Swaragini “I’m yours” (chap40… Dont let me go )

Recap: Swara came to Kolkata and both Swaragini went to their meka. Sanskar came in Maheshwari’s house and saw Swara.

Samandar main utarta hoon to aankhain bheeg jaati hain,
Teri aankhon ko parhtaa hoon to aankhain bheeg jaati hain.
Tumhara naam likhnay ki ijaazat chhen gaee jab say,
Koi bhi lafz likhta hoon to aankhain bheeg jaati hain.
Maheshwari house

Sanskar is shocked to see swara in front of her. He’s not able to utter a word because of this unexpected situation. Swara comes to dp:”bade papa! He came here and he’s repent his mistake, this is enough for me, please forgive him! You also did wrong with him and wants your son back. See your son is back please accept him from core” her tone shows the feelings of her heart. Raglak are happy to listen her request, ap also agree with her while Sanskar is still in shock to see her. Sanskar is in his heart:”who’s she? And what’s she doing here?” AP and lucky hugs him while dp is also angry but he gave him blessing and says to take a rest in his room. He goes to his room, there’s many things are changed in his absence but still he’s familiar with his room because of fragrance of someone special. He’s still confuse, there’s many painting and art work hanging on the wall instead of his photos.

Swara comes to room and sanskar goes to her at the very moment. :”Shona! What are you doing there? And what’s this joke?” He holds her hand hard to listen explanation from her.. Swara jerks his hands:”who’s Shona? There’s standing Mrs Swara Sanskar Maheshwari!” He’s shocked:”you’re Swara! It means” he hits his head to moan on his wits. But at the next moment he feels much relief and happiness. :”it means destiny isn’t bad as I thought” Sanskar:”you came here to realizing my mistake naa? Dont worry, I told you naa ill correct everything! We’ll be happy together, uff!! I dont believe, it’s you Shona! I came here for seeking a way of peace but I didn’t know that ill find my destination here” Swara:”yeah you’ll correct everything to divorce me! So please do what’s the purpose of yours to come here! And dont think to come close to me, ill said that because I know the pain of your family which you never know” swara says in strange voice. While Sanskar feels guilty to heard her words.

Sanskar:”shona….” Swara:”you take rest, I’ve a work” He notices that she’s sneezes continuously because of flue, he wnts to go after hr but cant find courage to face everyone again. In corridor: Ragini heard their convo and says her:”swara! You said that you’ve also participated in his sin, so what’s the problem now, you take your revenge. Now you bath are on equal state! Go and live your life swara” Swara:”do you forgive laksh so easily” Ragini avoids eye contact:”this is another matter” Swara:”yeah this is another matter because you love him from few months, I love him from many years rags! And I’m not angry with him, I just find myself helpless whenever I saw him I recalls his words of divorce! If I accept him so easily, he’ll never know the value of our marriage! I want his love for swara, not Shona!” Ragini hugs her:”im with you swara” Swara:”forgive laksh also” Ragini:”its easy to advice someone but hard to apply by ourselves! Well ill annoy him for few more hours then talk to you, if he also keep aside of his ego” Both sisters smile to each others and went downstairs. AP is super happy, happiness is also shown on the face of do but he’s not act like ap.

AP:”swaragini! Come here hurry up! I’ll make all the favourite dishes of sanskar! Ohhh I don’t believe, my son is back” Swara feels happiness as well as guilt to her behaviour with sanskar. Laksh:”maa! May I also help you to cook food for Bhai? You know swara! In our childhood, me and Bhai often help mum to cook food” Swara:”I know because we’re childhood friends naa” Laksh:”yeah off course!” Ragini wants to talk with him but she’s silently, working. AP:”laksh! If you wanna work then. Go and help ragini for cutting the vegetables and swara you come to me for help me” swara nods and they’re doing their work. Raglak hands touch with each others and they look each other’s eyes. Ragini is still cutting the vegetables but because of absent of her mind, she gets a cut:”ouch!” Blood is running through her fingertips, laksh becomes worried to see her blood. She holds her hand and goes to wash basin immediately. He shows her hand under the tap while ragini gets teary eyes to show his concern for her. Blood is flowing with the water but she doesn’t feel the pain anymore. Laksh:”maa! We’ll come after dressing to Ragini ” AP nods and both go to their room. Laksh holding her hand delicately and bandage her finger.

Ragini:”its ok laksh!” Laksh:”is it not ok Ragini! You thought that I didn’t feel your pain, but you’re wrong” Ragini understands what he wanna says to him. Ragini:”laksh…!” A tear of regret comes from her eyes:”I’m sorry!” Laksh:”im sorry too ragini! I’ve behaved like typical husband” Ragini:”no this was also my mistake, I should be free whenever you come home” Laksh:”no rags! This was my mistake, I should understand your career also” Ragini:”no laksh! This was my mistake” Laksh:”yes ragini! This was your mistake!” Ragini:”yes laksh this was my mist…” She understands his trick and hits him:”you’re so bad” Laksh:”you’re bad who doesn’t give time to your husband” Ragini:”im sorry laksh! I’ll must give time you anyhow” Laksh:”im sorry too ragini! I’ll give you space also for next time! But you’ve to give penalty for it” he holds her naughtily. Ragini pushes her and smiles;”not now! I’ve lots of work” Laksh:”wait for tonight my love! You’ve to pay penalty” Ragini giggles and gets down from downstairs.

At night swasan room: He’s thinking about Swara’s strange behaviour, he thinks alot and recalls all their moments together. Sanskar:”I dont know Shona! Why are you doing with me?” He recalls their last moments. He’s thinking about her behaviour, she comes inside the room. He goes to her and pins her to the wall:”why are you doing me like this Shona?” Swara:”leave me Sanskar! And im not Shona! I’m Swara!” Sanskar:”ok swara! Please forgive me and dont do me like that?” Swara is enjoying his attention in her heart but doesn’t wanna give him any clue to her heart. She cooks up the plan, and decides to annoy her. Swara:”because I loved someone else” Sanskar is freezes to listen her:”I know you love someone, but we’ve a chance to move in our life” She pushes him:”you come here to divorce from this unwanted relationship, now I want to get rid of this unwanted relationship” He’s shocked to listen her:”Shona!…” Swara is happy in her heart and thinks:”you always saying divorce divorce now I’ll stick you in your own plan” Swara:”I only said that I forgave you because bade papa allow you in this house, that doesn’t mean I forgive you, now go to sleep please” She goes to bed and starts sleeping while Sanskar is watching her helplessly. At raglak room:

Ragini changed her clothes when laksh comes to room, find room romantically decorated and ragini is in gorgeous nightie. He whistles and goes to ragini. Ragini holds him and pull him towards her. Laksh smirks:”my wife ‘s mood is soo romantic today” Ragini smiles and gives her seductive look:”because my husband wants something something” Laksh:”something something? What?” She holds his hands and drags him towards the bed. She leans down on the bed and pulls him on her:”first come to me! Then ill tell you” Laksh is happily goes to her to know about her secret and offs the light. After one month: In raglak room: Laksh comes to his room and finds ragini no where. He finds a chit on the table:”come on the terrace, I’ve a surprise for you” Laksh smiles and holds his heart:”uff ragini you’re going to be so romantic in my company! I’m coming darling…” He goes to upstairs and reached the roof. But shocked to see nothing in roof. Only ragini is waiting for him in simple saree. Laksh:”where is surprise?” Ragini:”hmm… Just a minute naa” she drags him to the table which she arranged and makes him sit. Table is also simple, no flowers, no candles, what’s the matter. She sits in front of her:”choose one hand” she extends her both of her fist to him. Laksh:”which fist has kiss and which fist has a long kiss?” Ragini:”offioo laksh! There’s many things in the world except kiss and romance”

Laksh:”ok!” He chooses left fist and she opens the fist which has pink chit. Laksh:”what’s this?” Ragini comes to him and whisper in his ears:”this means baby girl” Laksh:”what baby girl?” Suddenly he stopped:”do you mean?” Ragini whispers again:”I’m pregnant laksh” Laksh is shocked to listen her. He’s not believed that either she’s really saying what he listen or it was just his imagination or nightmare. He thinks about the people who suffering from the problem of children. Pampers, toys, child’s crying all are come in his mind like nightmare of open eyes. He sees himself changing pampers of baby, feeding him, ruin his sleep to pat him, ragini will not has any time for him. Laksh:”no….” Ragini:”what? Do you wnt baby boy?” Laksh compose himself:”I mean to say, we are not ready for this child, your career my drams! There’s many things in our basket to resolve, we cant afford this child” Ragini:”im settled. Your business is also settled, we don’t have any financial problem! So what’s your problem?” Laksh:”is this age of our carrying baby? Look at you! You’re perfect now, this is only six months of our marriage! This is age of our playing and enjoying the life instead of upbringing the child, we’re nit ready” Ragini:”at least im ready” Laksh:”im not because this my playing age! We’re so young ” Ragini:”yeah you’re the child of 25 years old” Laksh:”it’s enough ragini, I dont want this child! This is final” Ragini is shocked to see his strong tone of decision.

Swasan room:

Swara comes to room while Sanskar is working. Sanskar takes out the file from draw and gives her. Sanskar:”I’ve signed the divorce paper, it’s your turn to sign, when we’ll announce our decision tomorrow” Swara feels pain but look strong:”yeah off course! Finally ill get rid of this unwanted relationship and go to my love” Sanskar is hurt to hear that but hide it.:”ok sign this” Swara takes the file but isn’t sign on it. :”ill sign it, now please go to your bed(couch) and gets sleep, we’ll talk to elders tomorrow” Sanskar:”yeah after it, ill go Mumbai but your mission is completed, dont worry ill connected with my family also” Swara switches off the light and sanskar goes to couch. Both acting to sleep but a huge layer of disturbance will not allow to sleep them. Sanskar falls asleep but swara can not fall asleep, she sees him sleeping and her eyes replete with love of him. She goes to her and bent down her knees to looks him. She touches his face with love and sigh his name:”sanskar!…

” A deep silent comes between them and she doesn’t understand what to do. Swara:”how can I tell you, how much I love! Nor from few days or months, from years or maybe if I had any life before this, I loved in that life too and if I will have any life after it. I’ll love you in this life too!..” Tears are rolling from her eyes and her voice is echoes in the silent of night. She continues:”sanskar! You’re the one whom I love you from years, how can I tell you that I cant live without you, and you’re separating me from yourself! Is it easy to separate your Shona from yourself? Please come to me sanskar and stop me! I dont wanna go” she wipes her tears and just about to leave then he holds her hand:”don’t go my Shona”

Credit to: Saba


  1. Harani

    Saba its awesome …wowww sanskar u made hr confess hr feelings…how tricky …but it was damn cute…bt wat happened to tat laksh ..again Ragini will gt angry on hiim….uffo…stupid laksh …?

    • Saba

      Harani! Thanks dear and yeah its his trick! And lucky is such an idiot! But dont worry time will change everything
      Thanks dear

  2. Swasthika

    Everyday I’m checking for ur ff
    This is my first comment
    I don’t like to comment anyone
    But I cannot stop myself from commenting your ff keep going yaar… I’m waiting for next update to see my swasan united

  3. Tara

    Mind blowing. . Awesome.. excellent. . Superbbb.. extraordinary. . Marvellous. .etc etc…. u r just rocking.. u r beautifully framimg d scenes and depicting it n wrds. V feel like really seeing it. Awesome..

  4. Shraddha

    Wow… Saba great job!!! U know I was laughing so much at yes ragini its ur mistake???? nyc 1 on SwaSan☺ but raglak abhi toh jude the phir bechadenge kya? on whole Great job!!! Loved it

  5. manu

    Its awesome as usual dear…..the last line is soo curious…is it real or sanskaar is murmuring in sleep????
    I’m gonna wait hardly for nxt update………update it soon dear….

  6. Splendid…. no wrds to xplain swasan scenes… hey atlast swasan union… 😀 😉 and nw wt has happend to raglak.. i have thought as if, war is gonna happen btwn them…( raglak). swasan……. hapieee 😀

  7. Saba..u rocked again. …wonderful episode….luv both raglak n swasan…..?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

  8. Lucky

    wow its so nice dear.. i love it dear.. your suprise is good dear! its true its easy to give advise but difficult apply it.. Now its time to laksh to become mature and accept the responsibility. I love the way sanskar pin swara into wall.. I hope in next episode u will unite swasan.

    • Saba

      Thanks lucky for your love and concern! Yeah laksh will mature soon and for unison of swasan you’ve to wait for two episodes only! But yeah dear there’s only happiness now!

  9. muskaan

    IT was realy very awsesome………especially the last line….
    It just made my day!!!!!1
    can’t wait for the next!!!

  10. thumse mathlab??

    Arey abhi toh woh raglak unite huvihein… kiyun un dhono ko alaq karraheeho??? Waise swasan kee part achhi thi…. ? i would like to suggest you not seperate raglak again…?

  11. alle

    Sooooooo manyyyyyy emotions in one episode superrrrrr

    “I had any life before this, i loved…..” touching lines
    Super saba
    And haaa…. Poor laksh i hope this time he understand
    without any fight between raglak
    As usual wating for next episode
    And wat abt u r xms????

  12. sindhuja

    read my comment with the excitement of seeing your favorite personality… hye hyeee…. mind blowing update…. the smile didn’t leave my face… you use the real situations in your concept…. that’s the beauty of it… like raglak ego fight and now the baby in early stage of marriage life… just loved it… and swasan…. oh… my god… loved them is just a two words which can’t describe it fully…. you are such a culprit saba…. you trapped me in your writings and pulled me to comment…. now made me one of the biggest fan of your fictions… that’s not fair… so as your punishment give the next updates soooon….. 😉

    • Saba

      Hey sindhuja! Thanks for your beautiful comment! It can make my day dear! Thanks you find it real! And yeah I’ve accepted your punishment and updated both part of my ff!
      And im not magician! This is all are you who give me this love and encouragement to write more and more

  13. hadi

    Uff uff uff so super yr … it’s amazing I can’t express ur writing skills I have no words for it it’s simply awsum the way u started n ended it is simply just wow 🙂 feeling bad for sanky in starting but too happy after reading the ending superb superb keep it up n as always eagerly waiting for next epi 🙂

  14. Wow! Bukhot! Bukhot!
    This is awesome saba. Am a silent reader of ur friends buh voiced out yesterday bcos I couldn’t hold it. I hope u Excell in ur exams insha Allah

  15. Jwala

    Awesome episode………just luvd it ……..will eagerly wait for the next epi ….and once again i want to say that u r an awesome writer …….ur each episode will be beautiful and special……..loved swasan ff tooo ……???????????????????????☺☺☺☺☺?????

  16. nitya

    actually i m silent read…
    nd big fan of ur ff….
    bt today disappointed wid u…….i mean how can sanskar easily accept dt shona is swara……
    and u r always partial wid sanskar character…..
    swara has done same things what he did wid her….aftr dt she giving so much attitude…. plz yr and she is giving name LOve to her revenge………
    and about sanskar swara still playing wid her….
    sorry dear bt sanskar has to say something. at least some anger…..if swara cnt forgive him easily then y sanskar…???
    ya he does not care abt wht she did wid her…..
    plz yr i dnt want to leave ur ff….
    bt seriously i dnt like ur today’s ff….

    • Saba

      Hey nitya! Thanks dear you like my ff!
      Sorry you dont like this episode, let me clear your point! Ok for example we make two balances of swara and sanskar!
      What sanskar did with Swara…. He leaves her on their wedding night, he wants to divorce her, he used her just to take revenge.
      Ok what swara did for him…. She loves unconditionally with her, she becomes Shona because he doesn’t want to face swara! She drags him out from his self pity state, she give

    • Saba

      Hey nitya! Thanks dear you like my ff!
      Sorry you dont like this episode, let me clear your point! Ok for example we make two balances of swara and sanskar!
      What sanskar did with Swara…. He leaves her on their wedding night, he wants to divorce her, he used her just to take revenge.
      Ok what swara did for him…. She loves unconditionally with her, she becomes Shona because he doesn’t want to face swara! She drags him out from his self pity state, she gives him a life, she never leaved his family because of him. But for this she unintentionally wants this that he falls for her. This is unintentionally dear! She has never plan like this! In everyone’s mind, there’s a bad mirage also as well as good!
      Sanskar loves her so much and he doesn’t wanna lose her again! He understands her completely that her intention isn’t bad! And sometimes, forgiveness become blessing, he has an experience of it and for Swara! She forgave him from heart but as girl she wanted to pampered by her! I think this isn’t a bad thing dear!
      Sorry if you feel bad and if you find my answer satisfactory please let me know

  17. Veena(Vini Ross)

    Really nice one Saba ,all scenes were excellent bt being a swasan fan that last para made me super happy.

    • Saba

      Thanks veena for your comment! Yeah we swasan’s fan love them so much! And dear this is the scene which i told you about that I’ve planned sleeping confession.

  18. Saba

    Thanks jay and riya!
    Thanks aish! To keep in touch with my ff
    Thanks hadi! Yeah I’ve uploaded next part, thanks fransi, Sara and muskan!
    Thanks alle! Date isn’t come yet of my exams, im also waiting!
    Thanks aman. Praise, angel and niti! Thanks appu and akku dear!

  19. Tania

    Today’s episode was mind blowing. But I have a confusion before rags pregnancy news there is a leap of one month so, is this leap is also for swasan; I mean the scene where they are talking about divorce is one month after when sanskaar came back to mm.
    And if it is so then I am disappointed as swara took one month to accept sanskaar’s love. How painful it would have been for sanskaar for being infront of his love but getting rudeness instead of love from her.

    • Saba

      Hey Tania! Thanks dear! Yeah there’s one month leap because everything take time to set! And this is also reason because there’s fb in next episode also

  20. Saba

    Thanks kanthi dear! I’ve uploaded next part thanks jwala for your lovely comment!
    Thanks pretty pie dear! And thank god your kisses aren’t real otherwise it’ll wet my face hahaha
    Thanks sneha! Swara, akalya and arshi! Thanks navi. Bhuvi, devi and manu! You’ll know this in next episode! Well this is real
    Thanks hayathi dear!

  21. Saba

    Thanks dear karthi
    Thanks swasthika, thanks shradha and Tara dear for your lovely comments!
    Thanks manisha
    Thanks aqsa, ridhi and anu!

  22. sethooty

    Wow Dr swara’s confession was superb.. BT there is a one month leap BT u didn’t show any swasan scene.. And sanskar suddenly accepted shona as swara..he did’nt show any guilt towards her , he become happy..seeing swara as shona…
    Yah saw ur reply on nithya’s comment..
    For me Ur explanation is satisfactory..bz we r human being na..he can forgive her..as he loved her so much

    • Saba

      Hey Sethooty! Thanks dear! Yeah I gave one month leap to take time to adjust! Dont worry Sanskar was also annoyed her in that month according to fb on next episode! Well thank you dear! We’re human being, it’s not always a matter of giving revenge of our every pain! Sometimes, we should forget also

  23. Yeah Saba!! How r u dear!!!!
    Damn awesome Saba!!!!raglak part superb!! Waiting to see how Ragini going to handle this situation? and finally sanskar relived and swara making him fall for her again but this time for swara!!!nice going dear hey last para was fabulous darling!!!! Reality in ur story!!thank u so,much dear!! And all the best for ur exam… Prepare well!!?

  24. meghs

    awsome as always….
    i liked raglak nok jhok… sanskar reaction after knowing shona is swara… every emotions in single ff great yar…

    laksh reaction to become parent was nice….
    finally swasan uniting…
    so happy

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