Swasan fan fiction (Season 2 ) episode 39

Hi guys,I was not able to post on the days I told I would,pls excuse,and five days back ,had told not to miss the episodes as I feel ,story is reaching a point where it is going to be an ‘all zz well ‘ phase,if not in this,may be in a couple of episodes,I also will know only when I type,so pls keep reading,sorry for the gap between episodes,there wont be much delay,hereafter,so for those who still follow this ff,Swasan fan fiction (Season 2) episode 39..

Previous links:
Episode 37
Episode 38

(In the previous one we saw some swasan scenes ,also wedding annv celebrations of the characters Seema and Rajat and at last Sanskaar leaving for an official trip to another city)

Scene 1

Next day morning,Swara wakes up,she goes to the couch where Sanskaar sleeps usually,she sits and takes the pillow and slowly hugs it and says, “You are right Sanskaar,as u said,miss u,already,this is very strange,I know you don’t love me,still,I am giving in to my heart which wants to enjoy every moment spent with you,I know I have to go back in a few days,I know what a difficult situation led to our marriage and bound us in this so called hus wife relationship,but somewhere,acting is rekindling hope,it is nourishing all my love which I was trying to bury deep within ever since I came to know that u love Sanju,why did u do this to me,Sanskaar?,forcefully married me,brought me here,hurt me to an extent where I wanted to kill you,then that sudden change,I really don’t understand the incidents happening in my life off late,I know it is going to burn me totally if I have to unite you with Sanju,I just wish my life ends before that,I cant take this anymore,I miss my family,I wish to see them ,but the foolish lover inside me wants to spend more time with you as though every moment spent is going to protect our relation,and feel like hearing your voice,it is just a day but I am not able to find happiness,somewhere I feel something is missing,should I call you now?,

even you may think why I am behaving like a typical wife…”,she grabs her phone and is in thoughts whether to call or not,after a conflict of emotions within,her heart again made her dial that same name,she gets up and goes near the window and stares outside ,meanwhile Sanskaar attends the call and says,”Good morning Swara,you called to hear my voice,no?I know and was waiting for your call”Swara is surprised and says, “aha,who told you?why are you thinking like a husband or lover,don’t forget,as u reminded that day,we will part ways ,soon,so….Swara stops,both are silent for a moment,feels as though words were struck inside the throat,Swara quickly says, “Sanskaar ,I called to wish you good luck,we may part ways,but you will always be my best friend and I want my friend to succeed in all that he does,wherever he goes,I want him to be the best,so new place and added responsibilities,but do well,ok,so..had breakfast ?I am not wasting your time,get ready ,bye…
Sanskaar softly says, “thank u,yea I had food,and you are right ,we were friends and will always be though I wonder how you could forgive me for all the pains that I gave” ,Swara says, “leave it yaar,not the time to tally right and wrong,”,Sanskaar says, “hmm,before u cut the call,go and check the second shelf in your cupboard,right end of it ,to be precise,”,Swara rushes and opens it and finds a packet inside it,she opens it and finds her family photo inside it,a piece of paper falls down while she holds the frame in her right hand,she keeps it back and bends down and takes the paper and finds Mukesh’s handwriting and the word dad at the right bottom,she stares at it and a drop of tear falls on it,Sanskaar reads her silence and says, “Swara ,are you there?Swara is silent ,Sanskaar understands and says, “Swara, listen to me,don’t cry,Ragini had met uncle,he gave this ,I know I am being cruel,keeping you away from them,hope this gives you a little relief,Swara just remains silent…Sanskaar understands and says, “ok then ,bye,take care…” and cuts the call..

Scene 2:

After a week,evening..

Swara is seated on the same white bench in the garden,she looks up at the sky and says, “actually,the one who often talks to you will come today,had called me,told will reach in a short while,u missed him,no?but no arguments,I missed him more”…she smiles realising that she is being silly, she recalls preparing his favourite curry and dessert under Seema aunty’s guidance,after some time,she dials his number,she finds it switched off,she is in thoughts,after an hour,she again dials,hearing it switched off she feels a little worried as she recalls him telling her that he wont be late,she decides to call his office number and then drops that idea thinking he had left early from there as well,she feels a little tensed and thinks whom to call,she recalls Mukesh’s words that he is not angry with Sanskaar though Sumi doesn’t know about Ragini contacting him and the letter ,she decides to call him..

Swara dials Mukesh’s number,Mukesh attends the call,she addresses him,”dad,me,Swara”,Mukesh is not able to say anything for a minute,he then says, “Swara,how are you my child,how is Sanskaar,?Swara wants to talk a lot about Sumi and Chetan but since she is worried about Sanskaar tells Mukesh about everything,Mukesh who already knew everything about their marriage,is in thoughts,he tells her to cut the call and promises to bring Sanskaar safely home”,Swara cuts the call and is in thoughts,Mukesh quickly dials his staff’s number and instructs him…
Next day morning,Swara was waiting the whole night on the sofa and is clearly sleep deprived and upset,she gets a call from Mukesh,he tells her that he had contacted Sanskaar and he told that his phone has some problem so couldn’t contact her and that he has to leave to his friend Vicky’s village for some urgent matter and that he will come back after that and will contact Swara once he is free,Swara is not able to believe Mukesh’s words,she thinks about contacting Vicky via Sanskaar’s fb friends list,she drops a message and thinks why her heart is not believing Mukesh’s words….

It is evening ,Swara is constantly checking her fb account to see a reply from Vicky,she thinks whether it will be good to contact his other friends as they will all come to know about their marrage and all that,she decides to believe Mukesh for the time being and wait…

Scene 3:

After 4 days

Swara gets a call from an unknown number,she hears Sanskaar on the other side and is a bit relieved,she not giving Sanskaar a chance to talk,scolds him continuously ,he is silent and at last when Swara stops,says, “Swara,when our friend need us we should be there ,no?I will come soon and why are u worried ,behaving like a typical wife,what yaar,and dad had called me,u gave him the number,ah?Swara says, “yes,what else can I do and your friend Vicky,didn’t respond at all,I didn’t have his number,how I can I disturb dad,he will think that I don’t trust him,but had contacted your friend Vicky twice via fb,may be he was busy,I didn’t get any reply,you are right,I should not have done all this,should have just thought that you will come ,but what to do,I don’t have a strong heart like yours,felt,my friend is in some trouble”,Sanskaar smiles and says, “good to know somebody is there who is bothered about me,ok,Swara,will come soon,ok,take care”

Scene 4:

After three days

Swara is back from the temple,she had gone along with Seema aunty,they were about to have breakfast,she hears the sound of vehicles outside,she walks to the door,is a little disturbed to see an van and behind she finds a car which she soon recognises as Mukesh’s,she rushes outside,she finds a wheel chair being pushed outside,she is shocked to see Sanskaar in that condition,she looks at him in shock,she finds Mukesh behind,she wants to talk to Sanskaar but since she saw Mukesh she rushed to him and hugged him,he hugs her back and pats her head,Swara looks at him,both father –daughter duo is in tears,Mukesh kisses her forehead and asks her how she is ,Swara just hugs him again and weeps,she suddenly realises and wipes her tears and turns to see Sanskkar,she goes and holds the wheel chair and asks him,”what is all this,so much of bruises on your face,and your hand,fracture ??she quickly notices that his leg has a huge dressing,she is totally confused and asks him,what happened ?accident ,but you were with Vicky ,no?and when did this happen?Mukesh signs the hospital staff to take Sanskaar inside,Swara is about to follow him but Mukesh holds his hand and takes her to the garden.
He tells her, “Sanskaar had told me not to inform u or his friends,because he didn’t want any of his loved ones to get hurt,he met with an accident on the way back,after receiving your call that day,our staff found his car a few kilometres from here,he doesn’t know how it happened,the vehicle which hit his car drove away,couldn’t trace them,the people who rushed him to the hospital told us that seeing the car’s condition they didn’t think that any of the passengers would have survived”.Swara listens silently with tears rolling down her cheeks, Mukesh continues, “may be his loved ones’ prayers protected him,after all,he is such a nice boy”,Swara looks at Mukesh and notices he is still speaking good about him,Mukesh tells her, “Sumi doesn’t know about this,nobody knows,let this stay between us until he is fine,”saying this he goes closer to Swara,holds her shoulder and wipes her tears with his hands and tells her, “you loved him,no?Swara looks at Mukesh in shock,he continues , “do you still love him,you could have told him,no?right from your school days,I have noticed your care and concern for each other,I was surprised when you agreed for marriage with Akshay,now,he is your husband and you have all the right to take care of him,rest,we will see,trust me,since none knows about this ,I have to leave now,take care of him,a nurse will come to do the dressing on his leg,it is a deep wound but couldn’t be sutured it seems,dressing is to be done,have arranged……..Swara just listens everything,Mukesh’s words are ringing in her ear ,she softly asks him, “how are you Papa,couldn’t be there with you when you were in hospital,I am sorry Papa,everything is happening and I am just not able to do anything or understand anything,helpless spectator’s role I am playing..Mukesh pats her shoulder and says, “everything will be fine soon,come,I will just see Sanskaar and leave”,they go inside…

Scene 5

Seema is staring at Sanskaar sadly,seeing Mukesh and Swara walking in,she moves to a side,Swara introduces Seema and Mukesh to each other,Mukesh smiles and tells her to help Swara in taking care of Sanskaar,she nods and goes out,Mukesh sits near Sanskaar and talks to him,Sanskaar smiles and Swara is observing Sanskaar with moist eyes,in between Sanskaar just looks at her and notices her concern,Mukesh gets up to leave,Seema brings a cup of coffee,he takes a sip from it,places it back and goes,Swara follows him,he gets inside the car ,Swara watches him leaving and after that rushes to Sanskaar’s room,she goes near him,she notices the multiple bruises on his face,the cute face of his is full of abrasions ,still that smile is there unaltered,he jokes, “how’s the makeup,nice,no?today only I saw it clearly,Swara is totally sad,she goes and stands near him and says, “next dressing is to be done in the evening,no?how do u feel now?Sanskaar says, “much better,hand has a fracture,so for simple things even,needs support,that is what is irritating,Swara nods and says, “I am here,no?dont worry”,Sanskaar looks at her hearing that,the silence between them conveys their emotions,Swara just cant see him like that and he totally understands that she is hurt seeing him like that…they stare at each other,Swara feels that she will breakdown the very next second so,excuses herself saying something and rushes out,goes to the corridor and cries silently,Sanskaar understands and leans to see her but couldnt,Seema comes and consoles Swara…

Same day evening

Swara helps Sanskaar in changing his clothes,she turns to take his shirt ,she comes near him and tries to unbutton his shirt,Sanskaar realises that she may see the pendant on his chain,he tells her, “Swara, not this shirt,will you take that blue one?,actually,this material na,not comfortable”,Swara looks at him and goes to the cupboard meanwhile he removes the chain fast with his other hand and hides it under the pillow,Swara comes back and helps him to change,he notices that she is still sad and to cheer her up says, “actually,I think ,you are very lucky to see my bare body like this,that too very frequently,but this is a limited period offer,ok”Swara still doesn’t cheer up but for him just gives a fake smile,she takes the comb and combs his hair,adjusts the bed sheet,Seema aunty comes and tells her that nurse has arrived,Swara asks her to come inside,nurse is from the same hospital,Sanskaar jokes, “so,madam has come to kill me ,come fast,I was waiting”,nurse tells him that how clearly he understood her intention,she then tells Swara to go out if she is not comfortable watching,nurse slowly removes the dressing,she cleans the wound,Swara was looking at Sanskaar,she sees the wound,she notices his smile fading,he tightens his grip on the bedsheet,Swara observes this,she recalls her telling him that even if she hears the worst has happened to him a single drop of tear wont fall from his eyes,she realises that she is crying now,she wipes her tears and looks at Sanskaar and finds him with closed eyes,he is sweating profusely and is trying to hide the excruciating pain by tightening the grip on the sheet,Swara quickly rushes to him and sits on the bed,she holds his hand,he loosen the grip on the bed sheet bedsheet and looks at her,his eyes are filled,he tries to smile but fails,Swara quickly adjusts her position and holds him by his shoulder and wipes sweat of his face,a drop of tear rolls down his cheek,she wipes it off slowly,her eyes are also moist,both notices their care for each other,she gently hugs him from behind and pats his head,she tells him softly, “just a few minutes,it is going to be fine,my friend is very brave,just a few minutes,ok”,Sanskaar tilts his head and looks at her and says softly, “this is nothing when compared to the pain I gave you,may be I am paying for my deeds,Swara shakes her head and says, “no,don’t say like that,this moment I forgive you totally,and look,I am begging,God heal him fast,Sanskaar just silently listens with closed eyes and leans on to her shoulder,she gently pats him…he rests his head on her chest…….

Credit to: Vini(Veena)

46 comments

  1. nehasuhana

    Vini fantastic yaar a heart touching one I think swara plans to commit suicide after sanju sanskar tie up its another shock to sanskar

    • Vini

      Thank u for the comment dr,no,none of our characters will die,life is precious,don’t wish to make my characters attempt that,even..

    • Vini

      Thank u dr,glad to know that it hot conveyed,since episode 24,it is randomly typed,so if u r getting connected,thank God

  2. joya

    Very nice epi..
    Scene 1 and 2 just superb vini di…

    Scene 1 me swara k khayalon ka safar miss karnaFoolish ke dil ki chahat – unke shadi ki sachchai-logon k samne acting karte karte dil me jagi ummid-dil jo feel kar raha hai wo aankhon ko najar na aana-sanju-forcefully marriage k baad aaya hua sailab-sanju sanskar se swara k emotions-family…aur in sab khayalon ko harane wala uske andar ka Foolish lover…????
    Swara sanskar ka phn conversion… Kuch uljhane kuch khamoshiyan,thoda guilt ,chupa huaa apanapan,thodi dosti thodi masti….very nice.

    Scene 2
    Perfect……..sanskar ka phn switched off aana,swara ki baicheni,mukesh ko call,mukesh ki baaton pe yakin na karne ka dil ka kehna,vicky ko msgs…..lovely…

    Scene 3 jaroori tha..

    Scene 4
    Achchha tha…mukesh ka sanskar ko lekar aana,swara aur mukesh ka milna,mukesh aur swara ki baate,mukesh aur sanskar ki baate,sanskar ki aankhon ka nam hona,sanskar ka khayal rakhne k liye bolna…sab kuch hai par thode aur emotions baya hote to maja aa jata tha…….

    Last scene
    As usual very nice……unkahi baate,ekduje k liye care,Suljte rishte,dard,yaade,kuch chupati hui jhoothi muskan,

    khamoshiyon ki bhi apni ek jubaa hoti hai
    Aksar ye baate najron se hi bayaa hoti hai
    Kab tak chalega yeh silsila,
    Jajbaton ko labjo ki kami kabhi to mehsoos hoti hai…

    • joya

      Arre ha humne na wo jo sanskar ne swara ko gift diya ragini k nam par aur swara ka sanskar k liye khana banana bhi pasand aaya ha……

      Ishq ne Duniya ko nikkama bana diya
      Sahara koi to kisi ko bebas bana diya
      Inka to pata nahi yaroooo,
      Vini di ne humne shayar bana diya
      ??????????????

      • How much time u take to type this lines it’s superb actually i’m jealous tat I don’t know hindi to understand ur lines it’s unpredictable ur too great yar

      • joya

        Hey divya……..
        U r so sweet ha…u dnt understand hindi….still u said it’s superb….for u i m trying to translate it in english……
        Silence has it’s own language…. Conversation always happens through eyes..But sometimes We take a help of words to express our feelings….so simple meaning na……..

        Ishq ne nikkama??

        Hehehe sorry ha but meaning of that lines is quite?

        Worthless,This love has made of dis world.
        Supportive ya selvish, This love has mad of people
        I dnt know about others
        Bcz of vini di,i became a poetic person????

        I tried my best….i hope…………..

      • Shraddha

        Wah wah wah wah!!!!
        Kya khoon boltiii hooo
        Badi sundarrr likhtii hooo
        Phir se likho likhte rahoo
        Acha lagata haiiii
        Blog apka abb khulala
        Sachaaa lagata hai????

        Sheetallll jiiii tussi aivay likhte rahoooo
        Because apke lines hamaree
        “Mamma emotion jagayeee re
        Manma emotion jagayee”
        ??
        Kya baat hai meri zoo ki bandariya sorry sorry Dusre ghar ke Vasi jiii?
        Ki haal chaal hai??

    • Vini

      Joya dear,I will read comments one by one and respond, I had typed reply yesterday, may be I didn’t post it,now ,coming back,hope u fine dear,then I think people should first read your analysis first and then my ff cos all what I imagine and try to put in words (often in a hurry to post),u mention it correctly,u,Shraddha and Niti are truly analysts gang,every word,perfect analysis as usual,then Mukesh Swara part wanted to elaborate only for u ,actually though little was for u,u had asked before for some emotional.scene between them,no?had included a scene before also for you,and what lines yaar,superb,I’m your fan..m happy to admit and repeat it,oh,I made u a poet,no way, don’t make me feel ashamed,u are a born poet and that is y you are able to write aptly and spontaneously, I feel it is truly spontaneous,and translation for Divya,how sweet of u,yes,three cheers for that heart and attempt,it is really good,tc..

      • Vini

        Shraddha baba,u n Niti are really the shaitan type among the lot ,I feel so,but cute devils,naughty as well,Shraddha I noticed your name under episode 35 of my first season of ff.Didn’t imagine will get to read so much from you,happy I am.haha,Joya will be very happy to read all whatbu wrote except zoo line,she is a self proclaimed alien u know,but her lines truly,out of the world and Jo baba,start a blog and let us know…

  3. Hi vini how r u.nice to c u…Dr i like limitted offer part its beautiful..Dr one happy news I took new Samsung mobile to comment to ur fiction..then double happy for best JoDi award for swasan…

    • Vini

      Thank u dr,oh so u bought a new phone,good to hear that,yea,m.also happy that swasan won award,best actress I personally wished Tejaswi won,not because Helly is bad but I feel Tejaswi is a bit more versatile and crisp.. If.course I like Helly and Swasan…

    • Vini

      Hope u liked.Thank u for the comment,won’t have to wait more,everything will be fine,already posted next,hope u read.

    • Vini

      Lakshmi.and Juan. ,u both are friends,ah?using same phone and mail id?seeing emblem I felt so..anyways thank u for the comment.. Hope both of u will keep reading.

    • Vini

      Mickey baba,how r u?how many exams more?did u read episode 40,posted it already for u all,then what ,hope everything is going on well in Jorhat..tc.

  4. musku

    Hi vini di….it was so sweet n touching….n I don’t want swara to know the truth… Bcz if that happens..n then the story will end n I really don’t want that….It should keep going…I happy swara finally forgave sanky…I am curious to know when wiil she realise sanky s love for her…bcz I don’t think our cute n sweet hero would ever be able to admit it….but I really like sanky of ur ff..
    Please update soon…..

    • Vini

      Hi dear,thank u,have uploaded next,dear,if I want to add some masala and twists,then can carry this story for another 20 episodes,but that we see in all daily soaps,no?trying to keep it as simple as closer to life as possible,then,everything will be fine soon…pls keep reading..

  5. Shraddha

    Ah Mrs Rodrigues…..
    If u wanna take such long time???hmmmm n
    Give us such episodes??
    I will have to tell u this….
    I’m telling this feeling stone hearted?

    Plzzz take as much time as u want n update??
    Because if u update Such sweet episodes im ready to wait !!!(im ready to wait ??anyhow because it’s ur ff?)stil reading such episodes after a long time ahhh
    That happiness???
    This is like clearly their love is visible to each other just one push n all will come out I feel?
    Any waysss coming to the episode
    Swaras monologue?
    Missing sanskaar, him saying he knew shell call, SwaSan convo, mukeshs letter, ,swara preparimv his fav dish,both acting like husb wife ,swaras convo with Sky, her restlessness n trying all possible means to find him, finally sanky s here half broken, swara s reaction
    Their eyes meeting feeling dat pain…
    Swara mukesh convo , she observing his sweet abt sanskaar, sanskaar light chats, nurse dressing ,sanskaar s pain swaras pain she handling him. Both understanding each other just with their eyes????
    Fabbb episode

    • Vini

      Haha,loved the way u addressed,again there won’t be long gap between episodes,already posted next ,oh,u liked?actually,thanks for waiting n supporting my ff,then,all the scenes that u mentioned,best part is that u all are noticing it,thank u dear,yes,wvrything is gona be alright soon,that push,we will push,ok…

  6. joya

    Hello evry1….

    How are u guys?????

    Hey shraddha….thanks my dear…..
    Aise hi likhte rahenge tab tak jab tak log humne na mare……jab pitayi hogi humri tab tum yeh gaana chilla chilla kar sunana ki KOI PATTHAR SE NA MARE MERI SHEETAL KO??
    Hal to achchha hai chaal ka pata nahi?ko

    Yes i have started my blog in all of ur’s heart…..m i ri8?????????

    Listening Dheere dheere subah huyi,jaag uthi jindgi…
    Panchi chale ambar ko,manji chale sagar ko,pyar ka naam jivan hai,manjil hai pritam ki gali……

    Missing u all my friends………….

    • Vini

      Oh listening to all beautiful songs,cool,then none is going to throw stones,actually,right,ur lines have touched our hearts and a blog has been started there,long back,but start a blog so that we can keep on reading…

  7. Jyotii

    Aaahhh!! Back with a fabulous episode again nah??? You know this is d only ff I comment!! I myself don’t know why cant I resist my self from not commenting!! What spell r uh doing on me????? Just say me one thing from where does this idea comes into your mind???! Personal experience hannn???? 😉 Acchaaaa the entire character was excellent!!! (Your all chaps are excellent hann) Please teach me something!!!!! 🙁 N Yes!! Why do you take so much break????? But I found this episode a little short( You can never quench my thirst of reading your ff).
    Again plzzz dont take so long break!!!
    Its not request, its a order of your fannn!!!!! 🙂

    • Vini

      Hai Jyotii,how r u?and when are u going to post an incomplete love story ff,I think though I feel it is a going to be a sad ending one from the name, still,I wish to read it,oh,pleasure to read that u comment under mine,thanks dear,honoured,no dear,not at all related to personal.experience,though I try to incorporate certain habits of my dear ones in these characters ,but story is purely imaginary,I was forced to write this second season by the comments under my previous ff…oh,to teach u?don’t meake me feel ashamed,I type episodes then and there but before started writing, I had an idea about what I wanted to write,but scenes are purely randomly written,thank God it is reaching my reader friends,actually,break,busy as well as lazy to imagine scenes ,and don’t use that fan word,u all are my friends,I’m not worthy of someone being my fan,then have uploaded next one..I think there will be one episode daily hereafter.

      • Jyotii

        Actually my laptop is having some problem n it has gone to hospital! N my phone always show dara base error! So I will upload it after 10-15 days!!!
        Anyways I thought uh r having personal experiences!!*teasing tone*

      • Vini

        Yea,typing from phone is very difficult,will wait for two weeks for ur ff,no personal experience,by God’s grace ,have loved just one man and he is my husband,that too we were bound through a pakka arranged marriage through a matrimonial site,I have told this before,I think ,when I write in detail reader friends are getting confused,guys nothing is related to my personal life,God didn’t want me to be confused or hurt,so right one was brought at the right time,no attractions and confusions were there before that,Thank God..

  8. Vini

    I’ll update the next one today and then come back and respond to your comments,Joya,I had typed reply to your comment but don’t know if I didn’t post it.Thank u all.for your commentss,I will come back…

  9. Vinita

    Di apne toh dil khush kar Diya!!!??
    Simply loved this episode!!!!!
    Joya di kya likha apne!!! Kamal kar Diya!!!!
    Kaha se apke dimaag Mai itna acha lines Ata hai???????? Zara mujhe bhi secret bataiye because I am very bad at writing poems and shayari????

    • Vini

      Hi dear,how r you,if u all are happy reading this ,then that is the biggest happiness for me,because what I write have never made me feel satisfied, and exams over?also about Joya,very true dear,her writing is just superb…

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