Guys! Happy new year.. As all of us are disappointed by swasan track in real swaragini serial, so this is a small effort of us to make you all happy by this one shot ff. This is a collaboration episode written by saba & kashis. Feel free to comment what ever you want.
Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.”
We were once in unison, but then divvied up into two and lived our lives in yearning and melancholy, as we wished to be reunited with our other half. When we find this twin soul, our lives are then complete.
In swasan room:
Swara enters the room and looks her love who is angry with her.
Swara shows a new note to him and sighs in her heart:”please talk to me Sanskar! Your silence is killing me from inside”
Sanskar looks at her, he wanna go forward but stops because if she leaves him again he’ll be broken down. He stops and says:” I don’t want….”
Swara cuts his words:”what? Don’t you love me now” a clear hope is popping up in her words.
Sanskar looks at her helplessly but shows his back to her and says in confirmatory voice:” no…”
She asks him to keep his hand on her head and says….
She yells:” I know you still love me” she looks his back and can’t resist herself and hugs him saying” I love you too”
Sanskar is shocked and says in his heart:”is this my dream? Or she really loves me? Oh god! Give me courage!” He turns to her but suddenly he recalls her words of doubt and again thinks:”no swara! This time I’ll not let you play with my heart” he jerks her hands and says:” you don’t love me”.
Swara hugs him again and says:”do you know my feelings more than myself”
Sanskar melts by listening her words, her touch is increasing with the speed of his heart beats but he controls because he doesn’t believe her or rather doesn’t want to accept either and says:”you are trying to make our relation better to make everything fine.” He pauses to collect more courage to deny her words:” I don’t believe you”
Swara feels extreme pain in her heart that how did he deny her love but she can’t lose hope so easily and again confirms her words:” I really love you” She tightens her grip and says:”you really want to end relation with me and want me to go from your heart?” Her hope is encouraging her that he’ll say no and stop her.
Sanskar softy departs from her and says:” yes….and we don’t have any relation between us”.
Swara doesn’t believe his words and says :”truly…..”
Sanskar looks at her, her presence and her touch are making him weak, and he doesn’t want to get weaken in front of her. He asks her to leave by saying:” there is nothing left between us” swara breaks down after hearing his words and says:”dont do this to me sanskar! You don’t know how much I love you”
He gives her a strong look and says:”you can’t love me…”
Swara holds his collar:”how dare you doubt on my love? I loved you, I love you and I’ll love you till the last breath of my life and no one can snatch this right from me to loving you”
Sanskar’s eyes are filled with tears but he doesn’t want to show his weakness to her. So he jerks her hands and turns his back to her and says in cold voice:”please leave Swara”
Swara says in firm voice:”ill not leave sanskar!”
Sanskar jerks:”ok! Then I’ll leave” by saying so he leaves the room while swara breaks down in tears.
Swara:” I’ll make you realize my love, Sanskar!our love isn’t so weak to perish so easily, we’ll unite soon and this is my promise to you” she says in firm voice and wipes her tears with hope. Hope of love…
Swara, a fragile flower in MM castle, is unable to move a bit from her position till he left from her sight. Though she is aware of his love for her but still his rejection has shaken her from the core. She desires to cry from heart but stops & boosts up courage as this is not the time for sobbing tears, rather a time for action, a time for conveying his acceptance for her love. But it is not going to be a piece of cake for her. She needs support, a pillar of strength to fight & suddenly her eyes witness a bottle which has been kept in the shelf. It’s not an ordinary bottle rather a bottle filled with very damaging toxicant which can boost up her courage & create a bliss of heavenly illusion to get back her love. She rushes to grab the bottle without anyone’s notice & gulps a few pegs of it. She feels an immense potency of mind like she is able to perform every impossible task now.
But due to the first time consumption of alcohol, she feels suffocated in the room & wishes to receive cool,shooting air. As this drink is now causing it’s effect, she is moving with to & fro motion & continues to find her way to terrace. On the other hand Sanskar is in deep thoughts about her. Though he is in pain still he is helpless to diminish it. He has seen a mixture of pain & love in her eyes today but his mind is not mending his ways to accept this truth. At once he remembers how fragile his girl is? He has already observed her first heart break & knows how determined is she to her words.. Now he is confirmed that she will definitely do something to make him accept her love. He impatiently wants to know where is she & what is she up to? He moves his eyes everywhere but doesn’t detect a glimpse of her. He is worried as it’s already night & if she is not in MM then where has she gone in this late hour? He is in his confused thoughts when his eyes fall on the staircase & finds swara is moving weirdly to terrace. “Has she gone mad? Why is she moving to terrace?”these are some sort of puzzles popping up in his mind & he also rushes to terrace to confront her about it. Sanskar observes her unstable walk and shouts with frustration, “what are you doing here?”
Swara turns to him and shouts with joyous voice:”hey sweetheart!! Finally you’re here ” she bows down to him in drunken condition and he gets to know that she’s drunk. He comes to her and tries to snatch the bottle from her:”what’s this nonsense swara? Are you drunk? Leave this.” she gives the bottle to him which is empty and smiles innocently. She goes to the edge of terrace and climbs on the flat topped irregular wall.
Sanskar gets tensed to see her in this vulnerable state:”stop it swara! Come inside the room”
Swara smiles to see his concern:”why?”
Sanskar is now speechless to answer her and tries to get down her.
But swara stands there in a stubborn look and turns to outside and shouts:”hey people of this world!! Look at this man! (pointing out to sanskar) this man is my husband! And he hasn’t even kiss me once… Look at me (she points out herself) am I not beautiful” she’s not stable so Sanskar is holding her.
Swara jerks his hand and starts crying with childish manner:”my husband doesn’t love me! What is the use of my living in this world? (she opens her arms and mild wind helps her hairs to fly) I’m dying, I’m going to leave this cruel world where no one loves me”
Sanskar climbs the wall and holds her:”what are you saying swara? Stop this nonsense” he holds her in his arms and gets her down while swara is trying to free herself:”let me die… No one loves me… You also don’t love me… Let me die”
Sanskar holds her tight while swara is continuously shouting and tries to free herself. Sanskar is tensed in this situation and irritated by her behaviour while swara isn’t stopping herself and pushes him back to free herself. Sanskar tries to calm down her but by doing this he’s loosing his temper and suddenly he slaps her:”enough swara! Enough! I’m trying to make you understand from long, but you’re disgusting”
Swara is shocked to view his reaction and tries to utter a word but Sanskar raises his hand:”I said enough swara! Go to room and get sleep(his voice tone is rising and he’s shouting at her) I said go to room”
Tears are rolling down from her eyes but she goes to room silently like an obedient child.
Sanskar to himself:”I’m sorry Swara! I know you’re hurt, but it’s hurting me too more than you, please forgive me for my sin to slap you but I can’t see you in pain” he hits his hand on the wall to give him the same pain which he has given to swara.
Both are suffering in anguish but still helpless to provide comfort to each other. But poor fellows, unable to detect that they are soulmates & bound to come closer till eternity.Spiritually connected souls are like having different integrity of personalities, like puzzle pieces but is still connected through chemical reactions of spark… They may lack compatibility but never lack fire of passion.. The path may be crucial but both can mend their ways… The night passes away by viewing the hide and seek game of pain & love of these two sane & pure hearts.
Sanskar wakes up and finds his room with different settings and decorations. He is irritated by this changing because he personally doesn’t like any changing in his life and his room too.
Someone holds his shoulder, he turns and finds swara with bright smile.
Swara:”surprise my dear husband!” She puts her arms around his neck.
Sanskar jerks her arms and says in anger:”stop your drama swara!” swara shakes her head:”hmm nope!” She again holds him.
Sanskar jerks his head and tries to depart from her. Swara puts her head on his chest and closes her eyes. Sanskar tries to rude with her but her behaviour is conquering him.
Sanskar:”what are you doing swara?”
Swara picks ups her head and puts her finger on his lips:”shhhh!! Let me hear my name”
Sanskar looks at her with confusion:”your name?”
Swara again keeps her ear on the left side of his chest:”yes! Your heart is taking my name”
Sanskar looks at her helplessly and thinks:”where does she find this type of trick to allure me? But this time I’ll not get weak and i will not let her win this game”
Sanskar jerks her and says:”enough swara! Stop this drama”
Swara hurts by his act but doesn’t show him and holds his hands this time:”what drama sanskar? (she smirks) you’re my husband and this isn’t bad thing to romance with my husband” she comes close to her that her breath is touching on his face. Sanskar gets nervous with her deeds because he is first time viewing this shade of bold but lovely swara so it’s difficult to digest it suddenly.
Swara observes his nervousness and enjoys, she comes close to him while he is still stepping back and pins to door, swara touches his face by finger:”now you’ve no way to escape”
Sanskar feels that he’ll melt soon by her touch if she’ll still continue these type of things. No matter what he’s man and wants this soft touch of his love but he also doesn’t want to defeat. So he breaks the cage of her arms and says in cold voice:” I’m going to office and dont want to see you in this room after my returning”
He leaves while Swara smirks:”you don’t know me sanskar! How stubborn I’m! I’ll win you so soon, don’t worry my love”
Love comes to those who still have hope, although they have been disappointed, to those who still have some believe left, although they have been betrayed, to those who still have the desire to love, although they have been hurt before and to those who have courage and faith to build trust again.
Passion is one great force that unleashes creativity, because if you’re passionate about something, then you’re more willing to take risks. The same revolves around swara. She is so passionately involved in his love that she can bear any threat & pain to make her love acceptance from his mouth.
Sanskar comes from office and swara asks him for dinner like a good wife but he ignores her and says in cold voice:”you’re still here, I have thought that you might have left this room because nothing is left between us” and swara says in her mind:”time will prove Mr. Maheshwari that what’s present between us”
By saying that sanskar goes to washroom to get freshen up. While swara goes to cabinet to take out the bottle. She throws the liquid away from the bottle in kitchen sink and acts like she’s drunk completely. Like holding bear bottle and acting like insane person but still sanskar is unable to look or detect her .. She breaks a vessel.So sanskar hears the noise and thinks from where it has come from and finds the broken vessel and witnesses swara is holding bottle again & climbing the staircase. He shouts at her to come down but she behaves like she is totally on the control of alcohol and doesn’t pay heed to sanskar’s voice. Sanskar is shocked to find her in this miserable state and gives expression like:”she’ll gonna be mad or one day she’ll make me mad”. He hurriedly rushes to terrace to bring her down but to his utter dismay swara is not present there. At once, yesterday’s incidents are flashing back in his thoughts..
He becomes scared as may be she has fallen down. He calls her name loudly but alas!! Only able to hear the echo of his voice.. He is so stunned that tears are also not coming out from his eyes.. Has he lost her for ever? He is unable to think much & every thing seems blur to him like the ground underlying his feet is totally shaken. He goes to the wall of terrace and looks down for confirmation while he hears a voice of lock and turns back. He finds Swara who’s locking the door of terrace and throwing keys down. He hastes & grabs her shoulder tightly. Are you OK? Where have you gone? You know many horrible nightmares are coming to my mind. Don’t leave me like this and hugs her tightly. All these sanskar has uttered in a single breath like he has got his life back. Swara looks at him lovingly for his concern & again starts teasing him that are not you angry on me now?? He comes back to his senses that what he has said just now and jerks her shoulder & moves apart. Swara again tries to touch his cheeks and teases him:”I thought you were angry with me! But if you’re not then no problem, I’ll manage it, by the way tonight weather is cold but you’re looking hot”. She says and steps forward to him.
Sanskar presumes that she’s drunk and tries to hold her:”swara! Will you please stop it?” He tries hard to give her a cold reply but in vain as her closeness affects him. She’s enjoying his sweating in this cold, chilling winter. She wipes a drop of sweat from his forehead & says:”You’re sweating sanskar! You’re feeling nervous with the closeness of your wife.” Swara comes very close to him & sanskar does not want to cross his limits in her drunken state but her closeness makes him irresistible. Now they are too close and can sense their heart beats and their hot breaths are touching each other’s cheeks & sanskar senses that she is not drunk. He suddenly jerks her hands from his shoulder and yells,”again new drama Swara! Why don’t you understand that you can’t get me by doing this childish behaviour, I’m fed up because of your manners and deeds. What you did with me, again the same thing you’re doing with me now. When I was with you, you were just using me as per your wish. But when i have made you free from this unwanted relationship, then you’re like just habituated of me and you’re assuming this habit to love.(he holds her shoulder tightly),Stop playing with my feelings Swara please..(he leaves her shoulder)and says, “Swara, live your life and let me live too.”
Sanskar gets angry and leaves the place and goes to the corner of terrace while swara is watching him with eyes filled with tears. Sanskar wants to go away from her sight but to his displeasure terrace door is closed and is not opening.. He pushes it multiple times but in vain. He turns towards swara and is about to shout at her again but stops by looking at her tears. Swara runs to hug him & says sorry sanskar!
I have thrown the keys as you will be unable to escape from me then. I don’t want to leave you for a moment. But your rudeness kills me, makes pieces of my heart. I am sorry to trouble you, sorry to distrust you. Sanskar is viewing her with all his concerns, his heart is completely melting by her tears but his mind is stopping him to give her one more chance. Swara hugs her and says:”why don’t you believe my love Sanskar? I’m your Swara, and I’ll not let you go this time”. Sanskar again jerks her hands and yells at swara, “once trust is broken it’s not repairable, even if it will then still cracks will remain.” You have broken my trust swara.. Swara is now disgusted by his deeds as he is not paying heeds to any of her efforts.
Swara now completely loses her temper and pleads,”Sanskar, for my one mistake you are not even giving me a fair chance for clarification. What is the difference in you then? I just asked you about that earlier matter to negate all the charges from your head but you have never listened to me and now you are blaming my love as well that I can’t love you.
Remember sanskar the same thing I have told you earlier and how you have reacted that time.. It pains sanskar!! Hurts more when your best friend and love also looks at you on suspicious eyes. Sanskar feels guilty to see her tears and scolds himself:”How do you do this to your love, Sanskar? How can you be a cause for her pain? Look at this innocent girl, who is shedding tears for you and you’re doubting on her love, damn on you sanskar! Damn on you.” Sanskar extends his footsteps towards her by reducing the gap & pats her face:” Swara, i am sorry for my rude behaviour. I will never leave you and won’t ever be a cause for your sadness. I will always protect you. Please don’t cry and wipes out her tears.” Swara smiles as her mission is accomplished and she gets her sanskar back. Swara says,”Look! I told you na I will make you realise my love.” But sanskar stops her in the midst & says,” OK! We’ll talk about this topic later on, now we’ve to find a path to get out of this situation.” Swara teases him (by touching his cheeks) again and says:”which situation sanskar?” Sanskar again gets nervous by her touch but this time he also likes her closeness. Sanskar says in deep voice:”in this situation…” He tries to make her understand. Swara looks her and says:”look sanskar, stars are watching us from the shawl of night, cold breezes are playing with us and our hearts are beating for each other in this loneliness of love (she widens her arms to let sanskar come in) This is a perfect situation to stare you my love and I can bet to stare you like this till the angel of death will come and take out my soul.” Sanskar comes to her and puts his finger on her lips:”don’t say it again, Shona please”. They share an eye lock and carry away in the eyes of each other, when suddenly the first drop of rain touches their face. Their close proximity is disturbed by few drops of rainfall. It starts drizzling faintly and sanskar is worried as the terrace door is locked and where they will shelter now. It’s winter night and above it the raining is also started. He now hurriedly rushes to find a safe place for them to stay. Suddenly his eyes fall upon the terrace room and he hastes towards it to find the doors are closed. But to his surprise the doors are not locked, rather the hinges are only pivoted. The MM people always lock the door but fortunately on that day the ball is in his court and he thinks that destiny also gives him hints to forward the relationship by forgetting bitterness. He feels happy as now they can spend their night in a safe place away from rain. On the other hand, Swara is happy to feel the rainfall touching on her body and urges her hands to hold the drops of rain. He comes out from that place and finds swara is enjoying the rain. The little petals of rain is touching her cute face and is drenching her whole body like a new blossoming flower. Sanskar comes to her and holds her hands:”what are you doing here swara? Come inside, otherwise you’ll fall ill.” But swara, like an innocent child, denies to go and drags sanskar to the rain as well. Though sanskar doesn’t want to get wet in rain, still is unable to stop himself from going close to her. Sanskar holds and drags her with rage:”enough Swara! Now I’ll not listen your words.” He drags her towards the room while swara is pulling him towards rain.
Swara,”how boring you’re Sanskar! Feel this beautiful night and lovely rain”
Sanskar looks annoyingly, “yeah true! this lovely rain will give you the gifts of flue and fever” Now in this situation both are drenched in rain fully from head to toe. And swara being stubborn is not moving from her place and looks at sanskar innocently. Sanskar yells i am saying something to you swara.. What are you thinking? Swara continuously stares him and pulls his cheeks and says you are too cute sanskar when you shout.
Sanskar feels cold shivers running through out his body by her hot palms touch. But still controls himself as he does not want swara to catch cold and says,”you are drunk without drinking alcohol.” Swara,”Seriously Sanskar! Do you actually think it’s always necessary to be drunk to behave in intoxicated manner? This rain has intoxication more than alchohal” Swara jerks his hand and tries to hold the tiny drops of rainfall and runs in joyous mood:”sanskar everything has intoxication, this rain, this night, this fragrance of earthly things…” She looks at him with lovely eyes:”these all things make us crazy, when we feel it…” She comes forward to him:”actually we can only feel this intoxication when we feel these all things, our feelings have made us drunk sanskar.” She holds him in the cage of her arms and sanskar is totally lost in her that he doesn’t even notice their approaching closeness while swara continues her words but this time her voice is more deep and heavy:”sanskar! our love isn’t less than any essence alcohol of this world. I swear, this intoxication has made us drunk that’s why we can’t spare ourselves from this feelings, this is the reason sanskar..(she touches his face slowly while Sanskar is lost in her words and forgets about the surroundings and cold drops of rain) I’m helpless to get out of this feelings even we’re helpless sanskar! Aren’t we?” Sanskar is deeply involved and touched by her words and unable to yell anything & innocently nods yes. Due to continuous rainfall both are fully wet. The very close proximity of swara is intoxicating him and tempting his hidden desires, though his mind wants to drag her towards the room to avoid her from catching cold. In the midst, a fierce lightening cracks and swara pulls him closer and hides her face in his chest. As his clothes are soaked with water , swara’s face is truely touching his bare masculine chest. Sanskar lifts up her face and cares her hair and asks are you ok swara? Swara nods yes and again the large droplets of rainfall are falling upon them. A big drop of rain falls on her lower lip. It hurts her due to the intensity of fall. Swara gets hurt and sanskar is worried as her soft lower lip gets red due to the direct hit of the rain drop. He touches her lower lip in his hand to lessen her pain but swara moves nearer to him due to her shyness. This time both their lips are inch apart and with a little push of swara it may touch his lips. Sanskar’s emotions are now overflowing and he can’t avoid her anymore. Suddenly again a lightening occurs and it acts just like a trigger for their sensation to act. Sanskar can’t resist himself and comes closer to her and says in a deep voice in her ear:”swara? May I bid to touch your lips through my lips?” Swara looks at him with wonder and her eyes are widened to listen his words. Her heart beats are creating new rhythm of musics with the drops of rain, she wanna say yes but due to her shyness, words are stuck up in her throat, sanskar holds her from waist and says again:”don’t test my patience swara!” Swara looks in his eyes but can’t bear the heat of his love and downs her eyes and says slowly:” You don’t need to ask for permission, I’m all yours Sanskar”. He cups her face and closes his lips to her shivering lips. Swara closes her eyes to feel his first touch completely. Sanskar softly puts his lips on the two pastels of flower and chews the petals of her lips just like honey bee who takes out the nectar from flowers without harming the beauty of it. Both their lips meet and swara pulls him closer towards her. She finds the touch of his lips is far relaxing and rejuvenating than the touch of his hand. Sanskar tightens his grip around her while swara rubs his neck and their bodies are rubbing slowly to each other without their awareness. Both of their lips are taking the pegs of love like they’re made for each other. Though this is winter season and the drops rainfall increase the coldness but their love is putting fire in the coldness of rain.The burning heat of body is attracting both towards each other like two opposite parts of magnet. Sanskar rubs her waist and swara tightens her grips in a way that there’s no space left between them and now rains are falling on one body, rather than two. His hands are slowly exploring her body and swara’s lips are sucking his lips due to passion of restlessness of his touch which is strange for her as well as gives her pristinely calmness. Swara and sanskar part away from each other to feel and gulp some chilling air. Both are breathing heavily and due to the timid feelings they are not making eye contact with each other like the shyness of moon compels it to hide behind the clouds. Swara looks down because of extreme shyness but Sanskar looks at her with deep sight. Rain is almost stopped by now but they’re still wet, an inch distance is between them. Sanskar goes forward and crosses this one inch gap between them. Swara is still breathing heavily and his proximity is increasing with her heartbeats. BG plays
“Heere moti main na chahoon
Main to chahoon, Sangam tera,
Mai to teri saiyaan, tu hai mera,
He holds her chin and slowly lifts her face. Swara looks into his eyes and he feels that her eyes are talking with his eyes, he holds her hands and interweaves with his fingers. Both are still looking into each other’s eyes. Sanskar:”swara! May I come forward in our relationship? May I use my husbandry right on you tonight?” Swara is overwhelmed to listen this but he doesn’t need to ask for her permission. She is touched by his gesture as he always cares about her. In her whole life time she never expects a materialistic husband rather a husband who understands her from the core and it’s her pleasure that she has found out that in her sanskar.
“Tu jo choole pyaar se, araam se mar jaaun
Aaja chanda baahon mein tujhmein hi ghum ho jaaun mai,
Tere naam mein kho jaaun,
She doesn’t utter a word. She just holds his waist and puts her head on his chest. She can clearly hear his increasing heart beats. Sanskar caresses her hairs and smiles because he gets his answer. Swara’s acceptance and the blushing in her face act like a trigger for him to forward their relationship and intertwine their souls forever, to recognize her as his soulmate. This very feelings make sanskar irresistible and he narrowly becomes submissive to these thoughts. He departs from swara, encircles his strong masculine arm around her soft bare exposing waist. Swara closes her eyes to feel the moment and completely hides her face in his chest to be lost in his thoughts.Look the ecstasy of fate!! Swara is completely fitted inside his chest like she is the girl only meant for him. He lifts her up and grabs her tightly by showing his entire right on her.
“Mere din khushi se jhoome gaaye raatein.
Pal pal mujhe doobayein jaatein jaatein,
Tujhe jeet jeet haaroon, yeh pran-pran waaru,
Haye aise main niharu, teri aarti utaaru.
Tere naam se jude hai saare naate,
Swara looks into his eyes and says slowly:”where are you taking me sanskar?” Sanskar smiles softly and replies:”I have found out a nice place for our stay, just wait my love” swara puts her head on his chest because she has completly trusted him. Sanskar opens the door of terrace room, it’s in a well maintained condition and he gets her down slowly and puts a single bed metress there & places her on it. Sanskar touches her glowing face which is only visible by the dim moonlight which glances from the window of room. There’s a deep silence between them, only their heartbeats are making noise of their emotions. He slowly comes more nearer to her by bridging the gap & makes her lay down on the mattress. She intertwines his neck by her both hands and closes his face towards her.They have a deep eye lock, their sounds of breathing make a tempo of rhythm in the room while their emotions are the starting point of their joyous dance moves. Their heartbeats are perfectly synchronized with those sticks beating on the drum. Sanskar puts his lips on her. She tightens her grip around his neck and rubs her feet with him to give the sensation of realisation that she only belongs to him. He touches her right cheek and inhales the sweet, rosy & jasmine fragrance of her body. He licks a bit and puts a mark there by indicating his authority over her. Gradually he turns to her earlobe to utter those three magical words & sucks it in a passion which creates a rhythm of his desires on her ear. He flutters inside the earlobe like a bee is sensing the sweet nectar to completely shallow it. Swara feels extreme pleasure by his vivid touch. Swara can now feel that her existence is fully dependent upon sanskar. Without him she is like a lifeless corpse, like a torso without heart.
“Banke maala prem ki, tere tan pe jhar jhar jaaoon
Baithun naiyan preet ki sansaar se har jaoon main,
Tere pyaar se tar jaaoon
His emotions are creating burning desire in his heart and now it’s impossible to resist himself. He looks at her with all his concern and kisses her passionately. He wants to feel the softness of every part of her body. And this time her clothes are becoming a barrier between them, he doesn’t want to allow even the passage of gentle air between them, where as these clothes are more than that. Now his only wish is to perceive her as his; so that no bitterness of this world is able to apart them. He removes the saree from her shoulder and slowly puts his lips there. A slow breathing sound of her continuously rises to become deep and heavy.
“Yeh naram-naram nasha hai badhta jaaye.
Koi pyaar se ghunghatiya deta uthaye,
Ab baawara hua mann,
Jag ho gaya hai roshan,
yeh nayi-nayi suhagan,
ho gayi hai teri jogan,
koi prem ki pujaran mandir sajaye.
Swara resists a bit to remove the barriers between them because of her shyness while Sanskar uses his right and kisses on her cheek slowly which assures her that he’s only hers and she only belongs to him. So it doesn’t matter to devote herself to her husband.Meanwhile his hand removes the pallu of her saree like the moon is now revealing itself behind the cloud to witness the vigorous love making scene of this heavenly couple. The blouse clad upper body is perfectly visible and toned to expose his manly desire. He sucks it in ardour & reaches to the collar bone. Unable to meet his gaze, Swara blushes and closes her eyes. Sanskar stares at her expressive eyes. Now sanskar’s emotions are full on high and he removes the barrier between them completely for their intimacy. Swara feels extremely shy that she’s unable to look at him with complete sight. She sighs slowly and closes her eyes to let him justify his rights on her. After removing the barriers between them he comes over her and expends his body to her. Now their bodies are clothes of each other because they’re the bodies of heaven which has destined to mingle on earth.When two hearts, which are connected with each other speak the same language, throb for each other comes instantly & creates an unending desire of being together. This time love crosses all its earthly boundaries to blend in eternity forever.
“Heere moti mai na chahu mai to chahu sangam tera,
mai na jaanu, tu hi jaane mai to teri, tu hai mera…
mai to teri……
tu hai meraaa..”
Sanskaar takes his own time to savor every part of her body and she reaches into a blissful world by this ride with her husband. He then fully undresses her and himself and makes ardent love to her. He leaves his presence on each part of her torso. When she cries out in pure ecstasy, he comforts her by gently kissing her lips. After a while, both of them reach the climax. Swara falls on his arms due to exhaustion and sanskar hugs her tightly even not letting the air pass between them.
Obviously enduring love is more than just enduring. Enduring closeness may be divine. But enduring relationship without closeness is a life sentence in solitary confinement. To set aside the solitude, souls must be shared to forge a tie between two people to become one flesh, like a part and parcel of each other. When love is imbibed in two souls, the pangs of loneliness can be discarded by generating a new & finer soul. Often due to commingling of souls in purity, this tie is a hard knot to untangle. We are spiritual beings and indebted to our bodies. Through the sphere of bodies, we connect to our souls. Bodies are not an impure matter but an alloy. Bodies are fitted with sense organs which help us to reveal and penetrate to soulmate’s soul and bind together in unison. Swara, on that day, finds her companion in sanskar who embraces her life with harmonious manner without any distress of future ratiocination. The enchanted moon has become the testimony of their immaculate love.
Credit to: Saba Kashis