HEY GUYS! Less than 15 days for the college to reopen 🙁 I have decided to update this ff thrice a week! 😉 Thank you everyone for your comments in last chappy!
Link to the previous chapter- chapter 6
~MY HEART BEATS FOR YOU~
It must have been somewhere around 6 in the evening when Sanskar ignited his car and pressed the accelerators towards Church Gate. Ragini had expressed her desire to visit Church Gate and Sanskar had agreed to take her. It was a cloudy day and it felt as if it must have rained there. The air was cold. A cold breeze blew on their faces, refreshing them thoroughly. Ragini felt wonderful being with Sanskar. She closed her eyes and popped her head out of the window to feel the cold breeze.
After they reached their destination, Sanskar stopped the car and both of them got off. Church gate was one of the silent places of Mumbai during evening. The sky was filled with countless stars.
“Woww!”, Ragini exclaimed smilingly.
“You liked it?” Sanskar asked while running his fingers through his hair ruffled by the air.
“I loved it”, Ragini smiled looking at the sky.
“Should I bring coffee for you?” Sanskar asked Ragini.
Ragini nodded in no and said ice cream.
Sanskar brought ice cream and they sat on the cool grass licking the ice creams. Ragini held Sanskar’s hand tightly as the cool breeze enveloped them. The fountains nearby were lit up with colored lights, making the place seem magical.
Sanskar kept a plastic cockroach on the shoulder of Ragini. Ragini felt something and turned to see it.
“What is this?’ Ragini asked Sanskar.
“It is a cockroach”, Sanskar commended.
“Yuck!!!” Ragini screamed and started to jump in fear.
“Hold on Ragu, it is a plastic cockroach. I had brought it to scare you”, Sanskar laughed.
“Yuck man! Get it out”, Ragini said awkwardly.
Sanskar saw that cockroach had moved under her kurti. Sanskar pulled his kurti and put his hands inside to catch the cockroach. Ragini felt a tickling sensation and she closed her eyes. It was a different feeling. After sometime Sanskar brought out the cockroach and threw it. Ragini’s eyes were still closed.
“Sorry to do that nut you said to take it out. If some other girl would have been in your place she would have slapped me by now”,Sanskar commended.
Ragini did not know what to reply so she chooses to give a wide smile as reply.
Life is hard to live when the light inside no longer shines. Everything around becomes so dark that you think of fetching a knife to leave a mark just so that you can feel alive again. Ragini wished to fill the emptiness around her. Somewhere Sanskar helped her to smile again and had filled her emptiness. Sometimes you don’t need someone to pull you out of darkness, you need them to sit there with a candle telling you that you are not alone, they are with you. Ragini’s dream man was walking out of the fog. His face was still blurred. Ragini loved Sanskar’s company. Few minutes back his hands on her back gave her a special feeling. Sanskar is a nice guy, he respected her, understood her dreams, they were best friends. Without w2aiting for the dream man to come out Ragini concluded him as Sanskar. There is nothing wrong in considering him as her dream man.
Hawa Ke Jhonke Aaj
Mausamo Se Rooth Gaye,
Ghulo Ki Surkhian,
Jo Bhawre Aa Kke Loot Gaye,
Badal Rahi Hai Aaj Zindgi Ki Chaal Zara,
Isi Bahane Kyu Na Main Bhi Dil Ka Haal Zara,
Sawaar Loon, Haye Sawaar Loon
Sawaar Loon, Haye Sawaar Loon
How sensuous it was for her to relive that embrace again every time, for just one more time. Every time she did so she felt his hands over her back. She wanted to touch herself exactly where Sanskar had touched her. She had mixed feelings. She couldn’t stop herself from thinking about it. Then she looked at Sanskar who was busy gazing the sky.
Waraamde Purane Hain
Nayi See Dhoop Hai,
Jo Palkein Khat Khta Raha Hai
Kiska Roop Hai,
Sharartein Kare Jo Aise,
Bhool Ke Hizaab,
Kaise Usko Naam Se
Main Pukaar Loon,
Sawaar Loon, Haye Sawaar Loon
Sawaar Loon Sawaar Loon
In the initial moments, the mere realization that it was all for real was hard to believe. She wasn’t dreaming. she was sitting beside Sanskar, the one whom she love. Behind her calm and composed face there were hopes, anxiety, and there we lots of happy butterflies. She blushed and looked at Sanskar lovingly.
Yeh saari koyalein bani hain aaj daakiyan
Kuhu-kuhu me chitthiyan padhe mazakiyaan
Inhe kaho ki naa chhupaaye
Kisne hai likha bataaye,
Uski aaj main nazar utaar loon
Sawaar loon haaye sawaar loon
Sawaar loon, sawaar loon!
While gazing the sky, Sanskar held Ragini’s hand to show her a falling star. Ragini closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
“Look a falling star. Mom used to say while watching a falling start we should wish something. Our wish can come true”, said Sanskar.
:So we should wish something nah?”, Ragini said.
Both of them closed their eyes and wished. After some time they opened their eyes.
“What did you wish?” Sanskar asked Ragini.
“Why should I say? you say what you wished?’ Ragini replied.
“I wished for your happiness”, Sanskar said with a smile.
Ragini blushed hard because she had also wished the same.
Hawa ke jhonke aaj mausamon se rooth gaye
Gulon ki shokhiyaan jo bhanwre aake loot gaye
Badal rahi hai aaj zindagi ki chaal zara
Issi bahaane kyun naa main bhi dil ka haal zara
She kept glancing at him all the while he kept looking at the sky.
“Let’s go back”, Sanskar said.
Ragini nodded in yes.
As they sat back in the car, Ragini kept her head out of the window; her hairs were flying in the air. Thousands of thought were revolving around her head. Will Sanskar accept her with her past? To her being everything to someone was more important than being something to everyone. She believed that Sanskar would always love her and pamper her.
“My heart beats for you!” she muttered slowly.
So how was this chappy? I know this is not good as I am a swasan fan and I hate Ragini and Sanskar as a couple but still I wrote this. I just cannot even read and imagine what I had written. Sorry in advance if it’s bad! Feel free to share your feedback!
Love you all forever! 😉