Swasan : Destiny (Episode 21)



Sanskar’s pov~~

I couldn’t believe she just left. Left me there dumbfounded. All alone. I thought I was good enough to change her mind, but no. I wasn’t. I failed . . .again. I banged my fist angrily on the wall. It did pain, but it was nothing compared to the pain Swara gave me. The girl whom I gave my everything, the girl whom I loved with all my heart was weak and her love for me was weaker.

I wanted to escape from all this drama going on in my life. I felt like running away. But no matter where I went, what I did, Swara won’t seem to leave my mind. She had me trapped in love and there was no way out.

I walked towards my car and secretly hoped to see Swara standing there waiting for me to come. Well, I wasn’t surprised to see that she had left. She had told me to give up. I think I was now beginning to give up.

I sat in my car and looked at the watch. It was 3:00 p.m. With her time flew so fast, I didn’t feel like looking at that watch again. She was going to leave in an hour and with every minute passing by my heart was sinking.

I needed to go away from all the mess in my life. So, I decided to drive to some place away from the city…where it could only be me.

I started the engine and drove off. .

Swara’s pov ~~

I burst open the door of my house and ran away straight to my room with tears flowing from my eyes like a river.
I felt stupid, immature, b*t*h, cruel, crazy, abnormal, and what not. Infinite adjectives would also be less to describe how I was and what I felt at that time.

I wished I never existed. I’m only giving trouble to everyone in my life. Mom, dad and most importantly Sanskar. Who loved me so much. I knew he wouldn’t understand the reason behind me leaving. He would find it stupid and childish. But for me, it mattered the most and the only reason I was leaving him was because I love him. More than anything else.

My bags were already packed. Only thing left was to check everything again, get ready and leave.

I went to the washroom to clean myself up. I was a complete mess from crying. I washed my face multiple times and came out only to see my mom sitting on the bed.

She had this I’m-so-angry-and-hurt look on her face. I knew what was going to come next.

“I need to talk to you.” She said coldly. There you go… I rolled my eyes and sat on the bed.

“Look I don’t know what happened between you and Sanskar right now. But let me tell you one thing very clear, if you leave today, that boy is going to suffer more than you. I also want you to stay, but I won’t just stop you from going because I want you to to stay. I’m not selfish. But today I’m asking you to stay for him. You don’t know how heartless you’re acting right now.” Mom said in a high pitched voice like she was scolding me.

I sighed. “I’m not heartless. I wouldn’t have loved him if I was.” I said in a low tone.

“If you love him then don’t go. Its simple Swara. You’re not a five year old girl not to understand this simple thing.” She said and sat down beside me. Her high pitched voice turned suddenly into a comforting and soothing voice.

“Look Swara, you know very well that if you go from his life, you will not only spoil his life but also yours. I know very well that my daughter is not heartless. I agree that the incident that happened a few days ago was a shocking one for you, but beta when two people love each other nobody has the power to separate them. . .not even God.” She said.

I kept looking at the floor and went into a deep thought.
“Think about it. You still have time.” Mom said as she got up and left.

‘Is she right ? I’m not heartless. Sanskar loves me. I love Sanskar. Then why am I running away from such a beautiful and perfect life ?’ I thought.

When two people love each other, nobody has power to separate them.
Mom’s words kept ringing in my head.
And then she had also said. . .not even God. . .

I always thought that Sanskar had those two accidents because of me. But I couldn’t think the other way. Every coin has two sides. I always looked at the side where I was portrayed as the culprit. Maybe our love was the reason for his survival after two fatal accidents ? Maybe I was the hero ? But then it was a ‘maybe’.

I looked at the clock on the wall. It was 3:45 p.m. I still had fifteen minutes to make up my mind.

Yes, I was having second thoughts. I was trapped between ‘going’ and ‘not going’. The clocks tik-tok made my heartbeat faster.
There was pin drop silence in my room. Only the clock’s tik-tok and my racing heartbeats were heard.

I have to make my choice. It’s now or never….. ….. …..

Next update : Let it go.

Hope you like this episode. The episode after the next episode is gonna be a super special one <3

Keep reading and I'm not really testing your patience so Swasan is going to be united in a couple of episodes.

This episode is dedicated to Dhara. I didnt want you to wait till tomorrow so I updated it today itself. I hope u liked it dear 🙂

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  1. wow, u definitely know how to increase tension of ur readers

    1. Haww… I’m so sorry. But honestly I’m no good at romance so jut trying out this suspense 🙂

  2. Pls swara dnt go..

    1. Lets see if she hears you 🙂

  3. awesome anu you are a great writer 🙂 anu i may not comment daily that doesn’t mean i don’t like your ff i love it very much . sometimes i will comment and sometimes not okay ???? 🙂

    1. The point is if I can update daily then why cant you comment daily ??? 😮

  4. Thanks for a quick upload. Thank u so much. U made my day anu. I am super excited for the next episode

    1. I hope it turns out to be more exciting 🙂

  5. Awesome…..

    1. Ty zoya dear 🙂

  6. Anu,i am a silent reader…But today I am commenting because I want you to do something for me…I want you to upload the next episode today only…Because I can’t wait…

    1. I’ll submit by 10 <3
      Ty for reading 🙂

      1. Where is the episode dear?I am eagerly waiting for your next episode…Please upload it fast dear…

  7. Thanks a lot for quick update. I k ow swasan will be united. Love u n big bear hug 4 u.

    1. I’m glad u liked it 🙂

  8. And i love your fan-fiction a lot…You are really an amazing writer…God Bless You…You are born with really good writing skills…Keep it up…

    1. Tysm Ridhi for your kind words. It means a lot 🙂

  9. Yep I like no love this episode, swara as well as sanskar is heart broken, and lost.. So I hope them to be back to normal happy life like be4, waiting to read more, especially swasan union.. Hv a happy day ahead..

    1. I’m lately replying but thank you <3

  10. thanx for next update , u always rock..

    1. Tysm for reading it always and commenting everyday. It means a lot to me !!

  11. Hey anu ur ff is just SUPERB……. AMAZING…….AWESOME AND SO ON……. I am commenting on your ff for the first time. I’m a huge huge huge fan of swasan. Here is just a small suggestion for the upcoming story….
    Swara leaves for airport boards herflight and goes to London. As she is about to take off she msg Sanskar “SANSKAR I TRULY LOVE U AND I KNOW THAT U ALSO LOVE PLS FORGIVE ME!!!!!!!”
    Sanskar is completely shattered by this msg and he engulfs himself in work day and night….
    3 Weeks later- Sanky is waiting at the airport to receive his imp clients from London. But to his surprise he sees Swara. He pinches himself to make sure he is not dreaming or so… But its true… His Swara has come back. She hugs him and gives him a letter. It is her appointment letter in the biggest hospital in Mumbai!!! She is the top neurologist in the university of London!! And then Season are together ever after!!!!!!

    I know its not that good… But still I tried…….. I also know that u might have thought of the upcoming track but I didn’t want swara to leave her studies so I suggested this track because I know how hard it is to get a medical seat in a good college. Anyways keep it up. Loss of love!!!

    1. Honestly I loved ur suggestion. Its so adorable. But but but. I’ve already decided the track :'(
      But but but again. Swara doesn’t miss her medical dream as she will chase it. You’ll get to know soon. But I must say you’re quite a writer. A brilliant one. Hats off !!
      Keep reading and smiling . And ur story is awesome its just that I’ve already thought if something 🙂

      1. NP dear…… I’ll be was citing for your next update 🙂 😉 😛

  12. Its swasan n not season ……. Autocorrect sometimes just sucks!!!!!

  13. Superbbbbbbb. ..hope will get to see swasan together ?

    1. Very soon 🙂 keep reading !!

  14. Nice….this episode again was awesome…waiting for next episode….

    1. Tysm Simmie 🙂

  15. NP dear…… I’ll be was citing for your next update 🙂 😉 😛

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