Swasan: Dreams will come true (Chapter 4)

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~Let old people be more judgemental, it’s the only thing they have anymore~

Sanskar’s grandmother squealed in a screechy voice “Saaaanskaaar”….Swara is shocked to see the old woman before her so she quickly moved away from Sanskar and adjusted her top…..The old woman is wearing a plain saree but a thick kohl and her gigantic bindi made her appeared like a daily soap woman…..She looks like she is not belong to the real world.. Swara gaped when her stare is quite indifferent because it isn’t normal may be more like of a glare………….Sanskar smiled “You came early from Khanna’s wedding Maa!!! Meet Swara….”Swara curled her lips to be stucked in quite an awkward situation and stutters “Hello…………..Maaaa” Grandma nodded and her eyes scrutinised Swara “Can you please rid off the mess in your face…..” Swara sneered and rushed to the washroom…..Swara somehow feels that Sanskar’s Maa turned out to be litte colder but she shoves the thought off easily “Why she has to hold any grudge against me….I must be over thinking……” Swara walks in to the conversation between grandson and grandmother… Swara’s hand unknowingly trembled when again she feel the eyes over her….It is really uncomfortable when someone scan you like you are an alien ………… Swara becomes nervous and she tries to clear her throat to initiate a conversation but suddenly she feel a touch that soothes her heart….Sanskar hold her hands gently and whispered in her ear “Chill!!! She is my grandmother not a hungry ghost………..”

Swara looked up at his gaze and smiled……Grandma smirked “Let me know your friend well Sanskar…..Swara have a sit……”The old woman sit with crossed legs on the sofa couch….Swara sits opposite of her and entangled her fingers from Sanskar’s……..Sanskar excused himself to attend a call…. Grandma knit her eyebrows “Tell me about your family…your surname……” Swara smiled “Very simple yet contented family…My parents are working as teachers in a government school and my sister, Parineeta is going to complete her course on fashion designing and my cousin, Ragini have newly joined in a company….. Grandma smirked “Oh well, Sanskar told you are not from a wealthy background more of a middle class…… Glad you all surviving well…If financially need helps don’t worry Sanskar will help you..You know my grandson is a self made millionaire not just Maheswari heir…..He is managing a part of our family business yet not giving up in his dream to be an engineer…”

Swara gasped “Well, that’s nice to hear about my friend but I don’t need his money now or later as middle class people are great survivors Maa ….. ” The corner of Swara’s lips quirked…..The grandmother gnashed her teeth “This girl is ingenious in her talk but I let her know her place in Viren life …….” Grandma crossed her fingers “I hope and wish that you and Sanskar remain as a good friends because I have …..”Sanskar quickly intrude their conversation “Maa no worries…I know you have your prayers for my well being and actually it’s getting late. …I have to send Swara home….Just talk to her next time….. …”Swara gaped wondering the sudden rush and Sanskar just eye signalled her to pack her things…Grandma’s pupil flared “Why you have to go when we have our driver here???” Sanskar sighed and cupped her face “No worries Maa I can drive her and you go get some rest” Sanskar murmurs in his heart “Good that I have stopped Maa from furthering the conversation then she would have open up and boasts about Kavitha…….” Grandma sighed ” Swara is truly captivating his heart with her beauty and personality if not Sanskar never enjoyed a girl’s company…..I wish he become more sensible to know Kavitha is his perfect match…..Beautiful…Educated….Dignified family lineage ……But Sanskar blindly wants to be a driver for someone that have neither status nor class ……….. ”

~Heart spoken words ~

After a long eloquent silence dwelling in the air, finally Swara utters her thought while chewing her lower lip “I guess your grandma don’t really like me…..I am sorry but her stare was quite uneasy……She is a braggart especially about you….I mean yes you are her pride but she sound as if I am with you for money……I don’t need your money at all and I know you may not continue our friendship if you are asked to do so……….” Swara paused and noticed Sanskar driving quietly….He pretended to be a dumb and deaf……Swara pursed her lips “I am sorry Sanskar…I over exaggerated a little….I was just confused……. I am sorry Sanskar if I hurt you….I shouldn’t have talked about her like this……I am really sorry…………” Sanskar parked his car and Swara eyes meet her home….She again whispers “I am sorry if you feel that I taunt about your Maa…. Swara goes to leave the car but suddenly she felt a strong grip on her….Sanskar pulled her closer to his driver seat causing Swara bugged out….. He cupped her face for the very first time….Her smile sipped slowly while reading his intense stare on her…
Sanskar snorted “I chose to be your friend and it was purely my choice….I strongly felt for you each and every time you speak…I eavesdrop your conversation with Maa and you don’t need to say anything…I understood the situation happens to be quite weird but Maa is not wrong….Not every first impression meant to be a good impression….She may be misjudged you as you are not belonged to a family lineage like us and she loves boasting especially about me but it’s her kind of love so don’t be dishearten of it ……..”

Sanskar slowly gets hypnotised to the eyes obeying his and unrealisingly he whispers “I won’t leave you for anyone as the more I am with you, I feel you are best thing ever happened in my life….They were too close that Swara could feel his hot breathe…His touch is wild that blood circulation is pacing up her heart……Sanskar paused as he realised ” Damn!!!! What I crap????” Sanskar wobbled “Actually I meant….I mean that I won’t leave your friendship for anyone….” He took away his fingers from her and Swara is quite amazed of his words yet she just remains to be chortled “Thank you Sanskar….Our days together have just started but I feel a strong connection with you each and every time…… ” Sanskar nodded and his dare not to meet the smouldering hazelnut eyes because he still unable to figure where did all the words come from………it’s very unintentional…may be his unnamed feelings hidden in his heart popped out suddenly………

~ Sometimes your heart need more time to accept what your mind already knows ~

Sanskar gazes her lovingly from far when Swara is sharing a conversation with my Laksh “My emptiness of my heart is now filled with colors of felicity with her presence…….Swara the once in a lifetime…….I get more and more attracted to the chubby cheeks that lines a cute dimple on her jaw…..her eyes that speaks volume…….her pink baby lips that always plastered with a grin……..I loved the moment her hair gets ruffled and flaunts in the air…… Shit…..” Sanskar clenched his fist “At first her attitude drives me insane and now everything is beyond explanation…..Swara is my friend but why am I overstating her???? She trusts that I understand our equation….I have to know where she stands in my life or more precisely where I stand in her life……… I need to bury my attraction towards her because I can’t betray her friendship and worst of all love eventually falls in a place where attraction gets unlimited….. ”

He gasped “I may be happy with her now but Sanskar that hated love once should never changed…… It’s very contradictory that I respect and treasured friendship but not a little I have faith in love …….As, friendship never abuses someone physically or mentally unfortunately love is a torment to all……… He sighed “Yet, everytime my eyes meet hers, I am befuddled …….Swara……She is very different and she is only one kind or may be because I see her different but love…………love is same for all……..It’s only a lifetime deal to satisfy each other’s lust and in the end no fairies ain’t going to save it from falling into a trap of misery …….I have experienced the pain of love since I was a child….I never want to look back to my past but somewhere at the corner of my heart, I am still wishing to wake up from the
bad dream……. Ironically, nowadays my intuition is adamantly chanting that Swara can never be selfish and vicious as my mother so I will never regret if I fall for her………” Sanskar fingers runs off his hair “Damn………She is unknowingly changing my perspective…….I need to get out of this foolish illusion …….Swara will never
be or cannot be mine because she is just my good friend……….Again she is only my friend……. ” He forced a smile “Finally I digested the fact…..Why am I simply trapping myself in a confusion when I know about the very predictable institution of marriage?????……Marriage life will meet an end when pleasure of lecherousness ends……..”

To be continued ?
Thank you for the comments and if you read don’t hesitate to comment because it makes me happy…..Lots of love to each and every person reading this chapter ?????

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19 Comments
  1. Simin

    Superb dear
    This dadi is sooo bad
    Sanskar why r u soooo confused over ur feelings dear

    1. D.Dashni

      Because that’s Sanskar?Never understands his heart….Thank you for reading?

  2. Superb ?

    1. D.Dashni

      Thank you dear?

  3. Simi

    Superb..
    I dont like dadi

    1. D.Dashni

      Thank you dear and keep reading as you will have more villains to hate but you have swasan to love ?

  4. Arshaanya

    Uurrgghh i hate dadi????
    M loving it more n more with every update

    1. D.Dashni

      Thank you so much dear for reading and glad you loving the updates???

    1. D.Dashni

      Thank you dear ????

  5. Soujanya

    Awesome..

  6. Scooby

    From wr these dadi’s are coming i dnt know.. i cn accept the fact she was not able yo overcone wt she saw ie sawsan position but later she turned to b royal blood boasting.. loved this chapie… awesome… post nxt part soon…

  7. Shifa96

    Awesome

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