Hey guys! Howz uh all!!! So I am back with the next chappy of this ff. Thank uh for ur comments in last chappy! 🙂
Link to the previous chapter- Chapter 14
~ PAIN OF LOVE~
“No Sanskar! We can’t sit like this. We have to save Swara’s future”, a worried Ragini said.
“But what can we do?” Sanskar questioned.
“That bl**dy Virat can circulate that video and I can’t risk Swara’s future”,replied Ragini.
“We have to delete that video from his phone”,Laksh said.
“But how can we do that?”Sanskar asked.
“We have to think about it”,Laksh replied.
“I have one idea”,Ragini said.
“What?”Sanlak asked in unison.
“But you both have to help me in it”,Ragini said.
“I can do anything for Swara”,Sanskar said without realizing the situation.
Raglak were stunned and looked at him.
“Swara is my bestie n I can do anything for her”,Sanskar managed to say.
“I will say everything to you both once this video is destroyed”,Sanskar said to himself.
“Ragini say what is the plan”,Laksh asked.
“Look! Virat is a bl**dy egoistic. He did all this because Swara slapped him and had hurt his ego. So he did all this for revenge. But his revenge is not completed. I too had slapped him and he will definitely try to harm me”,Ragini paused to take breath.
“What do u mean to say?” Laksh asked.
“It’s very simple. Virat comes to that pub daily. All we have to do is to go to that pub and I have to act like I am drunk. We have to make sure that Virat sees me. And I am sure he will definitely try to harm me. Seeing me drunk, I am sure he will take me to his house to take advantage of my unconsciousness. Then there I have to find out that video without his knowledge. You both will follow me and after completing my work we will run away from there”,Ragini said.
“No way! It’s too risky. I will not allow you to do this”,Laksh said.
“Laksh! I have to do this for Swara”,Ragini pleaded.
Laksh looked at Sanskar who nooded his head signalling a yes.
“Are you sure this plan wilk work?” Sanskar asked.
“Yes but don’t reveal about this to Swara”,Ragini said.
All four of them not only valued each other’s company, they also looked out for each other in trublent times. They were each other’strength. It’s not about how much friends you have,it’s all about how much those few love and care about you.
“At any point if you think you are being trapped just back out,we will find some other way but don’t put your life in stave”,Laksh adviced Ragini.
Ragini just nodded and entered the pub. While going to the pub,she noticed Virat dancing with a girl. She looked at Sanskar who gave her thumbs up indicating that everything was okay. Soon Ragini was four shots down. She got up from her place and went to the dance stage. She made sure that she was noticed by Virat. Virat saw Ragini alone in drunken state. He slowly went near her and looked here and there fir her friends but found none. He slowly slid his hands on her waist. He lifted Ragini out without anyone’s knowledge. He placed Ragini in his car and ignited the gear. Sanskar and Laksh followed him. On reaching his house, Virat placed an unconscious Ragini on the bed.
“You too had slapped me that day. You will also pay. But you will suffer more because you were always a stone in my path”,Virat smirked.
Virat turned and soon as he turned Ragini hit him with a glass and he fell down unconscious. Ragini searched for the whole house and she found one pen drive. She plugged it in the laptop and saw the video. She deleted the video from his phone and laptop. She took the Pen Drive with her while going. Sanskar opened the door as she saw Ragini coming and she got in. In the way,they deleted the video from the pen drive ans destroyed it. They hi-fived each other saying MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.
“Ragini were you nuts? Why the hell did you risk your life?”Swara cried.
“Swara stop crying. Everything is okay now. Now Virat won’t be able to black mail us”,Ragini said hugging her.
“Yes Swara we have took this risk to see your smiling face not this crying one”,Laksh mocked.
Everyone brusted out laughing. They were the kinds of friends who won’t be able to attend each other’s funeral if any of them were to be murdered because they would be in prison for killing the murderer. Sometimes we have friends with whom our souls are closely connected. We know that wherever we are in our lives we will remain friends. Even if we do not see each others for years,we will be able to pick up from where we left off. Such was the bond they shared.
“Guys! Its high time now and I need to say one thing to you both”,Sanskar said.
Swara’s facial expressions changed because she knew what he was going to say.
“I and Swara love each other. We were about to tell you both about this but Laksh told me that he loves Swara and Ragini told me that she loves me. And dad have always taught me to sacrifice my happiness for Laksh. So I decided to let Swara and Laksh be together. I decided to accept Ragini so that we all can move on in our life. But later I realized that Swara is my life and I can’t live without her. You know you are im love when you wake up and that person is your first thought. Swara is my first thought. When you keep checking your phone to see if they have texted or called you while you were asleep, when you miss them even though it has not been since long you both met. My ‘that person’ is Swara. Bur mostly you are in love when you put their needs before your own,when their happiness is more important than your pain. When you are in love,you are ready to give it all. Swara sacrificed her love just for my happiness when I told her to accept Laksh. We really love each other and can’t live without each other and also we won’t live with each other till you both don’t agree”,Sanskar said.
Hai aisa kyu?
Bejubaan saa ye jahaan hai
Khushi ke pal
Benishaan sa waqt bhi yahaan hai
Ragini ran to her room and locked the door. Laksh went out heart broken to the balcony. Sanskar too went to his room.swara was left alone in the hal. She feel down on her knees crying bitterly. If you have true feelings for someone those feelings never really go away,no matter what the provocation is.
I wish I could learn to forget your smile and the moments we shared. But I can’t forget you because you are my life. I love you more than you will ever know. My feelings for you are true and will always remain the same. The hardest thing in life is to go on with your life without the person whom you thought would be constant throughout your life. I can’t live without you Sanskar. Failure has consumed my heart and all of a sudden my life is not the same any more. I know Sanskar you will never come to me till Laksh and Ragini agree and I respect your decision. I will always wait for you. I love you for what you are.
Jaane kitne labon pe gile hain
Zindagi se kayi faasle hain
Paseejte hai sapne kyun aankhon mein
Lakeere jab chhoote inn haathon se yun bewajah
I didn’t realize how deep a hold the darkness had on me and my life untill my first relationship with Arjun. He broke my heart. Alcohol provided me a best way to ignore the realities of my situation. It was easy to spend the night drinking in my room secretly, being able to forget that I had no future to look forward to. I have never told anyone about what happened to me ever for obvious reasons. But when I came to Mumbai, I enjoyed a lot with my sister and my friends. I felt a strong connection with Sanskar. I named it love. But he love my sister and my sister loves him too. I can’t hurt them. I am not so mean. I consider three of them my family and I mean it. I know Sanskar will leave Swara if I say him to do so but I cannot destroy my sister’s happiness. I used to feel broken , non- human but those three made me realize that life is beautiful. Now I am realizing that I don’t really love Sanskar. It was just a sort of attraction. I have to bring Swara and Sanskar together.
Jo bheji thi dua
Woh jaake aasmaan se yun takra gayi
Ki aa gayi hai laut ke sadaa
I had never thought that I would love a girl. A current of emotions pulled us closer. I look back at the time I shared with ber ,how amazing time with her was. Sometimes it breaks my heart to go that far back down the riad and be reminded of how much I love you. One second! Do I really loved you or was it just attraction? I am more comfortable with Ragini. Then how can I love Swara? Now I am clear that I don’t love Swara. Sorry Swara. Sorry bhai. I have to unite you both.
Saanson ne kahaan rukh mod liya
Koi raah nazar mein naa aaye
Dhadkan ne kahaan dil chhod diya
Kahaan chhode in jismon ne saaye
I wanted to tell you many things Swara which I never said. I wanted to tell you that I may not be with you but the truth is I may never forget you enter my life. You have made a deep impact on my life. I have never felt a love so magical than what I had in my heart for you. I remember the feelings you gave me when ever I was around you. Sometimes it breaks my heart to remember how much we loved each other. How can a love that was meant to last ,crumble right before our very eyes? What happened to our love? I only wish things in life were simplier so that I could be with you. I will always love you forever.
Yehi baar baar sochta hoon tanha main yahaan
Mere saath-saath chal raha hai yaadon ka dhuaan
Jo bheji thi duaa
Woh jaake aasmaan se yun takra gayi
Ki aa gayi hai laut ke sadaa
Everyone was suffering from the pain of love silently! 🙁
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