I swara taneja.. oops.. sorry Swara sarna.. i mean i dont know.. what is my real identity?? And it is so painful..
Like yesterday.. everything was soo soo perfect.. prefect family.. perfect friend.. no no not friend.. but the best friend.. but what was that??
Lie.. everything was a lie..
My best friend.. my partner in pranks.. my saviour.. even my enemy.. he became my everything but i didnt know that it will all be a lie..
He turn out to be the same person.. who once left me on wedding night..
i to totally forgot him.. was living my life on my terms.. even was chasing my dreams.. my new family which i got because of him became my life..
but they lied.. they all lied to me..
when they knew him to be the same person, why didnt they tell me..?? whyy??
I was so much stressed.. when maa came n she didn’t spoke a single word but just started caressing my hairs as if understanding my inner turmoil..
Her every action made me overwhelmed.. she is just like my mom.. no no… not like.. but she is my second mom..
I was feeling good in her presence n i kept my head in her lap..
She gave me an apologistic look but i denied her..
After sometime.. when i became calm.. i asked her-
Me- maa.. can i ask a thing?? its killing me inside..
Sujata- (still caressing her hairs) ofcourse baccha.. u can ask anything??
Me- when did u came to know about sanky??
Sujata- (calmly) when u met with accident n u were in hospital..
Me- then why didnt u tell me anything? its been approx 6 months to that accident.. Didn’t i have the rights to know about this..?? (water flowing fromher eyes)
Sujata- na baccha.. we wanted to tell u everything at the same instant when u woke up but doc said that u r not emotionally strong.. n not to give u any stress..
Then sanskar suggested not to tell now as it may effect ur health.. n we all agreed as ur health was more important for us..
(she told her everything about hospital…- sanskar meeting with family, family’s scoldings, blames to spoil swara’s life, slaps n anger .. everything.. even the reason of laksh’s separation from family n his innocence .. everything.. each and every detail)
And i was listening without even uttering a word..
I listened everything.. n didnt speak a sinle word.. n i got some strength to speak..
Me- maa.. i wanna be alone for sometime..
Sujata got up n said-
Sujatq- beta.. everything is in your hand.. take whatever decision u want.. ur family will always be there for u.. i m always with my daughter.. (gentely kissed her forehead before leaving)
After reaching the door she again spoke–
Sujata- Swara puttar.. (Swara saw towards her) but keep one thing in mind.. he really started loving u.. n i know ur feelings too.. so just keep every thing in ur mind while taking any decision.. i just want my daughter’s happiness..
I nooded n she left..
I again lay on my bed thinking deeply everything what maa has said..
Sujata reached hall where everyone was waiting for her to know about swara… Sanskarwas the most desperate person..
Rp- what happened sujqta .. our daughter is fine na??
Suju- ji.. i told her everything.. now its just her decision which she has to take.. n i m with her in her every decision (she said this while looking at sanskar)
Sanskarbowed his head down..
All- ofcourse we all r with her..
Suju- she need some time alone to think about this matter..
Raglak saw towards sanskar n felt bad about him.. but its his punishment to do wrong with an innocent soul..
Everybody left from there being sad..
Sorry for the short update.. I know no one is waiting for this.. But still i m posting till it i complete..