SWASAN FF I Hate u & I Hate Myself Because I Still Love U Episode 1

Hai all I’m back with my 1st episode. As u all wish I will continue from the intro

The bride was numb for a second. After coming to her sense
Bride: Sanskar what are you saying. Sanskar it’s me ur Swara. How can u behave like this to me. How can u accuse me of killing someone. And about ur brother and sister I even don’t know them

Sanskar: wow Swara now u r saying that you don’t know Uttara .

Swara: Uttara ….. U mean Uttara Maheswary

Sanskar: yes the same Uttara Maheswary how was ur junior @ Bangalore medical college. Whom ur cousin Sahil was obsessed for. And to save ur brother from his so called obsession u hired local goons to kill her and they did

(Sahil was also present there as it was his cousin’s marriage)

Sahil : Stop it Sanskar. you don’t know the whole truth. Please try to understand Swara had nothing to do with this.

Sanskar: ohh is that so. Then tell me why did she called Karan the day before Uttara’s death. The very same Karan who murdered Uttara and is in jail now

Sahil: Sanskar try to understand. Karan is innocent along with me and Swara. He had a brotherly attachment to Swara, Uttara & me. And believe me Sanskar me & Uttara were in a relationship.

Sanskar anger reached its height’s hearing to Sahil. He caught hold of his collar and pushed him with all his forces. And with this sudden action Sahil falls on the floor. Swara runs to him & help him in getting up. Because only she know what was he going through. More than her he was broken.

Swara: what the hell Sanskar. How dare u.

Ragini come forward

Ragini : how can u stoop so low Swara. I’m ashamed of myself for being ur sister. Jo kuch Thumne mere sath Kiya uske bath tho thum behan Kya insan kahlene ke bhi layak nahi rehi.

Swara: Di what r u saying. What did I do

Ragini: tumhe Kya laga, ki thum Kisi ko eisehi apne car se takrake chupchap nikal jayegi, aur kisi ko patha bhi nahi chalega.
Coma mai jane se pehela vo sirf thumara name liya tha

Adi: Vo mathlab kon

Ragini: Laksh, Laksh Maheswary, my husband

Swara: whatttt…. Lucky

Sanskar: yes Lucky mera bhai. Why did you do that Swara

Swara: no sans

She was cut off by ragini

Ragini: because she had come to know about me and Laksh being in a relationship
And she didn’t want to share my love with someone else.

Swara: Di r u out of ur mind. Do you really think that I will even harm someone for this silly reason. And that too Lucky. Di you very well know he was my role model.

Shekar who was listening to all these held Swara by her wrist and turned her to face him

Shekar: do you know Uttara & Laksh

Swara: yes baba Utta

Before completing she felt a burning sensation on her cheeks. Yes shekar had slapped her.
She was about to fall when pankuri come and hold her .

Shekar: then why did u tell early that u don’t know them

Swara ( holding her cheeks) : baba I didn’t knew that Uttara& Lucky are Sanskar’s brother and sister

Shekar: stop it Swara. Aur kitana choot bologe. From Childhood only u were a pampered child. Firstly by Sanskar, when he went away, then ragini & Sahil. And when you get to know that they are in relationship u try to kill their spouse. How can you stoop so low Swara

Swara was almost a lifeless body by then. She just look at her mother for a moral support. But for her shock she found her consoling ragini.

Adi: Baba, what r u saying, how can you even think of her doing something wrong

Shekar. Stop supporting her Adi. At least not now. This time it’s not just something wrong but a crime and she has to bear the punishment

Sanskar: and her punishment is that you lost your trust and have to bear our hatred for the rest of your life

Adi, Pankuri & Sahil comes to Swara and says : we trust you Swara. And we’ll be there for you always no matter what ever the situation may be.

Shekar: Swara u have lost ur right to call me baba, and from now u have no relation with my family. I disown u Swara.

Swara was emotionless by then. She just walked out of the wedding hall

That’s it for now. From next episodes I will give POV’s also. Do comment and please let me know ur opinions. If you don’t like it feel free to tell me. U can give ur suggestions as well, bcz till now I only have rough sketch of the story in my mind. Thank you all for giving me ur precious time for reading and commenting my FF .


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  1. Awesome……… Feeling bad for swara………..

  2. Super exciting

  3. It was good well done

  4. Pooja26

    ohh!!!!!! poor swara……

    amazing chappy……

    post asap……..

  5. Rosey

    Ufff such a drama plz upload next fast

    1. Mariyajap

      sure, thank u for the comment

  6. Bhavana

    omg di what a schocking n rocking episode……………..

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u bhavana

  7. Soujanya


    1. Mariyajap

      thank u soujanya

  8. Good dear keep going continue soon

  9. Rabia

    Awesome ?

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u rabia di

  10. Mahjabeen

    Superbbb…ahhh poor swara flng bad fr her…waitng fr nxt..rlly excited to rd da nxt part..post soon

  11. Shreeyu

    So exciting yar … Post next soon

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u will post soon

  12. Abirsha

    I loved it a lot….
    But a request dr….
    Pls update in english….
    I do no hindi….
    And give long updates dr….
    It too short…. ?

    1. Mariyajap

      sorry fr the inconvenience i will try to update in english from now, or else i will give a translation and about long chappy di i am a arthritis patient so can’t type for long sorry
      thank u for the comment

      1. Abirsha

        Oh k dr…. No pblm type how much u can dr…. And no need for sorry…. Take care dr

  13. U nailed it

  14. SRSL

    Awsm yaar!!! Feeling really bad for Swara. Poor girl..

  15. Ohh so swara is innocent, sanskar think and ragini think swara tried to kill their husband sister brother etc. All are correct their places. As earlier situations were wrong thats why they are misunderstood her

    1. Mariyajap

      right dear its just a misunderstanding which ruined their life

  16. Kakali

    Awesome chappy dear… love it..
    loved Adi Pankhuri n Sahil’s support towards Swara.. it’s beautiful..
    Ragini Sanskar how can u not trust my princess?? haaa*poking their cheeks.. huhhh…

    Thnk u dear.. n yeah i also posted my 4th of my chappy.. do read if u get time.. take care..;-*

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u di &will read ur ff for sure

  17. Radhika..

    awesome part felling bad for swara everyone go against her but 3 people are with her. the story is really interesting. many questions going in mind which answer u only give and ur ff waiting for the next part. loved the part??

  18. Nice dear…

  19. Ohh dear, excellent!! Feeling bad for Swara..nd do read tujhse hi if u get time

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u , will read tujse hi

  20. Aditisyam

    Awesome yaar even i am numb no wordssss to say superb means excellent chapter i hv fallen in love wid ur ff i knw evrybody is going to be guilty fr not trusting swara plzzzz update daily uf possible update one more chapter plzzzzzźzz

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u for loving my ff will try to post today

  21. Arshaanya

    Amazing…. jus loved it..
    Feeling bad for swara
    Continue soon

  22. Kaynatk01

    its awesome

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u dear

  23. Deeksha

    Awesome dear….!!!!! Along with swasan pls add adi and pankhuri scenes also…..!!!!!

  24. Hey dear actually I have not read the intro Bt after reading 1part I felt interesting so if u can plz give me the link of the intro part if u can plz…. ???????

  25. Madhu

    LOved IT DIII

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u dear

  26. Amazing part dear..
    Poor swara.. Except adi, panku & sahil, all are doubting & accusing swara..
    Post the nxt part soon.

    1. Mariyajap

      thank u will update soon

  27. Loved it ?Pls post next part soon?

  28. SNY

    Awesome dr…
    Feeling bad for swara…….

  29. Vyshu10

    awesome…feeling sad for swara….plz tell wt happened in past?

  30. Awesome

  31. Khushiii

    Superb continue soon

  32. Sanjanaagrawal

    Awesome !!!!!!!!!! And ur story is perfect no need of suggestion dear ….. and thnx for writing this stry as POV …

    Take care
    Keep smiling ……

  33. Mica

    start read it, love it ty

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