swasan… dont hate me chap 16

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Recap Sanskar scolded swara

Chap
It was morning. Swara was still sad. Each time he remembers last night tears fall from her eyes. But she didn’t show this to anyone. Outside she was enjoying but inside she was dying every moment. Holi celebration were going on in a great speed. Every time when someone calls her or comes to meet her she greets them with a fake smile. Ragini was noticing this since morning
Ragini : swara… What happened tell me
Swara: are didi mujhe kya hoga…today is holi..my favourite festival… Lets enjoy
She smeared ragini with gulal and ran from there Hiding her tears. Laksh came to her.
Laksh: you are tensed
Ragini: swara… She is hiding something behind her smile
Laksh: don’t be tensed…
Ragini: are but….
She was about to say something when someone showered gulal on her. She was amazed to see the person
Ragini: sanskar bhai… You

Sanskar was standing with his hands containing gulal
Sanskar: why…can’t i play holi
Laksh hugged him…he too hugged him back
Laksh: bhai… M glad to see my old bro back….we should be thankful to swara..
Sanskar: yes…but because of me she is not enjoying…
Ragini: what
Sanskar tells her everything… Ragini was giving death glare to him..
Ragini: sanskar bhai… Her heart is pure…how can u think she wants to take ananya’s place….
Sanskar: m guilty ragini.. out of my emotions i said a lot to her…
Ragini: she wanted to fill your life with colour… And you…see her…
They all turned back to see her…swara was standing in a corner staring in the sky. Her tears were visible to them.
Ragini: see bhai… U know na how we brought her in good condition after that attempt…n now…sanskar bhai its you only who supported her and now… See…
Sanskar: i will bring your sister back to you Ragini..
Ragini and laksh went to swara. Sanskar too was following them
Ragini : swara… What are you doing here…why are you not enjoying yourself…
Swara: are didi… No…see na
She smears colour again on ragini. She also threw gulal on lucky
SwaRa: hehehe… Jiju u are looking like a monkey.
Swara tried to run away from there but sanskar came in her way.
Ragini: will you not apply colour to sanskar haa…aise toh tom and Jerry bane rehte ho…
Swara was staring at sanskar but she again remember last night. With a fake smile she turned to ragini
Ragini: bolo swara…
Swara: didi.. Woh i ve already applied colour to him last night…
Ragini: ohh…
Suddenly sanskar smeared swara’s face with colour. Swara was blank. She did not even reacted.
Ragini: are…see swara… You were saying na laksh is looking like a monkey… Now sanskar has made you a clown

Swara bent her head down. She was struggling so that her tears could not escape.
Swara: you all are reason for my smiles… You all have done a lot to me….you have full rights on me to tease me…scold me or to make me whatever you feel like….kbhi joker…kbhi bandar..
With a fake smile she looked at sanskar. Her this smile was piercing his heart.
Ragini: hey…now its over swara… We know what sanskar bhai said to you last night…i know he was wrong
Swara: what was wrong in this… Whatever he told me was right na…
Unable to control her tears anymore she was looking upwards so as not to let her tears fall.
Swara: acha didi… I will come after drinking water…you all enjoy…i will join in 5 mins…
She ran from there so fast that nobody can stop her. Tears were making its way down her cheecks…
Ragini: swara… She is not even letting anyone know what’s in her heart..
In Between all these sanskar was standing and listening to her talks without uttering a single word.

Suddenly they heard a voice

CAN’T YOU WALK PROPERLY. SEE YOU SPOILED MY DRESS. YOU ARE ADOPTED DAUGHTER OF MR AGRAWAL… NOT A REAL ONE..HAVE YOU UNDERSTOOD

They looked in the direction.. A group of ladies were scolding swara..she was standing shivering there.
One lady: see..you mannerless girl… I don’t know what mr agrawal has seen her and adopted her
2 lady: you are right mrs singh…this girl doesn’t have any manners…huh.. I know these type of girls…dekhna…someday she will steal money from their house and run away
3 lady: money…are i think she is not here for money. But she wants to catch a rich boy in our society. People say she tried to attempt suicide. Ab who knows whats her past….maybe someone played with her body and didn’t gave her money. Who knows she may be a call girl

Suddenly a voice interrupted “AND WHO KNOWS SHE IS A INNOCENT WHO GOT FED UP OF TAUNTS OF SOCIETY… AND WHO KNOWS SHE IS A PIOUS GIRL WHO FACED SO MUCH THAT SHE COULD NOT HANDLE ANYMORE ”
They all looked in the direction.. Sanskar was standing with a bloodshot eyes… Rage was clear from his eyes.. Swara too looked at him..she again downed her gaze..
Sanskar: MRS SINGH..IF YOU CAN’T GIVE LOVE TO SOMEONE THEN YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO EVEN UTTER A WORD AGAINST THEM…SHE IS A PIOUS AND NOBLE SOUL…BUT PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE BLINDED BY THE GLITTER OF MONEY…YOU ALL JUST THINK THAT EVERYONE IS BEHIND YOUR MONEY….BUT SWARA IS NOT LIKE THOSE…
Sanskar looked at swara… She was staring at him in a surprising manner
Sanskar: now please enjoy yourself and don’t interfere in anybody’s private matters..

Ragini held swara’s hand.. She wiped her tears.. Swara looked at ragini..

@ evening
Party was over… Raglak were sitting with sanskar
Sanskar: swara is not showing what’s in her heart to any one… But her pain is clear from her eyes
Laksh: we have to do something..
Suddenly swara comes in their room…but sshe remembered something DONT YOU DARE TO COME INTO MY ROOM EVER
…..she stepped back…this was noticed by raglak and sanskar
Ragini: what happened Swara.. Come inside nah..
Swara: no didi… Woh…i came to call you for dinner…
Sanskar: come inside swara…plz…don’t do this…
Swara: didi… Dinner is ready.. You all come..
Swara tries to go but sanskar holds her hand. Swara turned.
Sanskar: m really sorry swara… Plz…man jao…

A fear was visible in her eyes…
Swara: nah..plz…m really not angry with you…sachhi… Don’t feel sorry..
Sanskar: acha…if you are not angry with me then come inside …plz…
He tried to drag her inside… But to his surprise swara jerked his hand. Sanskar looked shockingly towards her…
Swara: i will not come…i know there is lot of difference between our status… I know my limits..
Ragini: swara plz…don’t say like this…
Swara: no didi… Its true… Thx a lot for your helps and love…but truth is truth…
swara ran from there…raglak too ran behind her…
Swara came to her room and start to pack her begs…
Ragini: swara whats this haa
Swara: di m the reason you all will have to feel embarrassed because of me…i don’t want this to happen at any cost….
Ragini: swara listen to me…plz…
Swara: no didi… I know i will never be able to match your status… Let me go…
Swara starts to go…..but suddenly sanskar turned her to him and gives her a tight slap…raglak were shocked… Swara was holding her cheecks while sanskar was staring angrily at her
Swara: sanskar
Sanskar: wait…
He goes and brings a knife.. Swara was staring in a surprising way..
Ragini: sanskar bhai…
Sanskar: no…noone will come between her and me today.
He stared at swara
Sanskar: take this knife
Swara : what
Sanskar: I SAID TAKE THIS KNIFE…
Swara shivered… Sanskar forcefully gives knife to her…he then drags her to ragini
Sanskar: you wanted to go na…then kill her first
Swara looked unbelieving to him
Sanskar: you will go she will die at every second… So better to finish off the story at once na…kill her…

Swara: noo..
Sanskar: she gave the love of a mother to you… Then why to give her pain every second na…you are determined to go..so kill her first… So that she will not feel pain…
He again drags her but this time to laksh…
Sanskar: kill your jiju too…because what will he do without Rag…. Kill him too
Swara: nooo….plz…
Sanskar: why no swara…you wanted to go na..then why to give pain to everyone… Better release of their pain at once na…
Tears were falling from swara’s eyes..
Sanskar: aisa kro…kill ur arjun baba too..because ragini will be killed… And you..he considers you as his proud…when you will leave this house…. He will not be able to bear shock…better to finish him off…
Swara: no….never…
She dropped the knife from her hand….she closed her eyes… But suddenly she felt someone’s tears falling on her feet… She opened her eyes and was shocked to see sanskar sitting on his knees… His head bent down and he held knife in his both hands as if presenting it to her. He looked at her
Sanskar: aisa karo…whether you want to kill anyone or not but kill me first..kill me so that i will become free of this burden… Kill ne so that ur silence can not kill me….kill me so that everytime you laugh falsely a dagger cannot pierce my heart…kill me so that i can’t live with the burden of hurting a pious soul like you. .

Tears were streaming down sanskar’s face…
Sanskar: swara… M ur criminal… Punish me…beat me…but don’t do this…

Swara threw the knife and bent down
Sanskar was sitting with her head bent down
Swara: plz….don’t cry
Sanskar looked at her…how can she say this to someone who is the reason for her cry
Swara: plz…don’t cry… Plz…you know what.. You are my first friend…. I did not have any friends…. Even i did not even know the meaning of friends… But you are the one who decided to be my friend… Plz don’t crt…are baba… M nt angry…sachhi…

Sanskar: m really sry swara…i didn’t mean that…
Swara: now no sorry… Ok..stand up..come… Stand up…
Raglak were watching this….
Swara: see jiju…i told you na…your bro is actually ekta kapoora….see the drama…
Sanskar: drama…
Swara: aur nhi toh kya…
Sanskar: dont talk to me
Swara: karna b kon chahta hai…

Sanskar: laksh smjha le apni sali ko
Swara: didi smjha lo apne devar ko
Sanskar: hey….m nt her devar…m her jeth…m elder than laksh
Swara: but in case of understanding u are veryyyyyy small…chotu baby….
Sanskar: ragini….is she saying true
Ragini looked…
Ragini: woh mujhe kuch kam yad aa gya….m coming
Sanskar: laksh…
Laksh: bhai very imp phone call…i ve to go
Sanskar stares theM while swara giggle…
Sanskar: you will be gone…

@ night
After everyone had taken dinner… All were sitting in hall when arjun gets someone’s call
Arjun: are dp…how are you…ok..tomorrow… Ya sure…
Sanlak look confusingly at them…
Arjun: ur mom dad are coming tomorrow.. Ragini… Beta get ready… Muhurat nikala hai tumhari shadi ka…15 days…
Laksh happily exclaimed
Laksh: kyaaaaaaaaa sachhi..
Sanskar: laksh beta….arjun uncle samne hain…
Laksh composes himself…
Arjun: they are coming here…and then after shopping we will go to kolkata for the celebration…
Ragini gets shy… She runs to her room…

Precap
Raglak marriage shopping… Kolkata journey

Credit to: soumya

13 comments

  1. Jwala

    |Registered Member

    superb update dear.. and that ladies.. how dare they say such words to swara. poor swara.. too good dear..

  2. anonymous

    nice……….update………u made me cry once again………….just a few hours back i finished reading all ur ff’s parts. nd commented in ur previous chapter……….meanwhile u posted another one……now waiting for another episode

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