Heyy, It’s Anjali back with the next chapter!!!
Thnxx for comments and to my silent readers….


I realise some of you might be finding it hard to find the chapters among the million million ffs’ present… So I’ve added this url.. IT will have all my chapters together… From the latest onwards.. Hope you find it helpful…
Swasan!! ๐Ÿ™‚
Swara (walking back to the car, thinking) : I am going to confess my love within the next 3 days… I cannot wait anymore…
Sanskaar ( thinking) : I have done all this. But I should perhaps reduce this. I cannot let Swara ever fall in love with me.. It would be a disaster…. But why will she fall in love with me? That is just my fancy… Till now, you’ve been able to charm any girl you wanted Sanskaar, But the day you actually want to charm a girl, You can’t…
They reached the car and got in, Sanskaar at the wheel. He revved the engine and set off for home. They were still thinking about each other.
Suddenly Swara’s voice disturbed Sanskaar’s thoughts.
Swara : Sanskaar!
Sanskaar (absent mindedly) : Hmmm..
Swara : Remember that day when you asked me what is love?
Sanskaar’s thoughts froze. What was she saying? Love? Why was she saying that?
He thought of that day, during their first date on the way to the beach where she had tried her level best to teach him what love was.
Swara (interrutping his thoughts again, impatient voice) : Sanskaar?
Sanskaar (turning towards Swara, a bit guardedly) : Yes Swara…. I remember. Why are you asking?
Swara : That day, you told me that you’ll think about what I told. I just want to know if you had or not.
Swara (thinking, in a hopeful voice) : And if there’s the slightest hope for me that you’ll love me back. Is there? I want, no need to know that as well….
Sanskaar (thinking) : What answer do I give her? Tell her that I love her so damn much that it hurts to imagine a life without her? Tell her that since she came into my life, I’ve not had a decent night’s sleep because I am tormented with thoughts of her? Tell her that I cannot live without her?
Sanskaar : Why Swara? So suddenly?
Swara ( hesitantly ) : Well… It just struck me suddenly. Do you believe in love now?
Sanskaar ( incredulously, but bitterly with a sad smile) : I have always believed in love, Swara!
Swara ( a bit surprised) : But, I thought you didn’t want love because you didn’t believe in it.
Sanskaar : When you grow up in a house with my mom and dad and Badi Ma and Bade Papa, then you have no choice but to believe in love. I do know there’s love in this world Swara! I always have and I always will. But….
Swara ( in a slightly hopeful tone ) : But? But what, Sanskaar?
Sanskaar (closing his eyes for a moment, in a defeated tone) : But… This love is not for me. I don’t have it… I don’t need it.
Swara (her hopes sinking quickly, heartbroken) : Why do you say that? Sanskaar… What happened that made you like this?
Sanskaar (thinking, heartbroken) : Stop Swara! Please stop… Stop asking these questions… For I know I have no proper answer and soon I won’t be able to stop myself. Please Swara! Please….
Swara : Sanskaar, Stop the car (seeing him not doing so ) Sanskaar… Please…
Sanskaar sensed the catch in her tone and stopped the car a street away from her house.
Sanskaar (not able to look at Swara for some reason) : Why did you ask me to stop Swara?
Swara (softly) : Look at me please!
He didn’t turn.

Swara cupped his cheeks and turned him towards her. He raised his eyes hesitantly and was shocked to see the emotion in her eyes.
Swara (gently) : I think you are hiding something from me.
Sanskaar looked at her, his heart thundering. Did Swara know that he….
Swara (continuing, oblivious to his pain) : But I don’t know what it is. All I know is that you are retreating into a shell, Sanskaar, And I don’t like it.
Sanskaar continued to stare at her. He didn’t know what to say. The moment of life or death was here and all he wanted to do was postpone the moment. He wasn’t ready for this conversation.
Sanskaar (removing Swara’s hands from his face and turning the other side) : Swara! What happened to you? You’ve been acting very emotional from the morning. I think you haven’t slept off the holi hangover yet. Go home and get some sleep.
Swara (smirking sadly) : People should learn to change subjects from you Sanskaar! Par I am the most stubborn and tenacious person you know. I don’t give up so easily. So, I’m asking you once more : What are you hiding from me?
Sanskaar ( putting on a fake cheerful tone) : Arre yaar! Nothing baba… Swara! I am not hiding anything from you. Pakka.. You are just being silly.
Swara (eyess flashing) : I am being silly? If I am being silly, then why are you avoiding my question Sanskaar? If I am being silly, then why are you not able to look at me and answer?
Sanskaar (thinking) ; I have let this go on for far too long. I have to put a stop to this. (looking at Swara) I am so sorry Swara!
Swara (continuing) : I asked a simple question. What do you think of love and you gave such a vague answer. Why Sanskaar? What happened….
Sanskaar (in a loud voice) : SWARA!
Swara shut her mouth shocked and waited.
Sanskaar (in a furious undertone) : That’s enough. Bahut ho gaya yeh bakwaas! Love.. Love… Love… Why are you going on and on about it? Remember, I told you on day 1 itself that there WON’T be love in our marriage. Did I tell you or not?

Swara turned away and flinched. She tried to stop the tears that were threatening to spill out of her eyes while Sanskaar continued, each word puncturing a hole in her heart.
Sanskaar ( thinking) : I am so sorry to shout at you Swara.. I know you haven’t done anything wrong. You are asking questions which are genuine and necessary. But I am a coward. I cannot tell you how much I love you. And if I tell you my biggest secret, I can’t bear to see the pity in your eyes. I just can’t. I’m so sorry Swara!
Sanskaar (loudly) : I told you the word love does not have a place in my heart. I cannot stand it. Do you understand Swara? And why are you so concerned about love anyways? And that too suddenly? (in a fake mocking tone, but his expression relaying a heartbroken hope ) Are you in love with me Swara?
Swara finally turned towards him. Sanskaar caught her by the shoulders and asked again.
Sanskaar (more gently this time) : Are you in love with me, Swara? Are you? Because…. (his voice caught, but he closed his eyes, drew courage and opened them, steeling his heart) Because I am not! I DON’T LOVE YOU…
Swara smiled bitterly. It was no less than what she had been expecting but it still hurt. She had lost and the demons had won. Maybe it was her fault. Maybe she had confronted him too soon. But today, This dark night, SWARA GADODIA HAD LOST AND THE DEMONS HAD WON.

Swara (thinking) : I cannot tell you how I feel now. You are angry and you are still hurting. I don’t expect you to love me ever, but I will help you get over this fear of love. But… After today…. I am scared Sanskaar! I am scared that I won’t ever get the courage to do so.
Swara finally wiped her unshed tears and looked at him, with absolutely no expression in her eyes.
Swara : I don’t love you too.
Sanskaar’s despair grew. Even though he was awaiting this answer, His heart shrank with misery.
Swara : I didn’t ask you this question to make you think I love you. I asked this because I was curious. But I think I made a mistake. Sorry Sanskaar! I am really sorry. I didn’t mean to make you angry. Now… Will you start the car, Sanskaar? It is getting late and tomorrow is the mehendi… Chalo!
Sanskaar (now in a gentle tone) : Swa…
Swara (turning towards him) : No Sanskaar! It’s ok… Let’s just go please…
Sanskaar sighed but started the car. He stopped in front of her house and rested his hands on the steering wheel, unable to look at her departing. Swara turned and looked at him one last time, and then got out of the car. As she was going to close the car door,
Sanskaar : Swara!
Swara looked up at him.
Sanskaar : I am sorry! I didn’t mean to shout at you or hurt you. I just…. I don’t like the word love Swara! And I do care about you… a lot…. I do care about you Swara! I always will…
Swara smiled sadly and reached inside and tousled his hair.
Swara ( so softly that he might not have heard her) : I know you do. I know you do and that’s why it makes this all the more difficult.
She gave one last wave and then ran inside, into the sanctuary of her room waiting for the tears to fall..
But they never did. She went and changed her clothes, choosing a black salwar… Depicting how she felt right then. She was in a state of numbness. She had no idea what to do…
She folded her saree and kept it on the counter. Just then she spotted a note on her mirror. Puzzled, She went to look at it.

Swara read the note thrice before sinking down to her bed. Ragini!! Only then Swara realised just how much she had been ignoring Ragini and her mother. Her thoughts were always about Sanskaar! She was going to a new family, but it seemed like she had left her old one behind.
And finally, the tears came. Not tears of self pity, not of helplessness. But tears of guilt.
She imagined Ragini waiting for her in this room for a long time, all because she wanted to spend some time with her.
Swara (weeping silent tears) : Today I was so happy throughout the day and night. But in my happiness I forgot about the others’. Today I proved myself to be a selfish sister and daughter. Today, Swara, you failed and you failed badly… As a daughter, as a sister and as a lover, You failed.
She closed her eyes, wanting someone to take the truth away from her. Wanting to sleep peacefully, without any dreams. She took the note that was clutched in her hands and read it one last time.
Swara rose from the bed.
Swara : Ragini!!!
She ran from her room and entered the adjacent room where Ragini was sleeping peacefully. She tip toed inside and smiled seeing her beautiful sister sleeping so peacefully.
Swara (thinking) : I can’t wake her up now… I will talk to her tomorrow… pakka…
She sat by her and just stared at Ragini, thinking of all their childhood memories, the games they played, helping each other out during tests. She smiled nostalgically. Sometimes it felt like it was so nice to just go back to being Swara Gadodia again. Not Swara Gadodiam future Maheshwari. Not that she would have traded this life for anything else, But she needed some time away from Sanskaar. Just for her Ma and Ragini.
Swara finally realised that she had been sitting there for too long and decided that she had better go to bed as well. She got up, tucked Ragini in again and gently kissed her cheek. As she withdrew away, She noticed a piece of paper in Ragini’s hand.
Curious, Swara took the paper out. What she thought was a paper were actually two photos, crumpled. Swara looked at the photos.
One was a picture of Ragini and herself and the other, a picture of Ragini with Karan. On the backside of one photo, Ragini had written MY TWO FAVOURITE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. AND MA, OF COURSE!!
Swara’s eyes moistened up. What had she done to deserve a sister like her? Swara felt truly lucky that she had a sister like Ragini. She quietly crept out of the room to cry nicely when she heard a voice.
Sumi : Swara beta?
Swara turned to look at her Ma…. And then the teardropd fell, loud and wet as she ran over to her mother and hugged her tightly.


Sanskaar entered his room feeling utterly like a heel. He was a miserable coward.
He entered the room, shrugged off his blazer and threw it on the bed. He needed to hurt himself for hurting Swara! He needed to physically hurt himself so that his mental pain wouldn’t consume him.
Sanskaar (in a heart broken voice) : Why… Why did this happen? Life was never supposed to be this complicated. I was supposed to lead a simple life. A dutiful wife, A loving family, A contented life… But now, I want more. I need more. But that is not possible.
He went to his cupboard and opened the drawer and took out a photo. He gazed outside the window clutching the picture. Finally he looked down at the picture to see Swara in a gorgeous salwar smiling whole heartedly.
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Sanskaar smiled.
Sanskaar : I would do anything to keep this smile on your face forever. But instead, I myself am hurting you. I’m so sorry Swara!
A single tear escaped from his eye as he closed them and clutched the picture to his chest.
Sujata : Beta Sanskaar!
Sanskaar opened his eyes.
Sanskaar : Mom!
He quickly wiped his tears, not wanting her to see them and turned towards her.
Sanskaar (walking towards her) : Mom! Why are you awake so late at night?
Sujata smiled.
Sujata : When my child is in pain, How can a mother sleep peacefully?
Sanskaar stood surprised.
Sanskaar : How do you… I mean, No mom! I’m not sad. See, I’m smiling.
And he smiled at her. A smile which seemed like a ghost of one. Not reaching his eyes at all. Sujata held his hand and led him to the bed. She made him lie down on her lap and gently massaged his head.
Sanskaar sighed relieved. He didn’t feel like being alone, And God had sent him a companion in the form of his mother.
Sujata (rubbing Sanskaar’s temples) : So are you going to tell me the truth?
Sanskaar (guardedly) : What truth? There’s nothing to tell, Mom!
Sujata : Beta! I’ve been your mother for 28 years now. And I had you in my womb for 9 months before that. These lies won’t work on me…
Sanskaar (sighing) : Mom…
Sujata : Nahi Sanskaar! It’s ok… I didn’t come here to ask you to spill all your secrets and worries to me. Though I really wish you would. Beta, It’s eating you alive. This tension and this worry.
Sanskaar opened his eyes blankly. Everyone had decided to question him today or what? He just lay down quietly, not wanting to interrupt this inner determination.
Sujata : I must be a bad mother.
Sanskaar (shocked, getting up) : MOM!
Sujata (with tears in her eyes) : Yes beta! I am a bad mother…. Because what sort of mother sits by and watches her son suffer. Not for one day, not for two days, I’ve kept mum for 8 years thinking that it’s nothing. It is just a phase. Why didn’t I ever confront you in the first itself? Then at least, Maybe I would have my Sanskaar back right now.
Sanskaar : Mom! Your Sanskaar is right here….
But his words felt weak even to his ears. Mom was right! The day Bade Papa had left him, A piece of Sanskaar too had been ripped out. He was partly missing, wandering out somewhere lost. Sanskaar knew this well. But he never imagined that his mom too had noticed.
Sanskaar (gently, wiping her tears) : Mom! Khabardaar if you reproach yourself again. You were the best mother I could have asked for. I would want you as my mother for the next hundred lifetimes if I could. Mom… You’re my rock! Please don’t cry…
He hugged her tightly and held her close. She clutched him and smiled.

Sujata : You know beta, When your Papa and I heard we were expecting you, We were so joyful. We were so happy. And then once you came, Both your Papa and I went into panic mode. We didn’t know what to do with such a small prince. Jiji was also pregnant with Adarsh and couldn’t help much. But you…. you solved the problem yourself. You were such a calm and peaceful kid that you always managed to calm me down too.
Sanskaar smiled and took both her hands in his and kissed them.
Sanskaar : My pyaari mom! Mom! (she looked at him expectantly) Mom, Have I been a good son to you?
Sujata looked at him stunned, then laughed. She cupped his face.
Sujata : No beta!
Sanskaar stared at her shocked.
Sujata (continuing) : No Sanskaar! You haven’t been a good son. You’ve been a great son. You’ve made my life blessedly happy. You take care of your aged parents and your siblings. You take care of this household and this family name, Not to mention the company. Sanskaar beta, It is I who am truly blessed to have you as my son. And lastly, You are marrying Swara! You are bringing me another daughter. Sanskaar beta! You don’t know just how happy I am about this.
Sanskaar smiled, but again it didn’t reach his eyes. Swara’s name had brought back memories of everything that had happened. The heart break, the guilt, Everything. But one thing made him happy. Even though he wouldn’t live long, He would not have disappointed his mom. He had been a good son.
He rested on her lap again and closed his eyes, willing for a dreamless sleep in his mom’s lap.
Sujata ( softly) : Beta, Do you want me to stay tonight?
Sanskaar nodded, largely relieved. He wouldn’t have to be alone with his voice and thoughts echoing throughout the night. He had his Mumma! silent tears passed through his eyes.
She smiled and bent down and kissed him, wiping his tears away.
Sujata : No crying today… Sleep well, My baby!
And he felt like he was 12 years again. Thankful, Sanskaar fell into a dreamless sleep, taking solace and comfort from his mother.
Sumi ( anxiously ) : Swara! Why are you crying? What happened beta?
She slowly took her crying daughter into Swara’s room and made her sit down. Swara still clung onto her mother, unable to let go off her. Sumi just held her and decided to wait until Swara’s tears ran dry. She mumured soothing words as she worried for her daughter.
Finally, Swara quieted down and calmed her shaking self. She sat straight and Sumi got up and got a glass of water for her.
Sumi : Swara beta, Drink this! You will get dehydrated otherwise.
Swara quietly drank the water, looking downcast. After drinking, she again leaned on her mother and stared quietly at the wall in front of her.
Swara (in a small pained voice) : Ma! I am not a good sister.
Sumi (confused ) : Swara! Beta, aise kyun keh rahi ho? You have been a good sister. Hamesha!
Swara Shook her head.
Swara : Nahi Ma! I have been a good sister. But now, Now not anymore. I am a bad sister. I was not there for Ragini at all… Even when she needed me. I am a bad sister Ma! And I am a bad daughter too.
Sumi (protestingly) : Swara! Nahi beta…
Swara (interrupting) : I AM a bad daughter Ma! I am not spending time with you at all. I haven’t done anything for you lately… I am a bad daughter Ma..
Sumi (firmly) : SWARA! That’s enough…
She hugged her daughter and comforted her.
Sumi (gently) : Swara! Just because you haven’t been around lately doesn’t mean that you’re a bad daughter. Your papa hasn’t been here in a long time, Does that make him a bad father? Nahi na? Then how can you tell like that?
Swara looked at her wonderingly. Sumi smiled reassuringly at her.
Sumi (nodding) : Swara! Relationships are not called so because of how much time you spend with them. They are special,
They hold a special place in our hearts because of what you think about the person. As long as you have good thoughts about the person and wish the best for them, You are a good person, be it your sister, mother, father or friend.

Swara : Par Ma…
Sumi : Nahi beta! These tears of yours did not have just self reproach or guilt. I sensed hopelessness as well. Swara, Kuch hua kya? What made my strong princess so weak today?
Swara closed her eyes.
Swara : Ishq….. Ishq Ma.. Ishq.. Love…
Sumi smiled.
Sumi : But this is good news na? (softly) You love him right?
Swara (nodding wistfully) : I do… More than my own life… But…. He doesn’t.
Sumi (her smile fading) : Aah! I see… Did he tell you that? (At Swara’s nod) Have you told him how you feel about him?
Swara : No Ma! I didn’t have the courage to do so… When I heard the rejection even before telling him anything, How could I summon the words? I didn’t have the courage Ma.. I didn’t….
Sumi (now tearing up a little) : My baby!!
She took Swara into her arms and comforted her heartbroken daughter.
Swara (in a small voice) : Ma!
Sumi : Hmm…
Swara : Remember when I was 16 and you used to call me Shona! (laughing slightly) And…
Sumi : And you used to never respond because you thought it made you sound very young. I remember!
Swara : I want to be that kid again Ma! Except this time, I want you to call me Shona! All the time… Or at least most of the time.. I want to be that young.. Oblivious to this pain. I want a dreamless sleep. I want courage to face my demons Ma! Because only if I face my demons, Can I face his… I need this Ma!
Sumi (tears streaming now) : My Shona! My poor Shona! You had to suffer through so much heartbreak today. I’m so sorry, My beti! I’m so sorry…
Swara (shocked, wiping Sumi’s tears) : No Ma! Don’t cry…. Papa would not like it if you cried. Look.. I’ll be alright Sacchi… I just need someone to hold me today.
Sumi: I’ll do that anytime, My baby! My Shona…. Aa Jao!
She made Swara get into bed and tucked her in, then came to the other side and began tapping Swara’s forehead gently to soothe her innocent daughter to sleep.
Swara (thankfully and sleepily) : Ma! Will you please sing that lori you used to sing to Ragini and me?
Sumi : Haan Shona!

Chandaniya chhup jaana re
Chhan bhar ko luk jaana re (Luk: hide)
Nindiya aankhon mein aaye
Bitiya meri so jaaye
hmm mmโ€ฆ
Nindiya aankhon mein aaye
bitiyaa meri so jaaye
Leke god mein sulaao
Gaao raat bhar sunaao
Main lori lori
Ho main lori lori

Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori

Gardhaniyaan chhun chhun baje
Palkan mein sapna saje
Dheeme-dheeme haule-haule
Pawan basanti dole
hmm hmmโ€ฆ
Dheeme dheeme haule haule
Pawan basanti dole
Leke god mein sulaao
Gaaon raat bhar sunaao
Main lori lori
Oh oh ho main lori lori

Meri Muniya Rani bane
Mehlon ka Raja miley
Dekhe khushiyon ke mele
Dard kabhi na jhele
Oh ho..
Dekhe khushiyon ke mele
Dard kabhi na jhele
Leke god mein sulaao
Gaao raat bhar sunaao
Main lori lori
hmm hmm main lori lori

Lori lori loriโ€ฆ [x8]
Sumi finshed singing and saw that Swara was sleeping peacefully.
Sumi : Thank God! Bechari… She cried herself to sleep today. But tomorrow, Tomorrow what will happen? Mehendi function is there. The wedding celebrations will start. Will my strong Swara be able to manage this heart break? Will she manage to free her love from his captors? Oh Lord Rama! Please guide my daughter. She needs you.
Sumi put her head down next to Swara and hugging her went to sleep giving her strength and optimism to Swara.
Swara and Sanskaar slept peacefully that day, willing to let go of their thoughts and desires for just some time with their moms. Their families. And their own selves.
Sooo…. Yeah…
I was in a very nostalgic and upset mood today.. So didn’t feel like writing happy stuff…. Was way too upset to even think about that… Just converted my feelings into words and wrote it down…
Didn’t proof read it..
So it may be bad.. It may be too emotional or completely devoid of emotion.. I don’t know… But this chapter gave a new dimension to the story.. something I wasn’t expecting… So I hope you like it…
Uk, the other day I received my first hate comment… And tbh, I wasn’t upset… Sure When some ppl got them, I told them chill… It doesn’t matter and all that,,, But I was actually apprehensive that if I ever get one, Will I be able to let go of it..
But it didn’t bother me at all… And you know why? It’s because of all you others.. You have always given me support and love… I could start naming the people… But the is frankly too long.. And I have an exam tomorrow.. ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›
So thank you guys for giving me so much love…
And now for Anu, Bisha, Dhara di and neha’s answer…
It’s a bit sad though…
My parents were the wolf and the moon for about 2 months when I was 8.. That is 10 years ago. They got into this huge row, fought about it for weeks until they decided to seperate…
So my dad moved into this other house we had and I used to go like a nomad between the two houses.. But my parents loved each other a lot.. Though theirs was an arranged marriage, they decided to get back together..
Like Sanskaar, I’ve always known what it meant to have your parents in love… And just like Sanskaar… I understand the pain of losing one of them…
I’m not saying this because I want your sympathies… I’m just saying this because I needed someone to talk to and I can’t go to my family for this…
My mom passed away when I was 10.. That is 8 years ago… Ironic isn’t it?
Lol… Anyways… My dad is still so much in love with her… It’s really heart touching but it also makes me feel sad… That’s why I was thinking about the wolf and the moon story today…
My mumma was soo awesome… She was the one who introduced me to books and expanded my vocab… She was the one who taught me proper speech patterns.. If my English is good today, It’s only because of her…
Anyways.. That’s all… Will try to post new chapter soon…
Love you guys…
I have bio exam tomorrow ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

Credit to: Anjali


  1. ridhima

    Yaar u made me cry today. I loved it soo much . Our story also matches bt instead my dad is nt wid me . I never got courage to accept the fact bt after reading today i am nt able to stop myself…
    Sryvi i make u guys bore or smthng…

    • Anjali

      Sorry to make you cry Ridhima!!!

      And I’m soooo happy you loved it….


      As for ur dad, I wont tell sorry bcos it never feels genuine but I’m really glad that you shared this with me…. I hope it lessened ur burden and I will pray for you to gain strength and remember you can come here and talk to me anytime.. Don’t worry!!!

  2. kriya

    Please…. Make them confess their feelings.. At least let Swara know about sanskar’s fear…… And let her set the things… Can’t see sanskar and swara broken … I was literally crying while reading today’s post and pls try to post next one asap

    • Anjali

      Sorry kriya to make you cry!!! ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      Their feelings… Well it all depends on Sanskaar… Will he ever be able to let down his guarrd and tell her??

      Don’t worry Kriya! I will unite them asap ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ™‚

  3. Anu

    Idk what to say. Never in my life I have seen as strong girl as you. And truly ur mom and dad are really lucky to have you as their daughter. As for the haters I pity them as they cant see the pure soul inside you.

    And now the chapter. It was pretty emotional in th beginning. But the way Sujata consoled Sanky was just awesome. And Sumi singing Lori for Swara. How sweet! Reminds me of my childhood.

    Lovely memories. Ty for writing this beautiful chapter. I simply loved it โ™ฅ

    Love ya sis! Take care and have a good night ??

    • Neha

      Anu ur pic is so cute I think it’s your sissy no… Wanna see it not coming have u uploaded it on insta….
      will check both are looking so cute ?

    • Anjali

      You know you really don’t have to say anything… I know what a friend you are and my little sis ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Well , its the haters opinion….I really couldn’t care less about that….

      Pure soul?? Not at all…. Im a very naughty girl at heart… ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      Thnxxx Anu!!! Glad it brought back old memories!!!
      ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      LOVE YOU TOO!!!!!

      And as neha said, ur sis is sooo cute…

      well now she’s my sis as well so yeah ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰

      and this pic is there on insta Neha!! Go check there ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

  4. Hope

    Wow…u r a very strong girl…well..after reading i wanna tell u dat..love marriages suck..coz..my parents did nd now dey hate each other..dey r not seperating for me n my bro’s sake.. Its world war 3 everyday at home.and now its lyk me n my bro against d world…..
    I only told all dis coz ur ff made me emotional..abt d whole family bonds.. Just take care…and
    all d best 4 ur exams..and i hate bio since dey started us teaching human body parts in KG…LOL..

    • Anjali

      Thnxx hope… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      I am really sad to hear about ur family’s state… Wish it could be better…. I will pray for u to have a better tomorrow ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      If I’m a strong girl today, that credit too goes to Mumma! She has taught me everything in life…. And her mother, that is my nani took care of me after she left, And my nani too showed me the path to live , to enjoy life… She too has undergone soo much and she sat and taught me the real values to life…

      Bio… I used to like it till 10th.. then after losing touch with it, doing it now in coll is really annoying.. ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™ . .

      anyways, As ur name usggests… Hope for a better tomorrow… Who knows u might end up falling in love yourself …. ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰

  5. Mugdha

    Hey Anjali..i saw an episodic analysis..it had your ff too…plz do read it..its name is ‘writers swaragini ff analysis’ u were appreciated there…so plz read that..

  6. sunkar

    Man I made me cry today. Lovely chapter. Every son/daughter or mother will see a bit of themselves in it.

    • Anjali

      Sorry to make you cry sunkar ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      I just wrote this because i was really upset yesterday… But i didnt cry so didnt know it was this emotional… ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      Uk this comment touched my heart… I swear to God!!!
      THANK U SOO MUCH <3 <3 <3

  7. Dhara

    When I started reading this part I had a feeling that where it will go and I was right. It was way to emotional. And in the end the W and M. I never knew that ur mom is no more. I can’t even say sorry for that. I just hope that u get all d happiness in ur life and a perfect life partner ๐Ÿ™‚

    • Anjali

      Thnxx Dhara di!!!

      Sorry if it was too emo…. Didn’t really think of what I was typing…..

      You don’t need to tell sorry for this… It’s happened.. And I’m even on terms with it.. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Just ur wishes and support is enough for me ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

  8. Kavya

    Really an emotional Chap anjali. But I really liked it?. This Chap brought tears in my eyes nd coming to the story of wolf nd moon, I’ve also seen it nd have felt nd it is not tht nice? loving someone knowing tht he/she can never be yours is something tht no one can explain but it is only felt. Once again wanna say that it was really very good nd an emotional one too?

    • Anjali

      Thnxxx Kavya!!! Sorry to make u cry ๐Ÿ™

      Ohh… I feel really bad that you had to go through that feeling… I’ve seen and am still seeing secondhand that it’s awful… I wish you didn’t have to feel it ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      Thnxxx Once again ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

  9. Dharsha

    U again rocked the whole episode…..
    It was very emotional I guess coz I have tears in my eyes (u know am a strong-hearted person but it does not mean that am devoid of emotions though)….
    Just love you loads for this update…..u changed me from excited ? to emotional ?. ….it’seems alright ?
    And when u said YOU KNOW WHO (ragini letter)….I just went into the most mysterious and of course wonderful world created by J.K.Rowling…..???
    U know am a die-heart fan of Harry Potter (I will just go into the magic world if I start speaking about it….so it’s better to leave here)….I guess u r a fan of hp ???
    Am very sad yet again knowing about W_M story of ur parents…..
    And am not saying this out of sympathy or pity and all……but it is true that ?true love never dies?….. Love becomes immortal ( and I understand all these now coz of ur parents w_m story )

    And All the very Best fa ur exams … rock it

    • Anjali

      Aww…. Thnxx Dharsha!!!

      Sorry to make you cry though ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      I’m really happy you loved the chapter….. <3 <3 <3

      I make the toughest hp crosswords and quizzes…. So if you ever wanna take part… ALL THE BEST… READ WELL AND COME COMPLETELY PREPARED…. <3 <3

      I can talk about hp for hrs as well… but in person… not like this!! So come to chennai and we'll gappe maarify a lot!! ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰

      Don't be sad Dharsha!!! It happens to everyone… I'm not sad it happened to me… But it hurts a lot to see my dad….. 8 years later and still it hasn't reduced…

      • Dharsha

        Will definitely love to meet u and talk a lot……specially about hp???
        Will be happy sooooooooooooooooo much to talk with a great writer like u????
        Ya….some things can never be healed but don’t worry I will pray ? to God that u will be happy forever and ever????

      • Dharsha

        I stay in kanchipuram…..will love to meet u….but in which clg r u studying????…

        I have just completed my 10th std.(cbse) And waiting for my results….
        Also if u don’t mind….shall I ask u a suggestion….am really confused about the board which I should choose for my 11 and 12…whether cbse or state board of tamilnadu…. which would be better according to ur opinion???reply me if u can

      • Anjali

        Thank you sooo much Dharsha!!!

        I never knew you live so close by…. I come that way…. At least i think it’s that way only… I come via GST road everyday for college… SRM UNIVERSITY!!

        For ur question, I would prefer cbse… The exam is tough the portion is harder but if u want a good college Cbse is what u need…

        U can get into any anna uni colll easily with state board… but a private uni is far better and to stay top over there CBSE is the best… state is too ugghh…

        but it depends completely on ur financial situation also…

        anyways i would prefer cbse over state any day…

      • Dharsha

        Well thank u so much for the suggestion…. even I feel cbse is better… ?oh!!!u study in SRM….that’s superb….u r studying which course…which year…u do stay in Chennai or….sorry if I asked more?(coz my skool seniors r in ur clg)

  10. oh god missed u so much.. anjali.. all d best for exam ๐Ÿ™‚
    n dear u r strong girl ๐Ÿ™‚ abut ur mumma i have 1 feeling wt if they die but they r still in our heart in our memories.. ur father has huge heart that he still love ur mom n todays episode is totally heart touching n convo b/w sumi n swara n sanskar n sujhata is too emotional n swara n saksar’s convo little emotional n little heat of moment type he want to hide his pain n supress the feelings for her

    • Anjali

      Awww…. Missed you too Falguni!!! <3 <3 <3

      Exam ugghhh… Don't ask…. :/ :/

      My dad's awesome man!!! I'm his princess… He doesn't let me do anything.. I still don't know how to wash clothes in the washing machine and all because he always does it.. I do have to learn though….

      And thnxxx ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€
      Glad you liked it!!!

  11. Hei Anju…..2mhre mom..mene ye xpct nhi kiya tha..so sry dr..jab mene swara aur ubki mom ki cnvrstn pdhi thi tabhi aisa kuch lga tha..n u know Meri Dad bol nhi skti n chal v nhi skti..jab me 1year ki thi tabhi uski prssre stck huyi thi..u know jab scl ne ya phir kahi aur mere frndz apni apnu dad ki saath aati thi n msti krti thi mujhe humesha bura lga tha..ghr me aake chup chup ke roti thi..kisi ko nhi pata tha iske baare me..mere dono bhai n mom me kbhi v mujhe sad hone nhi diya..n chote bhaya aur mere liye humari bade bhaya ek father jaisi thi..wo mujhse 8saal bade he n choote bhaiya wo 3saal bade h..bade bhai toh bhai se jyada ek achhi father h n my best frnd evr..n chote bhai?โ˜บ,wo toh meri sistr jaise h..n u know humse jyada tklif bade bhaya ne paya par wo mumma,papa n hum dono ko kbhi mehsus hone nhi diya..n me bbht he inncnt typ thi phle..jab v koi kuch khti thi me humesha roti thi..kitni v chhoti baat q na ho hunesha roti thi..bt now i m strong??..haha par kitna strong hu yey mjhe v nhi pta.

    N now don’t be sad ok..keep smile (like diz?????????????????????

    N epi ki baat kare toh bht he hrt tchng thi ..2mhre epi n 2m dono ne mjhe rula diya

    • Anjali

      Heyy Rups!!! I’m still deciding what to call you…

      Rups or sikha or mickey ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      Anyways for now, Teeno hi samajh lo!!

      On to serious notes…

      I don’t know what to say Rups!!! My dad too is speech and hearing impaired but to not be able to walk ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      And I totally get the feeling about school… I know how much it hurts… But while I had to feel it for only 8 years, You’ve had to your entire life… I can’t imagine the pain you’ve been through.. ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      I’m soo glad you had such wonderful brothers… It was really nice to learn about them….

      And ur bday is in july na? That means i am about 2-3 weeks older to you… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Don’t worry… I’ll keep smiling ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      And sorry to make you cry… ๐Ÿ™ I didnt meaan too!!!

  12. sanya

    Hey i am New but I must tell you i am reading from starting but I think never comentented i dont know why but I have to say you are truly Amazing writter……. I love your ff
    But today you make me write coment on your ff IT was perfekt you Made me cry plzzzzz sanky ko itna senti matt karo i love Him

    You are very good plzzzzz try next Part soon as you can bec. I CANT WAIT ๐Ÿ˜‰

    • Anjali

      Oh woww!!!! A new namee…

      Hii Sanya!! I get very excited whenever i see a new name.. bcos it’s another friend for mee ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Thnxxx sooo much!!!

      Sanky ko senti nhi…. Insaan banana chahta hoon…
      In all the books that I’ve read, the guy controls his emotions and they burst out one day… Idk what will happen here.. But Sanskaar deserves his share of pampering.. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      Sorry to make you cry though!!!
      ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      Awwww… Anjali too loves Sanskaar soo don’t worry!!! Zyada nahi hoga :* :*

      I’ll upload asap

  13. Harani

    a very emotional one Dr ..just like streams my tears are flowing down ..I doesn’t know today the most ff I read made me emotional …anjali here it’s not about sympathies but your mother blessed you with a precious talent and habit of being close to books ..this is awesome and even more than that ๐Ÿ™‚
    love you loAds. all the best for your exams …I wish you come out with flying colours ๐Ÿ˜€
    your writing always mAde me feel refreshed but this one made me feel a little responsible to my family whom I don’t spend much time with ๐Ÿ™‚
    Thank you so much Dr …love you loads :-*

    • Anjali


      I didn’t mean to make you cry!!1 ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™ Sorry!!!

      But thnxxx….. Books are like my life… Whether they are ebooks or normal books.. I prefer books to tv anyday….. MOST OF THE TIME THAT IS.. ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      Family, Even I don’t spend much time.. Even at home, I sit in front of the laptop half the time doing nothing… So don’t worry…

      LOVE YOU TOO!!!! And thank you for supporting me for sooo long!!!

  14. sam

    You r superb anjali i loved this part and i feel u as my frnd so i wanted to tell u one thing ur parents are very lucky to have u as their daughter and u too are very lucky to have such a loving parents. Sry if i said anything wrong but i really like u

    • Anjali

      Yaayyy!!! Another new name.. ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Heyy Sam!!! Ofc you are a friend so pls don’t tell sorry and all!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      and ur comment is sooo sweet!!!

      Thnxxxx sooo much!!! I am truly lucky to have awesome parents… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Aww… I like u too….
      And am glad u liked this part!!!!

  15. sakshi

    Oh God anjali,i cried after reading this chapter.Each and every words of swasan was awsm,their emotions,love towards each other,sanskar guilt.Each and every world touched the bottom of my heart.
    And ya i want ur help.Actually i have 3 months holiday can u suggest some good books or novels(romantic,love stories)
    And plzz tell how can i contact u easily if i need ur help.

    • Anjali

      Ohh… Sorry Sakshi!!! ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™
      Didn’t mean to make u cry….

      Thnxx :* :* Am soo glad you loved it…. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Love you too!!!1 <3 <3 <3

      Exam ke baare me mat pooch… Ugghh… ๐Ÿ™

      Will upload asap.. ๐Ÿ™‚

      Suree.. Will help you… I have many books… But only some romances.. Say about 20 or so… Ebooks…
      Soo if u want just tell me.. I can send them to you if u give me ur mail id…. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      3 months hols?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ


  16. angel

    hi guys…kindly add me to ur friends group plz??

    hi anjali….i am new to ur ff….i had read all teh previous parts in a day only and i love ur ff….i was sad as u made swara less pretty though i like her more but as its said person’s hearts reflects beauty not face or complexion….love it…plz post asap and all the best for ur exam….???

    • Anjali

      Woahhh…. All 35 chapters in a day?? That’s commitment… And it makes me sooo happy!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Suree… You can be a part of this grp Angel!!! And thnxxx a lot!!!

      Lol… Yeah…. Ik some ppl were upset bout that…. But Swara is swara…. I wanted to write this story and for it, I needed swara to be considered less pretty..

      Glad you loved it though… And will try to post asap

  17. Shraddha

    I just dunno what to say…….
    I just want to tell you that……. I’m so glad I met a person like u….. So young yet so strong….n such a joyous soul?
    There’s sm 1 our der watching u at a distance feeling really proud looking at u!!!!

    Now coming to episode this was probably most emotional u ve ever written….
    Extremely touching …… Each n every aspect I really liked Sujata n sankys part…. N ragini note part very heartly…..

    Ok so come on now Whacho!!! Show us some fun in the next one can’t handle too many emotions…. Hahha…
    I was actually about to sleep just thought to visit this page…. Found myself to be lucky ?
    Gnnyt tc love u…..

    • Anjali

      uk this morning when i saw ur name itself i knew that whatever you say, it’ll end up with a smile on my face…. ๐Ÿ™‚

      And i was right!!!!

      UR comment was soo sweet and meaningful yet with the right amount of light heartedness that i needed..

      I’m glad to have met you too Shraddha!! I’m going to think of a nick name for you… ;P ๐Ÿ˜›
      Aww.. So sweet of you…

      And am glad you liked the chapter… ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Oops… sleeping se pehle itna emo chapter… Lol… I couldn’t have slept after that… Lucky?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      Sureee…. Will have mehendi Mastiii in next!!!

      LOVE YOU TOO!!! :* :*

      • Shraddha

        You know when ever I see these lines that I make you smile….?u ve no idea
        It makes me sooo happy? ……
        So nick name for me??aaha????
        U better not keep any hanky panky name ??
        Even I can’t handle any emo overflow so I refresh my mind with smthing else n den sleep?
        M lucky why because yest night I checked now tonight I’m checking so if I hadn’t yest night I wud ve probably missed it silly???gotit?

      • Anjali

        See… Even now I am smiling….

        lol… This is also an art Shraddha!! The ability to make others smile and laugh!!!!

        I will think a lot about ur name… And will choose the best one ok??

        Good girl!!!

        Haww… Me silly ?? ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      • vaishnavi

        Shall i tell u a good nick name to shraddha di….its secret haa don’t tell to her dat i told?????….the name is ‘monkey’ ….it suits her well no…isn’t it????……

      • Anjali

        Bechari shraddha ko monkey bologe??

        Haww Vaishu!!1 ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›
        Vaise naam acchi h… Let me think about it!!!

        I bet shraddhaa will start with Vaishu ki bacchi and go on and on…

        Am gonna wait for her reply ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

        Shraddha kyun naam rakh doon???

  18. Eva

    Anjali…first hater comment? Ignore it..u saw my situation right? Not one but I guess minimum 100 haters comments were there for me…but u told me to ignore it didn’t u?
    And about your ma…she is always there with u in your heart…u r an ideal daughter…and your parents must be proud of u….now let me talk about your personality…u have an awesome personality..u r kind and helpful…and also very supportive…and about your vocabulary..its outstanding…and as your mom made your vocabulary…then i can say that she is alive in your words….everyone says that I’m a strong girl but after seeing u I feel that I’m nothing in front of u…if I’m strong then u r the strongest…i was disconnected from the server for a week I guess…and just now read your ff…..ur an excellent writer as well as an excellent human being..love u dear…

    • Anjali

      EVAA!!! Finally….

      Yaar… I missed u sooo much!!! And <3 the pic!!!

      I dont agree with you…

      It takes one type of strength to know that ur mom is never gonna come back… An entirely different type of strength to stand up to ppl and not bend over just because they are being mean to u… You can't compare the two….
      So don't ever tell me that you're not the strongest.. K??

      And ur not nothing.. If in 8th i had received these messages, I would have quit writing the ff and quit tu.. But u havent… So no berating urself.. ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      And thnxx…. Am glad u loved it…. <3 <3

      Aww…. Mumma in my words… So sweet of you… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

  19. jaf

    Anju if Its so that ur mom was behind ur awsome vocabular! Then i love her too. Because i love u 1 na??
    Anyways i love u! All d best fr ur exms & pls wish me luck to i hv pmt tmmrw…
    Gd ni8

    • jaf

      And ya i literally cried reading the part! Evrything was so sweet. Their sleep, I mean dreamless sleep! Atlast thnk u fr this emotional epi

    • Anjali

      Oopss Sorry Jaf!! I forgot to wish you…
      SORRY ๐Ÿ™
      How was the exam?? Hope it went well!!
      *fingers crossed*

      You’ll def love my mom then… Bcos it is bcos of her that i even started reading books and learning new words.. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      LOVE YOU TOO!!!!! :* :*
      Sorry to make u cry… That too before ur exam!! ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™
      But am glad u liked it!! ๐Ÿ˜€

  20. RUPA

    Hey Anjali,

    I really don’t know u have gone through such a rough phase in ur life. I don’t know what to say but yes u r a strong girl who had successfully fought with her demons. I know the pain of losing loved ones but remember one thing i’m always with u and will be, so no matter whatever u feel u may share with me.

    coming to today’s chap it was so emotional and i couldn’t stop crying. I loved the way u have shown motherly love.
    Please for me take care of urself i can’t see u in pain, i just feel sisterly bond with u.
    Love u loads Anjali and keep smiling.

    • Anjali

      Awww…. Rupa!!! LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

      It may not have been easy but I do have a wonderful family and amazing friends who got me through it…

      And Ik that I can tell anything which is y i decided to share this with you ppl….. .

      Sorry to make u cry!!! ๐Ÿ™
      And am glad u liked it….. <3 <3

      Aww… Don't worry… Am not in pain now…. Am happy as can be ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ SEE???

      And as my sister u need to tell me how old u r… So that I know what to call u ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      • RUPA

        Love u too Anjali <3 <3

        I'm relieved to see u happy and yes always keep smiling.

        That's so sweet u to consider me as ur sister and as u have asked me about my age then let me tell u i'm going to be sweet 16 on this may 15.
        U can call me with whichever name u want and i don't mind, infact it was the sweetest gesture u have ever given me.

      • Anjali

        Ur ypunger than me ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

        What maturity for ur age rupa!!!!
        I never would have guessed it!!!


        Awww :* :*
        That means my sis’s bday is coming??? What gift does she want??

      • RUPA

        Now i think i should start calling u Anjali di .Oh that’s so sweet of u to think about my b’day , well what could be the greatest gift than getting u as my sissy. But as u r asking then would love to have double update on my b’day but only if u r free.

        Good night Anjali di <3 <3

  21. Neha

    Hey anju didn’t read but still commented I’m so happy seeing ur ff I’m gonna read it after this comment ……wait for my next one ?

  22. stoneheart

    awesome anjali ji..even though it was a long wait but it was worth it…and as usual u nailed it …!

    • Anjali

      Thnxxx Stoneheart…

      I find u very cuteeee… .Adding ji after every name….. And ur comments too always make me feel good!!! <3 <3

  23. Sueรฑo

    Hy my beautiful TE,My beautiful Anjali………. Love u lyk universe……….?
    U knw I can nvr imagine my lyf widout my mom……. It jus kills me…….. Bt I knw d feel of losing a parent n d love of thm……. Nt thn my baby gal…… U R vry brave n strong gal……. U hv to b lyk mountain I.e; strong, fr ur Dad………
    I really feel tht whoevr gave u negative feedback dn knw abt d talent u hv in u…….

    I nvr evr felt in my lyf so connectd to someone I hvnt evn met o knw much abt……. I jus lov u so much??

    Abt d epi it ws jus blast……. Dhamaka…… Wid each line of sanky n swara….. I felt lyk I ws in d situation…… I hd such affect…… U writing s beyond words…… N ya, try to becme a writer i mean an author of a book…….. I’m sure it vl b worlds best selling list……. I’m so proud tht I knw u n I read it ff????

    I knw d pain of love too…….??
    Anyway waiting extremely fr ur nxt epi……?


    • Anjali

      MY Sueno!!!!! <3 <3 <3

      I saw ur comment in Anu's ff about how u told this was one of ur fave ff's and i was sooo touched…

      But then, Me the being the foolish the upset… ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜› So didnt comment…. <3 <3

      I will pray that you never have to live a life without ur mom… Bcos i cant let u die… ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      Who will call me TE then??

      And yep, I will surely remain strong for my appa!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Lol… Negative comment ko chhod… I was acting pretty weird and stupid that day and they saw it in the wrong swnse.. Main kya karoon ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›
      Pagal toh hoon m ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      I love you too !!!!

      Ever since the first day that you commented… I've waited sooo eagerly for ur comment…

      And I'm really sad to hear the you've had the pain of losing a love… I hope you are ok now… ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      And am sooo glad u loved the epi!!!! Woww… Dhamaka? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Lol.. Will think about being a writer… Def will consider it….

      And from mon no exam for about 2 days… THANKFULLY
      And then uni pracs ๐Ÿ™ :((

      • Sueรฑo

        Ohhh……. Thts soo cute of u…….. May God bless u wid d Happiness n joy n make u bit crancky too….. As v wnt u to b crancky so tht v can enjoy reading it in ur ff….. Lol???

        N ya…… I thnk I vl b fyn anyway it’s been 7 yrs……. So I thnk I vl b completely fyn soon?

        Love u TE????????????

  24. Neha

    Hey dear it’s too emotional child n mother such a relationship can’t be compared to anyone mothers keep their child in their womb bear pain more than what one can feel if his all bones are broken but alas all their pain subsides when they take their child in their hands….. Can’t say more otherwise I will cry …….coming to you can’t give sympathy as for me it will be a insult for u and brave ones don’t need that too… I can’t say I understand what u felt at 10 such a young age u lost the most important person u know anju just like u my mom has only taught me to study she was the one who was responsible for my studies …..my father never gave a look…. N I can understand ur parents separation part …long back I was in same situation that time I was in 6 or 7 my parents used to fight a lot but by god’s grace or due to my mom’s weaknesses they are still together but yeah now things got solved but yeah I have seen these many a times my parents only then some of my close relatives…. That’s what why sometimes I don’t trust marriages and all… Love I trust but M.. can’t say but anyways leaving all that tumne bahut rulaya aaj… Padhne ke pehle I was so happy seeing ur ff name but now sad and emotional wanna hug my mom… well dear I don’t have sis always wanted one don’t know their relation… Can we be?? Leaving everything back to point I want compensation…. Rulaya h toh bukhto ??? don’t make faces I’m very fond of compensations ??????

    • Neha

      Aww itna lamba hogaya Pata nahi chala… Edit kardoon….. Oops par aata nahi… have to read. …chorry ?

    • Anjali

      First of all… I’m ur sister ok….. No more asking can we be and all that…
      Main hoon tumhari behen!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      And coming to compensation, batao meri behna ko kya chahiye?? Kuch bhi lake doongi… VK doon kya?? ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      On a serious not…

      I’m so happy to hear about ur mom…. Sounds like u r her jaan!!! I’m soo happy for u…. And I am also happy that ur parents didn’t seperate…

      Just take care of them both Neha!!! They need you as much as you need them…..

      Coming to marriage… It’s a very fickle thing…
      May sound very cheesy and filmy, But it’s true what they say over there…

      Dono taraf se koshish karna padtha h marriage ko rakhne ke liye….. It’s not as easy as ppl think it is… Whether a love marriage or arranged marriage…
      As far as i’m concerned… The only thing u need in a marriage is trust and understanding…
      Even more than love… ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Haww… I made my Neha sad…. Sorry sweetie!!! Jao.. Mom ko ek bada sa hug de do!!! A hugeee one ok!!!

      I badly wanna meet ur mom after what u told about her… She sound soo sweet….

      And rulane ke liye bhi maaf karna…


      Aur haan… Compensation me kya doon?? Soch kar bata do…

      And don’t you dare edit this…Boo…. Loved the comment a lot…!!1

  25. sweety

    Firstly, anjali u r really a wonderful writer I must say……and plz dear don’t consider any hate comments yaar….coz ur awesome and I’m sure u will be…..don’t be sad for those who can’t appreciate one’s good works and determination…… Ur really awesome girl…..secondly, I literally cried reading this episode yaar……too good yaar,the way u expressed the pain they both were going through was just fabulous…… I really loved this episode……
    And all the best for ur exam dear…….may god bless u with happiness and success……
    Be strong and stay strong…….and never be sad dear…….always be happy my friend…..

    • Anjali

      Aww…. Thanks Sweety!!!!

      Def I won’t consider any hate comments… Pakka promise.. ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Sorry to make u cry ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      Thnxxx… ๐Ÿ™‚ Am really glad you loved this episode… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      Will surely stay strong and happy sweety.. And u too …..
      :* :*

  26. hey anjali.. its so nice yrr.. so sweet… and emotional… i just love these moms.. how they consoled their children… nd really u made me cry…

    • Anjali

      Sorry to make you cry Khushi!!! ๐Ÿ™

      But am glad you loved this chapter…. ๐Ÿ™‚


  27. shreyanshi

    i completed all ur episodes of this ff.. today..
    after getting so much awsum reviews from others… i really luved ur so much
    abt todays epi itz so much emotional and the way u portrayd the emotions of swara sanskar and their moms , I felt their emotions.. luvd this equation of parent and child.. so much of love..
    thnx.. to ur mom.. bcz of her.. we r reading.. this awsum ffsss….:)

    n all bst for ur .. xam (y)

    • Anjali

      Thnxxxx Shreyanshi…..

      So nice to see another new name… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      And today?? Wow… Am impressed…. ๐Ÿ™‚ And honoured…

      And am really glad u liked it a lott!!! And able to understand their emotions… What more can the writer want?

      a huge hug for you….

      And haan!! Mumma ko thnxx bolo…. It’s all bcos of her!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

    • Anjali

      Wow… Another new name…

      Thnxxx Nabila!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Am glad u liked it….

      Will post asap

  28. Anjali

    Woahh…. Soo many messages….
    Did you ppl not sleep??? ???


    Thnxxx everyone….
    Will reply once I return back from coll…. thnxx for the exam wishes though… need it today…. bio is an impossible subject for me….???


    • Eva

      Yap..finally I’m here….I was busy and was feeling lazy too….so didn’t update.i did not even reply to the comments I received..but when I read your comment..i needed to reply…and I’m not a stranger….not to u at least..??

      • Eva

        And I believe u don’t need any sympathy cause u r the strongest…i was sad when I read this update….living without parents is very hard….and yap correction..it will be WHEN I READ YOUR UPDATE AND NOT COMMENT..so proud to have a friend like u..I gave up my laziness and commented only because of u…take care friend…

      • Anjali

        Haan… Better not be a stranger to me…. ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

        Lazy girl… Mein taras gayi hoon Rishton ke Dastan padhne ke liye…. Jaldi update kar!!1


        And yeah… NO sypmathy needed…Just frienship!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

  29. musku

    Anjali so u r a bio student wow…I thought u r engineering student….. Now I m back of u…haha..coz I gave class 12 exam this year n need to decide what to do ahead…so I hope u understand what I mean….haha…
    About this update this was far beyond words…. I really feel small to even praise u …when I don’t have even 1% of ur talent…that is y sometime I don’t comment….I am genuinely saying this….this was…idk…? I m not good at words but can assure u that I madly in love with ur story…n today my love 4 this story has been doubled…. Too emotional heart touching ….bothswasan were really vulnerable in their mom’s presence…n u depict the emotions just to perfect…neither more nor less…

    • Anjali

      I’m not a bio student….

      Don’t freak me out…. the mere mention of bio and I start hyper ventilating…

      I’m an IT engg student first year…. first yr engg generally includes all sorts of basic engg skills… plus mines a private uni, so they include more for me like civil and electrical none of which is necessary for me..??

      Anyways I was gonna reply to everyone later and to you as well… but I had to tell you that I’m not a bio student…


    • Anjali

      Musku baby!!!!

      Stop talking like that… Never have I considered myself to be above you ppl and never will i…. So u don’t have to feel small or anything… How do I know that ur not a world famous basket ball player?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      Aise nhi kehte…. ok??

      Awww thnxxx sooo much!!!! Am glad u found the emotions heart touching… ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

  30. bresh

    It’s amazing…nf plzz ignor the hate comment… Ur just amazing anju…ur mom would be proud of I today for such an amazing work…and she will be happy her effort had been put to work…

    • Anjali

      Thnxxx Bresh!!!

      Am so happy u liked it… And suree… Idc about the hate comment!!!

      Awww… So sweet of you!!! LOVE YOU!!!

  31. vaishnavi

    Anju 100 years for u …i was thinking abt u only nd i got ur ff…the whole epi is toooo emotional dat i am crying my heart out now (which is really needed for me) ……swasan convo was like a cold war for me,later sanky’s guilt nd swara heart broken which lead to this emotional yet such a beautiful chapter ..seriously i loved this chapter a lot a lot means really a lot …ithink one of d best emotional epi emotional epi i ever read ….ragini’s note ..it is the 1st reason which made me cry(now u don’t feel guilty dat u made us cry..i must thank u for making me cry coz its really needed for me)swara gng to ragini room ,reminiscing d sisters moments ..ragini love for swara all r really superbb nd then later mother’s consoling der children …sanky sleeping on sujata’s lap,sumi singing lori for swara really heart touching…….swara’s pain nd sankaar’s pain is not comparable but ya swara atleast told everything (her heart out)to her mother but sankaar is still hiding his pain ……so totally its super se upar wala episode……

    • Anjali

      100 years for me… huh?? I’ll need company then… *thinking*

      I saw ur comment in Sethoo di’s ff, Vaishu!!! And I have replied there as well!!!

      All I can say is I’m soo happy to have a friend like you!!! <3 <3 <3

      And about ur comment for this epi,
      First of all… Rulane ke liye sorry!!! ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      Am really glad you loved it…. <3 …. YOU CAN COME AND TELL ANYTHING U WANT… OK??

  32. Dev

    Hey anjali…….1st of all…..HOW WAS UR XAMS BUDDY….heard dat it was tough….how was it 4 u……n how r u doing …..books all ovr d room…on bed table n floor…..hahaha …..coz im like that during xams…..n dad scolds 4 dat wen he enters my room……
    Now abt d epi……u made me an emotional freak in mornin…..???bad grl…..ur epi shows d depth of ur worries n saddness dear….im happy dat u chose 2 ri8 2 gt off dis feeling……n dat d epi was so emotional n supportive…..lovd d convo of suju n sanky…n sumi n swara…..it shows d insecurity of d both to their family membrs….n 2wards demself…..it was a bit touchy ……n now dat all is settled in a peaceful sleep waiting for d masti at mehandi…….???
    All d bstfor 2des bio ……n love u lots as in tankers of lorries……n huge bear hugs……love u

  33. vaishnavi

    Yesterday evening i was free nd i commented der a lot then i saw only few comments of urs dat time only i got little doubt dat something is wrong with u…today after reading epi only i became emotional but reading ur words became too emotional nd after reading shikha dii’s comment tears didn’t stop der way frm my eyes dey r still der…..u r just awesome.. girl…u bared a lot but still u r strong dats really good ………”Mother”…mother is more than god for anyone… she is the 1st beautiful thing of our life ….but loosing her…..i think loosing is not r8 word but ya its not easy for anyone……sometimes we think dat as our fate nd we may compose ourself but no ,even tough we think its our fate but many times we think dat y me ,y only me nd we may even curse god too in dis process ……whenever u can’t take it more na u cry ,u cry infront of ur mother then u will see her composing u……now i am gng to share something with u with all come to seetu di’s ff ok

    • Anjali

      Lol… I thought someone might think its weird…. Didn’t feel like talking at all yesterday…

      Uk I’m sooo glad you decided to share ur stuff with me… It made me feel really happy… Love you sweetie!!!

      And if i’m strong that too is bcos of my mumma and my patti (nani)… They both are the strongest ppl ive ever known….

      And as for ccrying about it, Ive cried a lot, angry with her for leaving and all… But even at that time I never asked y me and y not someone else… I understood that pain and i possibly couldn’t wish it on anyone else…
      I would rather it be me…

      And if i cry… IF that is… I dont really do so anymore… I cant cry in front of my family… My dad.. He’s living here only bcos of me… I have to stay strong for him.
      And my patti, she wont be able to bear it if she thinks im still sad at times… so ive really stopped crying about it….
      instead i go to a place where i can sit quietly and calmly (terrace in the night usually) and look up at the stars… Ive always loved them…

      Mumma and I used to do that soo often… just look at the stars…

      I never meant to go on and on like this… Sorry vaishuuu!!! ๐Ÿ˜€

  34. shani

    Hy do ur exam well…all the best…
    Today’z episode…it’s not bad…soo emotional..this is all about family…mom specially..I loved it..the way u discribe everything..it’s awesome..I don’t have enough words as always anjali..u r an amazing talented writer..u should write a book I’m serious anjali…and about ur vocab. it’s really good…even I don’t have this much good vocab. it’s perfect anjali…and I would like to say about that negative cmnt..don’t think about it dr…it’s just 1 -ve cmnt…u have beyond 200 +ve cmntz ryt soo just leave it…
    Anjali always keep smiling…don’t be sad.
    Be strong..I don’t need to say becoz of coz u r storng…and a good daughter..
    ..keep writing..god bless u..keep smiling..after all …smile won’t charge any cost na..bye tc of urself..

    • Anjali

      Thnxx Shani!!!!

      Glad you liked this epi!!!

      Lol… If I ever get a proper idea for a book, I will def write one….. Aww… so sweet of you….

      And I wont think about the hate comment.. Pakka promise…

      And yep, I’ll smile ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ SEE??? ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      U take care too ok??

      And I really feel you’re older than me … Actually I know ur older than me… Should I call u di??

      • shani

        It’s ok no problem…yup I’m 20yrs old I think u r 19yrs old na…u don’t need to call me di…call me by my name it’s ok..c u…plz update the next part.soon..

  35. pooja

    awww today i got late ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™
    anji u r such a strong & brave girl …… be always lyk dis dear ๐Ÿ™‚ : )

    coming 2 chapter pretty emotional one i don;t lyk a bit sanky here ……..
    but he is my fav. as always……. ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰
    poat asap …………

    • Anjali

      Pooja!!! You weren’t late and all… Chill….

      And don’t worry… I’ll always be like this * PEACE*
      Aww…. U didn’t like sanskaar?

      Will try to make him better for u <3 <3 <3

      Will post asap!!

  36. tani

    today I don’t have guts to comment…..whole night m struggling with dis….u made me dis much emotional
    I really donโ€™t know u have gone through
    such a rough phase in ur life.
    Iโ€™m so glad
    I met a person like uโ€ฆ.. So young yet so
    strong… It was very emotional I guess coz I have
    tears in my eyes… Pleaseโ€ฆ. Make them confess
    their feelings.. At least let Swara know
    about sanskarโ€™s fearโ€ฆโ€ฆ And let her set
    the thingsโ€ฆ Canโ€™t see sanskar and swara

    HATS OFF to ur writing skills u r just too good

    • Anjali

      Awww Tani!!!!

      You didn’t sleep the whole night?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
      I’m soo sorry baby!!!!

      I’m glad to meet you too… It’s not everyone who empathises soo much for someone else… I can see that you’re a really sweet and kind girl at heart!!!

      Thnxxxx sooo much…..
      Will try to bring them together asap!!!

      And sorry to make u cry ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      Smile for me pleaseee?? ๐Ÿ˜€ Aise

  37. Sara

    The epi was marvelous. All the best for ur exams and may God bless you with happiness and joy in ur life.

  38. K dr today I know about you firmly ur great not only great but very strong ladki..today ur here because of ur mother rite don’t worry ur mother is happy and great full tat she has given life to dis beauty who create wonders….be happy always ur mother is in ur eyes like a tear so don’t cry don’t let single tear to go away from u..like wise u should hold her tightly..u should be happy always…be strong believe ur self….don’t bother for anyone wat u think rite u do tat one..be happy tc love u ummmahhh. ..then sorry if I hurt anything…

    • Dr by hearing ur story I. M not able to eat dr today I am sleeping without eating..I know how much u suffer..for a girl mother is very important..till college I love my father madly but now I realised more than father a mother can give everything . .more than ur like my little sister. .till today I never give sis position to anyone but today I. M accepting u as my little sister. .now my mother has 4 children..ur my cute little sweet sis… but u should promise me u should study well don’t be sad..u should be happy always….Dr don’t worry in dis life no one will stay for decades one or other day we should also go to grave..today she tomorrow we tats it .. how many days we r leaving we should leave happily..but it’s easy to say but difficult to practice. . but i hope a new happy life is waiting for you..I wish u should get a careing lovely husband like our sanskar…I will pray for you..hv a great future..gn tc destiny Is in ur hand u should frame it with care…..
      “Remember me ever”
      ” Forget me never”
      “This is my prayer”
      “To you my dear sisy ” lover you…….ummmahhh. …u shd give me back k. .tc

      • Anjali

        AWW… Just saw this comment nowadays…

        As a little sister, Will you listen to what I say??
        Please have dinner… I won’t like it if my sister is hungry bcos of me ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

        Please eat something!!!
        And yes… I promise to be to study well and come up top!!! * HONOURS PROMISE*

        Whether I get abhusband like Sanskaar or not… I am truly lucky to get a sister like you!!!


        Ur poem touched my heart…. I even took a pic of it… And will keep it forever!! :* :* :* :*

        And yeah.. Please take care of yourself as well !!!

    • Anjali


      Thank youu sooo much for ur seet words….

      I’ll pakka be happy ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ And nope… Anjali won’t cry… Promise…

      U take care too!!!
      Pls dont tell….

      LOVE YOU TOO!!!

  39. Nuszat (T!B!H!) (~Nusz)

    Aw Anjali, you’re a brave girl!!! Just smile and remember all the happiness around you…
    Coming to this episode, I loved it so much…
    Take care hun, love you~Nusz

    • Anjali

      Thank you Nusz!!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      Will surely do soo…..

      Am glad you loved it ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      U take care too…. How’s the leg??
      LOVE YOU!!!!

  40. From nepal

    Hey anjali…how was ur xm..

    U know anjali ur mum must be really proud of her daughter seeing that she is so strong at this little age… till now i just love ur writing but now i really respect u…. so a strong girl in such a little age…

    N u know u are purely justifying ur mom knowledge the knowledge that she thought u flashes in every word of ur ff……

    Love u much choti…. after all u are little angel to me.. ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜‰

    And dont worry abt the bashers…. when people starts pulling ur leg than realize that u have made ur way ahead and thats the reason few people want to pull you back……

    But you dnt need to worry coz u can see there are so many people to love you….. :* :*

    Love u anjali and tek care of urself and prepare well for the exams…. and i knw u will rock it….. :* :*

    • Anjali

      Heyy DI!!!!!

      Ohh God!! Don’t ask about the exam… I just wanna forget it…

      Aww…. UR words mean a lot to me…. LOVE YOU!!!!

      I am ur little angel?? So sweet of you!!!!
      Srsly… This means soo much to me!!!!

      And yeah, Icouldnt care less about that statement DI!!!

      LOVE YOU TOO :* :* :*

  41. MeH

    its my frst tym here, I jst caught up with this story a cpl of days ago….wrds will b less to appreciate u…its a mind blowing story…though am a SwaSan fan I luv RagLak too..but I think we dnt hav RagLak here…and to see ragini with some one else am feeling bad:'(….any ways apart from RagLak thing I luv ur story vry mch:-)its simply grt

    • Anjali

      AM soo glad to see another new name….
      HEYY MEH!!!

      Am so glad yo like this story!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Sorry for no Raglak… But they don’t suit each other in this book… And I couldn’t concentrate on both their stories here.. I wouldn’t have done it justice… ๐Ÿ™‚

      Am glad u love it anyways!!!

  42. angel

    Hi Anjali I am a bio student…my fav subject…and I m new to ur ff…read all epis in one day…ufff u rock dear one…love it…can we be frndz?plzz

    • Anjali

      Ofc We can be friends Angel!!! You don’t have to ask!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Am glad u liked my story ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ Thnxxx!!!! All epis in one day?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

  43. Meghs

    Hey anju .. Ur strong grl i must say …

    Now i tell about ur ff its one of my favorite yaar.. But i didn’t comment … Its first time in ur ff i commenting …

    No words to describe u … N ur ff… I am speechless

    Ps: today family convo of sanky n his mom n swara n her mom is emotional n i liked it so much …

    • Anjali

      HEy Meghs!!!

      Thnxxx…. I’m glad you came forward and commented…. And you liked it… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

  44. khan

    Hey anj awesome ur a wonderful writer im fan of urs n nehas ff ur a brave girl be like this n share ur problems with us or close frnds n do upload fast ur ffs i vll be waiting for it daily n do reply me .n im a girl not boy

    • Anjali

      Heyy Khan!!!! Thnxx a lot….. Will surely share my problem if I have any… Don’t worry!!! :* :*

      And will try to upload asap… Most probably monday!!!

  45. L Khan

    Speechless dr u r not less than nothing….love U alot โคโค………..was sad to hear about this but this is wht we called life ……….I can’t ask u that wht made u sad but hope taste it end soon nd plzz take care love u alottttttt

    • Anjali

      Thnxx L Khan!!!!

      Lol… Nothing made me sad… Just nostalgic… Anu’s ff chapter… Then Stupid exam made me a bit upset… That’s all!!!

      LOVE YOU TOO!!!! <3 <3 <3

  46. Anjali

    Heyy guys……

    I have come back from coll…. but there’s no electricity… and my data will ho if I start answering all ur comments…. sooo I’m sorry…. will reply as soon as I can….

    It was wonderful to see all ur lovely comments and wishes….. love you all sooo much….

    And so many new names…????

  47. Anjali

    Lol… I just submitted the prev comment and my wifi came back… So will start anwering u ppl very soon!!! <3 <3

    I just need to comment elsewhere first…

    And one common reply..

    I mean who care about the difference between meiosis and mitosis.. I still dont know the spelling of the two.. ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

    How the hell can u like bio? No offense, But there's too much to learn.. Adenine guanine thymine ugghh… everything sounds the same

    And don't get me started on protein synthesis… srsly… soo annoying…

    one more exam and then chutkara from bio forever… ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

    Sorry all bio lovers… .

    didnt meant to insult or hurt the subject or you… but i cant stand the though of reading about nucleic acids one more time… ugghhh

    • Eva

      i learned these mitosis and meiosis this year…and also that adenine and all that….i hate Physics the most and then comes this bio..i love chemistry..i hate the diagrams the most…mujhe diagrams ke sar per kuch samaj nehi ata….lucky u…chutkara mil gaya tumhe bio se….i don’t believe myself..i want to be a doctor..still hating bio…no one can change my hatred of these phy and bio….

    • RUPA

      Well Anjali bio is my fav subject but yes everybody has their own intrests and i just hope u get all the success in which ever field u like.

    • Correct Anjali even I hate bio but I have studied it .. And physics omg for us tge subject was good but the teacher .. U know we used to call her daayan who recites mantras and make us sleep.. Protein synthesis.. God knows which acid ..from where the secretion comes.. From where it goes.. To what it changes.. Fatty acid etc etc.. For me physics was ohk but bio .. On the exam day me and my friends were playing guitar and learning the digestive system .. All the damn confuse processes..

  48. Anjali while I was reading today , I got tears in my eyes.. Just know also m just struggling to hold back my tears.. U know Anjali I never commented on anyone’s ff other than Eva’s but today something badly dragged me to comment.. I .. I am in the same situation like urs.. I am now literally crying.. So emotional of me na.. I always missed motherly love .. My mother died … I was just 5 .. My father provided me with everything.. In fact more than I needed but mother is mother.. God knows better how much we have suffered.. Though we put on a happy , face mask in front of everyone.. We are badly broken inside.. If my bhai would have not been there Then I don’t know what would have happened to me and I am sure that wherever my mother is she is seeing me and I’ll make her proud of me forever

    • RUPA

      Riya, u and Anjali are the strongest girls i have ever met. I know the pain of losing loved ones.
      I feel really bad for u that u have lost ur mother at such tender age but i’m not here to show sympathy on u bcoz i feel it’s an insult to show sympathy on ur bravery rather i feel proud of u both and i’m sure ur mother would be happy to see u moving on.
      Riya it’s a great deed to support someone when they r in pain and only few people take stand to support others and u r one them which makes u a great person indeed. I will be always there for u and u can share anything with me.
      Take care of urself and always be strong.

    • Eva

      I can’t then even imagine your situations……its so hard to live without someone whom u love the most……specially a mother…u both r awesome people….and i your parents must be feeling very proud…within these 2 days i found out that 2 of my closest friends here r sooooo strong….i never sensed any kind of sadness in your words(Both of u)……u guys r trying to live cheerfully…..yes your mom is seeing u from somewhere and IF U R HAPPY THEN TRUST ME YOUR MOTHER IS GOING TO BE THE HAPPIEST…..she is in your heart…and yap Riya don’t cry…thats your kiddo’s order….both of u be happy…keep smiling(For your mothers)….I love u both ๐Ÿ™‚

      • Eva u ordered me .. But I am sorry kiddo.. I am really really sorry.. I can’t help .. I don’t have any control on my tears anymore.. Rupa it’s great of ur people that u understand our pain otherwise some people think that we do it just for sympathy… Kiddo I’ll try to smile always…

      • Anjali

        Rupa, Eva!!! Really, SOO SWEET OF YOU!!!!

        But I am not sad anymore…. I will always miss her.. .But it is not wistfulness anymore… I have accepted it.. So pls dont worry about me… I have 2 aweosme maasis and their children not to mention my nani and my appa!!!!
        And I’m the only grand daughter in this immediate family… So I’m spoiled to bits.. ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›







    • RUPA

      Hey Riya,

      Who told u r not mature and strong? Let me tell u r the strongest person i have ever met and coming to ppl they badmouth about u because they r jealous, just ignore them. Just believe in urself. I pity on those ppl who have such mindset that teachers give u marks because they feel bad for u. Who told u r a bad girl? infact u r such a sweet girl.

      Be strong and always keep smiling.

    • Anjali

      Riya!!! Everyone is telling you not to cry…
      But I will tell the opposite..
      Cry ur heart out!!! Cry how much ever you want…

      LEt it all out… But don’t cry out of self pity!!! Ik first hand how much it hurts and how much we feel likw twlling why me… But that won’t help you at all.. ๐Ÿ™
      Instead think of the life you could have had with ur mom… And think of happy times that you would have enjoyed…

      I’m really sorry dear… I dont know whether this will help you or not… It has always helped me…. which is why im telling you…

      I wont tell sorry.. That doesnt feel genuine at all…. But I will tell this.. I’m soo proud of you Sweetie…. I really am…
      Till now ppl have called me strong… But I dont think I could have been as strong as you!!!


      And remember you can talk to me anytime…
      If you want to talk privately too just tell me and I’ll give u my email id!!!

      I’m so glad to learn that you have a bro and dad who love you to bits… I will always keep a spl prayer for you in my heart!!! :* :*

  49. Vinita

    Anjali!!! It is so beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    U are a strong girl and today I got inspired from you so much…………………

    • Anjali

      Vinita!!! <3 <3

      Thnxxx…. Inspired from me?? Wow!!!

      ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      glad u loved it!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

  50. Jyotii

    Speechless!! What can I say more! All my friends used to say that Anjali is an great writer! I had even seen in analysis! I always thought today I ll read all d episodes but situation never allowed me. I always forget. But now when I saw uhr ff I said to myself no I have to read it today. I read all d epis in one hour. One hour!!. Starting from d initials to this one each epi had its uniqueness! M regretting why I missed this ff before! You r an amazing writer!!
    N Dear for your mom always remember love is always stronger than death. Dear let me say u when I was in class 3 my mom’s brother passed away. He was for me my dad. I always used to say when my uncle ll marry I ll stay wid him n call him dad. One day we got a phn call from my nani that he was dead. He had heart disease. For me it was like a deadly nightmare coming true. I was numb. I cried for months. Still I miss him. He was my life. But eventually I learned to live without him.
    Life goes on and we have to move on with our life.

    • Anjali

      so nice to see you here… ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      All the epis in an hour??? :O ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ I have finally found the person who can compete in readin with me….

      Lol… Don’t regret it… Am Soooo happy that you read it…. <3 <3 <3 <3

      And true… Love is stronger than anything.. Especially a mom's love for her child…..

      I feel really bad to listen about ur uncle…. I hope God gives you the strength to get over this….

      Samee…. I have accepted it a long time ago…. but there is a place that feels empty still in my heart… <3 <3

      Anyways Im really really happy to see you here <3 <3<3

      • Jyotii

        Yes! It is natural that place will always remain empty. Nobody can take that place. Nobody!!!!! ๐Ÿ™
        But I have learned to live without him! Time thought me everything.
        M too happy to be here!
        Saw my pace of reading??? ๐Ÿ˜‰ Dekha m so fasttt!!!!! ๐Ÿ˜‰
        Kidding!! ๐Ÿ™‚

  51. Anjali you are too good. U r just aweosme. Honestly speaking this is my favorite Swaragini ff and I m speaking the truth. I have stopped watching Swaragini long time back but ur ff is just awesome I just check Swaragini page for yours and also some ff too, u all Swaragini ff writers sometimes make me feel as if I should start watching Swaragini again, I don’t like the show at all but I love te fan fictions. Loved swasan scenes her I wish varun and helly get to read all these awesome ff they will love it. Keep up the good work guys

    • Anjali

      Heyy Fatarajao!!!

      Woww… Favourite Swaragini ff??? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      That is such an honour!!!! Lol… I continue to watch the show… Because even if it doesnt make sense… I need some drama and light heartedness in life to ridicule… Also my VK is there na…

      I agree the other ff’s here are too good!!!

      Am glad you loved it sooo much!!!

  52. arohi

    hi anjali
    i luv ur ff nd i was reading it from the beggining but itz the first time i m commenting
    also i want ask u something .. are u posting this ff only on tellyupdates?

    • Anjali

      Heyy Arohi!!!!

      Thnxx…. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ˜€ Am glad you love it!!!!

      And am really happy u came forward and commented….

      Yeah… right now only on Tu… Ppl have been asking me to post it on fb… but first of all i have no idea how to… And second of all, let’s see…..

      And are you the same arohi who posts neha’s fics here???

      • arohi

        yea i am the same neha
        nd i want to inform u that neha have started an fb page ” SwaSan FF/OS”
        u can contact neha or even me nd post it on that page

      • Anjali

        Ohh… Thank you soo much!!!

        I will search for the page.. but if u can pls put the link here….

  53. sakshi

    Actually dear yes was my last xam.I have conpleted my graduation.
    In holidays i will prepare for my msc entrance.
    And ya i am very much interested in reading nivels and books suggested by u dear.Plzz send me off ur all books.
    My email and fb id is ([email protected])

    • Anjali

      Haww…. Lucky….

      I am sooo jealous of you right now… ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      I will send you the books in the morning ok…
      I have a lot!!!

      Aww… Even I’m lucky to have a friend like you… Plus you love books…… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      Do take care yourself!!

  54. Finally I hv read a chapter on tym….
    It was osm.. I hv no words to describe it… It was Emotional… The way their mothers support them was osm….
    U kno.. . I hv lost my dad 6 yrs back n today m writing only cz of him… He was also writer…
    Ahh leave this n all the best for ur exam… ???????

    • Anjali

      Lol… We both did….

      What an achievement!!!

      Thnxx… Glad you loved the chapter!!!

      Ohh!!! I never knew!!! And a writer?? You’re a really strong girl Meher!!! I’m so proud of you…. And you have clearly inherited his genes… <3 <3 <3

  55. ishu

    U nailed it yaar superb it was too emotionally and true but i didn’t understant wat happened to sanskaar plzz plzz don’t make it that he has diesease or sometging else plzz plzz i will die at that moment plzz plzz

    • Anjali

      Thnxx Ishu!!!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Am glad you liked it!!

      And noo, No disease and all… Chill!! I won’t let u die and all…

      HE just feels like he’s going to die soon because his bade papa died at a very early age and he feels he will too… that’s all …

  56. Unknown

    Omg Anjali you literally made me cry today, I’m not at all an emotional person, sometimes when there are sad scenes in movies/serials I NEVER EVER cry and that makes me wonder if I am a heartless person or nah? Don’t I have emotions?? LOL! I feel sad but never ever get tears, and today this episode and hearing about your mom I got tears, I actually get tears but ony when it is about mother-children bondigs… Seriously I am speechless, but thankyou, because of you I got to know that I too have emotions and I am not heartless ??

    • Anjali

      now i don’t know whether im supposed to feel bad or good for making you cry ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      Thnxx unknown!! Glad u liked it!!!

      Even I’m generally not that emotional.. I understand the emotions and al.. But cant show it out….

      Don’t worry unknown… No one’s truly heartless…. Not even murderers…

      And ur really sweet to tell that I helped you… Makes me feel really good!!! <3 <3

  57. Anjali

    I finally finished answering everyone…
    Thank you all soo much!!!

    Am too tired now to do anything else… So am gonna sleep now….

    Will start writing the next chapter on mon after my last model exam!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€
    See u ppl tomorrow!!

  58. Hi Anjali,
    Like most of them ,i too spent a good time in sobbing.Your mom and dad’s love story is so cute and adorable.
    My respect for u got multiplied by 100 times.U r really very strong person and always manages to cheer up everyone.
    This chapter was quite emotional.
    Amazing as usual .
    For me , your dad is real Sanskaar even a way better than him.
    Love u โ™ฅโ™ฅโ™ฅโ™ฅโ™ฅโ™ฅโ™ฅโ™ฅ

    • Anjali

      Heyy needhi!!! ???

      Aww…. sorry I didn’t want you to cry….??

      Lol…yeah… they were really cute and sweet and funny as well……

      Thnxxx…… glad you liked the chapter!!!!

      So sweet if you!!! I showed this to my chithi(maasi) who watches swaragini with me… and she laughed and agreed….

      She said you were the sweetest…. and I agree…

      Love you needhi!!! Ummmaaaahhh….????

      • Awww……..your chitti is so sweet.
        I am feeling jealous of u, my masi is not so friendly.There is a anti -Swaragini party in my family as well as in my friend circle ,so i don’t get a company to watch Swaragini.Glad u have it.
        Love u too dear and ya how was the exam?????
        SORRY i forgot to wish u luck.

      • Anjali

        Don’t ask about the exam…????

        Yuck it was… but tom they end..???

        Lol…come we both will watch swaragini together… my chithi doesn’t always watch with me… only sometimes….

      • Congo girl!!!!!!!!
        Finally u r going to be free.
        I have a better offer ,why don’t u join me by coming Lucknow???
        It’s a nice city.I am sure u will love it especially the language .It’s so sweet ,u wil fall for it definately.
        If u r a big foodiee ,then the city is just for u.
        Love the city like anything.
        Chennai too is really beautiful and i will surely come when i have time.

      • Congo girl!!!!!!!!
        Finally u r going to be free.
        I have a better offer ,why don’t u join me by coming Lucknow???
        It’s a nice city.I am sure u will love it especially the language .It’s so sweet ,u wil fall for it definately.
        If u r a big foodiee ,then the city is just for u.
        Love the city like anything.
        I will surely come T.N.,when i have time.

      • Anjali

        foodie toh me hoon….

        And i would def come to lucknow… but my exams are still not over…

        only models are over… stil have sems to go ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

        Def tell me if u ever come to chennai!!!

  59. Nive...

    Hi anjali… how are you yaar…!!! missed u and ur ff… finally I hv rd… already I told you know… I have no words to describe ur ff… its just fantastic yaar… always you are rocking… U nailed it … I’m really proud of you dear… be strong like this always… love you lot… ??
    and I’m very sorry yaar… being irregular… dis summer vaccation made me busy… my nephews niece sibblings… all are eating my brains nerves cells everything… lol… uk wat dey al dng wid me… If i lift my bro elder son, lil one start to cry… lift lil one elder start to cry… If i manage bth othrs say we know chiti yo oly love ur bro son’s ?? dey al kp me bcy by outing and playing hide and seek, musical chairs some times ringa ringa roses… lol just imagine myself… ha ha ha ??? 2 days back my sis blessed with boy baby… dnt knw what will he gonna to do… he is tooooo cute… I’m just enjoying all this… bcoz I love kids… there worlds are just amazing… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
    Yesterday when I cme to read ur ff… power cut… I just cursed all eb ppls… now feeling pity on them… ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

    • Anjali

      Heyy Nive….

      I’m fine.. model exams going on… They finish tomorow *EXCITED*

      And gow are you?? Missed you as well !!!
      Was sssooooo happy when you wrote that amazing OS….. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      Aww… Thnxxx soo much!!! And yep… I’ll be strong Pakka!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      And pls don’t tell sorry about being irregular… I totally understand, as a working woman just how busy you are… Your neohews and nieces sound soooo cuteee…. Even I love little kids… Aww… I am a chithi for 3 kids but they live in US ๐Ÿ™ So can’t talk to them a lottt…. .

      But i do have cousins who are smalll and young here….

      DAMN POWER CUTS… I know right… In chennai, it’s impossible to stay without the fan or Ac… Yest I had to come back from coll by train and I thought habba veetula there’ll be ac, But no!! STUPID POWER CUT..

      I was really annoyed..

      And blabbering unwanted things… Ofc you didn’t…. Stop telling sorry…
      You’re my akka!!!
      If you don’t tell me all this.. Who will u tell??

  60. Nive...

    yp… ah… sry dear… I think, I blabbered unwanted things… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

    • Anjali

      And yeah… Loads of hugs and kisses to u and ur naughty nephews and nieces ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜› <3 <3

      Hope they trouble you a lot!!!

  61. Anjali u r the best person ever I met in my life.. I again wanted to read ur update and my god so many comments and u answered all .. And as u said I smiled .. Yea .. I smiled.. It automatically happened because of ur comment.. See ur positive vibes they are so strong.. Anjali u r the best person I have ever met and even even rupa.. U all are too sweet.. God bless u all cause who make others smile will surely get the reward of smile.. Anjali u r very much correct.. I do cry but never infront of anyone.. Crying is the best solution.. After that u will feel good and I do feel it too.. Again a big THANK YOU..

    • Anjali

      Awww…. Riya!!!! :* :*

      I can’t imagine not answering the comments…. They took time out just to comfort me and support me… It’s my pleasure to answer them back… Even though it takes a long time!!! ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

      And reading it again… U dont know just how happy that makes me…. AND THE FACT IT MADE YOU SMILE… THIS MADE MY DAY!!! TOTALLY!!! :* :*

      I agree… Rupa, eva are really two spl ppl who are really sweet and kind!!!

      And even you…. LOVE YOU RIYA!!! :* :*

      And am so glad u feel good now…

      Don’t tell thank you… This wasn’t a favour that I’m doing… It’s something different and no thank you is needed. Ok??

      Btw how old are you??

  62. Anjali u r person who is overloaded with sweetness.. It was so good of u that u offered to give ur I’d address to me but I hate to say that this world is not trustable anjali .. May be some people use ur id and I don’t wanna take any risk.. Moreover we can talk on tu on ur page.. I’ll give an informal intro of mine.. My name is riya Malik.. I m 18 years in age.. I have a nuclear family.. My pops, my Bhai, my two lil sis and me … I was a pcmb student .. I was studying in a college .. But now I have cracked iit and will in some time enter it’s premises.. I am from Bengal and I speak Bengali , English, hindi and French quite fluently.. Coming to friends.. I have three heartthrob friends .. People use to call us risk.. R riya for me.. I for isha.. S for my bestie shanaya and k for kyra.. We all studied together from childhood.. People used to call us risk because of our name and in any competition we always used to out throw others .. We were never arrogant , proudly, spoilt brat type of people.. But as we know the world needs a topic to speak.. U love my Bhai the most .. More than my sisses.. I know injustice but can’t help.. Over with my intro.. Any other questions u need to an then pls ask me .. Don’t hesitate.. I am ur friend..

    • Anjali

      SOOO COOL!!!! I’m also 18… I’m a first year IT engg student in Chennai!!!

      Will turn 19 next month!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      I get very excited for my bday!!!

      And I have many friends coll bus school… So am not gonna tell u all their names.. But ur gang sounds really really cool….

      coming to my family… Well.. ours is kind of joint but in a diff way…
      I stay with my dad… my nani and my choti maasi with her son stay a street away from me and my badi maasi stay opposite to her flat with her family…

      I visit them everday and vice versa… And all three cousins are boys… So no sissies… ๐Ÿ™

      Which is why i’m the pampered one… Though one of my bros is only 6 ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      So yeah.. this is my kind of joint famile…..

      As for email id… I created one just for telly updates… Bcos ppl wanted me to send them books and sruff… So dont worry about that… I have other totally safe private secure email ids…

      • Anjali

        And I love you too…. so you can share whatever u want with me… I will surely listen to u…???

    • Eva

      Okay..so u r from bengal…cool…both of u r 18…u both r older to me..still I feel free to talk to u..because of your positivity…??

      • Anjali

        Always be free to talk to us!!! Age doesn’t matter!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      • Eva

        Anjali…u r so adorable and cute….my mamma saw your pic..Her first words regarding this pic was ‘She looks so innocent’ and i said ‘mamma she is Anjali….Anjali the great’ your face reflects your kind heart…sweet and positive nature….btw u said that u have a joint family right? In this case..I’m very unlucky…i don’t have a joint family…not because i have less relatives….its because my family…so called one….is not worth of calling what u call a family…if we would stay together than we would had been a huge family…my chachu chachi,cousins….they all live in India…Kolkata..all full of backstabbers and backbiters…u must be bored reading my comment….but this is true…u said that your family is conservative but its not like my family na….where girls have no value…..but I’m very lucky to have my mamma and papa….i just think..how my papa is different from his brothers and sisters…we r two daughters of our papa..and he did his best to give us the best future….and yap then comes my sister Riya….ya…her name is also Riya…..she even faced a lot of problems regarding her our so called family….still whenever we say anything against them….my mamma says that they r family…and also elder to us…hats off to my mamma….they insulted her so much..and still supporting her….in other words…my family’s situation is no less then a family drama……in my language its our parents ad sibling whom we call family…so in that case i have a happy family…i don’t know how i shared my personal life situaton with u but i feel that u r really close to me…love u Anjali…

      • Anjali

        Uk what….

        Next time a person says sorry for boring you or talking to you, I’m gonna thrash them….and I mean it…. when I can talk about myself and not feel sorry even you ppl shouldnt…..

        Eva, never tell sorry or that we.must be bored again….

        You don’t know just how happy it makes me that you decided to tell something about yourself!!!

        Am sorry that ur relatives are like that… but am super happy to listen about ur mom and dad…. they sound really cool and supportive…. especially ur mom

        Family drama Toh hat family m hota h…. even in mine….
        The thing that we shouldn’t forget is the limit in which we have to be in….

        Also one last thing…. I’m so sorry that you had to see such ppl in life but when you step out in the world, at least you’ll know how to defend urself against such ppl

        Its not a kind place at all….

        And last but not the least… ur sister riya… lol… so coincidental…. ??

        Always support ur parents and sister.. ok?? They love you a lot!!!

      • Eva

        That’s why I feel connected to Riya..the difference is Riya calls me kiddo and di calls me bonu our chotu…my sister is giving her o.levels..she is only 2 years elder to me still bosses around…..but she is the most supportive person…and yes…world is really very tough…my family drama is very hatke and shandar…and yeah..i met these kind of people at a young age so i definitely know now how to defend myself…

    • Anu

      Hey Eva and Anju. Eva uk what. . .i have never seen a string girl like you. Whatever u have faced here in TU and even in real life, you’re truly my idol. Would love to meet you in real one day. And is that ur pic? U look so adorable <3<3<3

      *Hugs* to you both:)

      • Eva

        Thank u…yeah as i have faced many problem in reality also..i know how to handle situations…..

      • Anjali

        hey anu!!! supp??
        Kal exam h and i havent studied… ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

        mann hi nhi h

  63. Neha

    Hey anju I really don’t know whether u r reading this or not too late but just now my net pack recharged n I’m here u know I felt so good reading ur comment and regarding compensation I don’t want one bcoz ur words were enough to me well if you want u try anything…..
    Dairy milk silk….wow muh main pani aagaya ab toh khana padega….. U wanna meet my mom ? not me ? OK but I also want to meet you and yeah I gave her a tight hug and even told her about you and u know she is happy knowing u… Ur brave enough and sweet that she told… No offence I’m her jaan and she is mine too… I live both my parents and will surely tc of them but reading ur comments I got to know u r very attached to your maternal grandparents family …the same with me I’m not so fond of my dadi and all n I too love my maasi infact during my birth my mom was very ill so she only took care of me.. So I’m very attached with her……
    And yeah my sissy love you a lot u r my sis ? one more thing u r on insta right with name anjali rp????? Tc and if u read this reply ?u tc bye ??

    • Neha

      And haan anju vk do na want him u know first love ?? n I believe that trust and understanding is more necessary rather than love for marriage and I’m glad u have shown that in ur ff inspite here swasan didn’t confess but the care, respect they have is much more than love….. Always lacked to see it in many relations but saw that truely in one couple n that’s my maasi and mausaji… I admire them for their understanding….. Vk do na plzzzz ??

    • Anjali

      Aww… Neha!!!
      Late kaise??

      Didnt you see my reply just about ten mins ago???

      And anyways.. Until my next chapter i dont close this page in my browser…. So dont worry….

      Sweetie… I’ll meet you too fo sho!!! :* :* Ur my sis!!!! <3 <3

      Woow…. U actually told ur mom about me ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚
      Offense?? Why will i take offense???? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      And i;m soo glad u have such a nice maasi…

      My maasis too are exactly like my mumma!!! Especially by badi ma!!! She's the best person on earth… She'll fight with anyone including my nani for me.. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      And my dad's family is huge and i love them as well… But they are like super conservative and such!! So they don't really get me as i'm a free girl here… ๐Ÿ™‚
      They have a lot of rules and all which i dont follow… sooo yeah.. it's a bit complicated but they do love me and i them!!!!

      Take care sis!!!!

      And my name on insta is jalssu… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ My friends kept the name for me!!!

      I would definitely give VK to you… Par bechari Dhanya di ko kya kahoon???
      She'll be sad na…

      don't worry… ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›
      I'll find a better dulha for you… ok?? Ur sis will find one for you!!!

      And am happy to hear about ur mausaji and maasi!!!

      • Neha

        Hey ur jalssu I msged u on insta why didn’t u reply me back… Katti ?? yeah I’m really attached with my nani and all but dadi….no I hate my chote uncle that’s the reason I don’t visit them but yeah I too have badi ma, bade papa, two elder bros from them n they are a imp part of my life my badi ma she fights with mummy for scolding me I’m her jaan that also contains a story n for that also my dadi n uncle are responsible… My bade papa n papa only visit them often due to dadi but we children not allowed n I don’t want too.. U know the reason for my parents fight was them only
        I’m being too way personal now… So sorry for spoiling ur mood ?u tc

      • Anjali

        Neha phir se sorry bola na… I’m very pissed off…. HAr koi mujhe sorry sorry bolta ja raha h…

        BOO …..
        Stop it you all… Did I tell sorry when i told about my things??

        Sacchi… Sis ko sorry bologe tum??

        Katti mat do yaar!!! I never saw your name… And later i saw neha priya and i wasnt thinking straight… So didnt do anything about it.. SORRY!! Ur only neha priya right???

        No katti!!!
        Youll make me cry otherwise…

        Lol… Even i hate some of my family members par kya kar sakte h… My chithi’s husband is the worst man ive ever met…. i just hate him… but my nani has told me not to antogonise him bcos of my 6 yr old bro… which is y im keeping quiet…

        But yeah… family feuds har ghar me hota h… Even in mine.. .but my dad never involves himself… and in my mom’s side no jagda.. so am thankfullll ….

        but i will def wish that u dont get involved in any of this,,,

        no katti?? PLS??

        * Puppy dog face, All cutesy smiles *

      • Neha

        Haha ? no Katti n no sorry now but u know it feels so good after just letting go your sorrows I’m so feeling light now ….

        N yeah I’m only that glad to finally catch u on insta lovely

  64. RUPA

    Is that u in the pic???
    Then i must say u r too cute and sweet just like ur heart.
    Right now i can’t get over ur pic.
    I know staring is rude but i can’t help.

  65. sakshi

    Hey anju i was waiting for ur msg since morning.I think so r busy anju
    When u will free plzz surely send me the books

    • Anjali

      Heyy sakshi…..
      I have sent an email to you…. go check it out… not sure when I sent it though….

  66. priyanshi

    A beautiful update and of course I appreciate your mother’s efforts in teaching u vocab and you are so good at it and so …. I am just out of words …. WELL DONE!

    • Anjali

      Thank you soooo much priyanshi!!!! ???

      Aww…. really sweet of you to say that!!!

  67. sakshi

    Anju the html draft u send me of the book has 3 parts na
    1 part is splendid
    2 part is dancing at midnight
    3 part is minx.
    And i m preparing foe msc chem entrance.
    Anju its so confusing help me plzz

    • Anjali

      Yeah…. the order is correct…. what is confusing???

      First read splendid…then dancing at midnight and at last minx….

  68. Oops .. Coincidence.. Eva even UR sister’s name is riya.. Eva ur parents are very good .. Kiddo u r blessed to have ur Mumma dadda both.. U r lucky though u don’t have a joint family.. Ur family had people who didn’t respect girls .. Just don’t think about them.. We all are so lucky to be girls.. Of course buying branded clothes .. Make up etc etc.. U know down families are quite orthodox type .. We can’t help but we are the pillars of a new society , if we think positively then positive things would come to us.. All are not same .. Even I am from Kolkata and I have extremely great bonding with u in fact I don’t even know u.. Yes, Kolkata has lost its heritage.. It’s pride.. But it can change only if we want.. Ohk today so much of emotional talks.. I have an exam tomorrow and see I am all busy in chatting and writing.. God help me .. This time I have to give treat to my friends for sure.. Our friends law who ever scores the least marks in our group would give a treat.. Poor me

    U all have uploaded UR cute pics.. Pls tell me how do I upload my.. Plz

    • Eva

      ๐Ÿ˜€ :D…thats another reason why i’m so much connected u to Riya….my parents have no prob..who care about that orthodox family…i don’t….but yes Riyu di does…she feels sad as she loves joint family and all that…..we used to visit India 5 or 6 times a year…..we kept our relation with them….i can tolerate everything but not my mamma’s insult…which they dared to do…..i pity my cousin sister who is living there…facing all those troubles..my father has 2 brothers and 3 sisters living in India…..bade chachu doesn’t have a family…chote chachu has a son and a daughter…..there comes the problem…..any mistake….it must be done by Riya,Janvi or Devjani(My cousin sister)….thats what hurts the most…i haven’t visited India for past 4 years….mamma and papa visits there to keep those fake relations…but not me and Riyu di…
      But yes…i will be coming to Indore….maybe in June…

      Now lets forget those drama…..cause those r never ending things….Riya…so sorry..because of them i used to hate Kolkata….now after knowing that u r from Kolkata….i must say….they r the only evil ones living there…others r awesome like u….i hope u get good marks and enjoy other’s treat…all the best for your exam ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

    • Anjali

      i’m too lazy to copy the link and give detailed explanation again… Am soo sorry riya!!!

      in this comment section itself… i have answered this question to a girl called dev… I have copied a link with detailed explanation… Go check it out…

      Again sorry… Par likhne ka mann hi nahi h

      • K anjali I’ll just check out and u know I hate that chilli thing.. I am allergic to strong smell.. Mu get instant sneezes and cough.. And Eva I wont comment durther.. You also won’t .. It’s an everlasting topic.. Once we start .. It will keep on going and going.. Better we end it because it may hurt you.. Ohk den need to stidy till late night so buhbye

  69. Anjali u r looking damn cute in the pic.. Pls put some kaala teeka and all hamari nazar na lag jaaye ( INDIAN CULTURE U SEE) loads of good cute fun loving beautiful wishes from. My side

    • Anjali

      Aww…. Thnxxx sooo much!!! :* :* :*

      Lol… My nani anyways does drishti for us ever sunday… so no nazar

      drishti matlab kaala teeka… somewhat like ur burnt chillies thing….

  70. arohi

    hey anjali
    if u want u can post ur ff in facebook (more people can enjoy ur ff dr)
    neha have started her own fb page โ€œSwaSan FF/OS โ€
    u can contact neha or even me if u r ready

    • Anjali

      Will go check that page out… Just let tom’s exam finish!!! Then i’ll see

      Thnxx Arohi!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

    • arohi

      are u there in fb anju?( hope u dont mind if i call u that ๐Ÿ™‚ )
      nehaโ€˜s fb name is Neha Sainani u can message her or directly message through the page
      i luv ur ff nd i thought if u post it there also, many people would get a chance to read this nd i m sure they too will luv it

      neha started the page recently only nd now she is posting all her ffโ€˜s there. nd today she has written a short story #my meet with mr Perfect , i guess it is posted in tellyupdates..

      goodnight dear(though i know u would be sitting late at night to study )

      • Anjali

        Ofc I don’t mind arohi!!!! Call me whatever u want…. I just finished my exam and am coming home now… so will check the page asap…..

        And yeah, I did read her Mr perfect…..

      • Anjali

        Ugghhh,… I’ve got sick of exams….

        But this was only models….

        Anyways today was really bad… But my friends helped me get through it… Otherwise i was gonna start crying there itself….

  71. Omg really u touch my heart so sweet of u.now I saw ur comment actually I didn’t eat yesterday..but today also I thought to not to eat morning my father scold me now days my father always used to scold me daily many days I slept without eating it is common for me..from morning I. M crying..I dont know what happened to my father bec of age or angry always scold Me only..I dont know what happen to him …because of u I came to online anyways I will eat now dr..then i saw ur pic it’s so cute dr..u told know tat ur very lucky to have u as my sis really i.m blessed to have u as my sis..I promise to full fill till end..tc dr don’t worry more than sanskar u will get ur hero……when I. M in 1st std I met with accident tat small wood layer went to my eyes and I get operated and later I show to big eye hospital now I.m alright then my eye sight is so sharp.. but when I cry my eyes become big and pain..now days I have period problem also doc told not to take tension but wat to do I. M so sensitive if I anyone scold means like kaveri dam my eyes become wet…and for silly reason I will cry and take stress..pls tell me how to overcome dis..bio students pls help me…anyways gn I want to eat food….tc
    “Many hands I shake”
    “Many friends I make”
    “Best of them r few”
    “One of them is U”

    • Anjali


      You have to eat food….. whatever anyone says you have to…. promise me…

      Aww… Thnxxx…. that’s y i removed the earlier pic… thought this was better….

      My sis is sooo sweet and sensitive….. pls don’t cry… if anyone hurts you tell me… I live in Chennai only ill easily come to Karnataka and thrash those ppl…. ??

      Am serious though…. pls take care of yourself…. eyes are really important and precious….

      I will pray to god to give you strength and make you strong.!!!!! ???

      And yeah tension causes all sorts of problems… so pls don’t take…. it never helps….. as for suggestions no idea… me no bio student…. ??

      I love ur poems. They are Soo cutee and heart touching….

      I’m not gonna call you divya anymore… ur my di….

      Love you di!!!! ???

      As for my bday…. it’s June 30

      Woow village festival…. ur gonna enjoy while I suffer and write exam… ?

  72. And Anjali tomorrow when u will be free do tell me how to change the dp cause the link you have given to dev is bringing to the comment page 2 of this chapter

    • Anjali

      Ill tell you def tommm…. am so sorry…. but I was too lazy then and now I have to study…..


  73. sakshi

    Hii anju,i have downloaded cool reader app.Now u will tell me how to use it becoz i am not getting anything in the app.
    Will be waiting for u

    • Anjali

      Heyy Sakshi… Did u download the books?? Once u download the books from gmail.. See in which folder the books are in… whether in downloads or something else… After that go to cool reader , you can see broowse file system… go to internal memory or sd card wherever your books are… and just click on the book…

      And u can start reading… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      the books will always be there in ur recents or ur library so u dont have to repeat the process again….


  74. Pranami

    Hey sis! Sorry for late comment..opps!! No sorry..?? actually, i was busy working on my university project…it’s really pain in my butt…especially, when u search net and don’t get the specific thing u want to..but today, i got some free time to check ur update..

    dear, i’m just speechless…it’s indeed a heart touching episode and one of my favorite..i was almost on the verge of tears but i know how to hold back..this is one of my speciality..??

    Though, we haven’t met yet but i can tell one thing about you..you’re very strong, very strong and amazing girl with a golden heart..so, don’t let anyone to change you and never give up..oh yes and one more thing..you’re super cute..love u dear ??waiting for ur next update and all the best for ur exams ???

    • Anjali

      No problem Pranami!!!! Haha… U remembered!!! ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      Uni projects… Ik…. I love projects… But i need to get inspired… And it has to be a subject i like….

      Speechless?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      I can’t believe it!!!!! I’m so glad you liked it!!!! Thnxxx……

      Even Ik how to hold back tears… ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      Awww…. Thnxxx sooo much for the sweet words!!!!

      LOVE YOU SIS!!!! :* :* :*

      Will do my best to post today…

  75. sakshi

    Hey anjali,i follow ur steps n i have 4 books saved in cool reader.
    Yayyyyyyyy i am so soo much happy

    • Anjali

      Lol… I’m glad it worked out… And don’t worry it wont be disturbing…

      I’m a natural teacher…. Whatever be the subject… If i understand it i start preaching ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜›

      So just ask all ur doubt and ANJALI WILL CLEAR THEM!!! ๐Ÿ˜›

  76. Sree harini

    Hello anju…I know, I know that I am last one to comment here. And don’t expect sympathy from me because I know how much that effects, mentally. I am really sorry for your mother and glad that your father stood aside you as strength. I can imagine how you might have suffered as a ten year child.

    But frankly speaking, this talk made me think of my parents. It’s really wrong to say something negative about them but there is nothing positive to say either. My dad had a rough start on his life and my mom has seen the world a bit early and the result is me. They expect me to be the ideal person who fulfill their wishes. My dad wishes me to see at top place and he had beat me from early age to engage me in studies. He just wanted me to top. And now, I was joined in a local college where the lectures barely come to class and he warned me to score 90% but when I did get 85% last year, I was beaten. An 18 year old old was beaten. I had actually opted for another college but my mom refuse to join me there because it was modern.

    My mom always wanted me to bring up as an ideal girl, a traditional girl who knew every household work, will not say a word aganist elders, expert in few artistic works. She wanted me to learn music and I stuck to dance to which I was rewarded by her silence for six months. But still I loved them because I know that they did all because they have experienced so much in very less age which they shouldn’t. But the worst part is that my mom taunted me for being fat, not that I was obese but three to four KGS overweight and her perfect picture about me collapsed. I was starved and made to do twice the work so that I become thin and it worked. I can understand their problem but can’t they see my hunger? And the irony is now I really don’t have a taste to eat anything

    My cousin’s humiliated me, taunted me all the time, isolated just because they were more wealthy than me. I didn’t had any friends from early age. Whenever, I believe someone, they betray me to the worst. I lived all isolated where I must be with books all the time. I was never allowed to watch any movie which I have seen once, I shouldn’t be infront of computer for more than half an hour, I must not chat with my friends and my mom always kept a check on my what’s app chats. If suppose, I talked to a male by mistake, only I knew how the day went for me.

    I tried to end myself, twice just to free myself, them from me but failed then I realised that I must love and show that I am capable of what they think.

    You may find it a bit over but think about a three year girl beaten up badly such that a wooden scale broke just because she threw few rice down while eating.

    I just didn’t share because of sympathy because I never love the one but because your words brought my memories back and I am feeling very light after discussing it with you anju. Like my sanskar, I am cursed to love but still keep clinging to the one who hurts me because I love to maintain relation and like swara, I always crave for love.

    Fine now, emotion doesn’t suit me, seriously and haa I seriously feel like laughing when you say you hate bio because it is my favourite. Seriously anju, I thought that only maths haters lived in the world but you proved me wrong. I was so surprised to see the number of bio haters here..omg..

    That’s all for now because I am feeling drowsy because of stupid medicines..so good night oops that’s for me..GOOD AFTERNOON.. for you.


    Have a good day.

    And don’t worry because God will surely replace the one he takes from us. Maybe your mom will be back as your in law or husband…now don’t scold me for talking about marriage *runs from here*

    And hs, advise few foreign author novels too..

    • Anjali


      I sisncerely doubt ur the last one to comment here…..
      After seeing this….

      I don’t know what to say…. I may have lost my mother… But my family has never struck me till now… Sure they’ve shouted and all that… But never have i experienced such behaviour from one’s own family…

      I have heard of these things happening to many families… But to happen to a girl ik…. Sorry feels very very less to tell and ik it usually sound insincere.. BUT FROM THE VERY CORE OF MY HEART, I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU HAD TO SUFFER SOO MUCH!!!

      I would gladly take away some of that pain if i could… ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

      I really don’t know what to say about ur parents… On one hand , THEY ARE UR PARENTS and on another hand…. Please don’t mistake me….. But I used to think i’ve seen a part of the world.. Now I don’t think i ever knew how the world really was….. After Eva’s bashing spree and ur stor, I really really wonder if there’s any goodness left….

      Again don’t mistake me.. It is sooo not my place to talk about ur parents… They only wish the best for you, i understand… But there is something called parental guidance… And idk what to tell…

      Everyone has called me strong over here… Not just here… but everyone who knows me have called me strong… I don’t need all that strength… I will give it away to you entirely but pls don’t ever try to end urself… OR EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!!! Bcos that’s the cowards way out… And I have known how much suicide affects a family.. My own family for example… Plus a couple more….

      So pls don’t ever do that!!!!

      Cursed to love?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

      Sree, Don’t ever say that!!

      No one is cursed to love… NO ONE… Do u think i say love you in each epi bcos it’s a meaningless sentence?
      I tell it bcos there’s no way I can’t love my sweet and wonderful sis… And now MY MOST STRONG SISTER!!!! And everyone here do love you…. So don’t ever tell ur cursed to love…

      And I’m glad that you opened up to me… You have no idea how much this means to me… Ur trust and ur love is shown…. And also am super happy that you feel light hearted now!! Don’t ever hesitate to tell me anything.. And if u want to tell privately too, I will give u my email id… And u can tell me anything!! So don’t ever worry….

      Lol… BIO… I used to love it until 10th… Then this stupid coll gave me some bakwaas teacher and now i can’t stand the subject… On the other hand, I LOVE MATH… It’s my fave… Math genes run in my family… Mumma was a CA!!! So yeah.. I love it… ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      TAKE COMPLETE REST…. I don’t want you to be sick!!! Can’t stand it… So no dancing until ur alright.. DEAL???

      Marriage uggh…. I wont kill u… My grandma brings up the topic twice a day just to irritate me… And my friends bring it up bcos they tease me with a guy * ROLLING EYES *
      So I don’t mind anymore….

      Anyways, Sree…. LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!! Do think about my words.. And if u ever need to talk or cry, Don’t hesitate thinking i’m disturbing her… PPl are way more important in my life than studies…. Ok???

      LOVE YOU!!!1


      • Anjali

        Few foreign authors… Ummm…. Depends on the genre….

        I will tell some of my faves though…

        1) Julia Quinn – Romance
        2) Sarah Maclean – Romance
        3) Mary Higgins Clark – mystery
        4) Jeffrey Archer – Mystery
        5) Keira Cass – Fantasy cum love
        6) Sophie Kinsella – Romance, Lighthearted stories
        7) Perry Mason books – Legal Dramas
        8) LUX SERIEs… Might be a little too young for u.. .But i still love it a lot!! So give it a try…

        And yeah.. I have all these with me as ebooks.. So if u want just tell me

      • Sree harini

        Thanks for the info, I will try to read them..seriously sleeping in bed all the day makes it worst that it was…lol

    • Neha

      Oh strong girl really emotions doesn’t suit you n now I’m happy that u spoke out everything dear sometimes badhas nikalna jaruri hota n one more thing sree like u I’m not so patient dear if this would have happened with me I promise I surely had stopped myself from loving them but dear don’t worry u know you will surely get someone in ur life to love u unconditionally and I pray that u get him asap… Aur jab tak woh na mile hamse kaam chala lo ??

      U r a brave girl don’t give up ….I also didn’t have a very close relation with my father before infact somewhere I wished to not live with him….. Dk what I should say to u but yeah I really love u a lot never thought a girl like u store something like this…….

      Anyways leave everything u r bio student n I’m maths isn’t it ironical n u learn dance… Wow I’m also planning to start classes for it so which type u have been learning…….
      Missed u so much ?u tc ? n u can break apart.. Ur partner is there to hold u ?

    • sakshi

      Hii sree,after reading about u i actually went in my past.U know i aalso tried to commit suicide but my frnds save me and slapped me hard and scolded me for my this step.
      I went in depression but my frnds help me to overcome from my prob.
      I just want to say plzz live for those people who love u n respect u.Plzz be a strong girl

    • Sree harini

      Actually this was kind of outburst, I aruged with my mom today and we both didn’t eat and so I end up saying few things buy now I feel bad for my parents. I must have not defamed them because the life what my dad has seen is something beyond expectations and he is right from his side. So I keep loving them as they do

      So don’t worry about my words…I am perfectly alright but seriously I too want to give a tight alap to my cousins with my academics who just isolated me for wealth!

      And sakshi dear, there is so much to live and I was in seventh and eighth when I attempted….lol adoloscent hormones you know…being isolated all the time gets that way so I have started engaging. You too do that

      And neha, I have my parents to love me unconditionally but their rules are suffocating, like ways, I am learning a classical dance, kuchipudi. And yes I will be your brave sister

      And no more sympathy please…I just bursted out in the heat of the moment… That’s all…I am smiling so you all must smile.

      • Sree harini

        Oh and ha, I am really feeling bad now but guys don’t take my parents wrong
        My mom was just tensed about my health because my dad’s family had many genetic diseases. So she didn’t want me to die early and regarding my dad, he had spent many weeks starving yet did top the university during his master’s degree. He pireky believes that only study made him the person he is now and so he wants me to stand at top.

        Its just that they overact because they had seen the worst part of life at a age where they shouldn’t..so please don’t take my parents wrong and I am really regretting it.

        So please I request everyone to not to drag it.

      • Neha

        Oh yeah for sure they are ur parents so it’s absolutely correct that you will know them much more than anyone so just chill and let’s forget everything I just hope that u feel lighter after this outburst

      • Neha

        And one more thing that wasn’t sympathy I love u ….yeah it wasn’t good for me to judge ur parents and for that even I felt bad after typing but kya karoon hogaya… But u dare not say it sympathy then I’ll surely beat u …..
        Leave it don’t feel bad now for ur outburst it happens sometimes even I’ve also gone through it leave everything and smile plzz โ˜บ

  77. Sree harini

    Hey, did seethu di uplaod the episode..please send me the link if answer is yes.

  78. Sree my last comment was on urseven shot’s last part! Don’t know why my mobile did not allow me to comments from then! Now I got a new tab! Your comment made me cry! Idk why I feel I have not seen the world at all! I thought everyone will be happy just lyk me but no! I was wrong I have put walls around myself not knowing what happens around! After listening to you I feel really bad! And suicide(lol) that has never come to my mind! My parents always kept me happy even though I shoot daggers at them at times! I thought my parents don’t love me! But now listening to how ur parents look at you I feel I’m the luckiest kid whom my parents love! I am so damn lucky! I felt I was very unlucky but realizations you know! Don’t feel bad dear I’m fat too ?? you can reduce! And love ppl come what may! They love you back or not now gn OK?

    And ha I went offline for a month or so and u guys did so much!!!!
    Today I spent all day reading acceptance raglak and Mr maheshwari all episodes!!! Bomb they are
    Sree and anju both are my di sweet di love u loads!!!!
    Hugs kisses love???????

    • Anjali

      Aww… Thank you sooo much Shreya!!! Glad you loved them!!!

      and ofc My Sis’s ffs are superb!!! I loved Swasan ff and the others…. Raglak secind love i’m yet to read!!!

      * Loads of Hugs and Kisses to you too * ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

  79. Anjali

    Guyss… I’m sorry… Ik i said i’ll post it today… But I’m having a severe case of writer’s block!!! So am stuck… But I will def post tom!!1 ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

  80. Hi shree ur parents taking so much care not so much but over care..if v c in one side they also rite taking more care about ur health you do daily yoga jogging and all..if we become fat it leads to thyroid..if we become thin it leads to Tb..still so many disease is their..don’t worry for ur life diwali will definitely come..from darkness to light..one or other dar you should marry..I Pray to God u should get romantic carry loving husband….ur life should always glow..today everyone can score 100 nothing in marks more than marks every human should be have a mutually understanding relation..character is d building block of success..u have such wonderful character u will definitely come front….I will text u later bye….anyways all come to my home today..my mom doing non veg..my village festival one week little busy

  81. Juan

    Sorry anjali…..
    I am the last one to comment. I was really busy. As always u rocked? it yar…. But also u made me cry? i also know that how much it pains when our loved ones r not with us…. But all i can say is never give up? that’s what i’m doing…
    I think i said very much
    And i loved ur mom nd dad’s luv story

    Could u do me a favor ? Could u pls suggest some novels or any story books to read……….. Only books r my companion

    Luv u????

    • Anjali

      JUAN!! Stop telling sorry… First to comment or last to comment, it doesn’t matter at all to me.. U understand?

      Thnxx a lot!!! Am glad you liked it!!

      From ur words, I sense that you’ve gone through the same pain as well… If it is so, I am so sorry that u had to go through that….

      And u havent said a lot… chill!!!

      aww… thnxx…..

      Books… If u can tell me the genres u like, I will give u a whole list!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

      • Juan

        Hi anju,
        So from nowards no sorry’s… Ok?

        The genres i like the most r mystery, romance, fiction, horror

        Thanku soo much 4 helping me
        Luv u??

  82. Anjali thank u for the link.. But I’ll not put my dp now .. I thought of putting my image but then there’s someone who is continuously stalking me in college.. Even sending wierdzzz messages.. And dad is extra possesive in such case… He even asked me to change my id in because I was getting crap emails … I get blank calls.. And all sort if these idiotic things.. Yesterday I even got a parcel at my home and it was a snow dome with a letter.. And as I saaud dad are dad.. May be tomorrow I even change my email id so there will be a different logo but nevertheless thank u for sending me the link

    • Anjali


      I hate stalkers… I had an altercation with one last sem and it was sooo bl**dy annoying…

      Dads are dads.. I agree: P:P

      NEver mind.. Put when u can!!

  83. Anjali

    I finished writing my chapter… But it refuses to get submitted… Can one of you ppl do it if I send it to you??

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