Swasan ff (episode 2)

Sorry for this extra paragraph. Actually this was supposed to be my introduction and I have uploaded it under the name ” a love story of sanskar maheswari ” but they didnt update. So please ignore any update with that name.
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Previous episode link:
http://www.tellyupdates.com/swasan-ff-episode-1/

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A current passed through my body when my palm touched her skin. I wish this moment freeze so that I will never have to leave her beautiful face.
” she belongs to next section sanskar” said my friend which brought me back to the senses.
“So you are sanskar MAHESWARI” she said a bit interrogative.
I gave her a proud and assuring smile. She immediately smiled to me as an answer.
” actually I have heard about you from my friends. Congratulations ” she said in sad voice.
“Thanks ” I said my voice shivering.
Later everyone ate the order and as usual I payed the whole amount. After that I turned to her.
” why don’t you top next time swara..I mean I am fed up by giving treats” I said to her trying to act brave but I am going down my knees.
She gave me a warm smile and said” well I will try but I am sure that I will never be able to beat you.”
My chest expanded than actually it was because of her compliment..actually compliment made by my love.

” thanks ” I said and we both started walking towards our gang.
We all had a nice time by talking about each other and finally I reached my home. Am I hallucinating? I guess no but I am sure yes. The girl for whom my eyes were desperate finally saw her and now they don’t want to see any other.
I don’t know how but in the next two years, we became closet friends. I admired her silently but never let to know my feeling for her. We used to spend lot of time together in library, canteen along with my group. The thing that I loved in her most is her childishness. I never felt her like a grown up girl but she had enough maturity of taking correct decisions in her life. I used to go to college even if I had a bad health just to not to miss her company. I know this one would be crazy but I did it and I landed in her house along with our gang when she didn’t attend the college. I heard somewhere that if a guy loves a girl, everyone gets to know about it except her but my case is different. I didn’t let anyone know about my feelings. I just loved her silently but today my heart is paining..yes paining because from tomorrow, our final exams are going to start and we won’t be able to meet after that. I immediately called her.
” hello”
” hello”
” do you have anything to say sanskar?”
“Nothing swara. I just called like that” I lied.
” will you be able to meet me at second street of my house?” She asked.
My face lighten up listening to her.
” sure”
Without wasting a minute I went out at an odd hour I:e; at 11pm. She is there, standing and waiting for me.
“Hello sanskar” she said excitedly.

I went to her and smiled.
” what’s the matter?”
“Nothing important sanskar. I just felt like missing you for the life time.”
Oh God! What did she say just now.
” hmm”
” what hmm” she glared.
” so you called me to tell this ”
“No sanskar. Actually to speak frankly, till now I didn’t had any friend like you”
I am enjoying her every word and we both started walking. I can say that she is nervous by seeing her hands. She is rubbing them but I don’t know why.
” even I too swara I mean I was never close to any girl like you”
” will you help me sanskar” she asked in a cold voice.
” is that a question to be asked swara. I will always”.
She turned to me and smiled.
” okay then all the best sanskar. Will meet after the final exam.”
I smiled to her and came home. I don’t know the reason for her strange behavior but I have decided to propose her on the last day.

After finishing the exam, I called her and asked to come to canteen that too alone as I don’t want anyone from my gang to see me proposing her. I know that she won’t accept but I want to express my feelings. I sat on one of the chairs and my heart started beating fast as the time increased. I took a deep breath and recollected my way of proposal. It is then she came to me. My heart stopped beating for a second and I visibly gulped. She sat infront of me and turned back to look at some one. I am confused by her act but next minute I saw some male person entering the canteen. He came and sat beside swara.
” Hi sanskar. Meet my fiance akash”
What! Finance?I felt like the earth below me is shaking and I am falling deep into a mire.
” what!” I said in a shock.
” yes sanskar.he is akash..Dr. Aksah” she said in a proud voice and wrapped her arms around his shoulder.
Will there be any greater punishment for a guy to see his loved one with some other. I had tears in my eyes and I know that.
” ouch! ” I said while rubbing my eyes.” I think something went inside”
She immediately got up from her seat to help me but I moved back saying I can manage..
” shall we order something?” Akash asked .

I went to the counter and ordered for three sandwiches. many questions are revolving in my mind. Is this real if yes then why didn’t she say it to me earlier. Didn’t she trust me? My heart is paining seeing them together. I am not sure whether he will be able to keep her happy even. The girl whom I thought was mine is not mine no more. I sighed heavily and threw the flower in the dustbin that i brought.I took the plates and turned to them. I saw her, she is smiling and he is wiping her tears.yes she is happy with him and he can make her smile……more than me. A lump got stuck in my throat but I quickly composed myself.
” so when are you going to marry” I asked her while giving them sandwiches.
” that’s the problem sanskar” she said in a low voice. I noticed the restlessness in her eyes.
” what happened swara” I tried to act normal.
” actually we both love each other from six months. I have asked permission to my dad for marrying him but as usual he rejected. I am convincing him to wait for me but he is…”
” sorry sanskar. I know but even my parents are not accepting for this proposal. She is my life and I am not ready to loose her. Anyhow she has completed her course now and so I am planning to…” Akash was still continuing but swara interrupted.
” elope”
“What!” I said almost shockingly.
” yes sanskar. At first she didn’t accept but now I convinced her” akash said in a victorious voice.
I really didn’t had any words for them now. she placed her palm on my hands
” I know that what I am doing is wrong sanskar but I am confident that my parents would soon accept us”

Akash held her by shoulder and said” yes dear”.
I turned my head other way as I am unable to see their closeness.
” will you help us in eloping sanskar?” She asked innocently.
Another heart break. Now I should help my love to get her love. How painful! I let a sigh out and nodded in yes.
” where are you planning to go?”
“US” he replied.
” You said you will help me sanskar”she said as if reminding me.
“What do you want me to do now?” I frowned.
“Actually akash has some visa problem..so”she fumbled.
“I will get it done” I said assuringly.
“If possible try to get it tonight ” she said in a pleading voice and I readily accepted it.
After a great difficulty, I reached airport along with his visa. They both are standing together. I went to them and gave her the visa.
” thank-you so much sanskar. You are my true friend” she said smiling.
Yes I am a true friend otherwise who will help his love to elope with someone. I smiled sadly.
” don’t forget to visit us when you come to US” he said to me as if he is doing a favour.
We got alarmed listening the announcement.
” we need to go sanskar” she said. Her voice heavy.
I simply nodded. Both of them started walking towards the other side while she kept turning back contionusly to see me. I tried to give my best smile and waved her. Soon they passed my sight and I collapsed on my knees.

Oh God! Is this known as heart break? I don’t want this as it is paining a lot. I wanted to scream aloud. After all I am a human and I too have a heart. It too feels bad. I felt some pain in my heart which slowly started spreading through my body. My nerves went weak while I started breathing heavily. I felt dizzy and my vision became blur. I looked down to the floor and few drops of tears fell from my eyes.
It’s true..its true as someone said that a guy is really heart breaken to the core when tears cross his eyes.

To be continued…

NOTE: AS IT IS A SEVEN SHOT, DO COMMENT ON EVERY EPISODE. THANKYOU EVERY ONE.

Credit to: Sree harini

36 comments

  1. Sreeeee………………. i din expect diz twist dr……. how much pain………… omg…….. bt coming to our epi… loved it dr…. true feeling…..

  2. Really emotional epi, how silently he loved her !!!!!!!! I felt a heart breaken sanskar while reading it,but I have a doubt sree if they were best friends then how can sanskar didn’t know she loves someone else that too from six months she had hidden the fact, I may say them strange best friends.

    • Sree harini

      They became close but she didn’t said to him and in this story, we will be unable to read swara’s mind as it is from his pov.keep reading dear.

  3. sweety

    OMG!!!! Poor sanskar…..helped his love in eloping with some other person…so sad yaar…..but really I liked the episode….. Awesome yaar!!!waiting for the next update..

    • Sree harini

      Thank-you everyone. Sorry for not commenting individually as I am busy in preparing for tomorrow’s exam.

  4. Jwala

    Hey sree..glad to see u back with another awesome story.,….i was busy with my revisions and studies… so i didn’t read any ff’s..and.. it’s been some days …..just now i was free ..so started reading those updates…….. that i missed ….the cover photo of ur ff ….it caught my attention..then i opened the page and started reading and when i finished reading i noticed ur name at the end …i was soo happy ..seeing u back ……??? ..it was heart touching ….poor sanskar …and …………who the hell is this akash …how dare he come in between my …sorry ..OUR fav couple….swasan …i won’t spare him …(.just kidding yaar )…….as i am busy nowadays……i may not be a regular reader..but will surely read ur ff whenever i am free ….becoz…… now. ..i am eager to know wht will happen next …?????….ok then….bye dear …luv u sissy …..take care……?????????????????☺☺?????☺??????☺☺??☺????☺???????☺☺??☺☺???☺☺☺????????☺?????☺??????☺???

    • Sree harini

      Awwwww..intna bada comment. All the best for your studies dear and this is a seven shot. So don’t worry about the number of episodes. Regarding akash, you will get to know about him in next episode. Take care sis..

  5. Harani

    only you can portray certain things very clearly that too in emotional things aww no one can near you..This I experienced in ur ff limitless love and again here…love u loads deer, 🙂

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