First of all….. I want to say pls don’t throw
chappals and tomatoes. You all have no idea how sorry I am. I never thought that I will turn out to be this much late updater. I think I am updating 3 or 4 weeks.
My exams were not allowing me to write……. I was not even getting time to touch the phone… I hope u all could understand
I hope u all remember me and my ff…
Anyone missed me.. I don’t think so..
But I missed u all… And pls pray that I will get good marks..
Again… Pls don’t through chappal… I am really sorry..
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My peaceful sleep was disturbed by the sun. My eyes were not ready to open. It was not only that I was really sleepy but also that my head was aching so hardly.
The sun rays were again asking me to wake but I was throwing pillow at it. It was really comfortable to lay like that.. To lie here forever….
But the sun was irritating me so much that I was really angry and I tried to got up from the bed but a hand was preventing me from that.
Of course it’s his hand… his hand’s on me… Wait minute….. His hand !!! WHAT ???
I opened my eyes rapidly and I found myself in his arms….
I screamed loudly……….
But no voice came……
( Wow.. She have invented a new type of screaming ??? I have no idea how she did that )
I got up from that bed and ran fastly to the washroom…..
How could this happen ????
I was in a state I couldn’t think anything…. I opened the shower and cool water flowed through my body… And I crushed my hand on my head which was deeply paining trying to remember something.
And slowly everything came into my mind… How I got drunk and everything.
There’s no words to express what was going through my mind at that moment. How could I make such a mistake. How could I lose control of myself ?? What has gotten into me.. Is his presence taking my mind off every other thing ??
I went on trying to strengthen myself to not get attracted to him anymore which was somewhat impossible but I tried.
I am here on a mission and it’s really important for me and I will complete it with any cost.
No idea how much I stood like that under the shower. The truth is that I was not confident enough face him.
Why I am doing this even after knowing that this is not at ask right. It’s all done by Karan.
Fb starts :
” I am not gonna give it u ” , Karan said.
” What ? ” , I asked shocked.
” I am not gonna give it ” , He repeated.
” You will have to give Me Karan Khanna because as u told we are married now and it’s time to give that contract. ” , Sanky said.
But the reply we got was a sarcastic laugh
” You both underestimates me so much. ” , He started. ” What do u think ? I am fool enough to believe u. I know that the next thing u are going to do is trying to get divorce as soon as possible. And do u expect me allow that happening in front of my eyes ? ”
” And do u expect us to live as husband and wife forever ” , Sanky asked.
” I never said that.. I am only asking three months .. At the end of three month I will give u the contract and money. ” , He said.
” THREE MONTHS !!!! And what’s the guarantee that you will do it then ….. ” , Sanky asked again.
” I would give anything ” , He said widing his hands.
I saw Sanky deeply thinking.
” OK then !! ” , Sanky said.
I wanted to shout at him. How the hell he could say that. How the hell will I live with him for three months.. THREE BIG MONTHS…
But I was rooted into that spot and I felt like my full body is paralysed because I couldn’t do anything other than observing what was going on.
” Good !!! Very good !!! ” , Karan said clapping his hands. ” I will arrange tickets for your honeymoon ”
” HONEYMOON !!!!!!!!! NO WAYYYYYYYY !!!! ” , I shouted but still there was not at all a faint sound coming out.
” Honeymoon.. We are not going for honeymoon. No way.. “, Sanky said and I felt relaxed. He opened his mouth at least in this eleventh hour.
” It’s not u to decide that. It’s essential to make sure that u both are together… And I think Kerala would be gud… What u feel ? ” , Karan said turning his head towards me while saying the last part.
” Kerala ??? I don’t even the language ” , Sanky said with frustration.
” That’s why I am sending u both there. I don’t think any of u would take the risk going alone somewhere in an unknown place. ” He said.
I don’t know how much resistance was done not at last I ended up in agreeing. The worst moment of my life that for sure. Otherwise I would have need to face something that I am facing now.
I sat on the washroom floor for sometime thinking deeply. And I made a firm decision on what to do. I rised up and took a deep breath. I went over my own one more and went forward to implement it.
That’s an for now.. It’s nothing much.I have lost touch with writing so no idea what I wrote. Not proof read..
Missed u all ??