Hi guys!!
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βYou live your life onceβ¦. Live it to the fullestβ¦. be happyβ¦.. Keep smiling :)β
Sanskaarβs pov:
I paced around my room trying to relax but since the horrible memory crossed my mind I am feeling more restless. I closed my eyes and took deep breaths..!
βSanskaar!! Just close your eyes and donβt think of swara or aditi orβ¦β¦or anything else!! Stop thinking about it.β I said to myself.
The more I kept saying it to myself the more I kept seeing them.
I swept a whole array of perfumes, picture frames and everything else off my vanity dresser. I didnβt want to go back to any flashbacks but I involuntarily drifted back. I closed my eyesβ¦. this time it wasnβt about aditi or college lifeβ¦. It was about my first meeting withβ¦β¦.withβ¦..divaβ¦.!! Urgh!! Whatβs wrong with u?? I mean swara.
It was when ragini was 8 year old. We recently moved inβ¦. me and rags joined schoolβ¦ I eventually went to upper grades while she was in lowerβ¦. That very day she had found her best friend. She always used to bring her home. From then till now nothingβs changed about her/us except the fact that we were friends nothing else has changed. I really never liked the sight of her when I was small and of course as a big brother I have to fulfil my duties of irritating my dear rags and her friend (:) )β¦. I donβt knowβ¦. Even swara disliked me and I was pretty happy with that hate conceptβ¦.. But time flewβ¦.. She grew and trust me she got damn hot by timeβ¦.. Once I even caught myself drooling at herβ¦β¦. Oopsβ¦.thatβs not what Iβ¦β¦uhβ¦β¦..meβ¦..a β¦.I meanβ¦β¦. Uhβ¦err… Iβve seen people drooling at herβ¦. But she never gave a damn to them but why me??
Uff!! Sanskaar!! Why are u happy all of a sudden?? Be angryβ¦. Yesβ¦. Thatβs right be angryβ¦β¦ good.
Swaraβs pov:
I still rememberβ¦.. When I first saw himβ¦ when I was 8β¦. Ragini was a newbieβ¦ we spoke to each other and Voila!! We became friends!! Ragini was nearby to school and so was I!! So we walked homeβ¦ and behind us was him of course!! For some years I hated it. Then slowly I started likingβ¦..no loving itβ¦ I never really believed in love untilβ¦β¦.. You knowβ¦.!!
I never believed in true love and happy endings but I was helplessβ¦ when we were youngβ¦ we had so many betsβ¦ and they were immeasurably hard for that age but I somehow how wonβ¦ and despite winning everything against him I lost my heart to himβ¦
I sobbed at the thoughtβ¦ my eyes blurredβ¦ I wanted to cry out loudβ¦ pour out all my worriesβ¦ well sanskaar isnβt the only reason I am in this stateβ¦.. I have other problems tooβ¦. I feel that my parentsβ¦ never really loved me! I β¦. From when I was youngβ¦ was always told I was adoptedβ¦ I was taken in by them just to work for themβ¦ the family I got is not my real family. These kind of words were uttered by people close to me like my aunts and uncles and my parentsβ¦ of course they said it with a laughβ¦ which meant they were joking and I suppressed my tears by a forced smileβ¦.
They never knew how much they hurt meβ¦. I always cry when I am hurt but they never understand itβ¦. My life and I was never understand by anyone except ragsβ¦
And I had a feeling he would understand me but he too like everyone else failed miserablyβ¦
I was shiveringβ¦. It was a cold nightβ¦ hmmβ¦ how weird life isβ¦ before whenever others had love failures and problems it was me who was the first one to stop them and advise them but now I am doing what I forbade everyone else to doβ¦ I took another glance around my roomβ¦ I saw a book lying in the corner. I moved forward and grabbed it leaving a trail of blood behind. I OPENED ITβ¦ AND IMMEDIATELY I SMILEDβ¦.
Sanskaarβs pov:
I just wish I had a delete button in my mind so I could delete all what I donβt want to remember again in my lifeβ¦ example swara.
I am not sure if I never did want to remember her again in my life butβ¦ the times I spent with her is enough to put a smile on face no matter how angry or furious I amβ¦
She is a kidβ¦. She loved pink!! She had a complete collection of Barbie dolls and her room was filled with pinkβ¦
I remember some of the pranks she played on meβ¦ or should I say we played on raginiβ¦
**Fb**
Rags- Shona!!!!!! Am hungry!!
Yes our Shona was cooking for rags and sans
Swa- haan!! Gimme a min…
Sans-why are u yelling in my ear?? Do u want me to go deaf??
Swa- ok here u go!! Special one for u rags and here u go Mr. Idiot
Sanskaar made a face at her and she stuck her tongue at him.
Ragini took a bite and it was enough to bring tears in her eyes… not because it was tasty and reminded her of someone but it was too spicyβ¦
Swa- kya Hua rags?? Why r u crying??
Rags- itβs so tasty Na thatβs why!! Bhaiyya! Eat your food and comment about it…
She said with a smirk…
Sans- kβ¦ mm mmβ¦ swara itβs so tasty!!
And he finished the whole dish and actually asked for more!!
Rags had barely taken a bite!!
Swa- ragu?? Y arenβt you eating?? Isnβt the food tasty??
Rags- huh?? Noβ¦ no itβs awesome…
Swa- do you want some more?
Rags- NO!! I mean maybe later…
Suddenly swasan took a look at her and started laughing and owned up!! Ragini was damn angry and made them both eat the whole βspecial dishβ
**ends**
Sanskaar was laughing remembering it and on the other side swara remembered the same thing and was smiling weakly…
Swara was caressing a photo taken at that momentβ¦. A tear dropped on the photo. She leaned against the wall and let her tears flow!! She was feeling weaker by the passing secondsβ¦
Sanskaar suddenly stopped laughingβ¦
Sanskaar pov:
Why are you laughing?? You shouldnβt be laughing!! You shud be angry!! You should beβ¦. Uh!!Whatβs happening to me? No sanskaar! U know what aditi did to u!! Girls uses boys like tissue paper and u know that so stop all this nonsense at once!!
I mentally yelled at myselfβ¦ I suddenly had this strong feeling that something very bad is going to happenβ¦
I ignored the feeling!! Why am thinking so much about swara? I hat her urgh??
Oh no!! Am Iβ¦.. Am Iβ¦β¦β¦β¦ am I inβ¦.lβ¦.oβ¦vβ¦eβ¦. with her???
βYesβ someone said. I turned and got shockedβ¦
(read the note belowβ¦thank you)
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Precap- confrontation π
Hi guys!! I am sorry for being late but I am too busy doing nothing π lol!! Actually swaragini is going off air and I guess most of the people wonβt visit this page anymore and I have a strong feeling that this story is dumb so I wanna stop itβ¦ plus I guess many have stopped reading my ff co itβs boring soβ¦I want your suggestion
a- I stop it
b- I continue it
I will try my best to make it good if u all want me to continue and sorry I canβt be regular… pardon me for that!! And Thnx to my regular readers… you all are the only reason why I am still writingβ¦. Thnx so much… sorry if the episode is boringβ¦ one more thingβ¦
Chandu- the copper sulphate part is half true…I know a person who actually tasted that blue thing!!
i am extremely sorry if i couldnt reach your expectations guyz!! was the epi long or short??
Do comment and keep smiling π
39 Comments
Dear don’t dare to stop it continues yar we can see our swasan only in ff and make it long and regular I love ur ff don’t stop eagerly waiting for the update
thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
it was awesome.and plzzz continue .dont stop in the middle plzz its a request
i wont..thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
Awesome…… Don’t worry…. No one will stop visiting tu…. All will come….. Continue ur ff don’t stop it….
i will……thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
Hey don’t say that that, iTs a lovely story. and we love Swasan so i gess everyone will visit the page. If you still not sure of this page you can post this story somewhere else i.e. wattpad or somewhere else but i am pretty sure this page will remain most visited fanfiction page π
i am glad u think this story is good..thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
Dont u dare to stop??? we love this ff so much….no matter what we will visit this page……???? plz continue dr….part was superb dr waiting fr next….??????
aww thank u soooo much…thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
Don’t stop this n plz update regularly, I love this ff
i will try to…thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
Awesome….. And plz continue…?..
i will….thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
How can you think of stopping it??!!! How can you say your story as dumb and boring??!!! It’s ok if you cant be regular…!! Post atleast 1 or 2 episodes a week…!! This page is like a drug to me…!! This is the first page which I open…as soon as I get internet…and I am sure..nobody is gonna leave this page..soo easily…!!
There are many new writers who are starting their ff’s too…even though swaragini is ending…!! Sooo there is no chance decrease in viewers of this page for some period of time…!! If you think of stopping it once again…I am gonna make you eat CuSO4 for sure…!!
i wont stop…i will try to..trust me, even i open this page as soon as i get internet…thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
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thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
After many days…n a small update…. BT v.v. nice…
sorry if i dissapointed u….i will try to give longer ones……thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
dont u dare to stop it??? plzzz continue it and its ok take ur tym but plz update nxt chappy soon????
oh i wont… i will try to…thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
nice..nt boring at all..and continue it..we will visit dis site always..tc..
i will …thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π tc
No amera its not like that. Now We cant see our cutesy swasan but can imagine them throuh ff. So plz countinue….
yup gonna miss their pair..thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
yup gonna miss em!!thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
It’s awesome ….. don’t stop it….
i will…thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
Pls continue it and it was awesome ?
i will…thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
Please continue Amera di
It’s very amazing
Oops it was amazing
:)
awww thnx…thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
We will visit tu
Plz continue
thank u so so much for commenting… it means a very lot… glad u like it… keep smiling π
thank u so so much for commenting⦠it means a very lot⦠glad u like it⦠keep smiling ?
amu im really gonna kill u if u say ull stop this again…u know what this is such a cute love story….and so sorry for being late dear…u know how hard it is to mange time in 12th…..but still im glued to ur story that despite of having so many stupid tests im reading this story bcz i loveeeeee it…..and one more thing there are many people who are glued to ur story….so please continue it…im sure they will be visters…if they arent any i promise ill be there till u complete it….luv u…yaar…..and suspense again…..waiting for it…..babye….