Heyy, It’s Anjali back with the next chapter!!!
Thnxx for comments and to my silent readers….


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Swara challenging Sanskaar

Swara began storming ,still seething.
Sanskaar’s voice checked her.
Sanskaar : I was not wrong, Swara! You want me as much as I want you. The kiss proved that. I could sense your desire… This is not love. When are you going to accept that?
Swara stopped and turned half smiling.
Swara : Sanskaar! Ek baat bolun?
Sanskaar (warily nodding) : Yes?
Swara (coming closer to Sanskaar) : If you really want to hurt me, Why don’t you try telling lies properly? (seeing Sanskaar’s look) I don’t know if it’s because you’re such a poor liar or if it’s because I love you so much. But it’s no use lying to me. It doesn’t work.
Sanskaar (angry) : That’s enough Swara! Stop telling me you love me. IT’S NOT TRUE!
Swara (shouting) : IT ISN’T? HOW DO YOU KNOW?
Sanskaar : Because I DON’T DESERVE THE LOVE!
Swara stopped, shocked. He doesn’t deserve it? What did he mean?
Sanskaar (his voice soft, a touch of desperation) : Just hate me. It will make it easier for you. We can live our lives separately. Have a perfect society marriage. We can have a son……
Swara (furious) : SHUT UP! Society marriage? Have children, Be civil with each other, have a sham marriage… That’s it?
Sanskaar turned away from her and recoiled. He hated the idea of that kind of marriage… But that’s what would happen. He WOULD make sure of that.
Swara : You know, The day you came to Kolkata from Darjeeling, you told me that we would have a marriage filled with respect and friendship. That I would be a good bahu. And though, I loved you even then, I agreed. Because I thought that we would have a happy marriage. Aaj I realised that you LIED to me. You’ve been lying since day 1. Friendship and respect it seems. Trust toh hai hi nahi, Toh respect kahan se aaega? Lied about our life, lied about my future, lies… Lies… LIES!
Sanskaar stared at her from the side of his eyes. She seemed exhausted. In barely one day of marriage he had reduced her into exhaustion.
Suddenly Sanskaar couldn’t bear it! He had to GET OUT OF THERE… He was suffocating in this house. With Swara’s confessions, their arguments, their feelings… He couldn’t stand it!
Sanskaar (muttering) : I have to go…

Swara : One last thing.
Sanskaar paused, but didn’t look at her.
Swara (moving to face him) : Try and make me hate you all you want. It won’t make me stop loving you. I don’t remember if I have told you this… So listen. I can NEVER stop loving you. Hate is just love gone bad! Hate doesn’t mean I won’t worry about you. It doesn’t mean that our marriage will become a sham one. THE REAL OPPOSITE OF LOVE IS APATHY. Jaante ho apathy ka matlab? It means Not caring about that person. It means that you don’t give a DAMN about that person.
Sanskaar raised his eyes to look at her.
Swara : Nothing you say can make me hate you. But, Even if you succeed, Just know that I will still be in love with you. As for making me not care about you anymore, Don’t even think of that. This love has become an integral part of me now. It’s like if I can’t love you, Swara is NOT THERE. SHE IS DEAD!
Sanskaar was besides her in an instant, his hand over her mouth.
Sanskaar (fiercely) : I don’t want to EVER MENTION about your death.
Swara (whispering from beneath his hand, her eyes boring into his) : Why? Why should it affect you?
Sanskaar (removing his hand ) : Because you are a Maheshwari.. And I have certain duties because of that. Including hoping that you be alright.
Swara’s eyes clouded with disappointment. She moved away from him and gestured for him to go. He looked at her like he wanted to tell something, but at the last minute, let it go. He left, both of them hurting.. Both of them shielding their fears.
Swara moved shakily to the bed post and stumbled and sat down. Why was this even happening?
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye…
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Laqeeran vich likh di judaai
She got up and walked around the room slowly. She remembered their first date, their karaoke… And the tears slowly fell. Try as she did, She couldn’t stop it.
Kho gaya, gum ho gaya
Waqt se churaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Ho tera, woh mera
Saath nibhaaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..

Meanwhile Sanskaar took the car and left. He felt like killing himself. It was torture being like this with Swara! He stopped the car at a corner and got out. He just stared at the moving cars and other vehicles going at top speed. As he stared, a couple on the opposite end of the road caught his eye. They were laughing and buying ice cream from a vendor on the street. He averted his eyes at the sight. The fierce longing to bring Swara here jolted him and he got into the car and moved away, a single tear escaping.
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni (x2)
Swara and Sanskaar were not talking to each other. Swara did not like this and did her best to engage him in conversation but he simply ignored her. It was like talking to a wall.
Swara was out of her mind. She had taunted him, done everything she could to make him talk. She had even tried the cold shoulder with him, but it seemed to work too well.
Swara : At this rate, We will be the couple who have nothing to say to each other.
She was in her studio, well her work place, but it sounded cooler to call it studio. She had cleaned out a room in the house for her projects and so that she could have a quiet place to sit and draw. No one was allowed inside without her permission.
She sat there drawing when suddenly, a voice burst out.
Swara chuckled. Fed up of their behaviour, She had taken measures into her own hands and had done something.
She could hear Sanskaar walking out from their room. Swara had decided to adopt a new attitude. She patiently waited for him as he stomped through the long corridor. She winced. He was really angry.

Swara (unfeelingly) : Good! He deserves it.
Sanskaar placed a hand on the knob of the door but it didn’t open.
Sanskaar (shouting) : SWARA! Open this door at once.
Swara took her time. Sanskaar could see her silhouette walking towards him, SLOWLY. He pounded on the door.
Sanskaar : SWARA! blo*dy, I KNOW you can walk faster than that.
Swara opened the door finally and walked out, immediately closing the door behind her. She didn’t want him to look at anything inside.
Swara (bored) : Yes?
Sanskaar’s eyes bulged out. What was this girl up to? He held up his right hand in which he was holding something. Swara saw it and burst out laughing.
Sanskaar (really angry now) : Do you know that I have a very important meeting in an hour?
Swara (in an impressed voice) : I know. With the Luthra Group of Industries na? I’m impressed. My husband is SO smart. He has got the LUTHRA GROUP to do business with him. I’m proud of you, Baby!
Sanskaar : Are you mocking me?
Swara (with round eyes) : Mock? you? Why would I?
Sanskaar : Toh phir yeh kya hai?
Swara stared at Sanskaar’s ties all tangled up together and forming a huge jumbled mess and began laughing again.
Swara : Wow… It’s a huge mess, isn’t it?
Sanskaar (sarcastically) : No, Of course not! It’s only going to take me a second to sort through this blo*dy thing.
Swara : Well, Good for you then! All the best, Mr Maheshwari.
She opened the door knob to enter her studio again, but Sanskaar caught her free hand and pulled it. She twisted around and neatly fell on Sanskaar’s chest. She looked up into his eyes and melted. She wanted tobe like that forever.

But, Sanskaar pulled her away from his chest but held her firmly.
Swara : you’re hurting me. Leave me!
Sanskaar (annoyed) : I don’t care. You deserve to be shaken in my opinion.
Swara (indignantly) : Well, In my opinion…
Sanskaar : Enough. I don’t have time for this. Why did you do this?
Swara : Mr Maheswari, How do you know I did this?
Sanskaar rolled his eyes, frustrated.
Sanskaar : Swara! I don’t have time for games. Now untangle this mess for me.
Swara : Your mess, You do it. I have nothing to do with this. Anyways, Why should I do your dirty work? Who am I to you?
Sanskaar : Goddamn it… You’re my wife.
Swara (disbelievingly) : Wife? Suddenly, How did I become your wife? I thought I was the person who was madly in love with you. And to whom, you’re lying. Lying every day, every hour, every minute and every second.
Sanskaar left Swara and walked away. She smiled triumphantly. She waited as Sanskaar borrowed Adarsh’s tie and went downstairs. She watched him go out the door.
Swara (muttering) : 1…. 2…. 3….
Sanskaar (shouting) : SWARA MAHESHWARI!
Swara began laughing and hurried down. Sanskaar was going to be livid with her. She COULDN’T wait.
Sanskaar was staring open-mouthed at his car. Swara ran out and stood next to him.
Swara (feigning innocence) : Yes Patidev?
Sanskaar snorted.. Whether it was with rage or disbelief he didn’t know himself. He pointed towards the car.
Sanskaar : Puncturing my tires? That too, all of them? ARE YOU NUTS, WOMAN?
Swara (surprised) : I’m sure I’m not nuts. If I’m nuts, Wouldn’t squirrels be here by now?
Sanskaar : Haan sure… Mock me. Who cares if the Luthra Group cancels their deal with me? It would only be a loss of few thousand crores. Nothing much.
Swara : Awesome!

Sanskaar : No… NOT AWESOME SWARA! This is not funny. You can’t AFFECT MY BUSINESS! This is all your fault. Mom and Badi Ma have taken the driver and the spare car. Adarsh and Laksh have theirs. Stupid Laksh.. Who asked him to take his car to Darjeeling?
Swara : First of all, Don’t call MY best friend stupid. He’s way better than you. Second, How is this my fault?
Sanskaar : Why did you puncture the tyres?
Swara (her eyes twinkling) : It’s really fun. You should try it sometime. The hissing noise it makes… Wow.. There’s nothing like it. Try karoge na?
Sanskaar : Swara Maheshwari! What the hell is wrong with you? How could you jeopardise my deal?
Swara’s eyes became serious in an instant.
Swara (quietly) : Don’t you dare talk to me about jeopardising, Mr Maheshwari. You don’t have the right anymore. You PLAYED with my life. You are PLAYING with my life. It has come to a standstill. I can neither forget you… Nor will you allow me to be yours. So don’t you dare talk about jeopardising.
Sanskaar (hating the words that were about to come out of his mouth) : It doesn’t have to be so bad, Swara! I told you… We can have a lovely marriage. One that doesn’t involve feelings, One that doesn’t have complications. 2 children will be enough for you na?
Swara (going red at his words) : Mr Sanskaar Maheshwari! SHUT YOUR blo*dy MOUTH BEFORE I PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE.
Sanskaar became silent.
Swara : What has happened to you? I thought you were the best person in the world. I never thought that I would come to like you. But I did. I liked you, Then I loved you. I love you, not loved. But why did you change? How can you let your past affect our future? Do you seriously not care one bit for me?
Sanskaar wanted to kneel down immediately and beg for her forgiveness. He wanted to tell her just how much he loved her and his true intentions.
Sanskaar : I told you, I don’t care about you. I only want you. I want you really bad!
Swara (disgusted) : Believe your lie all you want. I know what’s the truth. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have a drawing to complete. And you… You have 35 minutes left for your meeting. And by the way, I will tell you one thing.
Sanskaar waited.
Swara : You know the Bade Papa for whom you’re doing all this? If I’m not wrong about him, I’m pretty sure he would be disappointed in you if he saw you today.
Sanskaar watched her blankly as she entered the house.
Sanskaar : Is this true? Will Bade Papa really hate me for this?
Guys, I’m really sorry! I don’t know if the spark is here or not. I have done my best with this. If it is missing again, I wil bring it back soon…
And I’m really really not good with this hate track which is why I think it’s not nice anymore… So sorry for that again..
Please do help me..
I need an idea where Sanskaar really manages to hurt Swara!
Initially, I was planning to post my 50th episode today, being a special day. But I couldn’t 🙁 🙁
Anyways, 48 is also a nice number and I’m completely stumped that I will actually reach 50 episodes. 😮 😮
Well, I know it’s not much of a gift… But it is my birthday and I wanted to post a chapter today. Even if it sucks.
And I really want gifts from you all 😛 😛
Very selfish and narcisstic I know… But can’t help it.
As my gift, Please all of you… Including my silent readers.. Please do comment! And give me suggestions… Thnxxx <3 <3
Love you!!!!


  1. Pari


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    u can still reach episode 50 the day is not over yet… 😉 😉 we will be glad getting more than 1 epi of mmai.. :p :p

    (a pre-ashirvaad…sada suhagan raho sau baccho ki maa bano :p )
    i dont need to tell u everytym bt u r as usual fabulous wd ur ffs
    loads and piles of love for u… <3 <3 <3 :*

    • Anjali30



      lol… I could have but then I fell asleep 😛 😛

      Thnxxx Pari 😀 😀 😀

      sau bacchon 😮 😮 I’ll go mad… 😛 😛 😛

      Ur really sweet :* :* :*

      • Pari

        No problem….u r still close to your target…. arrey u are scared by juz 10 ???? I thought to extend it to 1000 … ??????

  2. chandu

    Happyyyy birthday!!! 😀
    How will be if sanskar unintentionally becomes reason for swara’s mother death or accident or something like that??!!
    I feel generally ppl hurts the most when their near ones die!! So, Just my idea!!
    Your hate track is even good!! But I loved the love track more!!
    Waiting for your next part!!

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Chandu… 😀 😀

      Mother’s death?? Ill think about it… But I’m not too sure.. 🙂 🙂

      Willl begin their love track soon 😀 😀

  3. JAF


    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Jaf… Where were you for sooo long??? 😮 😮

      Will post soon… Aww… Baby.. Don’t hate Sanskaar… poor guy 😛 😛

      Will post soon 😀 😀

  4. Laddoo


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    Happy Birthday di!!! May God bless u and may u have a long life! M a silent reader…through 48 episodes. U r a born writer di, that shows. I’ve got no words for ur ff, the dictionary hasn’t got the perfect word to describe it. And well for the suggestions, ur wrk is already so good, that it dusnt need suggestions. Maybe Sanskaar can do a fake drama of a girlfriend, or go on a honeymoon with Swara and spend tym wid his gf there, leaving Swara alone. But, I suggest di, plzz unite them soon. How much more will Swara bear? Plzz dnt brk their relationship. Love u di, love ur ff more?!

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Laddoo….
      For coming up and commenting 😀 😀 and for the bday wishes ofc… 🙂

      Born writer 😮 😮 Idk about that… But Love you for that!!! <3 <3 <3

      Don't worry… Will unite them soon 🙂 🙂 🙂
      Love you too 🙂 🙂

  5. sakshi

    Happy birthday dear???
    Love u?????
    Enjoy and party hard??
    Anju how much they gonna suffer now.Feeling really bad for them.?
    Dear if u can’t unite them in 50th episode atleast give swara some idea about sanskar love towards her.
    Bye dear

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Sakshi 😀 😀
      Love you tooo <3 <3 <3
      I did party 😛 😛 😛

      And yeah… Don't worry.. i'll unite them soon 😀 😀 😀 <3 <3

  6. Aniya

    First of all Anjali Many many happy returns of the day ??.
    And about the chap it was very gooood .
    Just one request plz unite them soon ????

  7. ria

    Happy B’day Dear 🙂 It was nice. i was waiting for it. Both are so stubborn not ready to give up love the way Swara is fighting for her love with his husband without giving up who is so absorbed in his own past that he has totally shut his heart towards her love and pain. He is not at all ready to give a chance to her even though well before that she is different

  8. Sha

    Happy birthday Anjali… May God bless u with lots of happiness ..

    abt the chappy,I’m really hating this track ,I just want this track to end ASAP.. But it’s just my POV Dr.. So u continue with ur on going track but don’t make my sanku so mean.. His words still echoing in my ears.. Do unite them soon.. Abt sanky harsh words to hurt swara,Im really bad at tat.. Actually negativity is not my cup.of tea.. Lol.. Waiting for your next chappy .. Post soon..

    Once again , happy birthday HN..

    • Anjali30



      hey sha!!!
      Thnxxx 🙂 🙂

      Don’t worry… Will soon changge this track…. Even I couldn’t write all that without feeling ugghh… But will soon change it don’t worry 🙂 🙂

      Will post soon.. Love you!! 🙂 🙂

  9. Shanaya

    Happy birthday anjali.. May God bless you and you get sweet gifts .. Omg, narcissistic.. You are obsessed with yourself.. Even meher .. Heehehe even me and even riya.. We all are in the same line .. Good .. Epi was awsome.. Really good.. But I am angry at you.. ???? u again called my friend’s work boring .. U never listen to me na .. Let me call my team .. They’ll get u the right track., do you know who’s there in my time .. Do you know .. Lemme tell u .. THEEEEE SANSKAAAARRRRR MAHESHHHHWARRRIIII.. Do you know who he is your pati and riya’s bhai aur aap ki sautan.. Meher aur aap ke debar laksh maheshwari aur unki patni Eva aur Eva’s ki nanad riya aur uma aur riya ke pati Nita aur uma ke pati Sanskriti aur papa Ji aur Mumma Ji.. Unke kaise bhool sakte hai.. Aur aap log ke bacche H_G and lado/Shona aur meher ki bacchi ka naam.. Khudi pata kar Lena..

    • Riya


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      Hey anjali.. Shanaya’ here.. This is the id by which I am going to comment now.. Don’t get confused.. Again happy birthday.. Love u .. May u get lots of chocolate and you distribute all to your lovely family members.. ??

      • Chaitali


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        hlw my lovely sister…i have met my one sister uma…nice to meet u too!! First time talking to u…oh..let me introduce first…i am the great SANSKER MAHESWARI in this great family…hahaha….so u wanted to make a team!i am on ur side..!Love u sister (love at first talk 🙂 (

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Shanaya 🙂 🙂

      I am really obsessed… chill….

      I made sure not to use the word boring this time.. 😛 😛 I used sucks instead 😛 😛

      Haha.. Kya team hai…

      Theek hai… Won’t do all that anymore… 😀 😀

      Lol.. I didn’t get chocolate but I got other gifts <3 <3 Many gifts….

      • Riya


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        Bhaiyu.. I am not riya.. I am SHANAYA.. Her bestie.. Riya is still under observation but she asked me to be on tu to inform everyone taht till she is not there I’ll be te transmitter in between and soon she will con back.. U know how mamau days are left.. Doc has said that 15 days more after taht a final test and if it’s positive then she’ll be back home.. So soon.. ???

      • Riya


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        And anju all the girls here are obsessed with themselves .. Wah Wah .. Dekho maine dp me Riya ki pic bhi lagayi but it’s comin blur.. I’ll change it when I’ll get free time

  10. Zeenat

    Happy bdae to uuuuuuu! May u get all d happiness n brains n strength to complete 50 episodes today itself!!! Hahhahaha
    BTW I loved today’s episode continue this silly war btwn swasan

  11. Mugdha


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    Happy Birthday bahu…god bless u..many many happy returns of the day…and may your dreams come true….love u..have a great day….

    Mummy ji…

  12. Lucky


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    Hey anju dr, awesome.. its not at all boring..unite them soon dear!! it shold be swara doesn’t believe in whatever he do for make their story as hate story.. it will prove how madly she is love him as she says.. Don’t kill anyone to make their story as hate one plzzzzzz….

  13. Sueño

    Wow!!!!!! Tht ws smethng…… Gota say ah!!!!! Superb dear……. d way she s taking revenge n making him pissed…….. hilarious…..??????
    Bt it ws soo good to read…… d emotions wr clearly seen of both of thm…….. hope ths idiot sanky vl get sme brains…… she hs hit d bulls eye? by taking his bade Pappa name…… aha!!!!!!
    Don’t tke me wrng…. jus an idea to mke hr hate him……… He can cum al drunk n try to force himself on her……. I thnk so…… bt I don’t knw……. coz hw much evr u love smeone….. if tht person tries to force u thn automatically d hate vl strt I thnk……. coz it’s smethng u vl wnt to do wid love n trust………. so I don’t if it’s good idea o nt….. according to me I thnk it vl wrk………

    Hopefully u gt a good idea n giv us d treat to read nxt chap soon……….

    Happie Birthday once agn…??????????…. Love ya……. Keep smiling n keep writing……. Love ya loads……… Enjoy …… tke care…..?????

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Sueno!!! Glad you liked it,,,
      Will soon end this track… You know how I feel about all this…

      I like the idea… but lwet’s see 😀 😀 😀

      Will post soon <3 <3

  14. Sumeeta


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    Happy birth day to u.may god bless u nd fulfill ur all wishes.???????????????????????? nd this is for u.all the best for ur upcoming life dear.stay bless nd fine dear

  15. Chanu

    Ohh… Wow… 2dy is ur bday!!!?? We all r born in june.. 😀 i think its rly lucky month 2 da wrld cz we angels born in this month.. Hee heee crazy me… 😉 😉 😉 😛

    I lv ur ff soooo much…u already know it. Bt dnt separate them so long. Its rly hurting me.. I feel like crying.. My poor swasan. 🙁 🙁 🙁 In ur 50th epi plz bring them 2gtr. I want my funny wala romantic wala swasan. 2dy swara is gd.. I like dat sweet revenge. I know evry story wnts sm twist. Bt its enough. Dnt hurt swara more.. If u do it will hurt more my sanky.. 🙁 🙁 dnt think abt my wrds.. If u hv any idea in ur mind. Write it. I know u write soo beautifuly. So dnt bother my wrds.. 😉 😉 😀 😀 🙂

    Ur ff is soo perfect.. It has every emotion.. U discribe it soo well. I think u shd gt a price 4 ur writing. Hw cn u write soo nicely?? 😀 i lv it vry much…
    Keep smiling.. 😉 😀 😀 🙂 🙂 😀

    • Chanu

      Distance may separate us
      And the miles may be long.. Bt in my thoughts.. U r here and will always be in my heart.. 😀
      In the journey of ur life ,
      May ur joys double and ur success triple , may ur sorrow halve and ur failure disappear
      Wishing u a stress free life..

      A biggg hug 4m me with lots f lv.. Here this is my bday gift.. Hope u like it. 😉 😉 😀 😛

      Ummmaaahh.. 😀 😀 😀

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Chanu 😀 😀

      June is my favourite month <3 <3 <3 <3 It is sooo perfect….. That too 30th is right in the middle 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

      I will fulfill all ur wishes… Pakka promise….

      Write beautifuuly 😮 😮
      I still wonder how ppl can like this… 😮 😮

      LOVE YOU CHANU!!!! 😀 😀

      How are ur wxams going on??

      I dont know if I'm good… But I do know I'm happy to write <3 <3 <3 <3 🙂 🙂 🙂

      Lol… I dont want anything for my writing other than

  16. L Khan

    Happy birthday dr ???? ?

    Nce episode nd after sanskar hurts swara very badly then swara should meet with an accident it will be cherry on the cake ??

  17. Sriya


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    happy birthday dear anji hope u dont mind if I call u that lots of love and gifts from my side may god bless u dear u potrayed their emotions very well I must say u are emotion queen lots of hugs and kisses to u stay blessed dear and please unite swasan in 5oth chapter. love ur ff and love u too dear.

    keep smiling always anji

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Sriya 😀 😀
      ofc I don’t mind

      Glad you loved it…. 🙂 🙂

      Emotion queen?? ;o 😮 I don’t think soo… But thank you 😀 😀

      LOVE YOU TOO!!!! <3 <3

  18. Ashu


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    First of all, I’m sending u lots of gifts with hugs and kisses and so much of love!!! I really really wish u the bst!!!!

    Awesome chappy!! Swara is superb!! I love her!! And Sanskaar!!! He really deserves everything! I’m so happy with Swara’s actions!! And the bst part was reminding him abt his bade papa!!

    Sanskaar!! Think properly! U are such an idiot!! I really wish Swara puts some sense in his dumb head!! I knw he is right at his place!!

    Anyways! Its superb!! And cmg to hate ideas!! I really really suck at tht!! But u can try Sanskaar flirting and acting to cme close to a girl infront of Swara!! I knw that’s a very old idea!!

    Once again!! Happy birthday babe!! Where’s my party! I’m waiting!!!???

    Love u sis???
    Update soon!!!

    • Anjali30



      Thnxx Ashu 😀 😀 …..

      LOVE UR GIFT <3 <3 <3
      Glad you loved Swara 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

      Yupp… Don't worry… will change it soon…

      LOVE YOU TOO 😀 😀

      Will update soon 🙂 🙂

  19. Vyshu10


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    Once again happy bday sweetie???….today’s ep was EXCELLENT. I missed it so much.

    R u seriously asking if it is missing d spark? Let me tell u dis….all ur eps have a spark but dis ep is unique. I could observe that there was a change in style but i loved it so much.

    I really liked d way how sanskar reacted when swara was belittling herself (comparing herself to ragini) and talking about her death. I was wondering what would sanskar do if swara tells him,”U said u want me badly. Its fine by me.”

    Y u want sanskar to hurt swara? Are u not planning to unite them soon?

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Vyshu 😀 😀 😀

      Glad you liked it….

      So sweet of you….

      Well, I don’t know what to do next… But was just thinking of some ideas….

      Let’s see what I feel like writing 😀 😀

      • Vyshu10


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        How was ur bday dear? Hope you had lots of fun.

        Take ur time…i m sure you’ll come up with a lovely ep. Don’t take stress.

        Hugs for u ??

  20. Radhika

    Happy birthday Di may god bless u and fulfill all ur wishes
    The chapter was awesome their fight and the way u describe the emotion are good. I too don’t like this hate track and end it asap but after sanskar tell the truth to swara and everything sort out its my suggestion love ur ff and love u too Di

  21. divya

    A very very very Happy Birthday Anjali Di may God bless you and may you get all the happiness in the world…….
    Now about the upload it was enjoyable not very boring and not very good also but still loved it…………..and one more thing can u tell me the meaning of jeopardize as my vocabulary is little weak and last thing
    I was planning to ask this from many weeks……..are u in contact with sujata Di ….if yes then please ask her to upload Stay away…..I m not it husband cauze it has been many weeks since we have read her last upload……..HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again and love u loads enjoy day dear??????

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Divya 😀 😀
      Glad you loved it….

      And yeah, I am in contact with su… She’s just really busy bcos of 12th… but will tell her 🙂 🙂

      Jeopardise means spoiling or disturbing the relation…

      LOVE YOU TOO!!! <3 <3

  22. nehasuhana

    Happy birthday anjali I suggest one thing is that ladies taunting towards swara relating to beauty compare with ragini and sanskar proposal

  23. Pooja26


    |Registered Member

    happieeeee wala b’day anji….. 😉 😉 😉
    love u!!!!!! 😉
    may ur all wishes get fullfilled…….. 🙂

    really now do something that swara start to hate sanky….. plzzz
    i want anky to realise his mistake….

    interesting chappy of course!!!!!!

    post asap…….plzzzz……..

    stay haapy ………keep smiling dear 🙂 🙂 😉 😉

  24. ♥priyu♥

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ????????, may happiness doubles in ur life …. may god will show his kind side to u …. may ur life become happy and simple yet adventourous …. ???????? ????????unlike mine always complicated filled with problems …. ????

    Coming to the chapter again u managed to keep swasan shining in this hate story too …. but please please unite them soon …. You seriously have extra ordinary talent in writing ….

    Sorry for short cpmment i have to complete my notes …. ????

    Enjoy ur birthday , and give me the cake too ????????

    • ♥priyu♥

      And about suggestion …. sanky should hurt or destroy something which is really close to swara …. like ragini or laksh or zozo or any particular thing swara adores the most but by his act swara should get hurted and even come to know all of his secerts …. its like sanky should insult swaras feelings like trust ….

      And sorry for the bad suggestions ….

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Priyu… 🙂 🙂
      So sweet of you…. Love ur message 😀 😀

      Glad you liked it… will post soon… chill ..

      And I will def think about ur idea 😀 😀 😀
      It’s not a bad suggestion at all…

      LOVE YOU!!! <3 <3

  25. shria

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! hope u have a rocking day;) 😉
    n today,s post was also really good.hmm… even im in thoughts, yeh swara mein bohut dam hain.keep posting n again, a very happy vaala birthday;)

  26. Sweetie


    |Registered Member

    Hi beti..Happy B’day dear..May God fulfill all your wishes..?So here’s your gift..???????????
    Episode is awesome as always.. 🙂 Stay blessed and be happy.. 😀

  27. achu07

    Hey Anjali…. i am a very big fan of your writing. I am a silent reader and haven’t commented in any of your chapters….Infact i have read many many ffs but still i haven’t commented in any of them. But today i wanted to comment as i wanted to wish you a very very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I used to read a lot of ffs during the November time and all… but due to boards i had to quit reading ffs and when i continued after my boards, i lost the interest i had… that was when i read an analysis of the top 10 ffs… in that yours was the first one (yipee!!) and i thought to give it a try… i think by the time i started reading your ff you had completed 42 episodes or so… i liked it and read it in one go… since then i have become your very big fan. When i read one of your comments saying that you live in Chennai… i was happy as even i am from Chennai… i became even more happier when you said you are studying in srm… as even i am going to join that college only but not your campus… i am joining the other one (sigh!) But no issues… hope to meet you some day! ;P And yeah… i have always wanted to comment… but something or the other would’ve stopped me… i wanted to say that day itself… even we have that Appalam breaking tradition in my family… actually i think many tamil families have that tradition. So FINALLY i have commented for the first time!! I am very eager to know your reaction when you read my comment… Once again a very Happy b’day Anju di!! May all your wishes come true 🙂

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Achu 😀 😀
      Glad you came and commented!!!

      And thnxx for ur wishes 😀 😀
      Mine the first?? 😮 😮 wow…

      Yayy… Ur also in chennai…. And srm wow… which campus?? Ramapuram??

      Yeah… I love the appalam breaking thing…

      I actually read ur comment yesterday but by the time i came to this page it was 2 and i was soooo sleepy…

      Sorry for the late reply 🙁 🙁

      I am really happy to meet you….. A new friendd 😀 😀 😀

      • achu07

        No sorry and all Anju!! (Can I call you like that?)… I am actually happy that you commented back 😀
        And yeah ramapuram only… I thought of taking kattankulathur only… but you know it’s quite far away from my house… It might take some 1&1/2 hours or more to reach there… so I thought this campus is convenient.
        Can I ask you a question? Are you a hostelier? Or a day scholar? (You don’t need to answer if you think it’s personal di… just wanted to ask you… that’s it)
        And yeah I am looking forward to meet you someday soon… as I am your very big fan 😀

  28. Isabel


    |Registered Member

    Wish you a very good Happy Birthday, may God shower his blessings upon you always..

    The chapter was nice and amazing, waiting for your updates..

    Keep smiling 🙂

  29. Ariba

    1st of all wish u a very happy birthday??? may all ur wishes come true ??
    Today’s epi was fab, amazing, loved it❤❤❤ but can’t see swara in so much pain?

  30. Needhi Singh

    Mindblowing chappy…
    Happy Birthday dear….
    The spark was very much there…
    Loved it..
    Post PKDH plz…
    Waiting for it..
    Gift de diya na , ab chalo treat do..
    Love u…

  31. jaya

    hey happy birthday dear I m silent reader but as it’s your birthday I thought of commenting ….
    well about your ffs I love them don’t make sanskar hurt swara instead u can make sanskat realise what his badepapa really did ….he lived and enjoyed with his loved once… he gave his family members memories and make sanskar create memories….

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Jaya 😀 😀

      Glad you came and commented… And that too, Just for my bday <3 <3 So sweet of you… And don't worry… Will soon unite them

      And am really happy you love my ffs… 😀 😀

  32. angel

    oh no anji i m late!!!ur bday??????????????????????

    happy bday to u happy bday to u
    happy bday dear anji happy bday to u
    la la la la la laaaaaaaa

    happy bday jalssu…….??????

    arey wah swara nice pranks….i loved it….
    and then the bade papa taunt at last!!!wuhu……….
    nailed it jaan……….

  33. Jiya


    |Registered Member

    Many many happy returns of the day Anju!
    And thanks for this treat. Awsm chappy but I’m too sad to see swasan fighting specially sanky doing this shit

  34. Neha_priya


    |Registered Member

    Anju…….a very pleasant Happy Birthday my dear behna… I’m not liking this hate track much but fierce swara is nice….. I liked her attitude……. I just want to punch sanskar here……. God this man is a total blunder…
    What he’s doing…. Seriously spoiling his own marriage and breaking his love…. Good swara well said…. Yes his bade Papa would be hating him for this….. Seriously feeling pity on swara….. I know sanskar is also in pain but that psycho has chosen it for himself…..

    Anju it’s your birthday….. So good wishes for ur big day…. But plzz yeh hate track its just spoiling my mood especially that ?psycho ?

    Love you babes …tc and enjoy ✨??????✨
    Party Time!

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Neha 😀 😀
      Glad you like Swara!!1 <3 <3 <3

      Will change the track soon.. And psycho :'( :'( :'(

      Love you!!!1 <3 <3 <3 😀 😀

  35. Nisha_Anu


    |Registered Member

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I wont say much as I’ve already submitted a surprise for you. An OS/Imagine for my pyaari sister. I love Pyar ka Pain. ??
    And I want Swara and Sanskar to be SWASAN soon. Chappy 50 tak please, okay? Consider it as a return gift!!

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Nishu <3 <3 <3


      And yeah, I'll bring them back 🙂 🙂 🙂

  36. From nepal

    Many many happy returns of the day angel….. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU… ???
    God bless u with all the happiness,success and good health…. Loads of love…. ??

    And the chappy was amazing…… I m loving this strong side of swara…..
    And 2more chapters and they will be one for forever…. ??

  37. Vamwolfan

    Happy birthday dear be happy & keep everyone happy. Don’t forget to celebrate ur next bday also as a writer in tu pls.

  38. Fanficoholic


    |Registered Member

    Happy bday to u. Happy bday to u. Happy bday my dear anju di. Happy bday to u.??????????????????????????
    Di if u wld hav tld me itz ur bday tday i wld hav done smethng spl. I am really sad that i cld nt do anything spl fr u. ??????????

    And di the chappy was good. More than praising the chappy i want to tell u smethng. Daily i hav college frm 8 to 6. From 6:30 to 8:30 i have maths tuition. Frm 9 to 11 i complate my homework and read the syallabus tld on that day. Sometyms that 11 may become 11:30 r even 12. And i hav exam on sat and sun. In this busy schedule of mine my stress busters are these ffs. They reduce my stress so much. The stress of maintaning my first rank, the stress of getting good marks etc. make me really tired and exhausted. And i want to whole heartedly thank u all di fr writing such amazing ffs.

    And di may be i cant post long comments frm nw on. Bt def i wll try and comment in every epi.

    Love u loads di.

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx vaishu!!!!!

      And I don’t want anything spl from you…. Ur comment is enough <3 <3 <3

      And ur sooooo sweet 😀 😀
      I'm soooo glad i m helping you in ur busy busy life…..

      I can't believe you have homework… In coll… but its junior college na??

      And dont worry about the length of the comments… Uk i dont care about that <3 <3 <3 <3

      LOVE YOU!!!!!

  39. RUPA


    |Registered Member

    Happy Wala B’day Anjali di? ?? ? ??

    Have a blast dea…..

    And coming to chappie it was not at all boring.

    Love u more?????

  40. Juan

    First of all, Happy birthday tooo u…??
    I am really sorry for not commenting on few of ur episodes….
    I really dont hav time 4 anything and even i am not able to watch swaragini?
    The epi was awesome as always

    Luv u and may u live long

  41. Dhara


    |Registered Member

    Hi Anjali, I have posted my ff “Swara’s Arranged Love”. Don’t know when it will appear on TU. I have written something. Don’t know how’s it. I am really nervous. 🙂

  42. Pravalika

    Happiest bday anju!!!!!! I know i am really late but happy bfay and u rocked it like always!!!! Pls post next part asap!???? love u loads

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Pravalika 😀 😀 😀
      Don’t worry about being late or whatever…

      Will post soon 🙂 🙂

      LOVE YOU!!! <3 <3

  43. Nupur

    Hey Anjali! First of all a very happy belated birthday???
    Many happy returns of the day and may all ur wishes come true like getting a husband like Sanskar or VK?

    Oh no! Bad news is that m still stuck up on chapter 25! And won’t be able to read more too as my exams are knocking on my door!
    But after that I promise to finish the rest and comment on ur ff daily?

    Till then ciao! Lots of love and giant panda hugs?

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxxxx Nupur <3 <3
      SANSKAAR 😀 😀 😀

      Don't worry… You'll eventually come to the end…

      Chill… 🙂 🙂 🙂
      ALL THE BEST!!!1

      LOVE YOU * Hugs you back *

  44. Rain_Lightwood


    |Registered Member

    Anjuuuuu I’m extremely sorry I’m late.

    First of all: HAPPY BELATED B’DAY GIRL. WHOA UR A YEAR OLDER? I must be sounding like those aunties who go around saying “Oh my god! Ur a year older” but a modernised Aunty I guess? Well I assure u I’m a teenager.

    Second: HOW THE HELL DO U WRITE SO WELL??????????????????????????????? I looooved the epi esp the last part! Let Sanskar think up a bit. I want him to think if what he’s doing is really right. If his Bade Papa wud be happy seeing him like this.

    Thirdly: Ideas:- instead if lust and all maybe Sanskar can hit at her weaknesses to really hurt her. Like now she’s so used to hearing him go on about his so called lust I’m sure she’s turning deaf to that horseshit. But he still hasn’t hit at her weak points. Like he’s tried but it hasn’t affected her. So make him say something that will really hurt her. For ex: I’ve been bullied a lot about my weight. Now I’m just deaf to it. But if someone calls me a lier or a disloyal person or a backstabbing person then I’ll really feel hurt coz I’m not. In fact I’ve never said a major lie till date so if anyone says that to me I’ll feel hurt Na. So do something like that for Swara and Sanskar. Don’t make Sanskar say the things he’s said like a 100 times but something he deliberately says to hurt her and maybe he shud do it in front of a crowd to hurt her even more. I’m just telling it to u through my point of view. Like what I feel hurt about. I’m sure u have MUCH MUCH BETTER IDEAS IN TNAT GENIUS BRAIN OF URS.

    Lastly: I miss Laksh ??? and pls add some Zozo scenes Na pls?

    Hey did u see our swasan uniting? IT WAS SOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Swasan rocked it. Kaash Sahil had just died when Swara shoved him.

    Mahabharata likhna chaahati thi par yaar kya karu I cud only type one scene from Shakespeare’s plays. Agli baar I promise I’ll type a Mahabharata comment.

    Hope u enjoyed ur b’day❤️❤️


    • Rain_Lightwood


      |Registered Member

      And for ideas, adding to it,maybe the hurting stuff can be the last straw for Swara and she maybe decides to confront him and tackle him to get him to spill the damned beans out of the bag.

    • Anjali30



      Lol… I’m 19 now <3 <3 <3 😀 😀 😀

      And aww… Thnxxxx Glad you liked it…. Well… loved it…

      As for the idea, I do have something planned…. But will think about ur idea as well, Let's see what happens.. uk im very unpredictable na.. 😛 😛

      But thnxxx sooo much for thinking about mmai and helping me…

      And u dont like thnxx so Love you!!!! <3 <3

  45. RANdomfANCreationz


    |Registered Member

    First of all happy birthday to u and wow I loved the change in swara good way of replying to sanky I also feel very bad for sanky poor swasan, but I know all will be fine soon 🙂

  46. Shalini

    Hey Anjali.. I m gr8 fan of ur writing.. From ff to one shots I’ve each one n loved all of them.. I m silent reader n m first time cmmnting on any of the ffs.. I wait for episodes eagerly.. N yes though a bit late belated Happy Birthday dear.. Stay blssd always.. N yes plz upload d nxt episode soon..

    Eagerly waiting.. Love u loads.. ?

  47. Mica


    |Registered Member

    happy belated b’day anjali…wish the best for your life..
    your ff so enjoyable to read, really like it.
    btw, i’m so blind on hindi language, can you please give any translation toward your hindi sentence (except the lyric of songs, i can find out the translation easily on google) thank you soo much anjali…. your ff made my day.

    • Anjali30



      Thnxxx Mica….

      Glad you like it 😀 😀
      Will def give translation from now on if i use Hindi… 😀 😀

      And ur day 😮 😮
      That’s really <3 <3 to hear!!! 😀 😀

  48. Nive...

    Ugh… anjali ur bday… I’m very sorry for late… anways “Belated Birthday Wishes dear..” hmm… Iniya Pirinthanal vazhthukal… 🙂 🙂

  49. ♥priyu♥

    Where is the next update di , i m missing it sooooooooo much and missing u too …. ????

    And where is ur bday cake …. i want to eat it …. ???? ???????? ????

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