Hi guys,first of all,just now I went through the previous episode and I saw 67 comments,sorry in advance cos in case if I cant respond today,I will do it tomorrow for sure ,I am really happy to know that so many are reading this ff of mine,thank u very much for breaking your silence and letting me know that,hope you will keep reading…and this is not going to be a feel good ff ,ok,sorry for that too…this is not proof read..
Previous two episode links: (For both Swara and Sanskar’s characters’ perspective)
Scene 1:Swara’s house
Sumi,Mukesh and Chetan comes to Swara’s room,Mukesh tells Swara, “just now,your mom told you have agreed for the marriage,you haven’t seen the guy,did she put pressure on you dear?,yea,we want you to marry him but if you don’t like,we wont force you,once I give my word,I cant take it back,it is better to die than doing that,Swara brings a forced smile on her face and goes near Mukesh and tells him, “I have been a very stubborn daughter,no,dad?so you are scared if my opinion will change,no?no dad,I wont let you all down,then,about seeing the guy,I know your choice wont be bad for me,so ,again,no need to ask me,you can proceed,I am ready”,she slowly moves forward and hugs Mukesh and Mukesh is surprised,he lovingly hugs her back and moves his hand on her hair,Swara softly says, “I wish I got some more time to be your daughter”,Mukesh’s eyes are filled,Sumi watches it with moist eyes,Chetan moves forward and says, “you, father-daughter duo,enough ok,too much drama is not required”,Mukesh tells him, “why, you are feeling jealous?,it is clear,I love my daughter more”,Chetan smiles and hugs Swara and says, “yes,I know dad loves you more,but I am ok with it,my sister is so sweet,so I have no complaints about that,by the way,you are going to leave this house soon,heard Akshay and family are ready for marriage as soon as they get your nod,I will miss you Di”,Swara hugs him and says, “Oh,so much love towards towards sister now,enough,ok”,Sumi and Mukesh watches this,Sumi hugs Swara,they spend some time together and leaves the room.
Swara locks the door and comes back,she stands in front of Shekhar’s photo and says, “I have always shared my pain and hurt you,no,Papa,now I am just feeling numb,they are saying,I haven’t seen the guy and still agreed,how can I tell them that if it is not my Sanskaar,then,who cares,whoever comes,it is the same,I really don’t know if I am doing right or wrong,I don’t know if I can love somebody else,I don’t know if I am going to destroy some body else’s life,but,Sanskaar,he means the world to me,I promised him,so I cant break it,he cares for me,he doesn’t want to feel guilty,or else he would have never forced me,he don’t belong to me any more but still,I get all his thoughts,don’t understand what it is ,I just know that I am blind in my love for him,and that love alone made me live all these years,now that my equation with dad has improved a lot,I am going to leave them,life has always tested me but at the end I thought it will give Sanskaar to me but no,there also,she slowly moves and keeps her head on Shekhar’s photo and says,please pray to God that I don’t go mad ,Papa,I don’t know what is happening inside my head now…….”
Scene 2:After three days,Pops and Corns
SwasanRaglak has assembled,Swara announces about her engagement the coming week and tells about Akshay,Ragini looks shockingly at Sanskaar,Sanskaar shows happiness where as Ragini is still disturbed,Laksh shakes hands and congratulates Swara,he jokingly says, “I thought you will marry this Sanky”,Swara is shocked but hides it whereas Ragini looks at both Swara and Sanskaar,Swara is trying her maximum to hide her heart and smile,Ragini asks Swara, “Swara,Congrats dear,but,didn’t expect it so early,happiness and sorrow,mixed emotions,one from our gang is going to go,oh,years flew,wish we were still in 8th”,Swara holds Ragini’s hands and says, “all are forcing,Dad is sick,so he is scared,wants me to settle down,then mom,Chetan all are happily forcing me,and also….(she looks at Sanskaar),since this is the only thing that I can give for my loved ones,I agreed…”,she tells them to order what they want as treat,she gives menu card to Laksh and says, “Oh,first time,you both are not fighting,place the order,na,Lucky?”,
Laksh smiles and says, “Swara,first time,a treat is not making me excited as well,he will take you along with him,no?Australia,no?will miss you Swara”,Ragini and Swara are on the verge of tears,Swara tells, “Ragu,now don’t cry and make me cry “,Ragini gets up and hugs Swara,both breaks down,Sanskaar says, ‘’these girls,na?will you please sit down,thank God ,other tables are free,why are you crying?”Ragini smiles, “what is your problem,heartless…”Swara looks at Sanskaar hearing that,he looks at Swara and places his hand on his chest and says, “yes Rags,it is made of stone…..”Swara looks into his eyes hearing that……
Scene 3:Swara’s engagement day
Sanskaar,Ragini and Laksh are actively participating in everything,they are helping Mukesh and Chetan with the arrangements,event management company manager comes to Sanskaaar,he is Sanskar’s family friend’s son,he asks Sanskaar regarding arrangements,Sanskaar tells him that it is beautiful ,he asks whose choice purple theme was,because,Swara’s favourite is blue colour,the man says it was totally Swara’s choice,Sanskaar understands that she opted it because it was his favourite colour,the man leaves,Sanskaar is hurt but hides it,he goes to meet Swara,all the girls leave the room when he enters,Swara is looking very pretty,Sanskar goes near her,his heart is beating faster,he tells her, “you are looking very pretty Swara,you have a very beautiful heart also,God will always keep you happy,I actually came to give you this gift,it is not very expensive,don’t think it is in return to what you gave to Sanju”,he takes a beautifully wrapped jewellery box,he holds Swara’s hand and keeps it,Swara opens it fast and sees a beautiful ring,she looks at him in surprise, she tells him, “out of friendship,made me promise ,no?being a best friend,shall I request you something?”,Sanskar says, “yes Swara,tell me”,Swara tells him, “if you don’t mind ,make your friend wear it with your hands,”Sanskaar feels his heart beat in his ears,he moves closer to her,takes the ring and makes Swara wear it,he feels that if he stays there for some more time he will fail to hide his heart,he makes her wear it and stands there holding her hands,he asks her, “my friend is happy?”,
Swara takes his both hands inside hers,looks into his eyes and lifts his hands and is about to kiss it,suddenly she realises,leaves his hands and says,”I am very sorry Sanskaar,really sorry,”Sanskaar says, “it is ok Swara,I will go now”,he leaves,Swara stares at the mirror and the ring,she is about to cry but suddenly she sees Ragini coming inside,she quickly composes herself,Ragini comes and hugs her,they chat for some time,Swara hugs her suddenly and cries,Sanskar was watching all this from the window,he wipes his eyes and goes from there,Ragini gently pats Swara’s back…
After some time,Akshay and family arrives,Sanskaar witnesses the ring exchange ceremony,he hides his pain but Ragini keeps looking at him,they pass comments about the couple,after the ring exchange ceremony ,both parents announces the wedding date,Swara’s eyes are searching for Sanskaar,she finds him in the first row,he smiles,she just looks at him,after some time,Raglaksan goes near Akshay,they meet and introduce each other,they click a selfie together,Sanskaar is standing next to Swara ,she feels him around her,she gently turns and looks at him,he looks at her,then signs her to look into the camera…
Akshay invites them all for the wedding,Laksh excuses himself and tells that he has to leave as there is another function to attend,Ragini and Sanskaar ,after the dinner are returning home,Sanskaar after reaching the gate,turns and sees Swara at the balcony looking at them,he pretends as though he hasn’t seen her and leaves along with Ragini…
Scene 4:Park ,near the beach
Ragini and Sanskaar are walking,Ragini suddenly stops and says, “Sanky,don’t dare to lie,I thought you and Swara loves each other,her case,today I got my answer,her tears told me everything,she hugged me and cried,that too in between our casual chats,you made her agree to this,no?she didn’t tell anything but I am sure,tell me Sanskar,look into my eyes and tell me,you don’t love her?,I wanted to ask this to both of you,but that day Laksh passed a joke,I had noticed Swara that day itself,but then I felt if you haven’t realised your love for each other,the thought that one is going away may make you’al realise it,but now I don’t understand anything,the way she looked at you today,why Sanky?,she would have waited if you had said a word,Sanskaar replies “No Ragini,there is nothing like that,we are just friends”Ragini says, “no more lies,she also must have understood you,must be sacrificing for you since you are silent,he says, “yes,I love her,don’t ask me how much,I cant explain what I am feeling right now,
I am letting her go because of my love dear,Akshay is from a good family,well educated,settled,I am a big zero,I have just this job but the debts and responsibilities ,I cant make her wait,life is not about love,peace of mind is very important,my family circumstances, cant give her any happiness,it is not for a day or two,for a life time,I don’t want my Swara to struggle with me,now my silence is breaking her heart,I know,but she will get happiness”,Ragini is in tears and is looking at Sanskaar in shock,she wipes her tears and says,”But,what if she cant stay happy after marriage?if she doesn’t forget you?”Sanskaar says , “it may take some time but she will move on,don’t ask me anything,she should move on,I am doing this for her,if I had invited her,may be she will be happy for some time,but,in the long journey,no,Icant trouble,this is my love,may be ,sacrifice is the name of my love Ragini,don’t ask me more”,Ragini says, “I cant agree,have to ask,she would have lived happily with you,why did you let her go?,you will regret Sanky.”Sanskaar replies, “I don’t want her to adjust,I want her to be totally happy, Ragini says, “and, you think she will be happy,you have to answer me this time”,he is sad and sits down on the park bench,holds his head and looks up at the sky and says, “u know me ,na,Ragini?
I don’t know anything,don’t ask me anything now,”Ragini hugs him,he hugs her and cries,he tells her, “If you truly loves me and Swara,you should not tell this to Lucky,if you tell him,then,you wont see Sanskaar,I mean it,I dont know what I will do,but you will lose your friend, Lucky will do anything for his friends,he will tell this to Swara if he comes to know about it”, Ragini says, “No,I wont tell anyone but first time I am seeing you cry,Sanky,how you are able to bear all this yaar,I wish,I could set everything right for you,but Sanskaar,you are so good dear,God is watching you both,he can work miracles,I will pray for you,what else can I do now”,Sanskar leans on to her shoulder and says, “I am worn out ,Ragini,”,Ragini supports him and says, “my mind says,everything will be alright,call me any time or come home if you want to share,don’t keep it within and suffer like this”,Sanskaar just nods,Ragini wipes her tears with her other hand and looks up and closes her eyes……………