SWASAN: ONLY FOR YOU [EPI-29]
sanskar was restless because of swara’s reaction when he came closer to her and also because he is mesmerised by seeing her eating pickles like this and wants badly to kiss her. he is in confusion how to start talking.
sanskar- [softly] swara
swara opened her eyes and seeing him turned a bit facing away from him and enjoyed eating pickles.
sanskar was like ‘what the hell’. he again came in front of her.
sanskar- swara why did you reacted like that in the room.
swara- [while licking the pickle] your mistake. why you pulled me and came close to me without saying it earlier.
sanskar- oh you are angry that without informing first i came close to you. [swara nodded while still eating pickles]
sanskar- [smirked] ok then now i am informing earlier itself. i am going to kiss you. [swara looked at him with wide eyes]
sanskar came closer to her and grinned looking at her shocked face.
swara- don’t. let me eat pickles. you go from here.
sanskar- no now i have informed you so i will kiss you. [sanskar leaned closer to her]
swara- [seeing him coming closer] maa
sanskar abruptly turned other side and pretended that he is doing some work not knowing that it is swara’s trick. swara jumped down from the slab.
sanskar- swara slowly. maa see naa she is so careless. [he is thinking that sumi is present there]
swara laughed at sanskar and came out of kitchen and sanskar turned in confusion that why swara laughed to find no one there.
sanskar- aawww she fooled me.
sanskar- swara wait.
sanskar came behind her and dashed with tanmay.
tanmay- oh man. sanskar , bhai why are you running like that.
sanskar- woh swara [looked around for her]
tanmay- what in this condition you are making bhabhi run.
sanskar- [annoyed] shut up. she ran herself. bhabhi ke chamche.
tanmay- haww bhabhi bhabhi where are you. see what sanskar is saying.
swara came out from her room still eating pickles.
swara- hai what happened.
tanmay- he is saying me bhabhi ka chamcha because i supported you.
swara- [glaring sanskar] sanskar why did you say him like that. don’t do this next time. tanmay you sit.
sanskar was just looking at her and tanmay.
swara went to call sumi and sanmay settled on sofa.
sanskar- she is my wife but supporting you.
tanmay- yaa because she is my bhabhi. so she will support me naa. waise today everything seems silent. angel devil didn’t came till now.
sanskar- don’t call her that. how many times will i say you don’t call rashika with that name. [tanmay calls rashika angel devil]
sanskar- she must be coming in sometime.
swasan , uttmay and sumi were talking when rashika came along with rishita. they all talked and did masti. since the day rashika made sanskar her brother she comes every sunday to their home and they talk play games and fun. if any outsider will see them then they will surely say that they are one family. no one can differentiate that they all belong to three different family.
tanmay always have his breakfast and dinner with swasan family. only when his family comes to stay with him he has his food at his home. yaa tanmay’s parents come to meet him and stay’s there for week or two and then go back to kolkata.
sanskar now understands swara’s mood changes as one day sumi explained him when he asked her about swara’s changed behaviour.
sanskar takes special care that swara always remains happy. he tried to fulfill all her demands. sumi and uttara also cooks what swara wants to eat.
days passed and swara was in her fifth month. her stomach was a bit raised. she looked cute now. three months given by risabh to sanskar was over and now sanskar was independent CEO of that company.
swara many a times get angry on sanskar when he tries to kiss her else than her forehead. so our loving, caring, innocent and cute looking sanskar tries to control himself and since many days he tries not to kiss or come close to swara.
its one fine day and sanskar is in office. he has a meeting in some time but when he searched for the file he remembered that he left it at home. he called at home. swara picked it up happily. she was missing him and expected him to talk to her.
swara- hello sanskar.
sanskar- swara i have left a file at home could you please send it. it is green colour file with a label …….. on it.
swara- [disappointed] anything else.
sanskar- no just send it quickly as the meeting is in sometime. i have sent the driver. give him the file.
swara searched the file and then thought why not to go his office and herself give the file. she informed sumi and went to sanskar’s office.
she entered the office. some new her and so they greeted her but many didn’t knew about her being sanskar wife. she never visited sanskar’s office before.
swara asked a girl working there for sanskar’s cabin.
swara- excuse me can you tell me where’s your boss cabin.
girl- [looking swara top to bottom][swara was wearing a simple saree and mangalsutra adorning her neck and bangles in her hand]. may i know who you are and why you wanna meet him.
swara- i came to give this file to him. i am h..
girl- give it to me. i will give him.
the girl just took away the file from swara’s hand and walked off.
swara- huh! what the hell. i wanted to give it myself to surprise sanskar but she took it. let me ask someone else for sanskar cabin.
swara asked another employ and he told her. swara was heading towards sanskar cabin but she saw sanskar coming out of the cabin with the same girl. she was irked. sanskar didn’t notice her and went in the conference room. swara became sad but decided to wait for him. she did not go in his cabin instead sat in the corridor sofa. she waited for him for 1 and 1/2 hour and finally sanskar came out of conference room. he shook hands with the clients. one of the lady clients slightly hugged him to which he was uncomfortable but acted professionally. swara saw all this and became more upset. the clients left and then sanskar noticed swara. seeing her he became happy and came to her.
sanskar- swara you here. what a surprise. when did you come and why are you here. come to our cabin.
swara- [fake smile] i came to give you ………..[interrupted by the same girl employ]
girl- excuse me sir.
sanskar turned to her.
girl- these are the files of the meeting. you need to sign them and …………………….[she was telling about the deal and work][swara could not take it anymore and so left to home by messaging sanskar that she left for home]
sanskar received the message and checked it. he turned around shocked only to see that swara has already left.
sanskar- [in mind] she left without even talking. she came here for the first time and left messaging me.
he called swara but she didn’t lift the call. sanskar tried her number continuously but no use. after some time sanskar received message
swara’s message- don’t worry. reached home safely.
sanskar was not feeling good so he called once again but swara didn’t lift his call.he was tensed because swara always lifts his call.
sanskar called sumi.
sanskar- maa is swara home.
sumi- haan [yes]
sanskar- please give phone to her.
sumi- sanskar from when she came home she is in her room. she told that she is tired and going to sleep. i will check on her, if she would be awake i will give her the phone.
sanskar- no maa let it be. i will talk to her later.
sanskar worked for sometime and thought to go home and meet swara as she was still not picking up his calls.
he came home and saw sumi sitting in hall cutting fruits.
sanskar- maa where’s swara.
sumi- she is still in her room. i was going to her room only. it’s fruit time.
sanskar- ummm.. maa give it to me. i will make her eat.
sumi smiled and gave him the plate. sanskar came to the room and slowly opened the door and came in.
he saw swara sleeping [or may say pretending] on the bed facing her back to the door and fully covered with blanket.
keeping the plate on the table he moved to swara and sat down beside her on the bed. softly caressing her hairs he called out for her.
sanskar- swara get up. swara.
swara did not get up. sanskar felt that swara was shivering a bit. he became tensed. he again called her name and shook her a bit to wake her up. he noticed a tear drop almost to fall out from her eyes. he understood that she is awake but what worried him was that she is not responding to him.
sanskar- [worried] swara i know you are awake. please open your eyes and talk to me damn it. swara please.
sanskar- swara your silence is worrying me. you left from office without talking and now you are pretending to sleep. [cupping her face] this is not done princess.
swara could no more hold her tears. she held his hand on her face and cried miserably. seeing her crying like this sanskar became worried and tears came to his eyes too. swara till now did not open her eyes.
sanskar- swara please stop crying. what happened suddenly. you came home leaving office abruptly and now you are crying like this. please tell me what happened.
sanskar was kind of begging her. swara finally opened her teary eyes and saw sanskar with tears.
she sat up slowly with sanskar’s support and was still sobbing.
sanskar- [again cupped her face and wiping her tears] swara tell me why are you crying. did anyone say you something or i did any mistake. please tell me.
swara- [hugged him and holding his shirt tightly] sanskar please don’t ignore me.
sanskar was hell shocked.
sanskar- [in mind] did i ignore her. but when?
sanskar- [softly and while rubbing her back to calm her] swara i can’t even think of doing so. why did you feel like that.
swara- [still hugging him and sobbing little] sanskar i came to your office to surprise you but that girl took away the file from me without listening me and then when i came towards your cabin you went in conference room. i waited for you but when you came to me instead of talking to me you again started to talk with that girl. so i came back.
sanskar felt guilty that he didn’t talk to swara and comfort her in office first and got busy in his work.
swara- [after a pause] i know i am growing fat and i don’t look good now. but please don’t ignore me and hug others. i didn’t like you hugging that lady.
sanskar smiled as he could sense swara being jealous.
swara- [breaking the hug] i know that i keep you away from me but truly saying sanskar i don’t mean it. i don’t know why i react like this but i don’t want you to be away from me. i am sorry if you are unsatisfied ………..[interrupted]
sanskar- [high voice as he got angry on her last statement] swara. [closed his eyes to control his angerand then opened it] don’t say like that. i am sorry i got involved in my work and unintentionally i hurt you. i didn’t realise that you got so much hurt because of me. i really am sorry. but i warn you not to say a word about my princess and rubbish things out of your mouth.
sanskar- [lovingly] even if you get fat i will love you because i love you for the beauty of your heart, and the way you always support the truth and not your external beauty. i don’t deny that you aren’t beautiful, you are a divine beauty but i love you for your inner beauty.
swara stopped crying while listening sanskar and was staring him with love as sanskar’s every word was directly reaching her heart.
sanskar- [seeing her calm now] swara once again i am sorry that you felt ignored due to me getting busy in work.
swara hugged him—– no i am sorry to not understand you.
sanskar broke the hug.
sanskar- mistake was of us both and more was mine that i could not give you time. but now no sorry anymore between us.
sanskar- [teasingly] princess were you jealous when that lady hugged me.
swara- [teary eyed] i didn’t like that and that girl too always moving around you and did not let me meet you. i wanted to surprise you and talk to you but couldn’t.
sanskar- [seeing her tears] ssshhhh why are you crying. you really surprised me and i was really happy to see you there. trust me.
sanskar- [serious] swara since when are you crying.
swara didn’t answer and looked down.
sanskar – did you cry the whole time till now.
swara was looking down.
sanskar- [angry] swara have you gone mad. how can you. its not good for your health. you could have scolded me, slapped me there at office if you felt that i ignored you but you were here crying. have you seen your state. you are still shivering due to continuous crying. your eyes are puffed up, and you look so pale. how can you do this to yourself.
swara- [low voice] since some days you were staying away from me and not coming close to me, so i thought that because i am becoming fat that’s why.
sanskar- really swara. i have controlled myself each and every second not to come close to you as due to your mood swings you became angry and upset. i always wanted you to be happy that’s why remained away from you.
swara- [feebly audible and teary eyed] i am sorry.
sanskar could not see her like this anymore and can’t control himself too. he hugged her.
sanskar- it’s ok princess. i am sorry too.
TENU ITNA MAIN PYAR KARAAN
EK PAL WICH SAW BAAR KARAAN
TU JAWE JE MENU CHAD KE
MAUT DA INTZAR KARAAN
they hugged each other for sometime making up for everything.
sanskar- [ breaking the hug and whispering] swara can i kiss you.
swara closed her eyes and held his shirt giving him green signal.
[KI TERE LIYA DUNIYA CHOD DI HAI
KI TUJPE HI SAANS AAKE RUKE
MAIN TUJHE KITNA CHAHTA HUN
YE TU KABHI SOCH NA SAKE.]*2
sanskar leaned closer and placed his lips on her and they tenderly kissed. sanskar soon broke the kiss before she becomes out of breath. he kissed lightly on her eyes which were swollen due to crying.
[KUCH BHI NAHI HAI YE JAHAN
TU HAI TO HAI ISME ZINDAGI]*2
AB MUJKO JANA HAI KAHA
KI TU HI SAFAR HAI AAKHRI
sanskar then kissed on her forehead and slowly lye her on the bed. he slept beside her and dugged his face in her neck giving lingering kisses. swara slowly moaned his name making him crazy but he was controlling himself and continued his act, he made sure of swara and baby’s comfort. he never put his weight on her and kept on kissing her neck, first right side then left and then again right.
KI TERE BINA JINA MUMKIN NAHI
NAA DENA KABHI MUJHKO TU FASLE
MAIN TUJHE KITNA CHAHTI HUN
YE TU KABHI SOCH NAA SAKE.
Swara gripped him tight. she continuously moaned his name in pleasure and roamed her hand on his bare back.
TERE LIYE DUNIYA CHOD DI HAI
TUJHPE HI SAANS AAKE RUKE
MAIN TUJHKO KITNA CHAHTA HUN
YE TU KABHI SOCH NA SAKE
sanskar again lip locked and then kissed all over her face. sanskar then rose up and started unbuttoning his shirt. swara looked at it and said.
swara- sanskar we can’t do it.[avoided looking into his eyes] it’s not safe. it will harm….
sanskar- [cupping her face] i know princess. i know my limits. just trust me.
swara- i do. you never need to ask for it.
AANKHON KI HAI YE KHWAISHEIN KI
CHEHRE SE TERI NAA HATE
NEEDON MEIN MERI BAS TERE
KHWABON NE LI HAI KARWATE.
sanskar kissed on her forehead. they had an eyelock and sanskar removed his shirt. he lyed beside swara and hugged her without putting his weight above her. swara too hugged him tight.
KI TERI AUR MUJHKO LE KE CHALE
YE DUNIYA BHAR KE SAB RASTE
MAIN TUJHKO KITNA CHAHTA HUN
YE TU KABHI SOCH NA SAKE.
he unpinned her pallu in hugging position itself and removed her pallu and covered themselves with blanket. inside the blanket he rubbed his legs against her and loosened her blouse dori. he kissed her over her shoulder and roamed his hand all over her back sensuously.
TERE LIYE DUNIYA CHOD DI HAI
TUJHPE HI SAANS AAKE RUKE
MEIN TUJHKO KITNA CHAHTA HUN
YE TU KABHI SOCH NA SAKE.
swara was moaning. heat raised in their bodies. sanskar continued doing like this for 20-30 minutes and then at last kissed on her forehead and tied her blouse dori and kept pallu back at her shoulder.
sanskar- [softly] now get up and have fruits. you are no more shivering. after having fruits rest for some more time. [sanskar did all this to comfort swara as she cried for long and she needed his love and warmth as she was shivering]
swara was overwhelmed by his love and tears formed in her eyes.
sanskar- [seeing her tears] swara why these tears now?
swara- [straightly looking into his eyes] sanskar this much love
sanskar- [smilingly] ONLY FOR YOU AND OUR BABY. YOU BOTH ARE MY LIFE. REASON FOR ME TO LIVE, TO SMILE, TO BE HAPPY, TO FEEL LOVED AND CARED.YOU CAN’T EVEN IMAGINE WHAT YOU ARE TO ME. don’t cry or feel low from next time. if you feel to spend time with me you will tell me immediately. ok.
swara nodded and sanskar again kissed her forehead and made her sit, took his shirt to wear. swara took the shirt from his hand and sanskar looked at her questionably. swara made him wear shirt and sanskar smiled. she after buttoning his shirt came close to him. she kept one hand on his neck and held his shirt with the other hand. leaning closer to him she whispered against his lips
swara- i love you
and then placed her lips on his pulling him into a desirable yet soft kiss. he was a bit shocked but then gave in happily and they broke after some time.
sanskar- love you too.
done with this part.