Heyy, It’s Anjali back with the next chapter!!!
Thnxx for comments and to my silent readers….


I realise some of you might be finding it hard to find the chapters among the million million ffs’ present… So I’ve added this url.. IT will have all my chapters together… From the latest onwards.. Hope you find it helpful…


Swasan sangeet… Sanskaar finds out that Swara loves him

My Khadoos!
My Khadoos?
Where had he heard that before?
Suddenly he remembered one night, in Sanskaar’s room… They were eating chocolate. They were drunk?
Sanskaar (Thinking) : Swara has told this before… My khadoos… When was this? What was it?
His eyes grew round with shock as he remembered that day, after the holi carnival!
Swara (whispering excitedly) : SShhhh…. No one else can know…. Listen… My fiance na? Khadoos Maheshwari? He is not khadoos anymore… He is a very nice man… And do you know the biggest thing of all? Come closer.. I’ll tell you..

Sanskaar leaned in closer.
Sanskaar got up stunned….
Sanskaar (looking at a smiling Swara talking to Karan) : She loves me? Swara loves me?
His eyes kept following her. She was now talking to her friend Rakhi? No… Wait! Rashi! He had been introduced to her in Darjeeling. Wait.. Why was he even thinking about her now? SWARA LOVED HIM! Swara loved him. She had confessed to him, right? She had told him… She had confessed during Holi… Swara loved him. But, what was going to happen now?
He could never love her back. She couldn’t love him… She shouldn’t…. But she did….
Sanskaar beamed at the thought. Swara loved him. It was all that was running through his head. He was the luckiest Goddamn man in the world. He loved the woman who loved him back. Woo hoo!!!
Adarsh : Bhai?

Sanskaar focused on his brother who was standing in front of him looking perplexedly.
Sanskaar : What happened? Why are you looking at me like I’m mad?
Adarsh : Well, Why are you beaming alone? You look super stupid!
Sanskaar wiped the silly grin off his face.
Sanskaar (shrugging it off) : Nothing. Just thinking about stuff.
Adarsh (smiling) : Me too. You know what, I was thinking of some stuff too.
Sanskaar : You were? What were you thinking about?
Adarsh : Just how happy we all are. Ma and chachi are happy with our life partners. You’re marrying the best girl ever (Sanskaar smiled at the thought).. Well for you, Of course. I’m marrying the best girl truly. Laksh and Uttara are contented. And Ragini. She’s also like my little sister. And I want her happiness.

Sanskaar : Haan Adarsh! We all are really happy now.
Sanskaar (thinking excitedly) : And now, That happiness has increased thousandfold. I have to go tell Swara that I love her… I have to.
Adarsh : Can you imagine just how happy Papa would be today? Looking at all of us? He would have loved Swara and Sakshi so much. Don’t you agree?
Sanskaar’s happy thoughts went flying away. Bade papa…. Bade papa? BADE PAPA?
How could he forget? How could he tell Swara he loved her? He was going to die….
Swara loved him… He loved Swara… He was going to die… Swara loved him… He loved Swara…. He was going to die.

These thoughts kept running through his head. He couldn’t hear what Adarsh was saying. He couldn’t hear the chatter in the hall. He felt like…. He didn’t know what he felt like.
Sanskaar turned to Adarsh, his eyes blazing, his voice deep and struggling to get the words out.
Sanskaar : Adarsh! I need to go somewhere. I need to be somewhere now. I cannot stay… here.
Adarsh (confused) : Ok.. But Sanskaar… Bhai?
Sanskaar had already left…
Swara was surprised.
Where was Sanskaar? She hadn’t seen him for like 20 minutes now. She had seen him watching her as she was talking to Rashi. She smiled at the thought of him looking at him with so much care and desire and she blushed.
Seriously? After so many scandalous kisses and what not, A single gaze from him could turn her legs into jelly… And make her blush.
Aaahhh… Such was the power of love.

But where in the world was he? She went around the hall in search of him.
Sumi : Swara beta?
Swara (not really concentrating on her mother) : Yes?
Sumi : I wanted to ask you something…
Swara (turning to her mother) : Ma! I’ll come back in a few minutes… Wait for me… ok?
Sumi (smiling) : No problem! It’s nothing urgent.. I was just wondering where Sanskaar is?
Swara (muttering) Me too… (loudly) He must be somewhere here only.. Don’t worry Ma!
She left her mother and went and searched in the hall again for him.
Swara (impatiently) : Where is he? I’ll call him.
She called him and the line went through but no one picked up.
Swara (anxious) : Why is he not picking up? What the hell… Sanskaar, Where are you? Are you alright?

Ragini : Swara? What happened? Why are you looking so worried?
Swara (turning around to look at Ragini) : Ragini… No! Nothing happened… I just can’t find Sanskaar…
Ragini (surprised) : Sanskaar? I can’t find Laksh. Sujata aunty told me to call him. But I can’t find him either.
Swara : Dramebaaz? Come to think of it, I don’t remember seeing him for quite some time as well. God… Where are these two brothers?
Ragini : You chill Swara! I’ll go look upstairs for them.
Swara : Wait… I’ll help you.
Ragini : No… Don’t worry. I’ll go. This is your Sangeet. You should be here. Especially since Sanskaar is not here.
Swara nodded and sighed. Ragini laughed and hugged her.
Ragini : Hey! Swara… What happened? Why are you so worried? Maybe Sanskaar just needed some air. Nothing happened to him.

Swara : No… I know he’s ok.. It’s just… Something is wrong. I can feel it….
Ragini : Swara… Look at me.. (Swara raised her worried eyes at her) Don’t worry! Nothing is wrong. You just smile… C’mon.. You’re SWARA! How many times have you reassured me? You are the strong one…. The one who has always managed to pull through. So, now smile!
Swara chuckled and nodded. Ragini, after giving Swara a reassuring pat and walked upstairs.
Swara : I just hope Ragini is right and nothing is wrong. But… Something has happened today. I… I can feel it… (she smiled at a random guest) Laksh ko kya hua? Where is he?
Laksh was sitting alone in the terrace, wondering how his life had become so complicated.
No, not complicated… Miserable, but at the same time wonderful.
He thought back to the first time he had been introduced to Ragini. It was way before he had met Swara… Way before Sanskaar and Swara and all this…

She had been really sweet and charming. And she was really, really smart. Laksh was no stranger to women, But he hadn’t known any woman who could on and on about Greek politics…
Laksh (smiling) : I still don’t know any woman who can go on and on about Greek politics.
He remembered thinking she was stunning, but without an attitude. That itself was such a surprise to him. No woman who looked like that was humble. But then… Ragini was not a usual lady.
Ohh… He didn’t mean that he fell in love with her that day itself… He was the one to suggest Ragini to Sanskaar, For God’s sake…. But he did think she was really pretty and beautiful.
And then, He met Swara!

Laksh knew Swara was just perfect for Sanskaar… And as he wished, those two were going to get married now… But in the process, He never imagined that he would lose his heart so badly.
It all happened in Darjeeling. While Sanskaar and Swara were always fighting and talking to each other, He had found company in Ragini. It was Swara he was more close now though. For as soon as he realised that Ragini loved Karan and his own feelings, He couldn’t stay the same with her… Either he would confess his feelings and make things really awkward… Or else he would lose his mind. And so they drifted apart. Not much… But it was never the same.
Laksh sighed. He was again thinking about the past. Why did he bother? Ragini loved Karan…. She loved the man and Laksh was happy for her. Truly…. Karan was an excellent guy and he too loved Ragini. And so Laksh was happy for them.

Yet, Though he was happy for them, He couldn’t help but feel sorry for himself.
He knew feeling sorry for himself didn’t exactly put him in the best limelight, but what the hell?
He was nursing a broken heart and he couldn’t show it to anyone. So he was damn well going to feel sorry for himself. He was human and they felt sorry for themselves, Didn’t they?
His phone rang and he saw the number. Ragini… Why was she calling him? It wasn’t enough torturing him during her dance and looking gorgeous? He cut the call.
Laksh : What the hell? Laksh Maheshwari! You are an author… You have written 3 best sellers. You write mystery, romance but you certainly don’t act like them. You SHOULDN’T act like them. Ugghhh…

He held the phone in his hand and wanted to throw it, but then switched it on and opened the gallery. To see a picture of…
Obviously Ragini!
Laksh (tenderly) : I love you…. I love you so much! God knows how much I love you.
Voice (From behind) : LAKSH! You love someone?
Laksh’s eyes widened in shock and he whirled around to look at the stunned face of………

Laksh ( whispering) : Ragini!
PRECAP : Sanskaar’s decision…..

Hey guys! Sorry for the late update!
This will be my last update until 1st June.. As my exams begin from Monday! But I will be visiting often… So I don’t want any of you to lose touch… Please do stay in touch.. Either through fb or here!!
If anyone stops.. I will be very angry when I return 😛 😛
SO wish me all the best 🙂 🙂
And this chapter… I actually didn’t want to leave without informing properly and well, Was bored of studying 😛 😛
Ik it’s a very short and uninteresting chapter.. And I know you all were looking forward for Sanskaar’s POV..
But you all know na.. How much I love him.. So I wanted to do full justice to his pain and character!
So please wait patiently… Do stay in touch… Every 3-4 days if possible.. And I will be back before you know it…
1st or 2nd june 🙂 🙂

LOVE YOU ALL!!! <3 <3
Ohhh before I forget.. For ppl who have not yet seen it, Please do read my first OS… It's really really long though! Hope you like it 😀 😀


BYEEEE!!! :* :*

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  1. nyz episode dear…… all wishes for ur exams dear……. will miss ur episdoe……. plzz post it on june firat week bcoz aftr tht i cabt read…… am oing to hostel where the use of mobiles n ibtrnet is restrictd…… oh god i dont know what to do…..

    1. Thnxxxx aami…????

      Will surely post June 1st week… shit… that means after that you isn’t come here at all??? How sad…which college is this… I’ll miss you a lot then… ????

      1. ur welcme dear….. ya from tht i cant read it regularly but i svd the link of ur ff n read it whole whn i come to home.. actually itz not college, I am going to an medical entrance class…..
        i toooo miss u alottt…… espcly ur wondrful stry….

  2. Hey anjali just started reading ur ff and fell in love awesome pls upload next part asap i am addisted to ir ff its like 1am and i am reading ur ff thinking this will be the last chapter but my curiosity says read next one too just realised u didnt post the naext one waiting…..❤️????????

    1. Heyy pravalika… nice to see a new name here…????

      Umm… sorry…but next chapter will be in June only… as I have exams from tomorrow… but will meet you all soon…????

      Glad you loved it btw…??

      1. Oh thats fine all the best for ur exams

  3. Hey anjali…….all d bst 4 d sem xams
    ……n im angry on addarsh 4 reminding sanskar abt dp…..n poor laksh ……keeping all inside himself……
    Ok buddy…..lobe u lots…hugs….tc????

    1. Thnxxx dev…..
      Lol… bechara adarsh…. ??? poor Laksh Ik…??? but don’t worry…. everything will be alright sooooon…????

      LOVE YOU TOO….??????

  4. Hey anjali… Finally I am typing .. Yup yup.. Riya is typing.. But I hate my doctor.. I’ll murder him .. This Vigo is so irritating.. Above that injections.. I am actually sneaking out.. I am lying on the bed and typing .. Misha, the security guard has gone … And the nurse .. I have send her to bring my soup.. Yuck yuck yuck.. Karele ( bitter gourd ) ka soup .. Behana do something na.. This soup is really irritating … And u know just know someone will come and snatch my phone away.. So bad .. If I touch my face, they shout so loud not to touch as if I have done some great crime .. And these stitches.. Gawdd?!? Idiot ,.. Starts paining anytime.. Pheeka food .. I hate.. I love spicy food.. And this food.. ???.. And this nurse.. And my family.. They won’t let me do anything means anything..

    U tell me what all lol stuff mishu has told about me … I need the full report and I missed our triplet group so much…

    By the way all the best for ur exam.. Accha now I need to rush.. Looks as if someone is coming.. I’ll talk to u later.. Buhbye and will have a long conservation secretly

    1. My baby is back….. WOOO HOOOOO…..

      but how can you do this?? Ur supposed to take rest na?? ???

      Idk if I should be angry with you or sympathetic or happy…. I’m all 3 now… itching sab Kuch seh lo…. surf thodi der no baat h….????

      Ur alright…

      And ur sis is a sweetheart
      She was so sweet and informed everyone without fail…. but she did say u wanted to murder the doctor ???

      Karele ki soup…. YUCKKK

      But drink it all… completely… once ur alright… I will buy yummy yummy spicy paneer tikka for you….????

      I too missed out triplet group… but now.. you’ll be back soon… yayyy…


      LOVE YOU!!!! ??????

      1. Anjali.. This is shanaya urf Riya’s bestie.. Baby Ji is sleeping now.. But she has a surprise for u both.. I have submitted an article.. Don’t know when where and if Tu would post it., do read it and I don’t know who Eva is .. Tell her also to read if it is posted.. It has been written by me but each and every line riya has dictated me.. So do read

      2. Wow….riya has written an os or ff??? Can’t wait…will surely check it out…. Thnxxx so much shanaya….

      3. Meh hu Riya ki kiddo….Eva…and i’m waiting…Riya…i missed u sooooo much……so happy to see u back…

  5. Hi Anjali:) Awesome as usual. All d best for ur exams:) but pls don’t separate Swasan. As a die hard Swasan fan I am requesting this to u pls?????

    1. Thnxxx rain!!!

      Glad u liked it…???

      And UK that even I’m I swasan fan na… so how can I separate them… don’t worry… ???

  6. Hey Anjali!! All the very best for ur exams 🙂 🙂
    This episode though a filler, I loved it…It is fantastic..the way u express someone’s feelings is marvellous..I’m waiting for u to come back!!

    Rock ur exams.. 😛

    1. Thnxxx naina!!!! ??

      Glad u loved it…. will be back soon…. how’s ur friend??

      Stay in touch… ????

  7. I know i am very late , but please forgive me please *holding ears* .

    Di june 1st week?? , but first study , all the best di ,

    Now i am angry on u , di confession please please , cant wait for long , aahh i want to read next chapter now .

    *beautifully written di*

    1. Priyu…. no telling sorry…. u know that na… ??

      And aww…don’t be angry with me… they will get together… we have to have a little spiciness na…???

      Thnxxx… ???

  8. Hehehe.. I am again sneaking.. Everyone is thinking that I am sleeping but u see what I am doing.. Tu.. U are so slow.. U didn’t post my article till now.. Pls post soon.. Kiddo.. I missed u too .. And this shanaya , I told her clearly.. Lemme meet her tomorrow… And yup that’s a ss which I have written.. It’s not my first but u r gonna see a great invention by me.. And wait wait I haven’t written it .. I am a patient yaar.. Shanaya has written it.. I just spoke it out for her.. And the vocabs I have used Is very simple.. And even the chap is too small.. Don’t mind.. Just see andar ke bhaav and not bahar ki katha

    1. Riya…i would love to read all writing of yours…..btw u have fb?I would add u….

    2. Riya… pls tell me the name yaar…. exams se pehle nahi dhoond sakti…. ill read now if I can..varna thodi der baad ??

      Haan… are you on fb?? Add evu and me…

      1. Ooohhhh… I found it…?????

        Yayyyy….. am gonna read it nowwww….????

        Rivanjali…. ???

        Love both of you!!!! ?????

  9. Hey anjali after a long time….the episode was good. Sanskar got to know about swara’s feelings…well only u know whats going to happen next.And laksh’s p.o.v was emotional.anyway all the best for next episode ?

    1. Thnxxxx sri varsha… ????
      Glad u liked it…

  10. huh..again I’m late… ?? asusual epi was awesome… ugh dis adarsh, such an idiot… feeling too bad for lucky… dont make him devdas yaar..!!!

    1. Thnxxx nive…. lol… Every one is angry with adarsh…???

      Lucky… poor guy… devdaas… lol… never… ???

  11. Hiiii di how exams r going on ?? Well i saw u on fb i wanted to send u a friend request but i have to take my mom permission i know 2hat will be her answer a big no lets see …. ??

    1. Heyy priyu….??exams are really good… two over so far… 5 left….

      Yupp ask her and if she allows def do send…???

      1. Anjali di u still didnt commented on my os , i am waiting for you , its named as swaragini – distance – one shot by ♥priyu♥ , commrnt fast ur comm3nt is very much worth to me ???

  12. Hey anjali its again rocking part…
    I commenting after many time here i feel .. Anyways i saw ur fb id n already sent request i feel…

    All the best for exams … Rock the exam like u rock here…

    Take care..

    1. Thank you sooo much meghs… nice to see you back…????

      Will go check it out…. I think I already accepted it… but am not sure…

      Thnxxx will do well surely ..?

      You take care too…. :*

  13. I just started reading this ff and got addicted to it I just love the way ur write I read whole stories in 2 days and waiting for the next part eagerly I just love the way u write please post it . its an awsm experience to read ur ff

    1. Thank you sooo much radhika…. feels really good to see a new name…???

      Am glad you loved it…. I will post in June…. bcos my exams are going on currently…??

      1. OK and all the best for your exams????

  14. Di r u from bangalore , i just got to know on fb while reading ur friends comment , it means u know kannada , actually i know kannada very well because its my mother tongue actuallly my native place is in karnataka and telengana border , so i know kannada and in my home i talk with my father and sister in kannnada and in hindi with mom because she is hyderabadi , and in telugu with neighbours and friends and in english with u all …. ????

    1. I am tamilian basically…. but I lived in blore for 10 years so I can understand very well….but not talk that great…..

      I love Hindi and van talk as well understand… and ob I know Tamil…. but English is my best language. At home its mostly English for me..??????

  15. Hi anjali di. I am a silent reader of tis fanfic. I chose to comment finally. I love ur fanfic to bits. I would rate ur swasan fanfic as the number 1 fanfic. After ur fanfic only i like all the others. I searched alot for any fanfic better than urs but i could not find one. U r just marvellous. Ur writing skills are god gifted. Please do continue writing and in return we readers will be commenting with love.

    With tons and tons love???????
    Ur ex silent reader

    1. Awww….. Thnxxx my ex silent fanficaholic…. I am sooo glad you love my ff….

      And number 1?? ????

      When there are sooo many fab ones out there…. that is SUCH AN HONOUR….


      Idk if this deserves Soo much praise but I’m really really speechless….

      Pls never be silent…. I will be so happy to get a new friend…???

  16. Anjali di u dnt knw hw happy i was whn i saw that u read my comment. U deserve all the praise u r getting. Whn i saw that u replied i was litrally jumpng with joy. Nd the last line in which u said u r happy to get a new friend i was simlply over joyed.?????????? And di its june 1 tmrw. U promised an update tmrw. Jst reminding u ????

    Ur fanfic i am jst addicted to it. Thank u soo much fr accepting me as ur friend. I hope u remember me as there are hundreds who comment on ur ff??????

    1. Awww…. ur so sweet….

      And yes… I will start writing from tonight….

      I do have one last exam today…so uske baad after I come home ill start…????

      And ofc I’ll remember you…. don’t worry ???

  17. i have read all d parts..u r an amazng writer..waiting 4 d nxt 1..:)

  18. madam when r u going to post next part?

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