SWASAN : THE KISS THAT I HATE THE MOST (chapter 43)

Hiiii frnds this is a short chapter….

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Chapter 42

The episode begins here
@gadodia house

Swara gets up early in the morning….She gets lost in sanskar for sometime but soon something strikes her mind and she leaves from there irritated…..She freshes up and goes to meet her friend because she doesn’t even want to see Sanskar…..
She leaves just informing Shekhar…..

@swara’s frnds house…..

Swara tells everything what all Sanskar has done….
Riya listens to her patiently and says something which shocks swara…….
Riya – swara I understand you completely but listen to me don’t spoil ur life….. Sanskar seriously loves you…..you are a stupid to loose him…..He is a true lover and u r missing him with ur stupidity…
He doesn’t love you by seeing ur beauty…He doesn’t love you for money or status….He loved you by seeing ur heart….He is a true man yaar don’t miss him….
Swara – but I don’t want him… Because he cheated me….And I can’t forgive him…He disrespected me and a sacred relation……You know mai thak gayi hu sab Ko samjhate samjhaate…..You all can say whatever you want because you don’t know the pain which I have went through….Yes I accept that he loves me but what he did is wrong and I can’t accept him…..You are right I am stupid ….I am a stupid to come to you thinking that you might understand me but I am wrong…..Bye Riya…..
Riya – swara listen to me yaar …..
But swara without listening anything leaves from there…..

@ gadodia house…

Sanskar’s wakes up and he doesn’t find swara ….He calls her but her mobile is switched off…..He gets freshen up and goes down…..
He asks sharmishta and Laksh about her but they say that they don’t know and they thought that she is still sleeping…
Sanskar is hesitant to ask Shekhar but finally he asks…
Sanskar – papa where is swara…??
Shekhar gives an angry look to Sanskar and continuea reading newspaper…..

Just then swara comes inside…..With puffy eyes which shows that she cried a lot…
She remembers what she had decided….She looks sadly at her family …But she has to do it…
Flash back starts…
Swara after leaving from Riya’s home…Goes to some lonely place and starts thinking her happy moments with Sanskar and then his insults and then everyone’s words to forgive Sanskar….And finally her pov…

Swara pov….
From childhood onwards papa taught me about the self respect and the respect we should get from others…..We are not rich but I didn’t have any problem anywhere….I gained respect everywhere with my work and the talent and I gained a good name …I got successful in my career….But I lost in my life…..I lost my love …..But I can never loose my self respect….I can’t accept Sanskar….He did very bad to me…He hurted my self respect and I can never forgive him…. I am sorry papa…I know you always supported me but I can’t live this life Anymore…I have to change myself….And for that I have to leave you all and go far away from you all because ma and lucky think that I am wrong and if I stay here…My pain will become more….And I can’t let Sanskar win…..
Flashback ends

All see swara’s State and gets concerned….and tries to go near her but she stops everyone…..
But Sanskar is Sanskar he goes near her but she pushes him with great force….
Sanskar as well as everyone are shocked……
Swara (shouts) – stay away from me mr.maheswari….. And I request you to please leave us alone….I want to talk to my family….
Sanskar – swara what’s wrong with you…..Is everything fine…
Shekhar – Shona baat kya hai beta….

Swara – I will tell everything papa but ask him to get out first….
Sharmishta – swara what r U talk….
Sanskar – it’s ok ma…..I am going….Take care swara…
Saying this he goes but little did he know that he is seeing his swara for the last time…

After Sanskar leaves…Swara announces her decision
Swara – I have taken a decision….Ha I agree that I love Sanskar but I can’t reconcile with him….
Sharmishta – now what is this Shona….

Swara – let me complete ma….Papa…I wanted to move out of this city…. Permanently……
All are shocked…
But she doesn’t give them anytime to talk…
Swara – I have decided this and its final…..I am going away from you all….And please don’t try to stop me…. Because I can’t live here….I can’t sacrifice my self respect for my love…..that man hurted me badly and I will never get back to him…..And I don’t want you all to suffer because of me… Especially ma….I understand your problem and don’t worry I will make everything right…

You feel that I am wrong na and I should forgive Sanskar….I know you wanted me to be happy but you never thought about my pain that caused due to that man…..
Sharmishta is crying hard…She couldn’t bear that thought of her daughter leaving her and go….
Shekhar is still in shock…..His princess who can’t stay away from him for a day…Is talking about leaving him…..He is teary eyed…
Laksh doesn’t know what to do…..He thinks to talk to swara but he knew that she is right at her place…Since the day she has come his mother never let her live peacefully….She is back of her to reconcile with Sanskar…..

Sharmishta (cries) – no Shona you can’t do this to us……Ok if you want I will stop saying that…I don’t say anything do whatever you want but please don’t leave us..Beta….Please……
Swara is not able to see her mother like that but she is too hurt to console her mother…
Swara – sry ma I took the decision…
Shekhar – ok go….
All three gets shocked….
Laksh sharmishta – papa /Shekhar…..
Shekhar smiles sadly at swara – I know what’s running in ur mind…..I was afraid of this day…But since it came I have to deal with it….Go I don’t want you to face this hell anymore…..I have always taught you how self respect is important for every person….And it’s more than anything…And I am proud to see you like this Shona….Go where ever you want…I am always with you….

Swara goes and hugs Shekhar and cries hardly….
Swara goes to her room and packs everything…..And she comes down…..
Sharmishta and Laksh try to stop her….
Swara – ma ….Lucky…..If you try to stop her then it will be my last day remember…..
Sharmishta and Laksh are taken back….
Sharmishta leaves to her room crying…
Laksh hugs his sister…..Not able to leave her…..
Swara too hugs him…She remembers everything… Their fights Their bonding…..
Laksh – kal se mein kisko tang karunga….Shona…. Please don’t leave na….
Swara (smiles slightly) – duffer….You can’t be serious na….Acha listen take care of ma and papa…Ok…
Laksh nods…

Swara – papa thankyou so much for supporting me…..And ha please don’t let Sanskar know about my whereabouts….He will never let me leave…..
Shekhar nods sadly…..
Swara leaves alone…Shekhar and Laksh try to drop her to the station but she strictly refuses..as she doesn’t want anyone to know where she lives….And leaves…Shekhar falls in the sofa with a thud….

At evening Sanskar comes to gadodia house and gets to know everything from sharmishta…He couldn’t believe that his swara left him forever……He falls down and cries hard….The tears which he stopped in these days started flowing from there…….
Sanskar cries cries and cries and falls down unconscious….
Shekhar and Laksh take him to swara’s room
Doctor comes and checks him….And says he fainted due to stress and lack of food for the past one week…..

Sanskar doesn’t know what to do when he gets to know that even the gadodias don’t know where she went…..
Sanskar falls on Shekhar’s feet and asks forgiveness…
Sanskar – I am sry papa…. Because of me ur daughter left you…..I am sry…
Shekhar makes him stand…
Shekhar – Sanskar you are the reason for my daughter’s sadness….You are the reason for my daughter’s tears but you are not the reason behind her leaving us…. Definitely not……
Saying that Shekhar goes inside…..

Sanskar leaves to the bar and gets drunk and falls unconscious there itself.

Precap – a leap of two years…..

48 comments

  1. As

    actually shomi is the main culprit for her leaving time heals everything but she cannt even give time she might have reconciled but what shomi did is pressurise her i was disgusted with her chant . sanskar is wrong but shoni is disgusting 99% just pressurise their daughters

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