My SHADOW MY COMPANION – It’s all about Sanskar Episode 7

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Episode 7

Swara’s POV

12 hours had left, the time is 3:15 PM now. Sanskar’s sleep is still lasting and me hmm my life contracted in this hospital room. This window is showing me the mysterious beauty of this metro city. The sky was in a light marvelous blue colour, my favorite color. Eagles are flying there freely, by God’s grace there is no air traffic there. It’s a sunny eve, sunrays are kissing me. They are saying, Swara please let us kiss you cz we are gonna die within sometime.
The pleasant smells of tea and pakoras are swarming into my nose and sometimes the pong of petrol and diesel too. You know what, I am in love wid evenings. Especially with sunny evenings cz mornings will separate us from our loved ones. Everybody will go for their own satisfaction. Noons will give us hope. “Yaar please wait you’ll be united and the evenings will unite them with us. Now I am in an evening. God please make this evening last for so long. I don’t want to say goodbye to it. Everybody was in a hurry. Authors will write that this metropolitan city is in a hurry. None have enough time for spending with others but I am admitting you. They are running for living. Suddenly I had seen the flex board of a movie.
Yeh dill hai mushikul

Haan dill mushikul hi toh hai.

Someone touched on my shoulder suddenly. It was Ritwi

“Reports might be delay . Go and get fresh.”

But I was flat footed. I have to do many things. I have to name Maa. I didn’t mentioned her about my journey and unfortunately forgot to take the mobile. Definitely she is worrying about me and also have to call others. But what will I say about Sanskar. No no I can’t get him and them in trouble. It will harm him badly; Mom can’t tolerate it.I decided it finally, I won’t allow them to know anything until everything gets fine.

I went for a small shopping with Aryan. We both wrangled each other for a silly matter. He said the actual name of paani puri is golgappa and I said it is puchka. Then we compete with each other to consume it. My mind led me to that midnight when Sanskar brought puchka for me. I was lost in my thoughts. Aryan poked me, his gesture showed me what. I nodded nothing. We shopped something and returned to hospital. Both of us reached our destination perhaps shocked to see Shravan coming to us startled.
๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜ณ Ohh no the monster is awaken

“Swara I am leaving and don’t go there. He has lost his temper and burning in ire.”

But I am ready to accept the heat of my Sun. I sent Aryan with Shravan.

๐Ÿ˜Š K Shravan see you again, I said

Hmm if you are alive ๐Ÿ˜•, he muttered

Brain is commanding me
“Swara don’t go Swara. Don’t forget, you are going in front of goods train”
Whatever I entered inside. Knees are trembling yaar . Mr Monster Maheshwari is furiously and curiously looking at me. I had thrown the sachets onto the couch and glared at him for a while. Then collected my dresses and towel from the sachets. I was dare to go for a shower.

๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜ก What are you doing here

๐Ÿ˜Ÿ Monster gonna eat my flesh ๐Ÿ˜ซ

Sanskar’s POV

She ignored me like she is fed up with me. What an injustice actually I was really pissed off ๐Ÿ˜ก

Jab saath chahta ho toh tab dill thod kar chali jaati hai aur jab paas thodne keliye dill hi nahin toh peecha hi nahin chodti๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜ก how disgusting

I grasped her hand and pulled her towards me. For a while, our eyes were knotted each other. They are transferring love to each other. She broke the silence first

Leave me, Sanskar leave my hands. My hands,ouch it’s aching. Leave me….

I asked my interrogation again

What are you doing here ๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜ก.

She was trying to hide her eyes. My ire was increasing increasing and increasing. I left her hands and wrapped through her belly. She puffed in my sudden action. She looked at my eyes. Her eyes reminded me the glare of a feared deer. She again started to hide her eyes

Swara let’s look at my eyes. It is the indication of crook who are trying to hide their eyes. Tell me why are you here?? and I want the clarified answer. Don’t dare to admit any sophistry ๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜ก.

Her lips get off to move slightly.
“I wanted to be with you Sanskar.”

A cool breeze started to revolve around me. What did she said. She wanted to be with me๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ . Is it real??? Swara r u real. I am in the seventh sky.

Then some terrible sound

Ohh it was my brain

You fool Sanskar you are a dumb. Look at your surroundings, your dress, these medicines. At least just smell your surroundings. You are admitted in a hospital and she is showering sympathy over you. She knows about your physical condition. I was stunned

Do you know about my disease??

Heart is begging in front of the vampire. Swara please Swara please I want your love and not your sympathy. I am not stable now please Swara.

Brain is mocking my heart

“You know what, you are a dream creature. You don’t know how to differentiate good and bad one. Just like something like me and don’t dare to love it.

My eyes messengers were awaiting to forward the message

She nodded yes with staring at the floor. Brain worn and the heart loss. I jerked her away and moved some more.Then started to laugh like a monster.

So Mahan Swara wanted the help of a disease to accept her husband. I don’t want your sympathy. You can go now. Go and get lost.
I yelled

She sat on the floor with weeping. It’s not my sympathy Sanskar. I love you more than anything.
I also sat on the floor then held hands her once again.

Ohh do you love me?? How much you love me Swara.Is it more than your love for your Sister?? More than your parents??? More than my family??? More than your friends??? More than MM’s watch man??? No no you can love me after them like you are giving me alms.

The vampire stared at me rudely. She scrambled my neck

Aaahhh๐Ÿ˜ฐ really really really she is a vampire.

You are misunderstanding me Sanskar. You don’t know Sanskar how I lived in these 10 years. The pain that I was undergone through.

I was shivering in ire๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜ก

Wow your tears, your pain. And what about me??did you ever thought about my pain and my tears. I’m also cried but none was there for me. None noticed my tears when I sobbed.
Vampire – then why don’t you came back??? You spoiled our 10 years na
Me- I’m not asking you about these 10 years I am asking you about that 6 months.
Vam: Sanskar I just wanted to be with my sister.
Me- just shut up your blo*dy mouth ๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜ก you can love your Sister but it is not meant that you can break other relationships.
Vam: That’s what you declared the break up initially Mr Maheshwari
Me- You break your promise. You didn’t valued our relationship. Toh kya uss vakt khushi se pagal hokar mujhe tumhe kiss karna chahiya tha?? I was burning in anger so I said it. Then your parents consoled me. What ever I would have pardoned you if you ever consoled me that Sanskar I am with you. If you ever called me. Just a WhatsApp message ๐Ÿ˜” I just wanted that
Vam: but you……..
๐Ÿ˜กโœ‹I alerted her to be silent

Swara let me talk today ๐Ÿ˜ก and about you wanted to be with Ragini
R u really thinking I will forbid you to go with Ragini
Vam: ohh Mr Maheshwari can I ask you something. Did you ever thought about Kavita. She also loved you na???

I moved a little bit then stood near the table with depending on it. Then spoke with staring far away

“Ab Darjeeling mein hai khush hai”

Actually what was her fault she just loved me and what I did??? It is everything is fair in love and war.I moved on without trying to search that she is alive or not. It was the fault of mine.
6 years ago a guy named Yuvraj approached me. I recognized him; he was my classmate who was truly in love with Kavita. He wanted Kavita and I wanted her well being. I proposed her after she released from jail but she accepted Yuvraj for fulfilling her revenge ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ idiot girl

Vampire was really stunned. You are also stunned na๐Ÿ˜œ

Vampire: Okay Mr Maheshwari. I am agreeing with you. But you tried to kill your own brother

Me: That was, that was the one and only
mistake which was done by me. I don’t know how I did that. He bashed me, did my death rituals I forgot and forgave but he bashed my Mom as a son I can’t tolerate it. She pampered him more than me. How could he do that??? And I didn’t called him for that final war. He did it.
What did you said at that day
As an elder brother tumhe usse samjhana chahiye tha. Arey samjhaya toh tha aur kitna samjhaun. He was not in such a condition and I also have my own body it will also ache.

Swara you always treated Laksh as your sister’s husband and not my own brother. My heart was also aching when Laksh went missing. Everybody consoled Bm Bp and Ragini but none was there for me. I am also also suffered cz he is my brother. I spent more time with him. It’s not Bm and Bp I taught him how to walk with holding his hands. When he came into our lives Bm told me.
Sanskar someone has came to call you bhaiyya. I looked at him, someone was lying in the cradle which was smaller than me. 2 years old Sanskar was really surprised, someone like him is lying in the cradle. It was difficult to call him Laksh so he began to call him Lucky. I love him more than anything then too I don’t know how I did that. Which Satan inspired me to do that. I tried to kill my own brother. Unknowingly I am sobbing that tears are bursting my heart. Ohh God I am panicking, fizzling and sweating might be heart wanna conduct a strike.

Swara’s POV

He concluded his words. Because of his condition or anything else I forgot to continue the debate with him. He sat on the bed with panicking. I felt something fishy. I ran to him and hugged tightly. He was totally suffering for taking his each breathe. The Divine soul is trying hard to gathering it’s strength to be alive. I immediately pressed the siren for a physician’s help.

To be continued………..


  1. chanu

    Dis epi ws epic!!!
    Rly lv it mann dr!! U write it sooooo nicely! ๐Ÿ™‚
    I falling lv with ds ff.
    ur explanation f evng ws soo nice..
    and swaras pov!!it ws hilarious.
    Im with sanskar and sanskar nly… he is da 1 who suffered a lot by dis things… awww poor him…
    I ddnt agree 4 wt swara did.. she sdnt leave sanskar..and like he said he ll surly send swara with ragini.. and sanky is a human nt a god.. so smtyms he cn be angry. Bt im nt saying he did right bt still I lv my sanky.. :-* ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜›

    HEee heeee rly… dat kavitha part ws amazing.

    Lv evry thng in here dr mann.. ๐Ÿ™‚

    Keep writing
    be happy always
    lv ya

      • chanu

        Wow dats soo cool!!! Wt r da subject r u studying???

        Hee heee… u cnt understand!! Yaa..
        our countries r nt same na.. soo I think u dnt knw abt it..
        I want 2 be a doctor. Soo I hv 2 gt admission in medical skul.. and here no any private medical schools.. im doing my advance level exam in nxt year..
        hope u ll understand me! ๐Ÿ™‚

      • Chanu


        |Registered Member

        Awwww… thank u sooo much 4 ur wishes dr… lv u..
        Yaaa u r right im 19… ๐Ÿ™‚

        Wow!!! U r gtng graduation 4m hindi?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
        tHat ws cool!!
        hey I dnt knw much hindi.. cz I learn it 4m films nly.. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ˜‰
        hee heee..
        if my hindi ws wrong. Jst ignore it..plz.. and ya… teach me its wrong.. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ˜‰

        Oh dr no worries abt double cmnts..

        Dr see I bcm member f tu.. u said it 2 me na.. see nw I bcm..

  2. Mica


    |Registered Member

    did love someone mean we should company him no matter what ?
    once upon a time there is a story of family that have 2 daughters, the parent took a decision of separation, the both daughters choose the mother, they are OK with all decision.
    but the end, the first daughter said that she will live with the father, it’s somehow hurt the mother with a thought that the first daughter love her father more than her…
    but, the daughter said ” mom! i’m with papa it doesn’t mean i love him more than you, i know you still love him, that why you will worried about his daily life, i’ll be there to take care papa to reduce your worried about him!”..
    sometime, love it’s not just about us.,,,
    Sanskar justified himself for his anger, but can he justified Swara’s anger ?
    this monster and vampire..gooosshhhhh

    • Manjula20



      Kerala/ TN/Ap/Telangana/ Karnataka????
      Where are you from????
      And I am really sorry to ask

      I forgot ur ff’s name please tell me dear

      Sorry sorry I am really sorry if I hurt you

      I thought it but I couldn’t

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