Swaragini! For You (Chapter 12)

HEY GUYS! A big huge sorry cuz I have said that I would upload on Thursday and today is Friday!!! What to do exams have started suddenly and I had no clue of exams being held! Literally my social life is screwed up!! 🙁 Thank you everyone for your comments in last chapter!
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CHAPTER 12
~A TWIST IN THE TALE~
Love and life are like one big jigsaw puzzle, on some days the pieces go together perfectly while on the other days they just don’t seem to fit at all. If you have true feelings for someone, those feelings never really go away, no matter what the provocation is.
Sanskar felt as if someone has stabbed him. He wanted to kill himself at that moment. He was confused what to do next. He wanted to keep everyone happy but it was impossible. He was cursing his fate to have made him see that day.
He looked at his phone and Swara’s message popped up.
“ I promise you from this day forth that I will love you forever don’t ever doubt that. I love you. These three words have more meaning that the meanings of all other words in the world. When I first meet you, I never liked you but still we were supposed to be friends. Who would have thought that I would love you till the end? Love comes through eyes, as they help me see you. Love comes through ears, as they help me hear your voice. Love comes through hands, as your touch sends shivers down my spine. Love comes through dreams as I dream about the life you have imparted me. Love comes through smile, as I fall for you every time you smile. Love comes through our tight embrace, making me feel secure in your arms. Love comes through the heart, as my heart skips a beat whenever I see you. Love comes through me. Love comes through you. The world seems to be a total different place with you by my side. It’s like a beautiful never ending dream. Love you till the end. Laksh have gone out and Ragini will go out in some time and come to your room as soon as she go. And yeah don’t forget to lock the door. Love you my Mr.Perfect! Muuuaaahhhh!!!”
Sanskar got up with heavy heart and locked the room. The main lights had been switched off and replaced by dimmer yellow lights. The room was lit up with decorative candles on the table. The table was covered with rose petals and some petals were sprinkled on the bed. A romantic song was being played in the background via the laptop. And there she was standing beside the laptop confidently. She was looking like a complete bombsheel.Sanskar looked at her from head to toe. She had kept her hair open and they fell loosely on her shoulders. Her black eyeliner highlighted her pretty eyes. Her glossy lips had added colour to her face. The dress she was wearing was a purple stain-netted one piece that just covered her thighs. It had a deep back and a spaghetti knot on both sides. Sanskar’s heart skipped a beat. He felt like he had fallen in love with her all over again.
“Noo!! I have to control my feelings. Laksh loves Swara!”, Sanskar said to himself.
“You are my best friend. A friend like you is hard to get. However a life partner like you for a person like me is impossible”, Swara said as she hugged him.
Swara’s eyes asked him whether he would always love her and his eyes said that he would love her forever.
“What are you thinking about?”, Swara asked.
“You are my world, my every heart beat, and my every breath is for you. Love is not always being together sometimes love means to part away for the sake of each other”, Sanskar said with his moist eyes.
“what are you saying?” I cannot get you”, Swara said while entwining their fingers.
“Swara! Laksh loves you”, Sanskar said mustering all his courage.
“What? Are you nuts? Sanskar I love you. I don’t love Laksh. I want to be with you. How can Laksh love me? We are just friends. Are you doubting me?”, Swara managed to speak.
“Swara! Calm down! I know you love me and I don’t have any doubt on it. But I have made a decision”, Sanskar said making Swara sit on the couch.
“which decision?”, Swara asked being scared.
“Swara! Laksh is my younger brother and I love him very much and I can never think of hurting him. No doubt I love you too. But as I have always said you that I will give my first preference to my family and you always agree with it. Papa says that being an elder brother I have to sacrifice my happiness for Laksh. Today I am sacrificing you for Laksh”, Sanskar said hiding all his pains inside his heart. A tear drop escaped his eyes.

Swara was clueless how to react. She couldn’t believe what she was hearing.
“Are you stupid? I understand your situation but please cut this crap. This is utter non sense. How can you sacrifice me? Am I a toy whom you can give to anyone you want? Sanskar I love you”, Swara said hugging Sanskar.
“Do you think it is easy for me?> Do you think I can ever stop loving you? I love you and will always do”, Sanskar said while reciprocating her hug.
“Then please change your decision. I don’t want you to take any wring step for which you have to repent all your life”, Swara spoke.
“Swara! Tumhe hamare pyar ki kasam please accept Laksh in your life”, Sanskar said avoiding eye contact.
“You can’t do this. No one can take your place in my heart”, Swara said.

Kuch pal to thehar jaao na
Ya phir laut ke aao na
Yoon kehte nahi alvida
Mud jaao idhar aao na
Tumhe dhoondein meri aankhen
Tumhe khoje meri baahein
Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise
Kaise jiya jaaye tum bin

When you love someone , you love that person as a whole. You love them for both their strength and weakness. If you believe in love, you should never curse your love for not being with you. Rise in love and make your love proud of them for loving you.
“You broke all your promises, you broke my life into pieces.Please don’t do this. I love you”, Swar pleaded.

Kitne the waade kiye
Ik pal mein tod diye
Jhootha nahi tu mujhko pata hai
Bas thoda rootha sa hai
Tu roothe main manaau
Par tum bin kahan jaaun
Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise
Kaise jiya jaaye tum bin

He was going away. He didn’t listen to him. He was ignoring her. Her heart was bleeding. She was watching her love going away from her and she could so nothing. This made her more depressed. She wanted him. She could not handle her life without him. She was used to him. She loves him. Her heart was bleeding, her mind was too bleeding. Everything became blur. She wondered how she was still alive.
Some love stories really cannot be predicted.

Ye aasmaan aur zameen
Bin tere kuch bhi nahi
Saanson se mohlat
Zara maang lena
Yoon uthke jaate nahi
Ya phir tu mujhe le chal
Sang apne jidhar tu chala
Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise
Kaise jiya jaaye tum bin

He got a flashback of their happy moments together. He got nostalgic about all the good times they had spent together in the past few days. These few minutes had revived all those past memories. He was speechless and wanted to freeze that moment. He didn’t know what life had in store for him., he just wanted to tell the world that how much he love Swara. Sanskar was not able to express him emotions but he too cried from within.
People say actions speak louder than words but it’s the words that hurt the most. Actions are easy to ignore but words hit you right there where it hurts.
“Was I wrong in loving him? Was love wrong?” Swara asked herself.
“Love is never wrong. And you have made no mistake. Sanskar is your most correct decision ever. You have to just convince him. Don’t lose hope Swara”. Her inner soul spoke.
Swara drifted off sleeping while thinking about this. Her sleep was disturbed by a sudden knock on the door. Tears have dried up leaving a mark on her face. Swara washed her face and opened the door.
“Swara come quickly”, Ragini dragged Swara to the hall.
“Where are you taking me”, Swara asked being amazed.
“Surprise”, Ragini laughed.
When they reached the hall Swara saw that Laksh was standing with a wide smile oin his face and Sanskar was standing in the corner sadly.
“I want to let you know that I am in madly love with you and I promise that I will do my best in making you feel loved and secured with me. I love you. Will you accept me in your life?” Laksh asked bending on his knees and forwarding his hands.
Swara looked at Sanskar was requested her therough hie yes to accept .
“Swara! Tumhe hamare pyar ki kasam please accept Laksh in your life”, these words echoed in her ears.
Swara forwarded her hands and said I love you too.
A tear drop escaped both from Swara and Sanskar’s eyes. Ragini felt bad seeing Swalak together.
“Ragini! I too wanted to answer your question. You have propped me and won’t you like to know your answer? My answer is that I love you too”, Sanskar spoke heartbroken.
Ragini jumped in excitement and hugged Sanskar. Swara was completely shocked to hear all these.
This was a twist in the tale for Swara.

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Love you all forever! 😉

86 comments

  1. Dhara

    |Registered Member

    Well well well. Why I feel that raglak are not of their feelings and ruining our dear SwaSan’s life. Sad and emotional part
    ???

  2. Bisha

    |Registered Member

    I should keep mum. Dont know why ppl get to face such situations in life. Hope they overcome it. Hope happiness spills in again.

    Jyotii I just dont have anything to say. I mean for techniques and etc I can blabber a lot but I just dont want to say anything. I wont cry or do sonething like that but my heart def skipped a beat.

    Love ya loads. Hope u r all well. Bye ♥♥

    • Jyotii

      |Author

      Aww!!! You know literally your comment motivate a lot! And yeah! You don’r blabber you just say what’s neccessary! 😉
      Thanks a loads! 🙂

  3. Chaitali

    |Registered Member

    Oh my poor swasan!!Why ragini felt bad seeing swalak together??She should have propose laksh..not sansker…swasan ko alag kar diya!!

    • Jyotii

      |Author

      Ragini felt bad seeing swalak together cuz maybe she has some feelings for Laksh! Don’t think Ragini is bad here! Just wait and watch! 🙂

  4. Yashasvi

    |Registered Member

    hey jyoti it’s amazing yrr. so emotional….. hope raglak realize soon. feeling very bad fr swasan……………poor swasan ,n loved that when ragini was feeling bad seeing swalak together , hope she realize her feeling fr laksh……… n ya shahid kapoor is also an important K of my life to………….love him n u

    • Jyotii

      |Author

      Don’t worry! everything will be okay soon! Thanks a lot dear! And yeah Shahid Kapoor is my life! I love him infinity! 😉

  5. Priyanka

    I have no words to say. What to say. Every time u surprise me with power pack chapter. Mind blowing?

  6. Manisha

    Not fair?
    Why u ended here. I am dying to see Swara’s reaction.
    Jaldi upload kar na…. Plzzzz…??

  7. Tanya

    Why do I think that Ragini have feelings for Laksh tough she says that she loves Sanskar?
    Bdw super duper chappy. Pura dil khush kar diya. From d beginning I was bit curious about the story cuz I knew till this. But now m very curious. Pata nahi kab maar jaungi?

  8. Shona

    I was literally shocked when Sanskar accepted Ragini. I thought he would just ask Swara to accept Ragini. As usuall the song was mind blowing. Everything was perfect.

  9. Swara

    Why do I think ki there’s more twist in the tale??
    Please upload regularly as m a die hard fan of ur ff. Everyday I search for it. I love this very much!!??

  10. Priya

    Didu❤
    You know what the lines which u include ur ff always steal my heart. They r most motivating n inspiring.
    Why Sanskar did this? He should have tried to balance everything?

    • Jyotii

      |Author

      Priyu!
      Baby chill! Thank uh everything! It’s very difficult for a person to choose between freinds and love as both are our essential part!

  11. Swati

    Tum bin jiya jaye kaise is my fav song. I always listen to it. One request plz don’t separate swasan

  12. Shine

    First of all….. Very Sorry as I couldn’t comment on your pre updates….. I managed to read all your writings in one go ……..
    Loved each and everything to the core !!! U r writing soooooo well !! I would support u always !! Keep Writing

  13. Swasan

    this is a way too perfect! your each writing is filled of perfection! i m ………. Your Fan Now! Keep writing , i love your each update to the core???

  14. Asiya

    i dont know what to say about it
    it was just awesum swara’s lines, her emotions were so beautifully describe

  15. Asima

    Awwww…Luvd it nd its too emoitional yaar i really felt like crying as i am an supr sensitive and emotional girl…???

  16. Haya

    Imshallah.
    Its so emotional that I was in verge to cry. Allah se dua hai ki no lovers should never face this situation.

  17. Mahi

    no words, simply outstanding. you described each and every feeling perfectly.
    dear update soon.

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