SWASAN – Acceptance (32)

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Sanskar was now running along the all familiar white walls with Swara following him closely. They both were panting hard. Sanskar skidded once he reached the I.C.U.
Please let it be a lie! He chanted hopefully but the sad faces of his bade papa and lakshya who arrived before them was showing the truth.
The truth he was afraid to listen.
” papa” his choked voice was the only element filling the void of the floor. Durga prasad shook his head sadly and motioned his chin towards door. Sanskar reached the door and traced the body covered in white sheets with his trembling fingers.
Papa! His once superhero whom he always aspired to be was now lying motionless on the bed just like him and the door separating them.
Cold and numb!
A small choke escaped his lips and he fisted his hands, shutting his eyes tightly to fight back the tears.
No..this cannot happen. He had checked his father the other day and doctor said that he was absoulety fine and they were also hoping that he would return from coma. What happened then? Even though he decided to hand over his father to court, he was still his father. He was fine these 12 years then why? Why now?
Durga Prasad patted his back ” the sudden palpitations of his heart when he got out of coma” sanskar nodded weakly still staring at his father. The pain was too much to take in.

Swara walked towards laksh. Though she loathed that man, he was someone else’s father and she was very much familiar with the feeling of loosing someone who were responsible for their birth and existence.
Laksh smiled weakly ” its him Swara. ” he nodded towards sanskar ” he was the one lost everything. Ram Prasad is my chacha and I am not the one who lost my father but him”
” but you will feel the pain.right?”
” mine is less than him..much more less”
Swara opened her mouth but closed it immediately when a normal, cold, ruthless sanskar came into picture. He was talking to someone on phone.
” make arrangements for funeral and postpone my meetings for two days….hey and also ask Leila to handle that business meeting with Mumbai”
” sanskar! ” Swara was shocked to see him. He fixed her with a cold glare and walked out of them.
Her eyes were locked with same set of confused durga pradad’s

” are you okay?” Swara asked sanskar as she strolled towards him the evening of funeral. He simply nodded.
Swara blinked several times ” its okay to show your emotions you know?” She nudged him. Sanskar was anything but cold during the entire funeral. He sighed.
” its okay Swara. I am used to this” he waved his hand ” my father was in coma and now he is dead. The only difference is that I cannot see him whenever I wish” he voice cracked and swara’s eyes stung.
They both fell into comfortable silence
” I am all right now, you can continue your plan of staying at hotel” Swara nodded and turned her gaze to the dark clouded sky which was about to pour just like sanskar but hates to admit it

” sir, laksh’s signs are needed to unlock the money on your brothers name ”
” what?” Durga prasad asked completely astonished by what his lawyer said. ” wouldn’t it be sanskar who should do that?”
” no sir, your father made a will in a cross pattern so that the money would be saved from going in hands of enemies. Just like ram Prasad’s money is transferred to laksh, yours to sanskar.” He stated.
Durga prasad shook his head and inspite of the sadness moaning in the house, a small smile came on his lips. His father was a very clever businessman and once again he proved that. Durga Prasad rubbed his face before yelling for his son.

Laksh was packing all his essentials for new York trip. He must do that at every cost and also prove that he was capable of holding a responsibility. Suddenly, a shirt stained with pink color attracted his view and a smug smile came across his face. He wore the same shirt at his second date with ragini and was pranked by a ten year old. He smiled from ear to ear but soon it turned into a wistful one. Ragini had asked him to redeem but she never spoke a single word let alone didn’t even glance his way. How would he even show her that he has change when she kept him far from her? Shaking his head to suppress the darkness blooming inside, laksh continued his work. There was a soft knock on his open door.
” hey Swara! Any help?”
” surely I should be the one asking that”
Laksh snickered ” so you are happy?”
Swara raised her eyebrow ” you know, your enemy died ” that made her sigh. Of course she was beyond happy but looking at sanskar and him, everything felt wrong. She shouldn’t party on someone’s death ” I don’t know. Your pain is all what I can see now”
Laksh flashed her a genuine smile before packing the last things.

Ragini was walking in one of those muddy roads in Kolkata with a small smrik on her face. If her assumptions were correct, the case would be closed. When the very much familiar surroundings cane into her view, she stopped in front of the house. A few minutes later, her assistants presented a witness in front of her.
” I heard that you saw the person who came to kamala bai’s house at a random rainy night” she asked to the elderly person in front of her. He gulped.
” kamala bai was a cheerful lady over here so naturally we all are aware of her. One night, I was very much late from work and as I was passing, I saw someone knocking her door and she opened with a wide grin. At first I thought he was….was..some fling but he returned within ten minutes”
Ragini nodded her head examining the old house of kamala bai. ” there is no source of light over here. Not even a street light. Them how did you see him?”
” thunder mam” he simply answered. Ragini clapped her hands ” so how did he look like?”
” tall, lean, messy hair. He was wearing a black kurta with white pant”
” tall huh” ragini said and reached for her mobile ” is this the same person you saw?”
He nodded. There! She got her answer.

After two hours of animated talk, Swara came to sanskar’s room to cheer him up. He was all dull from his father’s death. Sanskar was sleeping with his mouth open. Swara smiled at him because he looked very much peaceful so she didn’t disturb him because when his eyes would be open, he would surely have something or other to worry about. Just as Swara was about to leave, sanskar’s mobile vibrated. She immediately tiptoed and grinned seeing ragini’s name.
” hello” she chipred but there was no response except pant.
‘ sorry dear’ she heard a distant voice which wasn’t clear enough for her to decide whether it was male or female voice but the next one what she heard made her froze.

Sanskar stirred in his sleep and smiled beautifully at Swara but frowned immediately at her face. He got off the bed ” what happened?” He asked
Her face grew more pale and the mobile in her hands touched the floor.
“Swara” he yelled shaking her.
” save me!!” She looked at sanskar ” save her sanskar..she is dying” Swara whispered with a shaky voice.
Sanskar frowned but immediately called the head cop
” oh no! Her last mobile location was some parking lot in Kali badi” he explained. They always kept a track on their assistants.
” you people come there..we will be reaching shortly” the cop said once again before hanging the phone.

Swara was shaking badly when they reached the place. Even sanskar was feeling dizzy.
Let not happen anything to her!! He prayed just as the police van arrived. Gathering the courage, sanskar and Swara followed them to the parking lot but froze immediately.
” hey shona! What was your urgency d..” Laksh who just reached there, stopped in his tracks. His knees suddenly felt like jell while dizziness start overpowering him.
Ragini was lying in front of him on the cold concrete floor in a pool of blood with three bullets on her front. She was barely trying to keep her eyes open.
” ragini” laksh sobbed with pain while rushing towards her. He bent on his knees and patted her cheeks
” look at me..please” he begged but there was no reaction from her side.
” bhai!!…car…ragini…save” laksh fumbled with tears treating to fall. Sanskar was in no different case just like his brother and probably his fiance. Though laksh sturred, sanskar moved to car unlocking it. Swara got into driving seat.
Laksh lifted ragini into his arms who clutched his shirt tightly with her blood stained hands.
” live for me ragini please…breathe!!” Laksh once again pleaded. Ragini simply smiled.
As soon as laksh got into the car, Swara raced the car in 100 followed by the cops and sanskar back of them.
Laksh held ragini’s hand ” you can’t do this to me ragini…please..please” he choked. He can’t lose her. There were many he planned for them. Hell, he was changed because of her. What will happen to him if she leaves him in darkness again
Ragini opened her eyes weakly ” I am sorry” she muttered before her eyes closed. Laksh patted her cheeks but was of no use. He could feel her body turning cold… No!
Swara wiped her tears and stabbed the accelator. laksh leaned to her forehead and placed a soft loving kiss. Tears fell from his eyes and ragini frowned.
” nothing happens to you okay? Trust me please. Once you are out from hospital, I will take you to a south trip in the helicopter then we will go for a world tour….Paris!! You said you loved that place and after that, we both will see you getting promoted to higher ranks ragini and then..then…you will see me how much I changed, how much I have went back to being the lucky I am ..yours lucky..ragini please fight for me..please!!” He let the tears flow now just as his rambling.
” we both will be the annoying pain for Swara and sanskar at their marriage. We both will babysit their babies when they will be out arranging for our wedding. We both will hold our hands this way when we take pehras vowing each other for staying together for life time and then we both will grow old together, see our children grow, getting married and once again we will baby sit our grand children ragini…at that time also we will the only two..there will be only us and you are going to see it. In fact I have planned many surprises for you..please stay with me to enjoy it…please” he begged but ragini’s head fell back.

A moment distracted sanskar from thinking about ragini and years of their friendship. He looked the other side and froze immediately when his so called mother…Mrs. Annapurna maheswari crossed their van in swift car but she didn’t observe him. He frowned but again snapped back to reality when hospital arrived.

Ragini was rushed into the I.C.U with great commotion. Laksh sat on chair with his head buried in hands while sanskar stood near the door. Swara just leaned against the wall trying yo compose herself and act strong for the other two. Durga Prasad came running towards them.
” papa” sanskar spoke stifling a sob. Durga prasad patted his back and approached doctor who just came out of the room with a sad look on his face. Right beside him was the head cop who was also stiff and calm.
” how is she doctor?” Durga Prasad voice the other three thoughts.
The doctor looked at them and shook his head slightly. That gave the hint that what he was supposed to say wouldn’t be a great news.
” what’s wrong?” Laksh yelled.
Doctor turned to him locking their eyes ” she is dead! We tried our best but her body didn’t support. We tried for making her heart beat again but…” He trailed off
And that’s when Swara collapsed to the ground crying her heart out.
Any suppressed emotion when surfaces, it will be the worst…

A/N: Ah!! And yes ragini died. I don’t want to talk anything about that. Waiting for your comments here..

Hankies for those all over there who are sobbing now.


  1. Sammy

    |Registered Member

    Really ragini is dead????? Oh god i am in shock ..i was silent reader ..but really ..i mean lucky and her ..just damn waiting for their union …..harini ..it’s your ff completely …but if you can change this ..then i will be very happy ..if not then also i like your work …..update next soon ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜™๐Ÿ˜™๐Ÿ˜˜

    • Sreeharini


      I understand you dear. And yeah it is not mine but our fiction. Something’s ahoykd happen for some others things to get open up. Even I felt bad because ragini was a chirpy girl in this story.

  2. sweety

    Dirty fellow…. Sorry but I don’t mind scolding u now. Firstly u r posting after long time which is np but y rags yaar…. I was sobbing frm the call itself…. N I have my hanky dr

  3. chanu

    is she rly dead!? i cnt belive it. oh no dis shdnt hpn. y u did dis.
    laksh will be mad hv cn he live without her?. & sanky poor him. hw cn he tolerate dis much things in same tym? & swara? we gt our old swara back in last epi bt nw dnt know wt will hpn?!
    2dy epi is sooo sad. ๐Ÿ™
    oh no.
    im still in shock.
    lakshs wrds a echoing in my mind. poor him.

    nice epi as always
    keep writing
    be happy always
    lv ya

    • Sreeharini


      Finished!! Omg girl. You seriously need to breathe.
      Don’t worry so much now itself because next episode, you will need a bucket beside you.

      Love you too ya

      • chanu

        ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
        oh noooo is their more 2 hpn??
        Feeling sad 4 them.. ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™
        bt wt ever u write im spellbound in dat..
        so keep writing
        waiting 4da nxt epi
        Love you

    • Sreeharini


      There my bro! Take it easy. Just as I said, something’s are meant to be the way they are. I will make sure to book a special ticket for her funeral.

  4. From Nepal

    This should be a dream…. U r not making ragini dead right….

    I just hope this is some bad dream of any of them….. ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™

  5. Kritika

    |Registered Member

    ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ฑ :O
    She died?
    Oh my river!!!
    Seriously unexpected!!!
    Loved it sree harini di!!!
    But of course, ๐Ÿ˜” sad about it!!

  6. Sreeharini


    Good morning…okay afternoon guys…I just woke up and saw that raglak was not updated. Please wait till evening because updates of tu will be slow on Sunday guys…

    And after having lunch, I will reply to each and everyone here

  7. bhuvi

    Oh no… She is dead… God…she is lucky’s breath…how can he live without her…n for sanskar she is lil sister cum friend…n for swara she is like own sister… How ll they overcome this loss n pain..yes I literally crying while reading this…

    • Sreeharini


      Good that you have perfectly analysized her position in their lives but there is love after love and life after love. Let’s see how this changes lucky.

  8. alle

    Omg sree harini wat is this
    After 2 weeks today i open tu and 2 episode from u its really treat to me
    And wat is that again sad ending for raglak in swasan story But
    Laksh words to ragini
    Ala yala rasav superb nijam ga cahmpesav….. Pen is sharper then knife ante ide nemo Really i dont know wat to say about u r writings no words really superb superb superb superb superb superb superb superb…………………..
    And u uploaded raglak also woooowwwwwwww now Waiting for that
    Reveal The mystery soooooonnnnnnnn

    • Sreeharini


      Alle..Telugu girl!!

      Naakante great ha raase vallu unnaru but thank you so much for your appreciation dear.

      Frankly speaking, I don’t have any words yo express how happy I am so here is my warm hug..

      Love you

  9. โ™ฅpriyuโ™ฅ

    Sree , you know how much did i missed you , well my words cannot express the pain ….

    While reading this i cried seriously i cried but i know u cant do this , really cant …. ragini cant die ….

    I really missed you a lot ….

    Can i ask u something ?? Please please join wattpad

    • Sreeharini


      Priyu!! Missed you baby girl

      Wattpad it is..I will try after dussera.

      Take my hanky and wipe the tears. You are not good with red eyes. Trust me…there smile now

      • โ™ฅpriyuโ™ฅ

        Really feeling great after recieving a reply for me u

        I am really happy

        Please do try na , please please *widest puppy dog eyes i can make*


        I am waiting in wattpad โ™กโ™กโ™กโ™ก

  10. Niku

    |Registered Member

    Superb chap. …..n wid awestruck shock …..but this is on another level dear if u make her alive wid ur shocking twist n turn that would be more interesting ….but seriously u NAILED it….

      • Niku

        |Registered Member

        Hehe….No I don’t want to do that bcz I know my dear Author having a habit to giving us shock ,Twists n turns….so I m just clam n waiting for that my dear Author๐Ÿ˜‰….

    • Sreeharini


      Oh is it? Then I am here to say that thus so called author has completely fallen for the trust you had on her and accidentally injured her jaw in that process…lol

      • Niku

        |Registered Member

        Hehe….I don’t know that if I trust my dear author this much she will get injury….hmm but don’t worry I know she is great fighter she can handle this small injury easily๐Ÿ˜‰

      • Niku

        |Registered Member

        N ya one more thing don’t call “my dear author “a so called author….
        U know she is very jolly person(actually mujh bhi abhi hi pta chla h) n great writer also so don’t call her so called author…

    • Sreeharini


      Oye niku!! Would I even dare yo call myself an author now…after your threat BTW?
      * bows* I just really love to create fun and sometimes become lunatic here.

      And I am pissed..you are not paying attention to my injury there* pouts*

  11. shiksha

    Well u can add anything unexpected to d story anytime.well 2episode before I thought u’ll keep laksh/swara in coma or may b dead also. u r just sometimes unbelievable,unimaginable…n vat not uff never mind but please tell earlier abt when v could expect a update from u,I really missed d last episode,please.hope to c u soon dr.

    • Sreeharini


      Laksh or Swara in coma. Sorry dear because also ram prasad was in coma so I didn’t take up that idea!! And from now on, mine will be regular in fact daily updates dear. You won’t miss anything.

      My updates will be mostly during evening times

  12. Rock Leon

    Hello sree !!!
    I was a silent reader till now but now I was not able to remain silent anymore
    Yaarr this is not fair!
    First of all u killed ragini
    Then two deaths in one episode that was totally shocking!!!
    Other than that episode was awesome!

    • Sreeharini


      Hey rock, you surely have coented previously too. I remember..

      Yeah two deaths in one episode but the most worst thing will be the next one. Keep bucket next to you

  13. Anjali30

    |Registered Member

    Oye mystery queen…
    Lately ppl having been so angry at me bcos I don’t post often anymore… but for now I escaped ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜‰
    You’re taking my scolding…..feels sooo nice ..๐Ÿ˜›๐Ÿ˜›๐Ÿ˜›

    How r u??? Hope everything is going ok??

    Nowadays I rarely visit tu…am really busy…. so only when someone tells me that they’ve updated I come here… or when I post my ff….which is still going on ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

    Being a very nice girl, I’m not gonna scold you for killing rags… But Srsly… bechara laksh… ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข

    What will happen now…

    And only few more epis for this to end… are you gonna start another?? Or leave tu?? If u r, pls do give ur email is plsss…. I would love to stay in touch with you…

    Waiting for ur reply….

    LOVE YOUUUU!!!!! ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

    • Sreeharini


      Anju….๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ขmissed you there badly dear. And the first lines that caught my sight were you still updating….wow

      You seriously sound like a true friend now..enjoying on my misery..uff

      Hey, actually I felt very bad for being able to be in contact with you all so I thought I would update a three shot on SWASAN regularly..off when I complete typing all the episodes but yeah planning to create a mail account for you all..

      There we will never be separated dear. What about any and all others? Vaishu, needhi?

      Lastly..I love you dear..so so much

  14. Sri:-)

    Laksh bhaadanu chala baga express chesav. Laksh matalu vintunte naku edupu vachesindi. Poor of him. That moment was soo emotional. I love it.

    • Sreeharini


      Telugu again?? Didn’t except I had these many here. Well what can I say more than thank you my dear lovely sri. Thanks for the appreciation and honestly I feel proud because I was actually able to make you feel the emotions.

  15. Kritika

    |Registered Member

    Sree di..one more comment..!!
    Actually i am curious to know when will u post?๐Ÿ˜ž
    I have seen your comment where you said that the worst is yet to come which will be next episode!๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ญ
    I just hope swasan would be alive at the end. After saba di’s ff, can’t go through the same again!

  16. Kritika

    |Registered Member

    Sree di..one more comment..!!
    Actually i am curious to know when will u post?๐Ÿ˜ž
    I have seen your comment where you said that the worst is yet to come which will be in next episode!๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ญ
    I just hope swasan would be alive at the end. After saba di’s ff, can’t go through the same again!
    Well i will give a good news regarding saba di in your next episode.
    To which, i am damn sure, you will cry out of happiness๐Ÿ˜‰!

  17. Sreeharini


    Will it be okay if I update tonight around 11 guys? Because I really have few reports to be submitted urgently.

    Don’t worry!! The episode is already saved. You will surely get the update

  18. Neha_priya

    |Registered Member

    Hey… What’s with you…. How can you kill ragini dear… No…. God…. I bet u plzzz join some mystery department…. Ur mind… It will make me numb…. Seriously first sanskar’s father n now ragini….. No so much of shocks….. Mystery queen are you …aren’t you???? Bechara Laksh how’s he going to cope up with this loss…. I still feel it’s all the faking waking type… How I wish it is….. Made it naaa…. Plzzz!!!! Will you?????

    N what more is stored for swasan through vishwas…. God I can’t stop myself from thinking….
    N sorry I didn’t visit tu from two days… Didn’t feel like… That’s the reason I always ask for ur email ID…. Plzzz make one naaa… Ur giving 3 shots won’t work with meee….. Or u make a wattpad account it’s really good no modification needed for comments n no showing of duplicate comment detected….. Get one done n did u got ur new phone….. ๐Ÿ˜ฐ๐Ÿ˜ฐ๐Ÿ˜ฐ๐Ÿ˜ฐ

    I know this is late comment hope you’ll see it….. Love u…. ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜….nnn yeah how are u now????? I hope completely recovered from whatever stupid stuff attacked u!!!!!

    • Sreeharini


      Hey neha…sorry for a short reply because I am very much busy right now even to drink water…but hey we never know what would happen in future. The whole death scene of ragini may change laksh’s life and so climax…so stay tuned. That’s all what I can say to keep you curious..

      And I am totally fine now…okay okay..bye

  19. Aashi

    |Registered Member

    Haww…nothing could be more bad than this…ragini died?? But now here’s the mystery…there is someone else who is the mastermind!!….
    So quite interesting…but laksh…urgh….

    Again I’m late to comment…but still
    You rocked!๐Ÿ˜Š

  20. Sreeharini



    Sorry for inconvenience..

  21. Sreeharini


    I must say that you all are really unlucky…heavy rains with no internet and so power would go off too…so my dear friends, the update will be tomorrow

    I can listen your inner voices planning to kill me but hey, sabar ka phal meets hora hai..

    Thank you

  22. Sreeharini


    Thanks Irvin but sorry..my works are confined only to tu..

    Everyone there, no net balance, no power nothing…only heavy rains in hyd..gotta wait..don’t be angry

  23. Fanficoholic

    |Registered Member

    Wait wait wait wait let this sink in. U r frm hyddd?????? Whoaaaaaaa and i am frm vja. Whoaaaa wat a striking similarity. I am sooooo happieee. So nuvvu telugu anamata. Neeku telidu akka naa pre comment ki nee reply choosi nenu enta happyyyyy ga feel ayyanoooo. I was jumping wth joy to realise that there is some one who waits fr my comment. U hav so many frnds over here. Bt still u waited fr my comment? That is reallllyyyyyyy sweeettttt of u akka. Ragini deaddddddddd??? Like seriouslyyyy? Vaddduuuu plz edo oka twist pettu so tat ragini wll cme bck alive. And wat abt pooor laksh ????? And pre comment lo nenu ee website ni visit cheyyanu ani cheppa kada. Wellll smehw i am bck here. Its a lng story though. So i wll tell it smetym later. And u said u r gonna end this? U can end tis nly one one condition that u r gonna start a new one. And i beard abt the rains. I hope u all r fine? R u and ur family okay? Even i hav may relatives in hyd. We r also constantly enquiring abt their whereabouts. Be well and stay safe. Its okay if u r late in uploadingggggg. We all understand. And the epi wasssss amazinggggghg. Bt the dose of sadness was a bit high. Two deaths at a tym? Bt still i loved. Tata it fr tday. Wll be commenting on ur every epi.

    Tata bye bye fr nw

    Love u loadss

    • Sreeharini


      Hey Telugu girl!! Like this title..yep, I wait for your comment because they are long.

      Seriously dear, the rains are too much here. My net speed is not even 1mbps and it is taking forever to load and I can only upload only at nights when it starts raining.. Pheww!!

      So, you don’t need to explain anything about the website story and so sorry to disappoint you because I won’t be starting any new one until summer but will be in contact with you all.

      Sorry for small reply but net balance is scare here… So bye and love you .

  24. Sreeharini


    PLEASE CURSE THE RAIN!! I have updates with me but this rain just wouldn’t stop and is interrupting with internet..this time I really wanted to give daily updates…but no!

    Fine, the next will be a double update.. Maybe on Wednesday or Thursday..
    Please spare with me

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