SWASAN- Acceptance (10)

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Swara slapped ragini’s hand who tried to adjust her hairs.
” I said no” she warned her. ” I will manage it better” swara snorted.
Ragini smiled at swara’s bossiness.
” he asked you for a date and you didn’t even say me. I am really angry at you” swara said adding extra rose powder to ragini’s cheeks.
It has been only a week ragini arrived but swara and ragini became close. Laksh asked for a date to ragini and she didn’t mention to swara which angered her.
” don’t you think it is too much” ragini asked swara checking herself in mirror. No doubt she is looking absolutely hot, that what swara made. The black dress hugged her body and it ended up above her knees. A simple make up and open hair with loose curls at bottom complimented her look.
” no..laksh said that he falls for charms and you will say me everything what has happened tomorrow morning..everything means everything” With swara’s last warning, they stepped out of the room.
” what is this?” Laksh asked irked by ragini’s dress.
” dress” she fumbled.
” but only half” he snorted ” wear something decent.
Shooting a glare to swara, ragini went upstairs to change. It’s true that he liked girls who are dressy but never wanted that type of girl as his life partner.
Ragini and laksh bid bye to swara and sanskar.
Sanskar turned to swara and leaned ” they will surely enjoy their date. How about the idea of you coming with me” his wishper sent shivers to her. sanskar laughed seeing swara gulp.
” just kidding, actually I mean that why don’t we dine out today? Even ramu kaka is not in the house” he added chuckling. Swara let out a breath and smiled.

Soon they are in his car waiting at a signal for turning it to green. Swara turned to window listening someone’s knock.
A eleven year old boy wearing a torn shirt stood there
” please donate some alms didi. I am hungry”
Swara’s eyes welled up and she turned to sanskar. He noded immediately as if he already knew what she is thinking.
” get inside” she said to him. The boy’s eyes widened and he rejected but hunger made him nod and the trio reached restaurant.
” what do you want to eat?” Swara asked the boy softly reading the menu.
The boy shivered by the looks given by other people in the restaurant. Sanskar placed his palm on boy’s hand and assured him.
” I don’t know any item. Will eat anything to survive”
His words affected swara a lot. Suddenly her eyes turned darker. She gulped and some unwanted memories flashed in her mind.
” I will order for you then” sanskar said with a smile

Thought out the dinner, swara kept quiet and she stared at the boy who is eating curiously.
” sanskar” she called his name in a heart breaking voice once they started their journey to manison.
” hmm” he murmured.
Swara closed her eyes and she leaned back to the seat. Tears rolled down her cheeks.
” many say that love changes a good person to bad but only few know that hunger is then main element ” she sighed and took a deep breath.
” I know how it feels” her voice choked. Sanskar pressed her palm and she gave a faint smile to him. Sanskar parked the car and it started raining. By the time they reached the main door, power went off.
” shit” sanskar muttered under his breath while switching on the lights.
” I think there is a problem with generator. Ramu kaka is also on leave” he ran a hand through his hair.
” it’s okay sanskar. We will mange with candles” she looked him with a bright smile.
Sanskar and swara went to his room. Sanskar removed his shirt which became wet due to rain. Swara lit the candle and walked towards him. Thunders rumbled and the sound is too high. Everything became silent around them. Only their breath and rain touching the ground. Swara looked at sanskar and suddenly her eyes fell on his wound. It pained her thinking about the incident. Everything went blank in her mind and with in a second, she kissed the injured part with tears on her eyes.
Sanskar stepped back with shock in his eyes. She then realised what she did and moved back.
” I..I ..just” she fumbled and dropped candle. Darkness filled the room. Swara stammered and cursed herself for her act
” swara” called her name. She stopped stepping out of the room and turned her head to sanskar.
” I need to talk to you” he stated in a deep voice.

Swara took a long breath because she knew what he wanted to know and today she will surely open up. She walked to sanskar and crossed her arms.
” I think we are not in friendship anymore swara and I don’t want that to happen” he said his eyes closed.
” why?”
He sighed and closed his tightly. Swara took a deep breath. Tears rolled down her cheeks.
” I want to share my life with you sanskar. I..I..love you”
With in a second, she is pinned to wall. Sanskar held her arms tightly and their faces are few inches away. Swara looked into sanskar’s eyes with love. But his eyes are red, with pain, with anger for which swara didn’t had a explanation.
” love is a strong emotion swara. You can’t deal it”.
” why dont you admit it sanskar?” She said in a silent and heavy voice.
Lightening struck, they were able to see each other for a moment.
” admit that you love me” she raised her hand to his cheeks and rested it just below his eyes. ” i can see it in your eyes” He took a deep breath and removed her hand from his face.
She understood that this man is not going to accept at any cost so there is only one way left for her. She released herself from his grip and looked straight into his eyes
” you are afraid sanskar, you are afraid to admit your feelings because you always wear a mask infront of world to show that you are a ruthless business man and that image may spoil if you love.” She shouted at him with anger.
” you show off as a strong man but you are coward” she added.
Any man cannot bear being called coward and it increased his anger. He caught hold of her arm and pulled her to him.
” I am a coward” he admitted. Swara’s eyes widened. “I am coward and mask my feelings but not too show off ” he said in a firm voice and sighed.
“I am afraid because when I love, I love until it hurts, and I want to be loved back with the same passion. I’m afraid of loving yes. It is because if someone ever tries to hurt, even a little, to what I love…I raise hell, will do anything to destroy them regardless what happens to me. I lose all my senses in love. You can’t handle me swara.”
He left her and turned facing his back. Once again lightening struck. Swara kept staring his back with teary eyes. The intensity in his words, the truthfulness in his eyes, the pain in his voice enlightened her senses. This is what she always wished for. To be loved madly by someone, to become an important part of someone. She covered the distance between them by hugging him from back. His heart stopped beating for a second and he stilled.
” If this is what for you are afraid, then I am ready sanskar” she said in deep voice. Tears soaked his shirt. Heavy tons of silence engulfed them.
” I have never got what I wished for in my life. I have never been so important for anyone except my parents ” she closed her eyes tightly still crying ” if this is love, if it is that intense then I want to feel it, Please ” she begged him.
He fisted his hands and parted himself from her.
” I am sorry swara. I am afraid to love”
It hurted her because everyone rejected her in her life. But this time she is not going to take any back step when she understood that noone can love her madly like him.
She wiped her tears and walked to the entrance but turned back.
” okay sanskar. You said you version But that cannot stop me loving you, stop being a part of you. I love you and that’s final.” Saying that, she left the room.

Sanskar took a deep breath. He is true, true that he is afraid of loving because whenever he loves someone, they either hurt him or move far away. It’s the reason he stays closed only with laksh but this girl has again broke the walls that he constructed around his heart. Some people commit same mistake of trusting and loving other person even after getting hurt by some other. The same is the case with him but this time, his love didn’t go wrong for her. He wanted her badly and it took time for him to realise. He raised his head but swara already left. He ran outside the room and switched on flash from his mobile. He searched for her in her room, corridor, hall and kitchen. He came out and realised that it is not raining anymore. He saw swara standing in middle of the garden staring at dark, cloudy sky. Swara turned back when she felt a hand on her shoulder.
He looked straight into her eyes and at that moment, he saw hurt and love in them. He quickly embraced her.
” I am sorry” he murmured in her hair. Swara is shocked by his gesture but wrapped her arms around his torso.
” I..I.love you swara” he finally confessed. Swara pulled back from the hug and looked him with shock. He smiled and again embraced her. Swara melt in his arms and they stood for a long time enjoying each other’s company.
Suddenly a rain drop fell on swara’s fingers.
” I think we should go inside” she informed after parting herself from him. When she didnt get any answer, she lifted her lashes to met his already staring eyes. They are so intense and held truthfulness in them.
He moved his palms over her face and rested them on her cheeks.
” never leave me, please ” he pleaded her in pain.
She smiled and hugged him again.

Swara bid bye to sanskar who came to drop her to her room. She closed the door and sat on the bed. She then opened the drawer of the tablelamp and took a photo. Her eyes welled up seeing her parents in it. She sobbed for a good amount of time and then her thoughts shifted to sanskar. She smiled brightly and placed the photo back to its place. She sighed before closing her eyes welcoming sweet dreams.

Credit to: Sree harini


  1. Bhuvi

    Wow… Honey… Awesome episode…sudden love confession… I loved those lines which sanskar described about love in his view… Those words are so intense…

    • Sree harini

      Thanks to Google for helping me in sanskar’s confession. Actually I have searched more than two hours yesterday night to find apt lines for his feeling and then I modified them. I know that it’s a sudden surprise. More on the way.

  2. vaishnavi

    Omg wat a sudden surprise yaar never expected dis in dis part ……nd waah the way u discribed is superbbbbbb ….nd ya by dis I can guess something big is going to happen next …..I seriously like ur discription…asalu em rastavu nuvvu umhaahh …..nd ya once can u read my comment in 9th chapter. …

    • Sree harini

      Read your coent in previous episode. Sorry to say because I am a science student and not a B.Tech. so cannot give you any advice in it.. Sanskar love quotes Google nunchi tesukunna. So give credit to it even.

  3. swathi

    wow I didn’t expect this surprise. …well done…the way swara told to sanky…n sanky reply to her proposal were awesome. …

    • Sree harini

      I read your comment in previous episode and you didn’t hurt me. I have grown string for them. Yes I am doing my microbiology…sansky’s proposal, thanks to Google for helping me.

      • swathi

        Hey actually I planned to do that…but as for d info I got it doesn’t have much scope is it true???…i love biology so I thought to do any from bio fields…

      • Sree harini

        I love doing research so anything is okay for me but biotech is more prominent and worthy in foreign. You can type agriculture.other micro is good

  4. Joya

    Just checked dis site for refreshment ….ur ff…..harini is back….good….i will read it after eaxms………….

      • Joya

        I commented here as a reader shree…
        Today i m going to hurt u…and i m asking sorry for that in advance shree…u know wht after reading ur that comment i really worried for u….i was restless……i was checking that page regularly to know anything about u…..
        After sometimes i read ur comment.i dnt remember where…after that i again checked the page of ur last update where u gave that comment…..no single reply……tumne to us msg se related hum sab k comment bhi humre msg k baad padhe…..i m not saying k tumhe hume reply karna chahiye tha par at least tumhe tum thik ho yeh msg jaroor dena chahiye tha….baad me humne socha….was that ur careless behaviour ya did i expected from u????
        I dnt know…javab humne insaniyat k nate care ki…..tumhari life hai tum jaisa chaho waisa tum karo……..

        So from now i will comment as a reader….no emotional attachment……

      • Joya

        Dnt tell me u replied at sindhu’s os…i cheacked it…waha peaisa kuch nahi tha…..tum thik ho ya nahi yeh tumhare page pe chack karenge na………………..

        Again sorry………

      • Sree harini

        I agree with you dear and you can comment however you want because it’s entirely your decision. But for me, I always consider you to be my friend. And yeah again I have answers for your question for which you will again take me wrong because now you have closed your doors for me. But that doesn’t matter.
        Well seriously, I really had a big shock that day and I have commented that I will never come back. So I did for few days. I was roaming around the station and really terrified but by God’s grace, my dad’s innocence is proved. Then I thought of informing it to all but it has beennealy one week and noone will generally check my fiction. At that time, I saw sindhuja’s and thought that okay I can find atleast few of my friends and moreover it was an OS. So I mentioned it there but if you see, I didn’t reply to them again because everything was not sorted by that time. I just wanted to inform that I am okay. After reading your comment of awards analysis, I felt that you are correct so I have directly commented on SWARAGINI episodes so that everyone will get to know. That’s it.
        You judged me that I don’t have any humanity. If it is yes, then I have replied to every comment which sometimes sounded rude. But I didn’t take it rude because I know you and I generally try to see good. I am not any mahan but I am so sensitive and generally never try to hurt anyone and end up hurting myself.
        Well I just gave this explation not to convince you but just to declare the facts and I completely accept your decision.

    • Joya

      Thanks for replying…. 1st i dnt have any ri8 to judge any person in dis whole world…i m not saying tumme humanity nahi hai…..galti humri thi ki humne expect kiya tha tumse….jo hume nahi karna chahiye tha…jankar khushi huyi ki tumhari sari problems solve ho gayi…u said that does not matter…..thanks for saying this……bcz u really could not understand how much did i feel care for u…….ya how much i………………..u wrote in dis epi jis intensity aur purity k sath humne wish kiya tha ki tum thik rahogi as like ur sanskar in dis ff…not comparing my self wid him….but it’s does not matter’s to u………leave it bcz it really does not matter for u……………….

      Stay blessed…….have a wonderfull life ahead………… Thank…………………

      • Sree harini

        I said it doesn’t matter for me even if you close doors but again you took it wrong. I am really happy for you and will be always because I understand that everyone’s thinking is based on their experiences. I understood you care it’s the reason I have informed about me coming back and I am writing these just to not to loose you all. Thanks for bring in my life. I am trying to fight back my tears..but don’t worry I will be alright. I don’t why even after trying to explain many a times, few always misunderstand me and now you also joined in them. I don’t say anything to you because only you know why you were hurt because I feel I am always correct sometimes when I am not…I am happy to know that you did a mistake of expecting it from me. Still I love you because I understand you.

  5. Malar

    Wow read 4 episode in one stretch….its a surprise ..he confessed…am thrilled.loved this epi…actually I didn’t except he will easily admit his feelings.. Mind blowing Dr..

    • Sree harini

      He admitted because he is a very sensitive person and trusts everyone blindly when it comes to relationships…thank-you dear.

  6. sujata

    Really can’t wait for their relation ships frst day… wanna c how is sanskar romantic or boring… also wanna know lakshs reaction after coming… plz don’t show much laksh date… plz now concentrate on swasan bcoz I wanna c their relationship bcoz I thnk it will be unique as ur story

    • Sree harini

      I didn’t show laksh and ragini falling for each other so I won’t even show their date. Be cool because this is SWASAN ff and you will see only swasan. What do you think about sanskar? Romantic or boring..well questions will be answered by tonight.

      • sujata

        I don’t know actually. … He is very alag character hat ke… whn I thnk he will be boring thn I thnk he is fun loving in real life so he can be romantic. … thn whn I feel he will be romantic thn I feel no he is very intense so should be boring with it making it serious n nt leave his senses nt soon… BT I lastly thnk he will be romantic as he has mask for other n in own he is totally different. … actually I am confused waiting for your next upload. …

  7. Neha

    Sree Now this was something unexpected but the way you described sanskar’s love for someone is exactly the same what I felt when I started watching SR it’s true dear my sole reason to watch SR was the intense love and unconditional love sanskar gave to swara and the same you explained or should say u perfectly led my thoughts I really loved sanskar’s reason for not loving one and swara’s reason for getting loved by sanskar outstanding this confession was surely out of the box I do love this sanskar and swara from core of heart the way you described their feelings are hats off sree I just love you for giving me this extraordinary confession muaaaah Now I expect much more from you just keep giving your thoughts the perfect shape love you sweeto

    • Sree harini

      Sanskar’s love quotes are partially by google. So you need to credit them even. I too love sanskar’s charecter more than anyone. His love is so pure and intense which any charecter didn’t had. Sorry to say but not even swara. So I made her charecter also intense in this. Swara really craves for love because she is an orphan and sanskar afraid to love …will be revealed but not soon…don’t expect too much my dear. I will start fearing about that.

      • Neha

        Don’t fear sree I know you will do this bcoz you can and yeah will give the credit to google for getting such lines but I told you I’m praising you for the way u shape them I too agree with you no character of SR or any other show gave the intense love which sanskar had shown and thanks for making swara’s character as intense one looking ahead for the reason of him being afraid to love any but before that wanna see how swasan gonna spend their time post confession

      • Sree harini

        Yeah neha. No charecter is intense as sanskar and no one can nail it except vk…life post confession…hmm will surely grant your wish. Next update tonight.

  8. Anjali

    Omg…… loved it sree…..

    Finally I saw some heart warming swasan scenes which I feel I’ve not seen in ages…. not in the show nor others ffs…..

    Thank you Soo much for this…. I can imagine varuns expressions in this….. ???

    • Sree harini

      Thanks for the appreciatio and yeah sanskar’s definition of love is not exactly my creation. Google helped me in it…I want only to describe what sanskar thinks and is. He is the best mysterious guy with strong emotions ( in my fiction)

  9. Swasan Fan

    hey dont mind but i have already read the same line which sansakr said about love for him in someone else’ s ff

      • Sree harini

        Well..I don’t feel bad to agree but thses don’t belong to any ff. I wanted to show sanskar’s perfect feelings and so I surfed in Google, got few quotes and then I added few on my imagination. Well I am sorry if it hurted.

  10. sweety

    U just nailed it yaar!!!! I can’t even describe the extent to which I liked it……fabulous!!!!!!!……. I am feeling to read it again and again…..each sentence was framed soo perfectly depicting their emotions……whhaooo….I am loving the intensity in sanskars character……
    U wrote soo well….hatts off dear…..curiously waiting for next episode……

    • Sree harini

      Thankyou dear.I said you before only that sanskar is the most intense person in this fiction and you will get more to see this side of him. Curious!! Well that will be killed in next episode.

  11. Sree you amaze me each and every time you write.That’s the kind of love every girl wants. Your description was fab. But it’s also a fact that handling such an intense person and such passionate love is also a challenge.I think only time will tell if they can live up to the challenge and become the most passionate couple ever- SWASAN

    • Sree harini

      Hello manisha. You are right. Every girl needs that type of love and now really I am thankful to Google which helped me in perfectly showing his emotions in love.I did a lot of ground work for sanskar in this story…you will get to know why his love is so passionate in future . SWASAN are always passionate couple dear and they will be one at end.

    • i saw it dear…so there must be some part in my suggestion which is correct..;) woah!! and also tq for replying my comment dear..i know it takes soooo much efforts…

  12. Needhi Singh

    OMG !!!!!!!!!!! Swasan confession. It is really a big treat. I am super excited now. Our Sanskaar is just impossible .What a confession dear , especially Sanskaar ‘s lines , they were so soulful and touching. Before u point it out to me , i will thank Google for teaming up with to u to create a wonderful confession.What to say?? Damn excited for next update. Yipee , going to see Sanky in lover boy image . I still remember the day , when Sanskaar confessed in drunken state , i was damn happy that i started whistling and was out of world but death glares from my mother brought me back to the reality. I feel like same but thankfully my mother is not here to witness this craziness of mine. Typical teenager no but what to do i am.Love u sissy. U nailed it. Loved it to the core.

    • Sree harini

      Oh!! Then you have another treat too. Wait for the next episode..haha you read my mind about Google..lol. Time days whether sanskar will be a lover boy or boring person…actually I forgot that day about the maha episode and when I switched on the T.V, I saw his confession but that was something me and my mom expected because at that time, I was not connected to him. But afterwards, omg that is so special that I watched the episode more than 25 just for confession. I love my teenager sissy.

  13. mitti

    Hello Di. …I have no words seriously. …Each n every word told my swara n sanskar had effected me in real…..The intensity of love they have for each other, u showed n described it perfectly dear :-)i have started loving ur ff more coz of d passionate love swasan have for each other….seriously seriously thank u for this wonderful update

    • Sree harini

      No thanks.. As I mentioned that this would be my last fiction so I just tried to write some passionate story with suspense.

  14. I don’t comment usually but you compelled me to comment. Looking forward to read that. I loved the characterisation of Sanskar . I can understand the level of ground work you must have done. I am doing my screen writing course So I totally understand.
    And finally thanks for replying.

    • Sree harini

      I generally reply so no thanks for that…wow you do a screen writing course that’s really good.hehe even I love sanskar and particularly the sanskar whom I described.

  15. Superb epi… i din expect swasan confession in this epi…. really today epi ws amazing sree…. no wrds… nw raglak part im waiting….

  16. yipee..
    i m really surprised by this episode.. nice idea about poor boy n restaurant part was too emotional but after that
    the romantic weather.. two love birds.. both have feelings for each other… but one was deeply want another n 2nd was trying to pretend he don’t love.. but finally love is love.. no matter how when where but its belongs one another.. n finally he confessed that is the big point..
    love it dear.. keep it up… 🙂

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