SWASAN FF I Hate u & I Hate Myself Because I Still Love U Episode 12

Hai all, Mariya here

Without any bak bak,d directly to the chapter.

Sanskar reached the accident area. He rushed to the spot. He couldn’t believe the scene in front of his eyes .

A burned car was pulling out of the cliff by the fire and rescue force. He could clearly see the burned body inside. He was still for some time. His surroundings become still. The only thing visible to him is the body in the burned car.


No no this is not true. How can she leave me alone. She had promised me to be with me till my last breath. She can break her promise just like that . Arjun have had mistakenly called me. First let me ask him.

Sanskar come near Arjun who was giving directions to the crane operator. Arjun , who was always strong in every situations, now had tears in his eyes.

San: Arjun , what happened? Why are u crying?

Arjun: (shocked seeing Sanskar so cool) Sanskar she is no more

San: who?

Arjun couldn’t take it anymore as he was all alone handling the situation till now, Nirmala mam had a breakdown hear the accident news and he went to her. Till now he was handling the situation by controlling his emotions. But by seeing Sanskar he was not able to do it any more. He pulled Sanskar it to a bone crushing hug and said

Arjun: Sanskar Swara is no more

San: (breaking the hug) Arjun calm down it’s not Swara, u must have mistaken.

But now Arjun understood that he is in a trauma. Bounded to his duty he left to the car which was now placed on the ground. Sanskar also follows him. They searched the car , examined the body and was completing the formalities. Sanskar was doing all these as if the body was of someone else’s.

Just then Sanskar got a call from Aman ( adarsh’s PA)

San: hello Aman, U r calling me? Is everything fine?

Aman: yes sir everything is fine. In fact it’s a good news, sir Laksh sir is out of coma.

San: ( happily) what is it true? I am coming.
To Arjun
Arjun u can handle here right. I am going home vo Laksh bhai is out of coma.

(In a stern voice) and mind u don’t u dare to say this (pointing to the body) as my Swara. My Swara is alive and I can feel it. Take her to hospital, do what ever test u want, and confirm yourself. Till then don’t tell this nonsense to anyone. Jab tak meri sasein chal rahi hai, meri Swara ko kuch nahi hoga(nothing will happen to my Swara till my last breath) fix that in ur brain.

When he reached hospital everyone including gadodia family was present there. Sanskar went to DP

San:dad how is bhai?

DP: he is under observation . From the time he is become conscious he is asking for Swara and is being hysterical. God knows what this girl had done to my son. Even after being in coma for a long 7 yrs he is not able to forget that incident.

San: sorry dad, but please don’t not even a single word against my Swara. She had done nothing. It was an accident.

All were shocked to hear him and gathered around him with questions. He told them everything.
Where everyone were cruising themselves for not believing Swara Ramnath came to shekar

Ramnath: Mr. Gadodia can u spare some time for us. Actually there was an accident at the cliff area. The car & the person is burned. And by examining the car we came to know that it was the same car allotted to Swara. So for a clarification we need to do ur DNA test

This was a thunderstorm for all

That’s it for today. Sorry for being late. I was in hospital and this doctors are not allowing me to use my mobile. thank you. Bye take care.

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  1. Rosey

    wow vey nice and amazing episode

    1. Mariyajap

      Thank you di

  2. Simin

    Plz dear dont say ki swara died i think there is something which will open up soon
    Get well soon dear

    1. Mariyajap


  3. Next part pls

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u seema i will try my best

  4. Excellent dear… Please update soon.

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u and sure febi

  5. Radhika..

    Dear no need to write yr firstly see ur condition than anything else if u don’t take care of ur health than no need to write first take care than write u know what health is most important thing and keeping it on stake u r writing its not good . and the doctors are so nice I will tell them to keep u away from phone more. How come u take ur health for granted huh. Ok now sorry for this much saying. Sorry again and the chapter is amazing and swara died I can’t believe it . she is fine and u too get well soon. And than write anything till than. Take care dear . and now post when u are all right. And why r u hospitalise?? Loved the part??

    1. Mariyajap

      OMG u are exactly like my mom she too scolds me while i’m typing. but u know what lying on the bed all the time that too from past one and a half year its soo boring and some times i feel depressed. But when i come to telly updates i felt relaxed. and when i start writing u can’t imagine what am i going through when reading and replying to ur comments. its really a great relief. thank u sooooo much for ur care and concern and keep scolding me like this i would love to here from u

      1. Radhika..

        One and half year what happen to u yr?? R u fine any serious problem is there that u r on bed from such a long time . and about replying and commenting u fell relaxed u do it but firstly health than this. All and that small vala. And what happen dear to u??

      2. Mariyajap

        I’m an arthritis patient . All my joints have swelling, especially leg knees so can’t easily move like a normal person.

  6. Rabia

    OMG awesomeee epi dear ??

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u so much di

  7. Shreeyu

    Awesome Dr… Take care

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u shreeyu

  8. Superb dear….n its ok take care of uaslf…

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u xavia

  9. Awesome….. Next time a bit longer pls……..

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u purvi and i will try

  10. Superb nice continue take care of yourself

    1. Mariyajap

      Thank you Priya

  11. awesome..tc..

    1. Mariyajap

      Thank you s

  12. Kaynatk01

    aww mariya it was awesome just loved it and am waiting for next just take care of urself first then write

    1. Mariyajap

      Thank you kaynat

  13. Dharani


    1. Mariyajap

      Thank you Dharani

  14. Simi

    Awesome.. tc.. get well soon..

    1. Mariyajap

      Thank you simi

  15. Nice but try writing a bit longer

    1. Mariyajap

      Thank you shiksha

  16. Soujanya


    1. Mariyajap

      Thank you soujanya

  17. Deeksha

    Loved it dear… Continue soon…. And mind u… If you kill swara…..!!!!! U can’t even imagine what will happen to u the next moment…..!!!!!!

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u deeksha

  18. Dharshini


    1. Mariyajap

      thank u darshini

  19. Vyshu10

    Awesome…it can’t be swara…..Take rest properly and get well soon

    1. Mariyajap

      thanku vyshu i will surely get well if u all care for me like this

  20. Arshaanya

    I knw dat shez not swara bt dan where is she ?
    Loved it dear

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u arshaanya

  21. Abdul hafiz(Uma)

    Superrrr chappy dear….Ab hosh aaya Mr.Maheshwari ko ki vo kisi se pyar karte hein, huhhh, idiot??….keep it up dear.. Waiting for nxt.. GET WELL SOON..??
    Take care
    Keep smiling?

    1. Mariyajap

      bilkul kabhi kabhi yeah sanskar ekdam idiot banjatha hai. thank u

  22. Mirna

    Wow super amazing upadte and take care of ur health too dear 🙂 keep smilimg 😛

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u mirna

  23. First get well soon dear… Plz… N the chapter was amazing… Loved it… N don’t u dare to kill swara??????

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u vidhi for ur care and concern

  24. Pooja26

    amazing chappy……. 😉
    tc….. first…….
    get well soon…….

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u pooja

  25. Mahjabeen

    Ahhh loved it dear…it ws amazing…waitng fr nxt…post soon
    Tk cr
    Stay blessed??

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u mahjabeen

  26. Abirsha

    Awesome very nice….. I know swara would be alive….. And take care dr….. Dont strain much in writing ffs…. We can wait dr…. ?

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u di

  27. Hemanshi

    nice episode dear….i just now read all ur parts in one go……they were awesome…..

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u so much hemanshi. me too just yesterday go through ur profile as i noticed ur name in kakali di’s “A DREAM ” AND I was amazed u r handling 3 ff at a time wow.

  28. Super interesting

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