on ur studies…..

      Read when ur ready!!!

      LOVE YOU!!! <3 <3

    • Anjali

      I have no idea if this comment will comfort you or not…..

      I’m soo sorry if it hurt you more!!

      • Rai

        No Anjali..U didn’t hurt me…Nd I know u all are there for me…

        I want to smile…cz he loved my smile..but I can’t …wn the reason of my smile is not here how can I smile???? I lost everything… whom I wanna c always in front of me he is not here…And he won’t be not here forever…everybody is here around me…but am alone…am trying my best to smile only for him..But I can’t..

        whenever Am thinking that he is not here just cz of me…I killed him…he saved me..but I can’t save him ..then I am just wanting to kill myself..I have no r8 to live…

        I saw him dying in front of me…I can’t do anything except watching silently..He was my childhood bestie…we are together 16yrs..now am alone..he left me..

        nywys..sorry for emotional talks…and Nats is typing on behalf of me..cz my hand is injured…

      • Anjali

        I told u no telling sorry…. boo….

        Ik how it feels when you think it is ur fault that someone is dead…
        I lived with that feeling for three yrs after mumma passed away…….

        You think bcos he saved you, he lost his life…. You don’t deserve to live? But this is soo not the way to repay him…
        HE wanted u to be happy, live a full life… Succeed in it….

        Self reproach isn’t going to help at all, my dear!!!

        Until 8th, I was so sure that God was going to punish me bcos I made my mom sleep for an extra half an hour with me and then bcos she was in a hurry to go to office, she got into an accident…

        You don’t know how long I kept that guilt within me… Couldn’t even tell my dad bcos he was hurting like hell… I was a wreck for a while but didn’t let anyone see it….

        You may be wondering how I got over the guilt… I am not willing to share that just yet… It’s a bit too personal for me…

        But just remember, It’s not his death that signifies him in ur life… It’s his warm-heartedness, his smile, his words and his personality that you need to remember…

        Again sorry if i hurt u…

        And pls take care of urself!!! Nats… HII!!!!

  28. Rai

    And sorry…I didn’t read ur chapter..am not in mood..I’ll read wn I’ll fl ok…sorry for that anjali..kp writing..kp smiling..

    • Hi rai..u have to be strong dear..for the one u love..you must have courage to face every situation.. I know its tough but I also know that u r strong enough to handle it.. Anyhow life has to move on dear..

      • Rai

        I know Richa…am trying..but I can’t..It’ll take time..am soooo lucky that I have so many friends… and sorry for late rp dear..I can’t typ now..my hand is injured now..so my friend is typing on behalf of me..c was not free since morning..so..

    • Its alright Rai..plz take care of yourself and your hand as well..hope to see you soon..perfectly fine..mentally and physically..

  29. Meher

    Aww I just love that father daughter moment in flashback….

    Don’t end this ?

  30. Dev

    Hey anjali…sory yaar cudnt read in mornin due to d preparation for my worst hated subjct chemistry…..now im on bed aftr my sems….wah feeling so happy ……..bt bad colg …….it reopens on june 1?????…..
    Well a vry nc epi….n bye im going to sleep…..
    Love u lots…hugs….n i think sakshis lovr is adarsh….
    Ok byee…zzzzzzzzz

    • Anjali

      Stop telling sorry Dev…
      I’ll get angry otherwise… I’ve told u before… Late comment or not, It doesn’t matter…..

      Wow… U hate chem?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      Never known someone who hates that….

      HAWW!!!! You finished ur exams

      *super jealous* * annoyed*

      Glad u liked it though… And yeah it is….

      LOVE YOU!!!! <3 <3 <3

  31. tani

    Its fabulous โ€ฆ Stars n moon
    part too awsome
    Sad n funny today part..
    Swasan hide their emotions…liked it
    Please don’t end this yaar…it’s my humble request….

    • Anjali

      Thnxxx Tani!!!!

      Glad u loved it!!! <3 <3 <3

      And am not gonna end this… Don't worry ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

  32. Hi anji..my frnd..
    I have to apologize to u for so many things.. Ugh…let me begin now.. 1st of all sorry for late comment.. And sorry I couldn’t comment on ur last ep.. Read it today only.. I have my exams u know and it really sucks..but that’s life anyway..
    And ya about last episode.. Amazing.. I almost cried seeing sanky so hurt..but u expressed all emotions so well.. And then thanku so much for sharing ur personal details wid us..about moon and wolf.. Wherever ur mother may be..trust me she must be very happy and proud of you dear..

    Now about today’s episode.. Light and refreshing.. U make me imagine the whole scenario in front of my eyes as if I m already present there..love you for this dear..
    U r a very sweet and Caring frnd.. Are u there on fb?? If yes please tell me how do I recognize you..

    • Anjali

      Richa!!! I don’t want to talk to you at all……


      How could you do this yaar????

      And no, I am not angry that you weren’t present for the last epi… AM ANNOYED THAT UR TELLING SORRY SIMPLY… How many times have i told u not to do that… *Huffing angrily* And as for late comment…

      Pagal ho kya??

      Exams are way more important than my story… Okk…..

      Now Because I love you a lot, I’m going to forgive you….

      Thnxxx ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Awww….. Glad u loved both the chapters soo much!!!! And for ur sweet words….

      LOVE YOU!!!!

      I am there on fb…
      Anjali Ramprasad

      My dp is the same as this emblem pic

  33. Needhi Singh

    Hi Anjali,
    Superb update. …….
    Loved Sanskaar to the core .
    He is such a sweetheart .
    Your philosophy about moon and stars is quite motivating and encouraging.Even i love them a lot .
    Felt sorry for Swasan but got relieved too after Swara’s outburst and Sanskaar’s care.
    I genuinely fell for this Sanskaar.He is a darling and that line “I almost lost my life, not knowing where you are” just nailed every emotions of him.
    Their families r so caring and humble.
    I wish everyone has same fate like Swara’s …………….
    Super excitd for mehendi.
    How’s your exam???
    Take care of yourself ,don’t be careless like Sree .
    Finally got some relief from extreme hotness as first rain shower came today.
    Love u.

    • Anjali

      Heyy Needhi ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Aww…. thnxx…. Glad u liked it!!!!

      Motivating?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
      I love nature… Trees, Sky, water…

      But my favourite is the sky and water…. I just love them both… so vast and crystal clear….. <3 <3

      Nailed the emotions??? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ


      Lol… Ikr… Having Sanskaar as ur husband <3 <3 :*

      My exam is ok I guess…..

      Lol.. Don't worry, I won't ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      Me good girl!!

      Haww…. I'm soo jealous… Why can't it rain here ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™
      LOVE YOU TOO !!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

  34. Sree harini

    Anju ….where are you? Just see the number girl. I am so happy for you. All the best


    LOVE YOU ALL..neha talk to me yaar, anu too because I am in touch with anhu and needhi..

    • Anu

      So sorry. Was busy with some work. And I have a mood off today. Anyways what’s up? Typhoid ko goli Mara? And missing u so much yaar!

      Love you a lot โค Keep.smiling always and forever ?

    • Anjali

      Sorry SRee!!!! Came back from coll only at 6:45 then was feeling a bit down….

      So didn’t feel like coming for a while… Then came and I became happy again!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Number?? What number ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      LOVE YOU TOO!!! Don’t worry… First health, then everything else.. Understand???

    • Needhi Singh

      Missing u a lot………….
      Get well soon , so that we can resume our chatting .
      Take care .

    • Neha

      Sree how to talk tell me ur email ID as I know u don’t use fb lol kidding yahan bhi baat karoongi u know my mom shouted on me so much today… For what aur Kisliye always glueing to phone… Papa ko bhi complain kar diya… So much of lectures I got today ??? n after that thoda phone ko side karna pada but now I’m back haha ? adat se lachar but first u tell how are u… Typhoid kaisa h tumne jyada pareshan toh nahi kiya use ?? ….kya bimari bhi pareshan hoti h!!!!!

      Ab bolo meri baaten kaisi lagi… Bhalo ? maja aaya na kyunki mujhe bahot aaya Hehe ??

      • Neha

        Sree jaldi thik ho jao me too missing u Love you dear ??…u know I joined kathak… Wish me luck to learn it well…. I’m loving doing it par badi mehnat karni padi koi manhi nahi rahe the ? aaj ka din bada irritating raha sab sunaye ja rahe the phone rakho dance wance chodo padhai Karo urghh upar se bhai ko padhane mein dimag khapat…. ??

    • Sree harini

      I just asked casually and you people seriously turned here…wow but I forgot to mention about dahara di too and of course I have seen SUJJU and falguni .

      So now, will anyone say me why you people are sorry?????

      What are you in mood off anu? Typhoid ko goli nahi mari but I gave started typing SWASAN episode….a lenghty one. Will post tonight if it gets finished ..love you too.

      Hey anju, I heard about your physics disaster and let me make you clear…it is physics, so it will never be a disaster. And I was just telling about your comments number. Okay anjlai mumma..I will listen to you.

      Thses four days were worst for me needhi. I am trying to cure but nothing seems working.

      Arey neha..it took fifteen minutes for me to read your comment. Hindi mei hain naa!!
      You are really cool girl. Even my mom lectured me a lot about mobile but is now satisfied because I am not touching the one.
      Wow khatak..ALL THE BEST..whenever you say something about dance, I really get hyper. I am missing mine a lot but ha practice karo aur phone rakho…lol

      • Anjali

        Lol… Sree….

        I was almost crying after receiving the marks… And my friends were so sweet and niceee… They told me that they’ll fight with my sir and punch him and get more marks…

        One of them bought an ice cream, a milkshake and a chocolate wondering which would cheer me up!!! <3 <3

        And physics… One more exam to go… Then no more for eternity!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

        NEHA!!! After reading ur comment I was ROFL… My friends were looking at me like i was crazy… Well they always look like that… But today…. zyada tha… But couldn't comment at that time.. so commenting now ๐Ÿ™‚

      • Sree harini

        Now I am mad at you anju…really really mad. How dare you are the icecream without me..huh!! You are just not obeying the rules..don’t you know that you must share with some one what you eat, especially with your elders *glares*
        Just kidding. I am seriously getting annoyed and will surely join in asylum if I continue taking broath..
        And hey guys, I did see TELLY masala segment of HERUN..
        Love them a lot and you too.

    • Anu

      Hey Sree. So good to see you back. Nothing serious re. Actually my sister, I my best friend and a few friends had planned a road trip. But I couldn’t go cause of the Volleyball match. ?

      • Sree harini

        Aww..that’s such a simple thing girl…
        Don’t worry, here take my car keys and roam. Don’t worry about volley ball, I will manage your coach…lol..seriously I will manage.

  35. Anjali

    I am finally back!!!

    Heyy everyone!!!

    Was feeling a bit sad bcos of my terrible physics marks… But ur comments cheered me up immensely…. And I decided that I will do well in the sems… So will start replying soon!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

  36. Sueรฑo

    Hy TE dea….. Inspired by u, anu, meher n othrs evn I tried to write one? it won’t b as gud as u ppl…….
    D title name s AMOR – shades of Love n Life ( intro)…..
    Its jus intro
    Plz feel free to show my wrongs n errors I don’t mind……. I need al ur suggestions badly to improve myslf??

    • Anjali

      OMG OMG OMG !!!!!! You did???

      CAN’t WAIT….

      My Sueno is writing a story!!!!!! <3 <3 <3

      Will surely read it… But if i comment late, excuse me… depends on when i finish the exam…. But i WILL read it.. .

      Am sooo excited now::P ๐Ÿ˜›

  37. Nuszat (T!B!H!) (~Nusz)

    Sorry im very late, but amazing episode Hun!!!! You rocked this one.. Now I’m officially in love with swasan, thank you for a beautiful story of yours aha, feel better Hun.~Nusz

    • Anjali

      Pls don’t tell sorry for being late…..

      Thnxx Nusz!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Glad you liked it a lot!!! <3 <3
      so sweet of u!!

  38. Finally, I finished my exams.. First I used to say That I am so busy .. The exams should get over soon … And see now , I am all frustrated that life is boring and exams were better.. Really we indian people na specially we citizens of Kolkata are like this only.. I pity , we are na .. Really crazy.. God help me and lord bless me

    • And one more thing.. Thank u thank u for ur wishes.. I had a super duper good exam.. Hope I am able to barge in the top.. This eagerness is making me crazy now.. Da.. God pls pls bless me otherwise people would ask blessings from u to save them from me..

    • Anjali

      Heyy…. that’s awesome… Am glad you did soo well in ur exams ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Lol…..I would rather be bored than have exams though!!! ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

  39. Anjali .. I need a suggestion.. Hope u don’t mind.. Actually there’s a girl on Eva’s page who is using offensive language.. I just asked her not to do so and she gave me a rude reply.. I was hurt .. Ok done.. But that’s not right .. We know that Eva is just 14 .. It will have a bad impact on her though she is mature enough.. Not inu in Eva’s page , there are so many who are using abusive language.. And I am sure nobody likes reading it .. Eva is just 14 but I have seen people studying in class 6 and commenting here.. Not on all pages but at least on Eva’s page , I tried that people won’t comment like that .. She was a supporter of Eva but still her personality was shattered in front of me .. So tell me what should I do ?? Should u reply back calmly or should I talk straight crookedly with her or some other option to pin up my own month

    • Anjali

      Yeah… I saw that…. some audrija or somwthing right???

      Wanted to tell her not to do that, but waas a bit preoccupied with phy pracs so didn’t do so at that time…

      I felt what she did was really wrong.. now any one who doesn’t like eva has the perfect oppurtunity to shout back and we can’t even deny it.. ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      Well, We can ask her to stop once more…Let’s see if that works… otherwise we will ask TU to delete all her offensive comments until she speaks properly…

      It’s really a bad influence for small kids…. I was really shocked looking at that… Somehow I think she is also a young girl only…

  40. divya

    you nailed it Anjali awesomely written as everytime it cannot be romantic we have show some family bonding and drama also hope youll be regular now and about the roles I really don’t know as for ragini I thought it would be laksh but u made it karan and I know that adarsh and sakshi got a breakup so cannot imaginge any of them but still a try goes fo parineta or daljeet kaur love u

    • Anjali

      Thnxxx sooo much divya!!!

      Glad u loved it!!!

      Will be regular from monday onwards… I’m free for two weeks after that!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Yeah… Raglak here isn’t gonna happen… sorry!!!

      Will surely consider ur suggestions.. thnxx

  41. Fatarajo

    As usual it’s awesome and too good Anjali. Love swasan scenes here you are awesome. I have a request to all Swaragini ff writers all of u write so well, I don’t know which one to read, so I read some only as I m busy n I read ff of other shows too. My request is that there are so many silent readers analyzing all the ff so can someone give at least the summary of some of the ff ๐Ÿ™‚ and also give the link ๐Ÿ™‚

    • Anjali

      Thnxxxx sooio nuch fatarajao….????

      Glad u liked it…..

      Will surely give the links and all…. but Tom….. is that ok??

      However I’ll mention the names now… u can try it if u find them…

      1) anu’s fix you and fixing broken souls…. they are sequential….

      2) sree’s acceptance…

      3) sethooty’s bz I loved her

      4) meher’s kuch iss tarah…

  42. This part was Awesome as usual….And I must say that u r a Fab writer….thnks alot dear for such a good update…Takke care…and come back with another episode soon…BANG BANG

  43. Natasha

    Anju Rai has injured her hand herself..intentionally… in this way c is punishing herself…

    just make her understand that he’ll not be happy after seeing her in pain…cz c is his life.. just make her understand anju..WO kisiki baat nahi sunti…??

    • Anjali

      Rai….. When u said ur hand is injured I thought you did something like this but decided to keep quiet at that time….

      But now I’m not going to sweet or nice to u…. I’m going to tell it very plainly even if u hate me….


      to lessen ur guilt which shouldn’t even be there in the first place, you decided to hurt everyone else??
      Ur parents ur friends ur other family members???
      Didn’t you think of how they will feel??? U r feeling sad and miserable. Fair enough…. but ending ur life??

      I am not angry with you… and I am not shouting at you… just disappointed that a move like that crossed ur mind…..

      Next time. Just think of how he saved UR LIFE… u can’t just throw it away like that….. his not being there with you has no meaning then….

      Again…. Ik this was harsh….. but I’m not going to tell sorry now….
      Even if u hate me for this

      • Rai

        Anjali..I am not hating u..plzzx don’t say like that..I know u all are concerned for me..I know…I know that It was my mistake..I understood that after doing that..wn nats made me understand..I was damn frustrated..so did this…I know he would GT angry after seeing this…

        I did this like selfish..am sorry to all..I won’t do anything like DAT ever again..God promise..

        is bar maaf kar do anjali plzzzz…I won’t do that again…

        Plzzzzzx smile kro…plzzzzz..โ˜บ?nd am fine now..and am typing this..not Nats…

      • Anjali

        Good girl!!!

        Next time you feel frustrated, Take a piece of paper and tear it to shreds, Or scribble or shout at others… But don’t dare do anything like this again…

        And am glad to hear that ur alright!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

        See, Am smiling!!!!

  44. cryz

    hi this is crystal here
    i have recently started an fb page swaragini fanfictions
    if any of u wants ur work to be posted in fb so as it can reach larger audiances pls msg in the page
    it can be ff or os or ss and the pairs also doesnt matter
    also those who are also good at editing can send me ur editz i would be happy to post it in the page
    this is the link to my page

    • Anjali

      Sree is not feeling well…. so she’ll post whenever she can…

      And sorry… I’ll try to post asap!!!

  45. Natasha

    Anju U are already my behna..

    Love u too behna..and u deserve this anju… hats off dear..

    Ab se u,me,sujju all are behnas.. After seeing ur update I always smile like idiot..then my mom used to ask me,”Has Anjali posted her ff”..c can understand after seeing my ear to ear smile..C knows am crazy about ur ff..?

    Love u loads behna…?????????

    And plzZ don’t cry..”Pushpa I hate tears re”…??????? lol..just kidding..U don’t know Anju how much I love u…Idk why..But I love u soooooooooo much..????โคโคโค??

    when will u post ur next chap sis???

    • Anjali

      Awww…. nats ?????????????

      Lol …. I won’t cry…. promise…


      Love you tooooooo !!!!!! ????????????

      Will post mostly by tonight…..
      Sorry to make u wait….??

  46. khan

    Hi anj hope im not late good episode? but dude i think ur dragging the shaddi jaaldi karwao plz sry dont mind if u feel bad but i feel track bht slow chalra dude anyways love ur ff plz be regular na ?

    • Anjali

      Hii khan… nope ur not late don’t worry….

      Thnxxx ???

      Well, Ik the track is slow…. but I don’t plan it that way….. I read the previous chapter then start this one…. but as I imagine the scenes that come after this…. I start typing….
      But will try to speed it up…..

      Pls.don’t tell sorry…. all sorts of criticisms are appreciated…

  47. Yup Anjali .. Audrija is a young girl cause she mentioned she’s in love and I just wanna leave this topic now.. I was just going through the comment section and I came to know u were upset due to physics.. This physics na .. Lol it’s my jaani dushman after biology… And I am so so damn frustrated.. My sister is pacing all around the room in tension as today results for board examination will come.. She’s eating my head and I am sure ATLEAST 100 times I have clicked the enter button but this server speed is so low that even after using such high Internet speed , it’s not being accessible.. But can’t blame her .. I was in the same condition too .. It seems so good to remember those moments.. Back to physics .. I hate it specially the chapter measurement which we ought to study from class 6 to class 12.. That was the most horrible chapter in my semester.. and did I tell u that our class use to call the physics teacher, a daayan who recites mantra and makes us sleep..seriously we were so bad.. How can we speak to the teachers like this?? But our batch couldn’t help.. All credit goes to physics… Seriously physics Is so tragic.. And it makes us do so bad things like making jokes on teachers and shedding our precious pearl tears.. Poor us ????????

    • Anjali

      Hn… Leave it for now… We’ll see what we can do!!!

      Physics ki baat hi mat kar… HAve one last eexam left… THEN CHUTKARA FROM IT… FOREVER!!!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Ohh, How’d ur sister’s results go???

      I actually liked measurement… I couldn’t stand any of the magnetism chapters…. :/ :/

      Lol.. True… Even i hated my phy teacher in 12th.. And now in coll… Idk that guy is super annoying one day but awesomely fun the next!! ๐Ÿ™‚

  48. Dhara

    Anjali even I made disaster in physics in my 12th. ๐Ÿ™ so don’t worry. I can tell u that life doesn’t dependa on ur score card. And I have experienced it.

    • Dhara

      M electronic engineer but working as software engineer. Lol. Still I couldn’t figure out what is the connection between what we studied and what I am doing now. So just chill. Sorry for unwanted advise. Just thought to share my experience with you.

    • Anjali

      Dhara DIIIII!!!!!!

      Love the pic <3 <3 <3 <3

      Ur daughterrrr is soo cutee!!!!
      I love small children ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      And yeah, I am no longer worried about physics… I still have sem end to finish and that time i will do very well…

      So ur a software engineer ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ WOOOOWWW!!!

      • Dhara

        Let me tell you there is nothing WOWWWWWWW to be a software engineer. There are so many in the market and competition is like hell… But I don’t worry about my career as I am not tooooo ambitious. I just do it as I like it ๐Ÿ™‚

  49. Anjali

    HEYY GUYS!!!

    I know you all are really angry with me!! I am soooo sorry…. I have finished writing about half the chapter but I can’t finish or post it bcos of power cut…

    Laptop has very less charge soo …..

    Again, Ik many of you are pissed off…..

    Kaan pakadke sorry!!!

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