Swasan- I fell in love with my rapist (OS)

Hi…..everyone… this is first os so ignore my mistake bt do tell me …..

Rabia api here is farewell gift…..ignore my mistakes ……nd plz don’t beat me fr this i can’t bear pain……nd also don’t think to kill me …..i m only daughter of my parents…………πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡

# A beautiful bride is sitting in front of mirror….. Her frnds r makin him ready……suddenly her one frnds Shout’s…… Swara baraat aa gayi( yes the girl is swara) all the girls went downstair to welcome barrat leaving our swara alone……

Swara wents to balcony to have a look of her lovely husband……after admiring him she came back to the room nd start thinking how all this happen

Swara pov.

today is my marriage…..its a love marriage……all my frnds r asking about my love story….. Bt i can’t tell them anything… Why……..mein unhe yeh kaise bataun ki hamari love story ki starting rape se hui……rape yes, rape jo kisi bhi ladki ki zindagi barbaad kar sakta hai……bt….me….it brings happiness in my life….. It brings my love……strange…..yes….i knw…that’s why i can’t tell anyone…. My parents also don’t knw about it…….in fact they don’t their would be son in law is my rapist…..i can’t tell them…. I cant hurt them……. i still remember that day………..7 august the day which change my life…………………

Like everyday i m going home after office…..i was walking on road when i saw a man who was sitting under a tree helplessly……. His hand was bleeding…. I thought to help him……i went to him nd ask….

Swara- ummm….do u need any hhelp…..r u okk

Man- ( shouts) go…go from here…i don’t need ur help

Swara- look ur hand is bleeding…. Let me see it….

Man- ( Shout’s in anger) i said go

Swara- ( in mind)okk it’s enough….i thought to help…. If he don’t want help….so what can i do

I start walking from……suddenly i feel a grip on my hand….. that man was holding my hand…..with strange eyes….because of darkness i m only able to see his eyes….his big brown eyes……..he was drunk….his voice is telling me…

Swara- what???

Man- where r u going baby…..

Swara- what??? Leave my hand u

Man- nt so easily….first u have to fulfill my lust….then u can go

Swara- ( gets scared) p…lz……z, plz..let me….g…go..

That man is draginig me inside the forest…..i was screaming fr help…iwas beating…. Her hand….bt all in vain…….he was so strong…….he dragged me under a tree nd start coming closer to me…..

Swara- please… Le…let..me go…plz

Man- how can i…..

Swara- pl…plz…do…don’t… Come close….plz….lemmme…go

But ……usse koi fark nahi padha vo mere pass aata jaa raha tha………. mein madad ke liye chilla rahi thi par koi fayada nahi use andhere jungle mein meri madad ke liye kaun aata………………….

.he comes to me nd start tearing my clothes…..i was pleading to him to leave me……….bt he was nt in his sense……..that time i can see lust in His eyes……nd….nd some kind of pain……….he has torn my clothes……he was scratching my body……playing with my dignity….. Nd…me…..i was numb…….i m nt in my sense……looking at sky…..cursing myself fr talking with him………………

After playing with my body……..after rapping me…….he throws my clothes on me………nd goes under a tree……i was crying silently…. my whole body was paining…. Bleeding….i wants to go from there….wants to wear my clothes….. But my body is nt allowing me….it was paining…. I tried to sit…..i see my body which has scratches all over….i touch them….they were paining………after few minutes i come to my sense…….crying bitterly on my condition………..

After sometime i stop crying nd see towards that man….he was sitting under a tree…..I can’t see his face….my pain… My screams………become anger….i shout at him…..

Swara-( while crying) u….u…ruined my life….u have no shame…….do u have any sense what u have done……

Man- yess, i knw bt i do wrong…..u all….want this….u girls…..always desires… This.. .u should be tthankful to me…..

Swara- chiii…..u how shameless u r …….mein aur ladkiyon ki tarah nahi huin…….sareef ladki huin mein…….( i keep scolding him fr his deeds )

I don’t knw how…..why….bt he realised his mistake….. He ask me to forgive him…..bt…is it so easy…..he ruined my life….how can i forgive him………..

Man- come i will drop u home……

Swara- no thanks…. I will go myself…

Man- look…..let me drop…u..

Swara- nno…..bt….please…take me out of this forest…. From there i will go my home …….

Man- okkk….come…..

I wear my extra cloths which i carty always in my bag…. Do some light makeup…..because if crying my eyes become red…… Dull face……mein nahi chahti thi mere parents ya koi aur mujhe use halat mein dekhe…….

Man- tum ladkiyan bhi kamal hho……make up itni achi tarah kiya hai ki lag hi nahi raha abhi itni der se tum roo rahi thi…..

Swara- can we go….

Look at my destiny….. Jisne mera rape kiya usi ke saath chalna padh raha hai.. …..usne mujhe jungle se safely bahar nikala…..weak tthi……girne se sambhala……chal nahi pai toh apni arms mein utha liya……pata nahi kyun par mujhe ab usse dar nahi lag raha tha…protective feel ho raha tha….hmmm.protective……par uska face ab bhi nahi dekha……

Finally i reach my home.. My parents were waiting fr me… Unse ankhe bacha kar unhe excuse diya aur apne room mein chali gayi ……….kuch der baad mere phone par ek phone aaya unknown number se…..

Swara- hello…

Os.- hello…swara….r u okk…

Swara- ( i recognised that voice….its rapist) who…r u

Os.- ummm….( with a chocked voice) who raped u

Swara- that’s it—- hw dare u to call….hw u knw my name……nd hw u get my number…

Os- i m sry swara….fr what i done….i m nt in my senses that time please…. forgive me if u can

Pov.ends

Amy- ( swara’s frnd) swara r u ready…..aunty is calling u

Swara- just a little touch up amy

Amy- okk i will come

Swara pov.

My thoughts get disturbed by amy…..where i m….yesss ……..he called mme……ask forgiveness nd cut the call………i went to bathroom to cry…….i don’t let my parents knw about…..it…..i switch on the shower nd start crying………my wounds….remembers me about…..his hands………..i don’t forgot this night ever…….

I kept crying fr three days……..mein apne room se bahar sirf dinnner ke liye aati thi….mere parents worried they …..mujhe kya ho gya hai …..mein unhe kya bataun……….in this 3 days the rapist continuously calls me nd ask about my health…..nd forgiveness…. But hw can i forgive…… Somehow his voice…..his care….his eye…… made me fall fr him….but is it so easy to forget everything…… Finally i switch off my mobile to control my feelings….

.. Days passed ….i m becoming normal again…..one day my parents were watching tv….when….i….saw …those eyes…..the….eyes of….my rapist …….he is a police officers….he has told me…..so…he is……what was his name he had tell me…..think swara think…. S….san……yesss….sanskar…..he is so smart…. What ???? ….stop ur nonsense swara….a news was flashing on tv…..that some…..criminal has kidnapped innocent children’s…… He….nd his team was trying to save them……..

If he is a gud person so why he do this to me…….now i want my answer…….. I switch on myphone nd dials his number……its…ringing…. Ughhhh….he is nt picking….. Oh….hw dumbo i m he is on a mission…. Hw can he pick my call….i drop a msg fr him…. That i want to meet him nd tells him place………..i was waiting desperately fr his reply at last after 3 hours his msg come okkk..

Next day i went to meet him nd throw my questions on him…..why u do this to me…..why u don’t kill me then…..
Why u drop me safely…… Why u call.me daily…..why do u care fr me dame it……

At next moment…….i feel a burning sensation on my face…..he slapped me…. why….

Sanskar- hw dare u say that i can kill u….look i nw i have a done a mistake…. Nt mistake…. A sin…bt please i m nt in my senses…

Swara- why sanskar…..why….

Sanskar- i loved a girl very mmuch….she was my life….bt she ……she cheated me nd….. that day i saw him sleeping with my frnd ……..i was broken….. I lost my trust on everyone……..i was drunk….then i saw u ……i thought every girl r like him only that’s why ……..please forgive me swara…..please….

Swara- leave it sanskar…..its past…i have forgiven uu…..

Sanskar- swara i want to say something……. I want to marry u……i m nt showing sympathy…… Actually i love u ……i fell fr ur innocence….. Ur pure heart…… I want to live a happy life……

Swara- sanskar u knw na its nt easy to forget that night….

Sanskar- i knw…i knw….please give me a chance….. Please ……..

swara- okkk sanskar…….i can see ur goodness…… Bt don’t think i can forget that day…..
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present
Amy- swara let’s go…..ur husband is waiting fr u ….

Swara- yesss
( while coming downstairs) nd nw i m going to marry……with my rapist…..i know i hve forgiven him……..that’s why i m thinking it nw……..because nw this rape chapter is closed…… Sanskar nd i have decided we will never talk about it……..

Our bright futher is waiting fr us……………….

Huuu….finally its completed…. Biggest task is writing an OS……….my fingers r paining nw…….. sry fr the hindi sentence……….

Rabia apiii ……..u knw ……i think……mein ab kabhi os nahi likungi…..it is very difficult to complete it in one shot……………nd u read it carefully nd then tell me howz it……….

70 comments

    • Rabia

      |Registered Member

      I dont knw why u bashers always comment with an unknown or unregistered id if u have guts thn comment with your real name or registered id dont u dare to say anything to my sis huhh idiot

      • Kaynatk01

        |Registered Member

        agree rabia she tried something and we should appreciate it writers nly express the views but u cant say her all this in her first attempt and too she has written so beautiful

      • Rabia

        |Registered Member

        Ya right kaynatt topic is i know diff but aliya didnt add any disgusting thing i read many stories in which hero done alot of disgusting things and in the end heroine except him but here if he done a sin then retify it by marrying him and one os contains this much hee if it was a ff thn we can say that she should add more and detailed scenes but now being an os and woh bhi first time its moree thn awesome 😊

    • Maryam

      Excuse Me…I am asking sorry at first itself if I am being rude but you can’t judge someone hard work like this…N its really a good concept…Atleast she tried something new..N for this you should appreciate her rather degrading her..
      She mentioned it too that it was difficult for her to write so you should encourage her to write.. But you are doing something else… If you are not satisfied with this you should have ignored it…I hope i am not rude dear…if so then I am sorry again..

    • Aliya123

      |Author

      If u think its disgusting…. Please don’t read…..don’t waste ur time on it…..nd thanku ….because u waste ur time in reading it

      • Rabia0032

        |Registered Member

        Woooow guys reading your coment and suporting aliya I am feeling very happy…I loved the way you suport her…….
        I dont know aliya but seeing your guys suport made me emotional 😒

      • Rabia

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        Rabia im a social worker πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜† and muu phaatt i gave direct slap no warning πŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆ if anyone bashing without any reason thn he/she have to tolerate all this where are these tyoe of ppl when stories written on an extreme disgusting level actually naa they just want the written version of these type of videos nthing else and i noted many times these ppl comment with only unknown or unregistered id huh………..

        Tooo much ho giya naa πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜†let me drink some water πŸ‘…πŸ‘…πŸ‘…πŸ‘…

    • Mica

      |Registered Member

      dear, we can’t blame someone for their love feeling, since love is unique, we can’t create it nor vanish it, we dunno when, where, whom, how or why love exist in someone heart, it just happen….so, it will more disgusting and characterless if someone can’t respect others hard work…

    • .......

      Hey..wait guys i love d way she potrayed feelings but actually i just felt Γ  bit disgusted that how can Γ  girl fall un love with her own rapist ….u know when someone plays with ur dignity its not so easy to forgive that person n she is marrying sanskaar…its Γ  big thing sorry aaliya if u felt demotivated coz of me but really m’y intentions were not un that way am sorry am feeling very guilty right now i just hope that you forgive me n write more os ss n ff but still i was talking that how can swara bΓ© so……dont know……am sorry
      LOVE YOU N PLZ AM SORRY
      😘😘😘πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯

      • Rabia

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        Sorry for all this which i said but in actual your way of deacribing your point is wrong thats why we said all that otherwise we never bash anyone because i myself invite wholeheartedly who criticize but they way u said its very demotivating especially for a new comers and sorry once again but i cant control my tongue when anybody say anything to those which are very dear to mee 😊😊😊

      • Mica

        |Registered Member

        hmm, sorry to being rude also, well i know that feeling, but i ever watch a hindi movie about this, i mean the girl that fall in love to the rapist, i dunno the tittle, it’s old one,…. then i can conclude that the level of traumatic for rape victim is different, there are many thing involved…..sorry once again..ty

      • SRSL

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        Hey you guys are breaking sanskaar’s rules.dosti mein no sorry no thank you…..just kidding anyways…its OK aliya don’t take it srsly….😘😘😘

  1. Rabia

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    Aliyaaaaaaaaa ummmmmmm let mee think…………..

    Uummm okayyyyy sooooo i wantttt tooooo sayyyy thatttttt awesomeeeeee conceptttt great thinking anddd OS is a very difficult task to writeee and u achieved ittt yuppppiiiii andd thankuuu sooo muchhhh dearrrrr and dot walay ki baat per kaan mut dharnaaa πŸ˜™πŸ˜™πŸ˜™πŸ˜™πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜

      • Rabia

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        Hayee Allah sadkay jauu why r u crying??? 😲😲😲 thats the reason is said that im veey much batameez and muu phaat joo aya bol diyaa πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜† sooo sooorrrryyyy for creating thia mess on your oss but wht can i doo adat say majboor 😒😒😭

  2. Abdul hafiz(Uma)

    Outstanding, marvelous dear… Loved it… Keep writing like this..
    Take care
    Keep smiling😊

  3. Maryam

    Hey dear…it was a different N a Nyc concept..I really like it N plz do continue with your work N don’t stop writing Os… You are good N you can be more good in writing so don’t stop dear…

  4. Haya malik

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    Frankly when I read the title I was like what the heck.. .
    But after reading it I would must say it is worth reading ..nice one but a sanskar’s POV could make it awesome

  5. Kakali

    |Registered Member

    Waaa !!!!! Nice concept Alliyaaaa…
    U know sometime it happens…. Destiny plays with us but also make us winner…
    Destiny is sooo damn cruel…. huhuhuuuuu!!!!
    Thnk u… ;-*

  6. Meher

    |Registered Member

    Firstlyi didn’t read it completely.

    And secondly sorry to say it’s just disgusting, m “it brings happiness in my life” it’s hell just think what it says.

    How come a girl love her rapist. It’s just something which I can’t digest.

    I suggest you to choose words more carefully next time, you must have something good in your mind but loving a rapist is shit!

    Sorry for being harsh!

    • sneha

      Firstly let me tell u that m a silent reader of most of the ffzz here…i hardly comment even if i didnt like the story…
      But todat after raeding this…i was like ” WHAT D HELL”!!!!!
      I completely agree with meher…
      Some linezz were jst beyond shit…
      Even the concept!!*
      We cant call it a NEW one…as itzz so beyond reality…
      It can never happen..i mean hw can a girl
      love her rapist..!!!!
      U r also a girl yr…u should know..!!!
      I know u will fell bad..bt itzz the duty of readerzz to infrm the writrzz about their work…
      Nd sorry fr being harsh…but itzz true..

  7. Arshaanya

    |Registered Member

    Loved it dear…
    Wanted some more… i mean u cud ve shown more sanskars care love towards swara n dere love story…
    U can post one more part showng dere love life aftr mrg plzzz

  8. Sawsana.s

    |Registered Member

    No doubt u are a very good writer… nut i can’t appreciate your story. . Matlab it’s really very difficult to digest the fact that a girl is in love with her own repist.. . Incident k bad she feels secure in his arms? ? Like seriously?? The repist is repainting?? Can any rape case bring happiness…. and moreover the most disgusting fact is the repist is an inspector…. How could you write this??? Rakshak ko vakshak bana dia??? Please don’t mind but…. It’s a bad message… A good responsible inspector can’t do this much bad things though how much he is sad or drunk.. . 6i… I am sorry… But as a writer and reader i can’t appreciate this fact…. that all i can say in your os tumne ek victim ka mazak udaya h….i don’t know how can all are supporting you… But it’s not good….
    You have good writing skills… but i think you are very immature… Ek rapevictim ki halat kya hoti h you never know.. . And this os is a very very bad os. .. I am sorry..
    Now to alll… I know you all will bash me . But i don’t care…
    I am A. S. . . . Writer of give me your hand to hold and of many os. ..

  9. Vinita

    Wtf was this…….u all r making fun of a rapevictim n then bashing a person who says against it rape it’s something very big than u can I imagine I think dat dot wali girl shouldn’t have said sorry u don’t deserve n Rabia even if she is close to u rape is social evil it can change a girls life but not in dis way sorry but not supporting you n if u wanna bash me then u can n plz stop being so rude n Immature u all are at least teens I hope u understand my point n bring some other content next time n dat shouldn’t contain such shit n stop making issue of small things

  10. SRSL

    |Registered Member

    Aliyaaaa!!!Awsm yaar!!!loved it. I never thought this is your first attempt….anyways we all can forgive each other right especially if the one who did the crime is repenting….and in this way both swasan won’t cheat any other person…if Swara marries anyone else,she is indirectly cheating him even though she is not at fault.sanskaar is doing a good thing by accepting his mistake and is not like others who do not even accept the mistake…

  11. Manasvi

    |Registered Member

    I must say its a very different concept…
    And if someone regrets for his mistake, then there is no problem in that..
    And one more thing its not disgusting..
    Its okay, she is writing for the first time.. So there is no problem..
    Even Sanskar was rectifying his mistake by marrying swara..
    He did not even told anyone that swara is raped..
    Even he took care of her .
    I m nt supporting anyone.. Its just my point of view..

    And I support you aliya dear…

  12. Sanjanaagrawal

    |Registered Member

    Ur concept is awesome dear …. new concept …. but how can someone can feel secure in her rapist arm’s … and how can someone forget this much big crime ???? How can someone marry his rapist ???? How can someone get ready so easily to marry his rapist ????
    Sry if u felt that I bashed u but I am just expressing my pov …. ur idea was unique but it should have some reality …. I know all the os /ss/ff published here are imaginary stories but it can’t be this much imaginary …. so sorry if u felt bad …. if someone want to bash me he / she can ..

    And sry for late comment …. btw what happened to rabia why u all are giving farewell to her ?????

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