swasan… dont hate me chap 15

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Recap
Swara took care of sanskar

Chap
Its evening…
Raglak came back to house…
Ragini: u get fresh… I will make tea for all..
Laksh: ragu…
Ragini: haaaa
Laksh: i luv u….
Ragini: are…what happened…
Laksh hugged her….
Ragini: are baba… Kya hua….
Laksh: ragu… Promise me…you will never leave me…
Ragini: ha babu…kya hua…what happened so suddenly..
Laksh: woh…whenever i see sanskar bhai in such a state…i mean he lived anyhow… But….if u leave me i promise i will die there only…
Ragini: shhh…bohot bol dia….
Laksh: m sry…but
Ragini kept her fingers on his lips….he kissed her fingers lightly…
Ragini: don’t you ever say these words ok…. I can never leave you….
Laksh: promise…
Ragini: pakka promise my sweetheart.. Now go and change…
Laksh: ok….
He is about to go when ragini held his hand.. Laksh turned…
Laksh: what happened…
Ragini: m so lucky to have you….i love you laksh…
Laksh bent and kissed her forehead… He sat on floor and put his head on her lap…ragini too kept her head lightly on his hair….laksh fingers were entangled with ragini Which he has kept close to his lips…not kissing but touching lightly as they were made up of gold….

@ sanskar’s room
Sanskar woke up…but he felt as if someone is breathing very close to his hans….he turned to look and was mesmerised to see his angel….his swara sitting on the floor with her head near his hand… Sanskar felt a sudden urge to hug her…he get up and sit on the bed….he caresses her hair…
Sanskar: swara…
Swara woke up with a jolt….
Swara: are… Aap uth gye…do you want something….
Sanskar: m fine swara…. Why are you sitting on the floor…
Swara: woh…
Sanskar: come on get up…i think you should take rest…
Swara: no…m fine…woh…i ve to prepare for tonight… Today is holika dahan na
Sanskar: oh….go…
Swara goes from there….laksh comes in at that instant…
Sanskar: when did you come…
Laksh: when the heavenly couple was sleeping peacefully…
Sanskar: oh shut up laksh….
Laksh: if you don’t want to accept than dont…but reality will not change bhai…u ve started to fall for…
He goes to waShroom… Sanskar sits on the bed….he took out a pendant from his pocket…
Sanskar: is it really…
Ananya’s face came in front of him…but it converted to swara’s face…
Sanskar: no…i can’t cheat my anu…she gave her life for me…. But…how can i give her place to someone else….no…

@ night
Swaragini were taking rounds around holi fire..
Swara: didi… Where is sanskar
Ragini: he is in his room
Swara: ohhh…Ananya ji…
Ragini: you have become very intelligent my bachha
Swara: will he not come
Ragini: i tried… Laksh tried… Even lakhi also tried… But he refused…
Swara: are..wait…i will call him
She runs….ragini looked at him….
Laksh came to her
Laksh: where she went
Ragini: to fill your brothers life with colour…
Laksh: i am so happy….
Ragini: me tooo…
Laksh: by d way you are looking good in red
Ragini: red….laksh m wearing pink…
Laksh caressed her cheecks with his hand.. Red gulal was on her cheecks the next moment…
Ragini: are….
Laksh: ab toh ho gya na…red….
She blushed….
Laksh: at last i put colour on ur cheecks…
Ragini: you ve not only coloured my cheeks but my life also….thanku so much…apke hi rang me rangi hai aapki ragini…
Laksh: i love you so much

@sanskar’s room
Sanskar was sitting in his room…every time he tries To remember ananya.. Swara’s face come to his mind….he was frustrated…
On the other hand unaware of all these things, swara came to his room….without giving him chance to be ready she smeared gulal on his face..
Already frustrated with his emotions.. Sanskar looked dangerously to swara…he composed himself anyhow…
Sanskar: swara…i dont play holi….
Swara: but ab toh colour lga dia…now you come….
Sanskar went to waShroom and came out after washing his face
Sanskar: now ok…now there is no colour..
Swara: ok..
She gives him face towel… He wipes his face… But then swara started to laugh.. Sanskar looked at himself again coloured with gulal….then he looked at face towels on which swara pupusefully put gulal….
Swara: this is life sanskar… The more you try to get away from something.. The more it comes to you…better to embrace it….

Sanskar was super frustrated… His emotions now overpowered his senses… He held swara tightly by her shoulders… Not prepared for this assault all of a sudde, swara was shocked. Sanskar was staring at her with his blood shot eyes. Swara closed her eyes tightly.
Sanskar started to yell at her
Sanskar: WHY DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND SWARA..WHEN I DON’T WANT TO PLAY THEN YOU ARE NOONE TO FORCE ME..HAVE YOU UNDERSTAND
Swara: i…i was just…trying to…to… Make..
Sanskar: TO MAKE ME HAPPY HAA…BOHOT MAHAN HO NA…WHY DON’T YOU JUST MIND YPUR OWN BUSINESS… WHO ARE YOU TO INTERFERE IN MY LIFE..DO YOU WANT TO TAKE ANANYA’S PLACE…HAA
Swara: no…no…nothing like that
Sanskar: DONT FORGET FROM WHERE YOU BELONG TO.. DON’T YOU DARE TO STEP INSIDE MY ROOM EVER AFTER…DON’T YOU DARE TO SHOW YOUR FACE TO ME EVER AFTER…BETTER U WOULD HAVE DIED THAT DAY…NOW GET LOST… AND DON’T YOU FORGET YOUR STATUS.. UNCLE HAS ONLY ADOPTED YOU..YOU ARE NOT HIS REAL DAUGHTER… HAVE YOU GOT THAT..
Swara nodded
Sanskar: NOW GET LOST
Sanskar almost pushed her on the ground… Swara fell on floor… A small moan of pain escaped from his mouth…and this moan brought him back to the reality… He turned to her at that instant… A drop of blood was making its way from her forehead to her cheecks..
Sanskar: swara….
Swara: m fine…m sry…
But in her sorry all the pain fear and sadness was combined… Sanskar realised his words for him…she tried to run from there but again she fell down…
Sanskar: are..let me help you…
Swara: nah…m fine…
Swara again ran from there… Sanskar was left behind.. Tears escaped from his eyes… He sat on the floor with a thud….
His innerself was cursing him…how can he such things to her…how can he do these things to her… Oh god…no…
Suddenly he felt someone’s hand caressing his hair…he looked up
Sanskar: uncle… U
Arjun: yes me…
Sanskar: wohhh
Arjun: yes…i ve heard everything….
Sanskar: uncle… I didn’t mean that…i dont know why i said these words…
Arjun sat on the floor with him…sanskar kept his head on his shoulder…
Sanskar: uncle… I don’t know why…i know its wrong but…whenever i see swara…my heart doesn’t listen to mind…
Arjun: whats wrong in this..
Sanskar: i don’t want to cheat ananya…
Arjun: do you think moving on is cheating…
Sanskar looks at him…
Arjun: this is the time for moving on sanskar…
Sanskar: but..
Arjun: beta..Ananya gave up her life for saving your life…Wherever she is right now she will be shedding tears
Sanskar: why
Arjun: because her sacrifice has gone waste na
Sanskar: waste
Arjun: yes beta… She sacrificed herself for your life…your happiness… And you…you are not even wanting to be happy…
Sanskar looked at him…
Arjun: beta life does not give second chance to everyone….
Sanskar looked at him
Arjun: now its your turn to decide….
Sanskar looked at him….he smiled..
Sanskar: uncle how can i ask sorry from swara…
Arjun: beta u made her cry…now its your duty….
Sanskar nodded

@ swara’s room
Swara was crying… Silently…
Ragini came to him…
Ragini: swara what happened… U didn’t return…
Swara secretly wiped her tears….with a fake smile she turned
Swara: didi see na…i fell down…
Ragini: are baba…can’t you walk properly… Haa…paglu.. Now sit…
Ragini cleans the wound…suddenly swara remember sanskar’s words..DON’T FORGET YOUR STATUS… Swara immediately pulled her head away…
Ragini: are..kya hua…
Swara: didi u go n enjoy… I will do it myself…
Ragini: why…ur di is alive… Now turn ur head..
Swara saw ragini… Tears started to escape from her eyes…
Ragini: are…what happened…
Swara: didi… Woh kch nhi…
Ragini: u are hiding something nah.
Swara: hiding… No…
Ragini: yes…did sanskar bhai said anything to you…
Swara: no…what will he say…
Ragini: then why these tears…
Swara: woh…didi… Ur love dats y…
Ragini: ohk…now come to the party…
Swara: didi my head is aching… You go…i want to sleep
Ragini: ohh…ok u sleep…if you feel more uncomfortable just call me ok…
She kissed her forehead… Swara lay down on bed…she covered herself in a blanket… She curled up in her bed…she cried…. She cried till she dozed off…
Sanskar came to her room…he saw her lying on the bed…he saw her eyelashes wet…her pillow wet…tear marks were clearly visible on her face…unable to control himself he touched her cheecks… Swara woke up…seeing sanskar she got up…
Swara: you…do you want something…
Her head was bent low…
Sanskar: woh…i am…i… Came to see that where are you..
Swara: ok…
Sanskar: are you fine swara
With a fake smile swara replied
Swara: yes..m fine…
Sanskar: didn’t my words affect you
Swara: words…. Nah…
She turned as she was not able to control her tears…
Sanskar: are you sure
Swara: yes. By the way what wrong did you said…whatever you said was true…
Sanskar: m… M really sry swara…
Swara: dont be sry..actually i never got love from anyone.. So when i got love from you all i got overwhelmed… Dats y…i forgot my past…m sry…i will remember from next time where i belong to…
Sanskar: swara… It is not like that. . Plz…don’t increase the burden of guilt on me
Swara: sir plz…don’t feel guilty… M not taunting you…m just asking you as if you will feel guilty because of me…the burden of ypur favour on me will increase…
Sanskar looked at swara… He was unable to control himself…. He was unable to face herself anymore… He went out of the room…But swara stopped him
Swara: plz wait a minute…
Sanskar looked at her
Swara: i… I never wanted to take ananya’s position in your life…i just wanted to see you happy… Plz never think i can take her position…. You are very good…noble…and me…i am a used girl….used by 2 people…. M not suitable to become anyone’s wife…anyone’s love.. I know that a marriage and a love from my husband is not in my destiny….
Sanskar was shocked to hear these words from her mouth. He has given her a deep wound…without saying anything he moved from her room. Swara again slept on her bed.
Sanskar came to his room. But suddenly he saw laksh staring at him
Sanskar : what happened
Laksh: bhai if you are falling for her then whats her fault in this..
Sanskar: what…
Laksh: i heard when you were scolding her…ok you said about yourself but was there any need to say remember your status. first give her love then snatch it.. Ok..
Sanskar sat on the bed. Tears were streaming down his face
Sanskar: i was wrong.. I ve hurt her a lot.
Laksh: bhai… Don’t cry.
Sanskar: i ve to do something
Laksh: yes we will…

Precap
ap and dp come…raglak wedding preparation

Credit to: soumya

21 comments

  1. Purvi

    |Registered Member

    Very emotional one…… Swara’s words really touched my heart….. U r really an awesome writer…….. Hats off….. Continue soon…….

  2. amy

    awsm….so sad for swara….dis is d scnd ff whch make me cry…i didnt cmmnt in prvs chptrs……bt nw i wnt to broke silence…ur amazng yaar…i lvd it alot….waitng for nxt chptr…

  3. Jwala

    |Registered Member

    your ff is more than amazing. first I thought I will loss interest after few chapters. . but you are making me more hooked in to your story.. superb work dear.. I love your ff so much.. and poor swara.. let her behave like this to sanskar for sometimes. . if they both fall in love soon the interest will be lost.. this is good.. slowly they need to identify the love.. you are just amazing dear.. I’m loving this chapter very much. . and please make sanskar jealous. .

  4. soumya

    Awwww m sry for making you all cry…but now…full stop on rona dhona…now ab hogi masti… Wait for my other chaps…love u all

  5. Prakriti

    Wow di its so emotional…Feeling bad for my Swara…Please make Sanky realise his love soon and accept Swara…
    Bye
    Love u

  6. anonymous

    this is my second swasan ff,that i am reading….read all the epi in one go…………even though ur ff name is swasan.don’t hate me.u managed to give imp to both the couples…………especially i should thank u for raglak scenes……..i am die hard fan of raglak……felt bad for swara…..even i cried in a few episodes……while reading abt swara.’s past…………liked swasan also in this ff………

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